sadomasochism double

Chapter 98

But it's still waiting for Zhuo Yang to figure it out, and it won't be too late for me to go.

Today, after get off work, I usually go to the supermarket to buy things.After Song Yu left, I developed a habit of not rushing home after get off work every night, but visiting supermarkets, bookstores and other things, which can be regarded as killing time and calming down my restless heart.

It was today, just after leaving the supermarket, a black car stopped in front of me.

The car window fell, and a serious and slightly upright face appeared in front of me.

"Miss An Yue?"

I nodded without knowing why, "You are?"

"I am the housekeeper of Young Master Song Yu, my surname is Zhou... Our wife wants to see you."

Song Yu's mother is much younger than I thought. If it weren't for the faint wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, I would have thought she was the female version of Song Yu.

Of course, Song Yu seemed to have inherited his mother's good looks. To some extent, both of them belonged to the beautiful-looking type.

but……

Compared to the kind and gentle Song Yu, Mrs. Song looked much colder.

Butler Zhou took me to a tea house.I sat there for a few minutes when Song Yu's mother came.

"Miss An Yue?"

I stood up and nodded politely to the other party, "Hello... Mrs. Song..." Facing such a young face, I really didn't have the guts to call out Auntie, and finally thought about it for a while , I just found a more respectful title.

"I ordered red dates and longan tea for you... this kind of tea is gentle and nourishing... very good for women."

It's strange, Mrs. Song is obviously smiling, and it's obviously good intentions.

I felt uncomfortable all over.

"Thank you." Finally, I managed to come up with this sentence.

"Miss An Yue..."

"Madam, please call me An Yue."

"Okay... An Yue, I'm sorry for calling you out so abruptly. I hope it didn't cause you any trouble."

I shook my head.

I lost my mother since I was a child, and Mrs. An was the object I avoided and feared since I was a child. After I married Zhuo Yang, I moved away from Zhuo Yang's house. Naturally, I have no experience with Zhuo Yang's mother. At this moment, I feel very sad. Uneasy.

Although Mrs. Song didn't show it, I can still feel her——

Actually not satisfied with me.

"Actually, it's not a big deal to ask you to come out today. It's just that I just came back, and I heard Ayu say that I have a girl I like. I only have a son like Ayu. As a mother, I owe him a lot these years, so his life I have to watch over the big things carefully.”

"Ma'am..." My voice was a little harsh, and I felt more and more sad about the situation in front of me, "What exactly do you want to say?"

Mrs. Song smiled again. When she smiled, she was a little softer and less cold.

I secretly thought, maybe she is not as difficult to get along with as I thought.

For a moment, I felt inexplicably relieved, but at this moment, I heard Mrs. Song's voice ringing in my ears.

"An Yue, do you know what Song Yu likes to eat?"

I thought about it for a while and gave an answer.

"Sweets."

Mrs. Song raised her head slightly. I couldn't see the deep meaning in her eyes, but I felt that her expression seemed to be much softer than before.

"That's right. Although Ayu has no sense of taste, he really likes sweets."

"Hehe..." At this time, I can only laugh dryly.

Mrs. Song seemed to be chatterbox-like, and she started talking non-stop, "You and A Yu have been together for so long, do you know why A Yu has no sense of taste?"

I'm a little curious about this, "He said it was born..."

"No..." Mrs. Song shook her head, a faint pain appeared on her quiet face, "When I was pregnant with Ayu, I was forced to work even though I was already feeling unwell... Later I found out that Ayu was about to die. I couldn't keep it anymore. At that time, a friend of mine in the Medical Research Center said that there was a new drug that could help me keep Ayu...I didn't think much about it at that time, I just wanted to keep Ayu...but I didn't expect it, perfect A Yu was born with an imperfect flaw..."

Mrs. Song sighed softly as she spoke.

Only then did I realize that Song Yu's lack of taste was a side effect of the new medicine.

"It's because Ayu has no sense of taste, and I feel sorry for him, so I hope Ayu can get the best in everything...Anyue...you can understand the difficulties of a mother...I hope my child gets the best... ..."

After Madam Song finished speaking, she glanced at me.

Just this one glance was enough for me to understand.

It turned out that this was the purpose of Mrs. Song's visit.

His son already has an imperfect body, and as a good mother, she doesn't want her son's marriage to be imperfect.

Smiled, I sighed a lot.Although mothers-in-law have treated their daughters-in-law differently since ancient times, I have to say that the result is the same.

"Ma'am..." I shook my head and was about to speak.

But Mrs. Song seems to know what I want to say, and she has already spoken first.

"An Yue... I know you."

In a word, I was shocked.

"Ma'am, you... what do you mean?"

Mrs. Song poured herself a cup of jujube tea, and said casually: "I watched that child Zhuo Yang grow up. After that happened, I always thought he was going to marry the eldest daughter of the An family. That child is Let's call it An Ran... But I never thought he would marry you in the end... I heard that the eldest daughter of the An family died because of this incident..."

The deepest and most painful scars in my heart were peeled away like this, and I didn't even have the strength to defend myself.

"Ma'am...things have passed...besides, those things have nothing to do with us today..."

"An Yue, are you sure... it really doesn't matter?"

Putting down the teacup, the gentleness on Mrs. Song's face receded completely, "I am not against you, if there is no Zhuo Yang, even if you are older, I don't care... But you and Zhuo Yang are not a year or two, you are seven Couples who have been married for more than [-] years... Besides, because of you, an innocent person was killed... An Yue, if you were a mother, would you accept such a woman as your daughter-in-law?"

I know I'm flawed all over.

But I never thought that there would be such a day when I was stripped naked and humiliated naked.

Every word Mrs. Song said was like a small whip, whipping me.

She finally said that she didn't reject me, but that she didn't want his son to marry a woman who didn't have his heart on him.

Compared with my family background, marriage experience and other series, Mrs. Song obviously cares more.

Am I sincere to Song Yu?

I can say that I really want to be with Song Yu, but what I lack is time.

However, I also understand that no matter how long it takes, I can't fall in love with a man again, as deeply and bravely as I loved Zhuoyang back then.

This time, I just want to know what it feels like to be loved.

However, Mrs. Song directly exposed the cautiousness in my heart, and I didn't even have a chance to refute.

I could only look at her, in front of me, stripped off all my disguise, and finally came to a conclusion.

"You and Song Yu are not suitable."

On the way back, it began to rain continuously.

I didn't bring an umbrella and it was getting late.

I squatted at the door of the closed supermarket, thinking in my heart that I would go back when the rain stopped.

and……

I also understand that the real consideration between Song Yu and I has already begun, but what I am afraid of is that before the battle begins, I already have the thought of retreating.

Even, I am examining myself, can I really hold on to this relationship?

"An Yue... why are you here?"

In the rain and fog, I heard a familiar voice from afar.

seem--

It was Zhuo Yang's voice.

where is he?How did I not see him?
I looked around, suddenly my head felt hot, Zhuo Yang had walked in front of me at some point, and grabbed my hand, "Why are you here?"

He knocked on my head, the rain and fog had passed, and his black eyes were deeply confused.

I laughed, but a little powerless.

"I do not know either."

"What's wrong with you? It's raining...you're soaking wet..."

"Really?" I still laughed, but my eyes became more and more dizzy.

Zhuo Yang seemed to have noticed something wrong with me, and shook his big hand in front of me, "What's wrong with you? You look so ugly..."

I smiled awkwardly, but my mind became more and more blurred. Grabbing the last sliver of reason, I seemed to have grasped the last straw, clinging to the man in front of me, I sighed helplessly, "That... I'm so dizzy... It seems I'm going to faint..."

(End of this chapter)