Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 242 We Shouldn't Be Like This

Huangfu Shaoqing received a call from his assistant, saying that he met his wife on the road, and now his wife was looking for the young master on the street, and when she saw one person asking another, several times she was pushed to the ground by passers-by as a lunatic.

When Huangfu Shaoqing found Mu Wanqiu, he saw that she was sitting on the cold ground crying, her hair was disheveled, her face was pale, and her clothes were dirty.

He was suddenly very angry, very angry, angry at her out-of-control behavior, angry at his own powerlessness.

Recently, even the police have acquiesced that the biggest possibility for Xinyi is that he was lost in the fire, and he failed to escape from the villa as a child.

"What are you doing?" Huangfu Shaoqing stood condescendingly beside Mu Wanqiu, suppressing the grief and indignation in his heart.

Hearing the familiar voice, Mu Wanqiu raised her head against the glare of the sun, and the moment her eyes met his, tears fell instantly.

There is no need for words, just that tear, which has torn his heart.

Those tears, grief-stricken, hopeless, heart-wrenching tears, his heart, heart-piercing, heart like a knife...

Huangfu Shaoqing knelt on the ground with one knee, stretched out his hand to hug Mu Wanqiu, hugged her and left without saying anything.

Lost one, where are you?is it going well?
Those who are alive, life is worse than death, and they are in pain, but they are afraid of death. When you come back, you will not find them.

Back home, the two sat on the black sofa in the living room in silence. After a long time, the distraught Mu Wanqiu stared blankly and said, "I'm sorry."

Sorry, shouldn't have worried him.

Huangfu Shaoqing was expressionless and tepid, "Don't be like this in the future, I'm already very tired."

Yes, I'm already very tired. Her behavior today is just making trouble for him.

Mu Wanqiu got up numbly, her weak body swayed due to dizziness when she stood up, "I want to go to sleep for a while, I won't do it in the future."

"..."

Escape, for them, since when has become the best relief.

It's bitter, everything is bitter, the forced smile is bitter, the sad tears are bitter, even the blood that flows is bitter.

But so what, as long as we are still alive, there are some things that we are powerless to do. The feeling that we can't change the status quo is very bitter, unspeakably miserable.

……

Valentine's Day.

Huangfu Shaoqing and Mu Wanqiu don’t remember this day at all because of Xinyi’s disappearance. Huangfu Shaoqing still has work every day so that he can temporarily stop thinking about Xinyi, while Mu Wanqiu lives like a walking corpse every day. .

The two of them didn't even have the most basic communication. Every morning when Mu Wanqiu woke up, Huangfu Shaoqing had already left the house, and every day when he came back, the first and only thing she asked was, 'Is there any news? ? '

After the two had dinner that day, Mu Wanqiu stood on the balcony, staring at the neon lights of the city with distracted eyes, so many people coming and going, and the lights of thousands of houses, where did her letter go?

A thin blanket wrapped her body, no need to look, no need to ask, everyone knew it was him, they seemed to have not agreed for a long time, but they both knew in their hearts that neither of them could do without the other, if one of them left, They must choose death.

One person is too difficult, two people can survive.

At night, Mu Wanqiu was still suffering from insomnia, Huangfu Shaoqing brought a glass of water and two sleeping pills in his hand, "Take it and go to bed early."

Mu Wanqiu stared at the two pills in his hand, without any expression on her haggard face. She took the medicine, put the two pills into her mouth together, and swallowed without drinking water, without even frowning.

Huangfu Shaoqing passed the water to her mouth, "Take a sip of water, it hurts the stomach too much."

"I don't want to drink." Mu Wanqiu refused with a hoarse voice. She really didn't want to drink. She took the medicine just to make herself fall asleep. Her brain and heart were very clear. Even if she didn't eat or sleep, Xinyi would It won't fall from the sky, the only thing she can do is wait.

Huangfu Shaoqing frowned in displeasure, opened his mouth and took a sip of water, then stretched out his hand to pinch her thin chin, put his lips against hers, and the water in his mouth flowed into her mouth.

She stared at him with her eyes open, her lips parted, his face was expressionless, and he ordered, "Drink it."

Mu Wanqiu knew she couldn't refuse, if she didn't drink it, he would have other ways to make her drink it, so she had no choice but to swallow it.

Seeing her swallowing, he seemed very satisfied, and he took another sip himself. When Mu Wanqiu was about to turn around and leave, he actually used such an extreme method to feed her another sip of water.

Although Mu Wanqiu swallowed it unpretentiously, she was not prepared to continue drinking like this, she was inexplicably awkward, inexplicably at a loss, when she wanted to leave the balcony again, he reached out and hugged her from behind.

It's been a long time since they have been so close, yes, it's been a long time.

Mu Wanqiu only felt the tip of her nose be salty, her eyes were moist, she turned around and hugged him, leaning in his arms, the tears that had dried up since then fell down.

Huangfu Shaoqing hugged her tightly, and kissed her heart deeply...

Does it hurt?It still hurts, they are very clear, as long as each other is still in each other's world, in life, the pain in their hearts will not be reduced by an iota, as time goes by, there is no news of the letter, and the helplessness The pain of words is even more painful.

But they also know very well that neither of them can do without each other, and once they are separated, neither of them can survive, and the pain of being powerless because of loss will only make the pain worse.

……

"We Shouldn't Be Like This"

I'm sorry, I'm a little tired, I asked what's wrong with us, we are no longer like rivals in chess, even if we love and hate or are sour, suddenly there are many new things, but it hurts so much that we can't choose, we are wrong in many things, we We shouldn't let go of love like this, how do we passively smile, no matter right or wrong, at least reality loses in the end, false competitors, we shouldn't let go of love like this, how can we love but not Happy, I’m sorry I wasted it, the qualification to be happier, maybe it’s really too much love, anger is also because of anxiety, whenever someone blames someone for being too harsh, but we don’t know how to blame ourselves, we want to forget it several times, But my heart still hurts fiercely, but I want to be considerate of you, but it is even more sad...

A song I liked recently, I feel that it sang the mood of many characters in the story.

Shen Wanling was lying in the hospital on the night of Valentine's Day, with a drip on the back of her hand. The cold liquid entered her blood with high fever. When people are vulnerable, they always become more sad. She seemed to feel the coldness of the ice The liquid dripped into her heart drop by drop, and it was so cold that she was almost shattered.

The earphones are worn on the ear, and the song is played repeatedly. If possible, she fell in love with this song only for one line of lyrics. We shouldn't just let go of love like this.

When I opened my eyes because of the pain in the back of my hand, I found that the liquid in the infusion bottle turned red, the back of my hand where the needle was stuck was swollen and purple, and the blood flowed back.

She stretched out her other hand and rang the bedside bell, calling for the nurse to help. She was a coward, even if she watched her blood still flow back, she didn't dare to pull out the needle stuck in the blood vessel on the back of her hand.

I don't know if it has something to do with today's holiday, but when the nurse on duty was taking care of a wayward and troublesome patient like Shen Wanling, she was in a bad mood.

Indeed, just now when the nurse helped her put on her IV, she disapproved of her listening to the music and also reminded her to ring the bell to call her when the IV was about to end.

Because there were still two bottles of medicine to be injected, all the nurses pricked her other hand when they complained. Her blood vessels were relatively thin, and it was only after three times of pricking.

Although it hurts, Shen Wanling didn't say anything. Everyone is in a bad mood, so why would she come here on Valentine's Day to increase their workload?

She never complains to anyone, but she doesn't know that sometimes you accept other people's complaints about you, and after a long time, that person's bad treatment of you will become a habit.

For example, that person... treated her like that for two years.

After the nurse left, Shen Wanling wanted to go to the toilet. There was a built-in toilet in the ward, but she still had to take the drip with her. She wasn't bothering the nurse, but when she entered the toilet, she overheard the conversation of the nurse on duty.

"Looking at her non-human appearance, she thought she was a fairy, but she was actually a green tea bitch."

"I really don't know. Officer Song took a fancy to her, and even called the dean alone, and arranged a private room for her."

"Officer Song is so nice, why did you marry such a woman? Didn't you say that she sang in a bar and had a boyfriend?"

"Yeah, that's all I got from my brother. My male god Song was snatched away just like that."

"..."

Officer Song, it should be Song Chongming, except for some occasions where people call him Bureau Song, it seems that more people call him Officer Song.

Shen Wanling smiled innocently, and accidentally became the public enemy of the nurses.

The mobile phone placed on the bedside rang. When Shen Wanling came out of the bathroom and walked over to get the mobile phone, the ringing had already rang for a long time. Because she was afraid that the other party would hang up, she connected it without looking at the caller ID.

Anyway, Song Chongming was the only one who could call her. He received an urgent mission after sending her to the hospital, and he didn't expect it to end so soon.

"I didn't expect our police officer Song to be merciful. I have only been in the hospital for less than a day, and I have become the public enemy of the beautiful nurses." Shen Wanling joked with a smile.

The other party's voice didn't come from the receiver of the mobile phone immediately. At the moment when she was inexplicably startled, she only heard him ask, "Are you in the hospital? Are you sick?"

It's him.

I thought it was all over, but when I heard his voice, my heart still hurt unbearably.

"Why don't you talk? Why are you in the hospital?"

(End of this chapter)