sadomasochism double

Chapter 74

Zhuo Yang shook his head, seemed to be extremely angry, and actually laughed.

"Not enough..." He shook his head, his voice mournful, "An Yue, it's not enough! You can't let me go like this! I wasted the best seven years of your life! You should let me use my whole life to pay for it... "

"But... I... I don't hate..."

"Don't say no hate!" Zhuo Yang suddenly interrupted my words violently, his face was gloomy, as if he had thought of something very cruel, he suddenly stabbed my wounds that were about to heal.

"Don't you hate? Don't hate that I haven't come home all those years! I've been leaving you alone? Don't you hate? Don't hate me and Hu Ling's ambiguity? Don't you? Don't hate that my indifference made you lose child……"

but--

Why do you have to do this...

I'm a coward... I can't do revenge on Zhuo Yang, I can only bury the deepest pain in the mud like an ostrich, and it's better not to remember it forever...

It's better to turn into dust and never appear in my life again.

but--

It was this man who easily aroused the buried hatred in my heart.

Those thick hates that come with strong loves.

How can you not hate...

How could you not hate it!

I want to bite the man in front of me!Only by tearing flesh and blood can I eliminate the hatred and unwillingness in my heart.

but……

The man took me by the hand and led me out of the ward.

Along the way, doctors and nurses came over after hearing the news, but Zhuo Yang brutally stopped them all.

He took me to the rooftop.

"What the hell do you want to do?"

I refused to go forward, but Zhuo Yang pulled me vigorously and walked up the stairs.

"Didn't you say that I am your god? Today I will give you this opportunity...to push your god into the mud..."

"You crazy!" Standing on the stairs, I stared at the crazy man in front of me, "Are you crazy? How many times do you have to say it before I understand...I don't want you anymore...We broke up! We're divorced ! We're done!"

"Ahem..." Zhuo Yang coughed heavily and let go of my hand, but he laughed. He was propping up against the wall for a while, his fingers trembling, but his tone was rare firm, "And It’s the same as before, it’s always just your wishful thinking, let me tell you...it’s not that simple...it’s not that simple to want to break up...I’ve never wanted someone so urgently in my life, it’s you who said, life is too Short! So - I won't let you escape! No matter what the price is... even life! I will let you go back to my life!"

Zhuo Yang is crazy!

The thick black eyes were infected by a scarlet madness at this time, and the whole person was like a wild beast that had fallen into madness.

I was a little scared for no reason, and Zhuo Yang's brain was really broken.

"Let go! Let me go!" I tried hard to break Zhuo Yang's hand that was pinching me, but every time I struggled, I only got Zhuo Yang to use more brutal force.

"It hurts..." I cried out in pain. Zhuo Yang used to understand the severity even if he didn't feel pity, but this time, he was really hurt. He took my hand and touched his heart directly, "Does it hurt? Then you Tell me! Why does it hurt more here! An Yue! Is this your revenge? After I fell in love with you...you stabbed me mercilessly...you tell me! Who hurts more! Can't get...Why Can't get..."

Zhuo Yang's whole body was abnormal.

He leaned over and suddenly bit my lip hard.

"Why! Don't stay! Why don't you choose to stay by my side...you have a lifetime to see me sad...why don't you stay..."

The most painful thing is not hatred, but indifference.

Hate is supported by strong love, but indifference means...

There is no love anymore.

It hurts.

He almost bit my lip, the blood slowly flowed into my mouth, I couldn't describe the nausea, I pushed Zhuo Yang away with all my strength.

Zhuo Yang didn't seem to pay attention, and was actually pushed away by me, but soon, he entangled him again.

I admit that I was frightened, it seemed that it was not the Zhuo Yang I knew, nor my lover and husband who had been with me for seven years...

It's those bastards who ravaged me, that cousin Hu Ling who took off all my clothes...

"Let go of me...let go of me..."

I started to struggle desperately. I probably didn't even think that people would burst out with such great strength when they were most desperate.

With a kick, I actually kicked Zhuo Yang away.

only--

I didn't expect that this is the staircase, and the stairs in this hospital are quite high.

At that moment, I saw Zhuo Yang smiling at me, as if saying: What I owe you... I will pay you back slowly now...

Love and Hatred……

And all the pain.

In the days when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, my mood is gray.

There was no other reason. Zhuo Yang fell from the stairs that day, and it turned out that he only lost his hand, and then he broke his leg decisively.

I:……

Because of this change, my original plan was interrupted.

I have never admitted that Zhuo Yang's leg injury has anything to do with me. Zhuo Yang himself said that he had nothing to do with me because of his accident, but it's okay if he doesn't say it.

Li Si went too far, and wanted to sue me for intentional wounding.

Of course she was just talking about it angrily, because their boss has been smiling since his leg was broken, it’s no big deal, everything is voluntary, and he looks at me with a disgusting look...

This situation made it difficult for Li Si to say anything, and he just sighed every time he came.

I sigh too.

Zhuo Yang thought that in this way we could go back to the past.

After making up my mind, I called Mrs. Chen.

"I'm too busy at work, Mrs. Chen, you know that... Zhuo Yang will trouble you here..."

It is estimated that Ding Wei also played a role in the middle, and Mrs. Chen agreed to help me watch Zhuo Yang...

then……

I completely dumped Zhuo Yang to Mrs. Chen.

I thought everything would be fine, and Zhuo Yang couldn't tell, so it's better not to see him at all.

But Zhuo Yang is not a fool, his patience is limited.

Three days later, Mrs. Chen called me, "Miss An...Mr. wants to fire me..."

"..." I was surprised, Mrs. Chen has been taking care of our old servant for many years, is Zhuo Yang so ruthless?
I ran to the hospital angrily, and found that Mrs. Chen looked a little depressed, and Zhuo Yang was even more depressed.

"You're here? Didn't you leave me alone?" Zhuo Yang saw me, and when he opened his mouth, he made a bloody accusation.

"Ahem..." I coughed twice and turned my head, "I'm sorry...you saw through..."

"You..." Zhuo Yang seemed to have suffered an internal injury, and his face became very ugly.

I'm used to it, but Mrs. Chen couldn't see it and came over to smooth things over, "Miss An is here too... Sir, you can just stay in the hospital honestly..."

It turned out that I didn't come these few days, Zhuo Yang wanted to find me, but Mrs. Chen stopped him, and he was angry and wanted to fire him.

Men...the older they get, the more childish they become.

I sighed, and looked helplessly at the man on the bed whose face had turned cloudy since I came, "How old are you... Aren't you tired from playing this?"

"Not tired." Zhuo Yang quickly recovered his usual expression, stared at me and said slowly, "No matter what I do, if I can't live too far, that's what you just do, don't you?"

"You..." This feeling of being completely understood and completely controlled is really fucking uncomfortable.

I can--

Can I really stab the man lying in front of me twice?
I'm trying to catch my breath and regain my composure.

But the man who didn't wait for me to retort had already continued with infinite melancholy: "Suddenly sad...you care about Mrs. Chen, Ding Wei, Song Yu...you care about anyone...but you don't care about me...this feeling . . . it's strange... so strange that it hurts..."

Zhuo Yang seemed to be talking to himself, I don't know how to tell him.

Doesn't he know the reason why it's easy to get together and get together?
I really have to wait until I can't think about it and stab him twice.

"Does your leg still hurt?"

"It hurts..." Zhuo Yang nodded infinitely aggrieved.

"Then I'll call a doctor for you." I got up to leave, but Zhuo Yang held my hand, "No... I know you're going to leave after you call the doctor...it's okay...you said... ...No matter how much it hurts, you won't be hurt... Maybe... Only at this time, I realized how desperate you were at the beginning...how painful..."

(End of this chapter)