sadomasochism double

Chapter 75

Only by empathizing with each other can we understand the love and hatred of the other party who was sad and desperate at the beginning.

Maybe it's been too long these days, Zhuo Yang fell asleep not long after I sat down beside the bed.

The doctor told me that his legs progressed very slowly, probably partly due to psychological reasons.

Although I think it's meaningless for us to be so entangled now, but Zhuo Yang, a man who doesn't eat anything, you can't do anything about him.

The only way, I think, is to compare patience with him.

Let's see who can't hold on first.

only--

When I think of this tough battle for love, I feel quite tired just thinking about it.

Zhuo Yang didn't sleep well, he was clearly asleep, but there was a word Sichuan on his brow.

I raised my hand, wanting to smooth his frowning forehead out of habit, but I stretched out my hand to his head but did not drop it for a long time.

As of now, we are no longer suitable.

Seeing that he was asleep, I was ready to escape.

However, as soon as he moved his body, Zhuo Yang suddenly woke up.

"Are you leaving again?"

I was taken aback, and my voice faltered, "Aren't you asleep?"

Zhuo Yang shook his head, probably just woke up, his voice was a little hoarse, "I fell asleep, but I slept very lightly... I... had a dream... I dreamed of the apricot tree in your original home... The apricots are sour Yes... I don't know why, you ate a lot, your teeth became soft in the end, you couldn't even eat porridge, Aunt An didn't leave you a meal, your hungry stomach growled, you got up in the middle of the night and stole An Ran's birthday cake to eat... "

Not a dream.

Just real events that happened in the past.

When Zhuo Yang said that, I also thought of that stupid thing.I stole the birthday cake that An Ran was going to give myself the next day.She is an ingenious girl, even the birthday cake is beautifully made, and of course the taste is good...

I ate An Ran's birthday cake secretly, and I feel comfortable physically and mentally.Seeing An Ran's angry face the next day, I immediately felt all sorts of joy.

only……

My happiness didn't last long, and An Ran became angry.

And I ate too much, got gastroenteritis, and spent a week in the hospital.

The past is really unbearable, I am a little embarrassed, "You still remember these..."

Zhuo Yang looked gentle and nodded, "At that time...you didn't know, you were stealing cakes that night...I was upstairs...you look like a mouse, it's really funny..."

"You..." This man... really went too far!

"Then why didn't you tell An Ran?" I remembered that Zhuo Yang was as shocked as An Ran the next day. Thinking about it now, this man's acting skills are too good.

Too……

We all fell in love with his acting skills and always thought he was docile and pure.

Recalling the past seems to have bred countless courage for me.

"Zhuo Yang, I called a doctor for you. Your leg should heal properly." I put his hand under the quilt, "I will only say some things once, just like your method will only work for me once... ...do you understand what I mean?"

Zhuo Yang's expression didn't change, he was still smiling, "Are you leaving me?"

I froze, then nodded.

"Be good...don't be self-willed anymore...do you know? You during this time...are not like you at all...actually...you act pretty well...portraiting a good man who is gentle and can act like a baby It's a three-pointer... But for me, whether you act or not... Our ending is already doomed..."

Zhuo Yang didn't answer, but slowly lowered his eyes, as if he was considering my words.

I saw some hope, and immediately chased a few words.

"The doctor said that when you fell this time, you almost got your eyes pierced by the shards of glass, and you almost went blind... Could it be that you are on the verge of death and darkness... Haven't you figured it out yet?"

Love and hate have become empty. In this world, not every persistent waiting can get a response.

In essence, I am very similar to Zhuo Yang.

We are all persistent, love-hate people.

I can love him for seven years, and I can turn around and leave without looking back.

Zhuo Yang has not spoken.

But there was no objection.

No objection?
——Then I'll take it as his acquiescence.

Thankfully, Zhuo Yang's matter was finally settled.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and prepared to close the door for him, then isolate him from sight, and isolate me from his life forever.

However, the door was slowly closed, but Zhuo Yang raised his head slowly.

"An Yue..." He waved at me, holding a somewhat familiar book in his hand.

"what happened?"

Zhuo Yang shook the travel magazine and rattled, "Didn't you always want to go to City A? Then you are in spring, facing the sea, a happy paradise..."

What Zhuo Yang said was very good, and there was no shadow of the past between his eyebrows, and my heart moved.

"so what?"

Zhuo Yang handed me the book, staring at me even more, and then slowly said after a long while: "You know me...I'm not someone who gives up lightly, especially when it comes to things I've decided... ...An Yue, are you so sure that I will be good and obedient...and let you go?"

nonsense!Of course I don't believe it!
How can I not believe it!In fact, I am even more scared!Be patient with Zhuo Yang, I will always be a loser!

Seeing Zhuo Yang's face change, I stepped back vigilantly, "What do you want to do?"

"nothing……"

Zhuo Yang's eyes fell on the open travel magazine, and he was silent for a long time, as if he was making a final decision.

"You... you stay with me until my leg is healed... I'll do what you want... let you go."

It seemed that a ray of light suddenly came from the dark sky.

My eyes lit up, and my voice raised a few tones.

"Are you serious?"

Zhuo Yang nodded expressionlessly, "It's in the city A you want to go to... There is a villa there... Let's go there together..."

I'm still immersed in the ocean of joy, Zhuo Yang really decided to let go?Happiness came so fast, it was too fast for me to accept...

but--

Soon, the joy subsided, and a touch of melancholy appeared in my heart.

finally--

Is that the end?
So entanglement...and love.

Heart--

Inexplicably empty.

but--

I think, I can take it.

Only by traveling lightly can the road of life be longer and farther.

When I went home at night, I was lying on the bed watching Li Ruobing's new play "Thousands of Water Zhaoxue".

Because of the tragic death of the male protagonist's parents, he robbed the enemy's daughter, who is also the female protagonist, to abuse him physically and mentally.I haven't chased it for a long time, and the plot has actually transitioned from abusing the heroine to abusing the hero.

It is probably that the male lead found himself deeply in love with Marysu's female lead during the process of abusing the female lead and couldn't extricate himself, but the female lead has a strong mind and has been passed on countless times, but her heart is tightly closed.

In the end, the hero had no choice but to let the heroine go for true love, and let her stay with him for a month before letting go of the heroine.

After seeing this part, I was shocked.

Toothbrush, isn't this the agreement between Zhuo Yang and me?

I'm starting to worry.

Zhuo Yang wouldn't be a tactic to delay the attack.

I was a little apprehensive, but I quickly relaxed. It was a TV series, not reality.Besides, although Zhuo Yang has never been a man who plays cards according to reason, he can be regarded as a person who keeps his word... I guess.

After thinking about it, I continued to lie back on the sofa and watch my TV series.

I really hope that Zhuo Yang can recover soon.

I mean, I really do hope he's doing well.

such……

I will also leave with peace of mind and no regrets.

After Zhuo Yang stayed in the hospital for a week and was able to get out of bed, he and I went to City A. I have to say, there is still a certain gap with what was introduced in travel magazines.

It's not as fresh and clean as in the magazines, but it's really beautiful and quiet.

The coastal avenue leads to Zhuo Yang's small villa here, and when he stepped into the house with the white fence, he was greeted with a fresh fragrance of flowers.

The big garden is now blooming with colorful flowers, swaying in the wind, reflecting their proud figure.

I took a few steps and suddenly found something was wrong.

Sure enough, he turned his head and looked at Zhuo Yang with a helpless look on his face.

"You forgot me again..."

"Sorry, sorry." I shrugged and came over to push Zhuoyang to go into the house, while still unable to hide my curiosity.

"When did you have a house like this?" It wouldn't be his golden house here.

"Water." Zhuo Yang pursed his lips, his face pale.Sure enough, the injured person is still not suitable for long-distance travel.Seeing his sullen look, I immediately handed him water obediently.

(End of this chapter)