Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 133 Yang Qingluo

Qin Shi lowered his head again and did not speak, nor did Chen Ma see the expression on her face.

For her, what she fears the most is not that Gu Xingnian hates herself, but that she is afraid of hearing others say... Gu Xingnian loves herself.

If only you love him, or if only he loves you, then it's not scary.

What really terrified Qin Shi was that they loved each other but were enemies.

Since ancient times, which pair of enemies can have good results in love?

Qin Shi never believed that he could create miracles.

She kept silent all the time, and Chen Ma didn't know what to say.

Sighing, he backed out of the room.

Qin Shi stayed in the room until after four o'clock in the evening.I didn't want to come down at first, but later I turned on my mobile phone and found that my phone was about to explode.

Probably because Luo Yunxi and the others couldn't get in touch with him since last night, they were all anxious.

Qin Shi called back and told them that he was fine, but after hanging up the phone, he felt hungry.

I should be hungry. I haven't eaten all day today. People are like iron rice and steel. If you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry!
Chen Ma didn't know if she was out or busy elsewhere. When Qin Shi came down, she didn't see her downstairs, so Qin Shi went to the kitchen by himself to find something to eat.

I don't know if it's because I've been hungry for too long, or because I was too distracted, I didn't pay attention when I was looking for things, and I accidentally brought down the kitchen knife that Chen Ma had left on the table.

'Kang Dang...', the sound was clear and piercing.

Qin Shi was taken aback for a moment, and then saw clearly that what fell on the ground turned out to be a kitchen knife, and it almost fell on his feet.

Suddenly, her entire face turned pale.

Chen Ma just came back and heard a voice in the kitchen. She thought it was someone, so she walked in to have a look.

In the end, he saw Qin Shi standing there motionless, with a kitchen knife lying quietly beside her feet.

Chen Ma was so frightened that she almost fainted, she yelled: "Miss Qin..."

Immediately, she trotted over, picked up the kitchen knife on the ground, and threw it aside.

"Miss Qin, you can discuss anything. What are you doing? Don't get overwhelmed!" Chen Ma was so nervous that she turned pale with fright.

Qin Shi moved his lips, wanting to say that he wasn't overwhelmed, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't come out.

Are you really not overwhelmed?So why did you do that last night?

If Gu Xingnian hadn't pulled himself back in the end, if he had watched him jump quietly, what would have happened?

In fact, as early as today when he saw Gu Xingnian after waking up today, Qin Shi already had the answer to this question in his heart...

Even if Gu Xingnian watched him ignore it last night, he still wouldn't jump down in the end.

If you don't have the courage, you can't bear it.

The world kisses me painfully, and I repay the world with songs.

Even though the darkness of the past has been revealed bit by bit in front of him, even though he feels that the future will not be so easy, he is still reluctant to die.

Because there is him in this world.

Don't want to admit it anymore, facts are facts.

It's as if I and Gu Xingnian are enemies, as if I don't know who my parents are at all.

I love Gu Xingnian, and there is no way to change the fact.

Later, Chen Ma held her hand and persuaded her a lot. Qin Shi didn't speak, but Chen Ma finally stopped, and she said, "Chen Ma, I'm hungry."

"Ah?" Chen Ma was stunned for a long time before realizing the reaction, she was about to cry with joy, "Okay, good! Whatever you want to eat, Chen Ma will make it for you!"

This silly girl, as long as she doesn't get overwhelmed, that's fine.

……

In school, Ye Siyan looked at the man standing in front of him, looking around from time to time.

She was afraid of being seen standing with Gu Xingnian, and even more afraid that Qin Shi would find out.

Yes, she has actually been bought by Gu Xingnian.

As for Qin Shi who stayed in the dormitory for so long last night and finally went to see Aunt Liu secretly, Gu Xingnian had already known about it.

Otherwise, how could he go to pick up Qin Shi?
"That's the end of my deal with you. I don't want to continue." Ye Siyan said quietly, feeling guilty.

Qin Shi trusted her so much, but she took advantage of Qin Shi's trust.

Every time she met Qin Shi's eyes, she was afraid that Qin Shi would see something in her own eyes.

Gu Xingnian raised his eyes and glanced at her lightly, his voice was so soft that it seemed to be floating in the wind, "Next, I'm not making a deal with you, but asking you."

"What?" Ye Siyan was shocked, thinking he heard it wrong.

Gu Xingnian had a very serious expression, and said word by word: "She must be in a bad mood recently, I hope you can spend more time with her and make her happy."

"Why is she in a bad mood?"

"Because I'm not good."

When Gu Xingnian said this, he was very calm, his tone seemed to be stating an indisputable fact.

Ye Siyan listened and was completely stunned.

Does this man really not care about Qin Shi at all?If he didn't care, why would he ask himself to spend more time with Qin Shi to make her happier?If he didn't care, why did he say that Qin Shi's unhappiness was all because he was not good?
What is he planning in his heart?
Gu Xingnian didn't explain in detail, but just said to her: "I will let her do whatever she wants during this time, but if she leaves my sight, I won't be at ease, so I hope..."

"You want us to monitor Qin Shi for you?"

"No, it's not surveillance." Gu Xingnian explained, "I want you to help me take care of her. As long as nothing happens to her, she can do whatever else she wants."

As long as she's happy, that's fine.

Gu Xingnian never thought that one day he would be so humbly begging others, and would take everything on himself.

For him, it's really annoying to take the blame.

But what can be done?Who let myself love her!

Ye Siyan also found it inconceivable, she couldn't believe that Gu Xingnian would come to beg her with such a humble tone.

Shouldn't he command himself aloofly?Shouldn't you order yourself very forcefully?
All the way back to the dormitory, Ye Siyan hadn't recovered yet.

Seeing her like this, Luo Yunxi patted her on the shoulder, but Ye Siyan seemed to be greatly frightened, and shouted: "Ah..."

Both Wu Qian and Luo Yunxi were stunned by her reaction, and asked her, "What's wrong with you?"

Ye Siyan looked at them, then at himself, and sighed.

Afterwards, she told them about Gu Xingnian looking for her and asking her to take care of Qin Shi, and asked them, "What do you think about this matter?"

Wu Qian immediately activated the learning master mode, and analyzed...

"There are two possibilities. One is that there is really some unresolved knot between him and Qin Shi, but he also really loves Qin Shi, and in the end he sincerely hopes that Qin Shi will be happy."

"What about the other kind?"

"He's taking advantage of our concern for Qin Shi and girls' natural sympathy."

"Who do you sympathize with?"

"Pity him!" Wu Qian rolled her eyes at Luo Yunxi, expressing contempt for her asking such a non-technical question.

Ye Siyan thought for a while and nodded, "Yes, I really felt sorry for him at the time."

The feeling of being unable to speak of suffering, of wanting to love but not being able to love, is the most poignant and painful.

The three of them had a heated discussion for a while, and finally agreed... This time, there must be something wrong between Gu Xingnian and Qin Shi.

After all, he is such a proud person, how could he bow his head to others so easily?
……

Qin Shi didn't see Gu Xingnian at night, and she didn't know if she was tired or really sleepy. She slept well that night, never woke up, and didn't have any nightmares.

It's just that I slept so well and woke up very early the next day.

When she went downstairs, Mother Chen had just prepared breakfast.

Footsteps were heard on the stairs behind her, she didn't turn her head, but she knew that it was Gu Xingnian who came down.

I have been in this house for more than eight years, and I am so familiar with the sound of his footsteps coming down.

Qin Shi smiled wryly in his heart, and sat down first.

Gu Xingnian came over and sat down opposite her.

At first, the two of them were eating breakfast, neither of them spoke, and neither of them even looked up at each other.

Later, Gu Xingnian was almost finished eating, put down the bowl and chopsticks, and suddenly said, "I have asked for leave for you at the school, but if you want to go to class, you can do it."

Qin Shi's hands paused, but he didn't reply, and continued to eat with his head down.

Gu Xingnian continued: "After you finish eating, go to a place with me."

Hearing these words, Qin Shi raised his head.Glancing at him, he asked calmly, "Where are you going?"

"You'll know when you go."

The expression on his face is unfathomable, and his eyes are also very deep.This way, it shows that he doesn't want to tell himself.

Qin Shi didn't ask any more questions, hurriedly finished his breakfast, and obediently followed him out.

Anyway, he can't escape, and if he is disobedient, he still has to go out with him. It's better to be obedient and forget it, so as to save himself more trouble.

Gu Xingnian was also silent all the way, but the car drove to the suburbs.

Qin Shi was puzzled and couldn't help turning his head to look at him.

If I read correctly, this is a cemetery!

What did he bring himself to the cemetery for?Could it be that he came to visit the old man's grave?
However, what Gu Xingnian took her to was not the tomb of the old man of the Gu family, but the tomb of her biological mother.

It was only at this second that Qin Shi realized that his mother had a nice name...Yang Qingluo.

"She is your biological mother, I think... I should take you to see her."

Gu Xingnian's low words fell into Qin Shi's ears, and he saw the line of Qin Shi's jaw becoming tense little by little with his words.

He should have brought her here a long time ago, but he didn't know how to tell her everything.

(End of this chapter)