sadomasochism double

Chapter 99

After I finished speaking, I felt a flash in front of me, and I really didn't know what happened afterwards.

When I woke up again, I was lying on a big soft bed.The quilt was very warm, and there was a faintly familiar smell.

I sniffed, this smell inexplicably made me nostalgic, at that moment, I just wanted to let go of my mind, don't think about anything, don't care about anything.

"you're awake?"

The wall lamp illuminated the dim room and dispelled the thoughts of escape in my mind.

At the door, Zhuo Yang walked towards me with a bowl of steaming soup, "You fainted just now..."

"Thank you."

I sat up and took the ginger soup that Zhuo Yang handed over.The warm ginger soup went down my throat, and I felt a scorching force running through my whole body from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, and the lost strength seemed to gradually return to my body.

"Thank you." I apologize again sincerely.

Zhuo Yang didn't appreciate it, and knocked on my head, "What are you doing? Why did you faint in the rain alone..."

My lips twitched, thinking of what happened before I passed out, the words I wanted to say were stuck in my throat.

"No...it's nothing, I just didn't bring an umbrella."

I lied.

Zhuo Yang has always known me, he must be true and I lied again.

But thankfully, he didn't reveal it.

Instead, I walked out of the bathroom and took out a big dry towel, and covered my head, "You... you are living more and more, you are such a big person and you still like to get in the rain... come... hold your head, let me help you Dry your hair..."

Zhuo Yang's movements were gentle, I drank ginger tea and warmed my body, Zhuo Yang's hand stroked the top of my head, as if teasing a gentle animal.

I was drowsy, my mind was in a daze, and I never thought that we could no longer be so close at this time.

I squinted and just wanted to sleep.

but--

Just as I was falling asleep, the phone rang in the quiet room.

It was obviously a gentle movie interlude, but at this time it was like the ringing of a frightening bell in the middle of the night.

It's a little more scary for no reason.

The word "Song Yu" jumping on the screen of the mobile phone made me feel a little scared for no reason.

Zhuo Yang also saw it, and slowly let go of the hand that was holding me.

"Song Yu's phone number?"

My mouth was dry, my heart was astringent, and it took me a while before I nodded.

"Maybe I have urgent business with you, why don't you answer?"

Under Zhuo Yang's kind reminder, I suddenly realized that I had been holding the phone for a long time.

I answered the phone before it finished ringing.

On the other end, Song Yu's familiar voice came, as gentle as ever, but the state of mind was different from before, and I felt a little guilty for no reason.

"Yueyue... why did you answer the phone so late?"

"I'm taking a shower." I glanced at Zhuo Yang, who had already packed the towels and walked out the door.

I squeezed the phone tightly, and lied without blinking, "Sorry... I didn't hear it just now."

"It's okay." Song Yu smiled on the other end of the phone, "By the way, I heard that it's raining heavily on your side. Remember to bring an umbrella. It's best not to go out on a rainy day..."

On the other end of the phone, Song Yu babbled a lot, and I was a little absent-minded.

Looking at Zhuo Yang again, he stood at the door and waved at me.

He appears to have ordered takeout.

I don't know why, at this moment Zhuo Yang, the tenderness in his eyes made me unable to look directly at him.

I look away.

What else Song Yu said later, I couldn't hear clearly.

But at the end, Song Yu suddenly said: "Well, Yueyue, my mother is back...she...she is more straightforward...but she is not bad..."

I smiled wryly in my heart.

Song Yu reminded me at this time, is it too late?

I have already met his mother, and it still broke up.

But I think it's better not to discuss this with Song Yu yet.

After hanging up the phone and walking out, Zhuo Yang ordered takeaway as expected.

"Are you hungry? Have something to eat?" Zhuo Yang brought out a small blue and white porcelain bowl and filled it for me with a bowl of porridge.

I didn't know what to eat, so I put down the spoon after taking a few sips, and looked out of the window. It was dark there, only a few dim lights in the distance, which appeared even more blurred in the rain and fog.

"The rain seems to have stopped...I'll go back first."

"Wait." Zhuo Yang also put down the spoon, stood up and said to me, "I'll take you back."

"No need." I pushed away Zhuo Yang's hand that was helping me, and my voice was a little weak, "Thank you today...I'll go first."

"I insist."

Zhuo Yang was still as strong as ever, and grabbed my hand instead, "Wait... I'll take a coat."

I don't want to get too involved with Zhuo Yang, especially since my current boyfriend is still Song Yu.

Originally, staying at my ex-husband's house in the middle of the night was unreasonable. If he was allowed to escort him all the way back, I don't know how many troubles would arise.

"no need!"

"Wait...it's cold outside...let me get you a blanket..."

My hands and feet were weak, and I almost couldn't stand still. Seeing this, Zhuo Yang reached out quickly.

However, at the moment when it got close to me, I suddenly felt the power from somewhere, and I slapped it back.

Almost shouted, "I said it! You don't need to send it! Didn't you hear it!"

I was blushing, but Zhuo Yang kept on opening his hand.

I knew that I was making trouble out of no reason, and he was just kind.

But I took kindness for the liver and lungs of a donkey.

Covering my ears, I leaned against the door and slowly slid down.

"Sorry...I'm really sorry..."

I don't want to, it's just an inexplicable irritability in my heart.Why did I come to such a situation? I thought that after being with Song Yu, maybe some things would become better, but why are there still so many troubles.

The peace I imagined...

It seems to be in the distant sky.

so far away from me...

"I don't know why I am like this...I just don't feel well...I'm sorry...I'm still sorry as always...You don't care about me...You really don't care about me..."

I explained intermittently, apologies.

In the end, he simply lowered his head and leaned against the gate, cowering like a poor quail.

There was a sigh on my head, and then a pair of big hands stroked my head, seeming to rub it lovingly, "Is this what you call a happy life?"

Zhuo Yang picked me up and walked out the door.

"Let's go... I'll take you back." After hesitating for a second, he said again: "Don't worry, tonight is our secret. I'm leaving again in a few days... Don't worry... I won't interfere your……"

I don't know why, Zhuo Yang said that, but I really want to cry.

In the end, in Zhuo Yang's arms, I grabbed his shirt and really cried out loud.

That night, Zhuo Yang took me home and bought me medicine.

Probably because of the medicine, I fell asleep quickly, and I didn't even know when Zhuo Yang left.

When he woke up, Song Yu had already returned.

Looking at me dying on the bed, his face was a bit ugly.

"Yueyue, I'm back."

"You...how did you come back?" I remember that it should be Song Yu's working time now, why did he come back at this time.

"I'm not busy these days, I came back from leave." Song Yu sat by my bed, gently stroking my face with his fingers, "You too...you don't know what to say when you're sick..."

I smiled and wanted to sit up, but was stopped by Song Yu.

"Go to bed first, I made porridge, and I can eat it later."

Song Yu stayed with me all the time, stroking my head from time to time.

Gentle and considerate.

I quickly fell asleep again.

When she woke up again, Song Yu was no longer in the room.I had a good night's sleep and felt that most of my energy had recovered. I took my coat and put it on and walked outside. Before I went out, I heard Song Yu's restless footsteps.

No, there is also the sound of restless phone calls.

"I know...we agreed...yes...I know...but that's my choice...what if it's not perfect...I like her, she's the best..."

Looking back, Song Yu seemed to have spotted me, and hung up the phone hastily.

"Yueyue, are you awake?" He smiled at me, cheerful and beautiful.

At the dinner table, Song Yu gave me an honest account.

"I know my mother has seen you, Yueyue, don't worry, I will take care of it."

I smiled reluctantly, but I didn't hold out much hope in my heart.

In fact, I know that people are easily deceived by their first feelings, especially those who are persistent. She has a bad first impression of you, and it will be quite difficult to reverse it in the future.

(End of this chapter)