sadomasochism double

Chapter 97

I withdrew my hand, sighed and lay back on the table again.

"I haven't realized it yet..." Why did I accept this ring at that time... It's only been a few years since I stepped out of the grave of love, how could I have jumped into it so quickly and desperately.

Ding Wei seemed more excited than me, a bride-to-be, holding my finger and looking at me, "Wow... Song Yu actually proposed to you... Toothbrush, this ring is quite expensive... This is not my last time Did you see a new style in a magazine... or a unique style... I rely on... An Yue, you are lucky..."

No matter how expensive and unique the ring is, it has a fart purpose, and the functions are not all the same.

I withdrew my hand and fell down limply again, my voice was even weaker, "Sister Ding Wei, don't you think we are going too fast?"

"Too fast?" Ding Wei shook her head, "Someone gets married within seven days of knowing each other...Hey...Song Yu is so fast, wouldn't it be so fast in bed?" Ding Wei said, looking at me suspiciously , three points of exploration in the eyes, seven points of suspicion.

I glanced at Ding Wei and lamented again, "I haven't slept with him yet..."

Strictly speaking, it didn't make it to the end.

That night, Song Yu proposed to me, and I was naturally very moved.For a moment, a voice in my heart told me - leave it alone, it's him... the one I want is him.The peaceful life I want can only be given by him...

Indeed, that day we also burned together with dry wood and fire, and I was already limply letting him fiddle with it, but I didn't expect him to stop in the end.

"Get married... I can wait until after I get married..."

"..." At that moment, I looked at the panting man on my body, and for some reason, I wanted to laugh inexplicably.

But what is more clear in my heart is that Song Yu has always known my perfunctory and my mood, so he is giving me time.

He's been following me, waiting for me.

This man regards my mood as the most important thing all the time, how can I still let him down.

"Not yet? Song Yu is so pure..." Ding Wei clicked her tongue and exclaimed, "I said...he is so patient, is he sick..."

"You are the only one who is sick..." I pushed away the gossiping Ding Wei with a palm, "He is not sick, I am the one who is sick."

"What's the matter?" Ding Wei saw that I was out of spirit, and realized something, "You should be happy...there is a man...and this man is not bad...what do you have to sigh about?"

"It's only troublesome if there are men..." I flattened my mouth, "First of all, I didn't want to get married so soon, I've only been divorced for more than a year...well...almost two years...but it's not The point... the point is... I didn't expect that I would see my parents so soon..."

In fact, the second half of the reason is the key to my troubles.

Song Yu said that he would take me home during the New Year.

Of course, my family has long since dispersed, and Song Yu's intention is naturally to return to his home.

I once heard Li Ruobing say that Song Yu's mother is a diplomat with excellent eloquence, and her father is a high-ranking official in the military region. In short, a high-ranking official in the family, no matter how I think about it, I don't think that home is a place where I and other people can enter.

I even didn't sleep well for a few days because of meeting my parents.

"Decided to take you back to celebrate the New Year?" Ding Wei muttered to herself, "According to the logic, Song Yu should also take you back..."

I know that because I care about a person, I want to take him home to accept the approval of my parents.

but……

The point is that I'm not ready yet.Seeing Song Yu's positive appearance, I felt that I couldn't bear to refuse.

Now I'm just messing with myself.

There is no way to tell Song Yu that I don't want to go back, I can only take advantage of this time to prepare well, and go to Li Ruobing to learn from him when I have time, it is best to leave a good one for Song Yu's parents when they meet for the first time impression.

However, Li Ruobing also said directly, "No matter how much you prepare, they may not like you very much... The best way is...to pick up Ayu...as long as Ayu can handle them, you don't need anything Tube……"

"But……"

I'm still very worried, it's impossible to hold on to Song Yu for the rest of my life.Since we want to become a family, some things must be resolved as soon as possible.

After rehearsing at home for a long time, I finally got a little courage to meet Song Yu's family.

However, I don't know if it's my luck or not.

This year, Song Yu's mother had something to do abroad, so she couldn't come back this year.And Song Yu's father went with the army to fight the disaster because of the heavy snow in the south some time ago.

So I don't have to meet my parents during the Spring Festival this year.

I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, but at the same time, I was a little worried, whether it would become more and more troublesome if it was delayed.

I have been very worried this New Year.Song Yu comforted me, his parents were not as scary as imagined, but it was okay if he didn't comfort me, and once he comforted me, I was even more scared.

This year's New Year, I spent it with Song Yu.

On the night of New Year's Eve, we leaned together and watched the fireworks outside.

"You said, can I really do it?"

Song Yu stroked my head, "Don't worry...it will be fine...you forgot...I still have everything."

He patted my head like he was soothing a puppy.

The moment the New Year's bell struck, I leaned against the window to receive text messages.

There are Li Ruobing's, Wen Li's, Ding Wei's, and colleagues who have worked with me this year, and finally——

And Zhuo Yang's.

Unlike others, he didn't use those funny SMS templates, and the whole message was just a simple happy new year.

I held my phone for a long time, thought about it, and edited two words.

Fun.

But in the end, I didn't send it out.

Forget it, there must be many people saying Happy New Year to him, and it doesn't matter if I'm missing.

As he said, he will get used to it in the future...

days without me.

We all have to get used to it.

Because of Song Yu's company, I have had a fulfilling New Year.

On the second day of the new year, Li Ruobing and Wen Li came over for dinner, and even Li Chen, who hadn't shown up for a long time, also came.

However, compared with previous foodies, Li Chen's appetite has decreased a lot recently.

I'm still wondering, "Don't you love spicy chicken?"

Li Chen shook his head, "I don't know why... I've lost a lot of appetite recently..."

"Do you want to go to the hospital?" This guy must have some kind of gastritis or something.

Li Chen still shook his head, while waving his hands at me very meanly, "Don't worry... I'm so handsome, how can something happen to me... I guess it's because I have eaten too much fish and meat recently..."

Seeing his foolish look, I reckon this guy is fine, so I don't care about him anymore.

In other words, Wen Li and Li Ruobing left after spending a day together.

But Li Chen rubbed it for a few days in a row.

Song Yu said that the relationship between Li Chen and his family is not good. In fact, I vaguely understand it, but occasionally I feel a little sympathetic when I see him leaning against the window with a very sad expression.

this person……

There doesn't seem to be much difference between having a family and someone like me without one.

After the New Year, I began to suggest to Li Chen intentionally or unintentionally, life is too short, should I have this companion.

However, Li Chen always interrupted me with a smile, "Look for a companion... Do you think I'm the kind of person who likes to live in the grave?"

"..." It's really kind to be a wolf.

After the Chinese New Year, Li Chen has resumed his vigor and vitality. I don't know which flower and plant circles he is active in.I gradually threw him into my mind, and Song Yu was going to that prefecture-level county, and the farewell was imminent, so I realized that I was so reluctant to part with him.

but--

I can't stop it.

I can only look at him, step by step out of my sight.

Song Yu left, I was naturally not used to it.

However, Song Yu said that he would come back every half a month. After thinking about it, this year should be pretty fast.

Besides, if Ding Wei's studio is not busy, I can also go to him.

Come to think of it, life is not too difficult.

In this way, this New Year passed quickly amidst longing and parting.

The wonderful holiday passed, and I started the hard life of going to work again.

On the first day of work, I heard about Zhuo Yang.

I heard that the orphanage was completed back then, and it was time for Zhuo Yang to complete the completion ceremony.

When I thought about those helpless children, children who were born with a lot less than normal children, my heart softened a little.

at last……

It can be regarded as a good deed.

I guess when the kids move in, I'll find a time to visit them.

(End of this chapter)