Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 241 I thought you didn't want me anymore
"Mummy, woo woo... Mommy, come and save me, Mummy, woo... Come and save Xinyi..."

Sleeping Mu Wanqiu shook her head with a painful expression, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat, and the pillow was soaked by her tears.

"Xinyi, Xinyi, son, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Mommy is here, Mommy is going to save you, Xinyi..."

"Xinyi!" Mu Wanqiu sat up suddenly, gasping for breath, beads of sweat slid down her cheeks from her forehead, and her eyes were still full of tears. She stared at the familiar room and looked at it. A thin quilt to cover yourself.

Isn't she going to find her son?How could she sleep in the room? In her vague memory, she was so sleepy at the time, and then she collapsed on the sofa.

She was too tired, so she fell asleep,

In the dream just now, she dreamed of Xinyi, dreamed of her son, Xinyi was crying, he was crying, he was calling Mommy, he told her to save him...

Mu Wanqiu lifted the quilt and ran out of bed without slippers on. She rushed into Huangfu Shaoqing's room, and she wanted to tell him that Xinyi was crying, Xinyi was afraid, and Xinyi was calling her.

The bed in front of her was neatly spread on the wound, she didn't look like she had been lying on it at all, her heart suddenly became more flustered, she called him, "Shaoqing, Shaoqing, are you at home? Are you at home? Shaoqing ..."

But she searched all the rooms but couldn't find Huangfu Shaoqing, where did he go?He was the one who hugged her to sleep in the room, so did he go to find his son by himself?

She found her mobile phone and was about to call Huangfu Shaoqing, but she was too scared. Since the day he said they faced each other, she had never been so frightened. He was always by her side, and she herself It is clear that she is in a bad mental state and the doctor has visited several times.

They both knew they couldn't get over that gulf, they lived in the same house, they ate together, they thought about their son together, but they didn't sleep in the same bedroom, and neither of them could forgive themselves.

It is said that hating someone is more painful than loving someone. What they hate now is themselves. This kind of pain is too painful to live.

Want to commit suicide, but still want the other person to live well, this is life is better than death, no need to torture anyone, torture yourself is enough.

Mu Wanqiu's hands trembled so much that the phone fell to the ground before it was connected. She knelt on the ground trembling and frantically picked up the phone. The familiar voice came from the receiver.

"Lanqiu, late autumn, are you awake?" Huangfu Shaoqing, who had just gone through various relationships and went to see Shaoxi in the middle of the night, heard a thud when the phone was connected, and his whole heart hung in his throat.

If his sleeping pills were taken by ordinary people, they could at least sleep until noon tomorrow, but she woke up after less than four hours of sleep. Her current mental state is really terrible.

"Shaoqing..." Mu Wanqiu held the phone in both hands and pressed it to her ears. Sitting on the ground, she suddenly cried, crying very hard. She has been trying hard to bear it these days. I was telling myself that Xinyi was fine, Xinyi was fine, she just went out to play, she couldn't cry, if she cried, Xinyi would get angry for a while and would not come back.

But the dream just now was so real...

"I'll go back right away, don't run around." After Huangfu Shaoqing left the prison, he drove all the way home.

"Shaoqing, don't want me, don't leave me alone, I won't be able to bear it, I beg you, please don't leave me alone." She was crying and begging on the phone, like A helpless child, Huangfu Shaoqing couldn't help but think of Xinyi.

Huangfu Shaoqing was heartbroken, and the idea of ​​finding his son as soon as possible came to his mind again. He went to Shaoxi just to make sure that the woman was still alive, but Shaoxi told him that he watched her leave with his own eyes.

"Don't leave me, okay?" In her mind, it was a little girl hiding in a dark corner, her eyes were dark, she wanted to reach out and hold her mother's hand, she called her mother loudly, but mother Never looked back.

Even if I now know that my mother had a reason to abandon her, the shadow in my heart can never be erased. She has been abandoned before, and it is really difficult to live alone.

Huangfu Shaoqing comforted her while driving, "No, no matter how bumpy the road ahead is, we will walk together."

Did she think he was gone?Did she think he had left her alone?Fool, how could he be willing.

Some roads are really tiring to walk alone. No matter what happens, he wants to hold her hand and walk on, never letting go.

"I'll be right back, right away."

"Well, I'll wait for you."

……

When Huangfu Shaoqing's car stopped at the door of his house, he saw a little Mu Wanqiu sitting between the two black-clothed bodyguards standing at the door.

It might be that she wanted to run out to find him, but in the end she failed to escape from the hands of the two bodyguards. It seems that it was right to find two people to come over and watch her, otherwise he should drive out to find her now.

Seeing him getting out of the car, Mu Wanqiu got up suddenly and ran towards him, this time the two bodyguards did not stop her.

Huangfu Shaoqing watched her running towards him, pursed his lips slightly, although there was still too much bitterness mixed in, seeing her running towards him, was it a kind of silent happiness.

He opened his arms to her, and she rushed into his arms and hugged him tightly, "I thought you didn't want me anymore, I thought you didn't want me anymore." She murmured repeatedly crying.

He hugged her and assured her, "No."

He didn't know if Xinyi could be found, and he didn't know what their tomorrow would be like, but he could really guarantee that he would never let her go, absolutely not.

"Why did you wake up so quickly, you should sleep more." Huangfu Shaoqing said with a little reproach, but it could be heard that he was concerned about her, worried about her, and felt sorry for her.

Mu Wanqiu wiped away tears, "I dreamed about Xinyi, he was crying, he kept crying, he was crying for me...".

Thousands of words can't express how much he loves her from the bottom of his heart these days. He hugged her and hugged her.

Huangfu Shaoqing carried Mu Wanqiu back to his room, "Let's sleep a little longer."

As soon as he was about to turn around, Mu Wanqiu took his hand hanging by his side. She was a little scared and timid, her voice was very low, she looked at him with a little cowardice, and begged, "Can't we be together?" ?”

At that time, she lost her memory. When he asked to sleep together, she refused. She felt awkward and had an inexplicable strangeness, but now she recovered her memory, but the letter disappeared. He said that we should face it together. , He said that he would not want her, would not leave her, but there was always a transparent wall between the two of them.

She was very scared tonight, she wanted to keep him and have him by her side, so she didn't say anything, as long as she had him by her side.

Standing in front of the bed, he stared down at her deeply, feeling even more uncomfortable with Mu Wanqiu's persuasion.

He pursed his lips and smiled very lightly, and said a syllable in his hoarse voice, "Okay."

The cold night, the dark night, the black void without a single star, is boundless solitude, the whole space is extremely silent, deathly silent.

They hugged each other to sleep, but neither of them could close their eyes. They all seemed to have forgotten the feeling of hugging and the feeling they should have when hugging. Now they are not so much hugging each other as two people hugging each other. A lone man who keeps warm.

"Lanqiu, if the letter doesn't come back... we..." Can we go on?
This is the worst plan, although he didn't dare to think about such an if when he was alone, he was afraid to face it, and avoided what he should accept.

Two people together are better than one.

Mu Wanqiu reached out her hand to cover his mouth, she didn't want to think about it, even if it was just an illusion, she didn't want to think about it.

……

The next day, Huangfu Shaoqing went out early, Mu Wanqiu probably drank millet porridge with sleeping pills last night, fell asleep in his arms not long after, and did not wake up until dawn.

She should have a good sleep, Huangfu Shaoqing didn't wake her up, left a note for her by the pillow and went out.

If Xinyi was really kidnapped by someone with a heart, then he should make a good plan for how to deal with it next.

The kidnapping must not be for money, the other party has already contacted him for money, so what is it for, revenge, shouldn't disappear in secret like this.

The police station had already monitored the villa area that night, and did not find any abnormalities, and no letter appeared in the video.

If it was really a kidnapping together, then the other party must be a close-minded person who had planned everything long ago.

The other party knew the villa area well, and even managed to evade every surveillance camera.

But these are just illusions of Huangfu Shaoqing. After all, there is no suspicion that Xinyi was kidnapped. If Xinyi really disappeared in the fire in the end, there is nothing they can do.

Mu Wanqiu sat on the bed in a trance, still holding the note left by Huangfu Shaoqing in his hand, "Eat something when you wake up, I'm going to find Xinyi, if Xinyi is alive, I will definitely find him, take care of him." Stay at home, don't let me run out to find you again, be obedient."

Xinyi is still alive, not if, Xinyi is still alive, Huangfu Shaoqing, you must find our son back.

The tears fell, and even she knew that she was deceiving herself and others, and that no one could deceive herself no matter what, because the heart hurts, as long as I think of the fire, Xinyi's smiling face, and the time when he called Mommy Appearance, heart, hurt even more.

She doesn't want to sit at home and wait, she can't wait for a day, not even a minute.

She dressed herself, took all the cash, and brought Xinyi's photos from childhood to adulthood. She wanted to find her son by herself. What she wanted was not if, but to find.

On the street, when she caught someone, she asked if she had seen her child. Passers-by said she was a madman, a mother who lost her child and went crazy.

She is not afraid, she suddenly feels that she is not afraid of anything, she wants to find her child, her child is calling Mommy...

(End of this chapter)