Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 159 You Are Her Everything
The USB flash drive that Qin Feitong gave was indeed the whole process of Qin Shi's funeral from the beginning to the end. The picture is very clear, and Qin Shi's face can also be seen clearly. Gu Xingnian couldn't help but not believe it.

On the way from the cemetery to the villa, Gu Xingnian remained silent, and Qin Feitong just focused on driving.

Two men love the same woman deeply, but that woman is no longer there. For them, this is an unspeakable hurt.

When they arrived at the villa, Qin Feitong took Gu Xingnian to Qin Shi's bedroom before his death. Everything inside was already covered with a thin layer of dust.

Standing behind him, Qin Feitong said hoarsely, "I haven't been here since she left, because I dare not come here alone."

I was afraid that I would think of Qin Shi when I saw these, and I was afraid that I would collapse.

Gu Xingnian walked around the room, touching everything.

He is a person who loves cleanliness so much that he can be said to have a cleanliness fetish, but at this moment, it seems that he has no cleanliness fetish anymore. Everything in the room is a treasure to him.

"Can I stay here tonight?" He asked, his voice was hoarse than Qin Feitong's.

One was because of the yelling in the cemetery just now, and the other was because of the extreme depression in his heart.

Until now, Gu Xingnian still couldn't believe that Qin Shi was gone, he couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it.

Especially looking at everything in this room, I always feel that she will come back in the next second, and then ask in surprise: Why are you here?
But second after second, the person and voice he was looking forward to never came.

Suddenly remembered the sentence he said when sitting with Chen Yunan drinking together before leaving: Don't be like me...

At that time, I was glad that although I was separated from Qin Shi, at least it was not forever.

But it turned out...not much better than him.

It's been too long since I shed tears, so that when the tears fell on the back of my hand, I was stunned for a while.

Qin Feitong was standing behind him. Although he couldn't see it, he knew that Gu Xingnian must be crying.

Things that can make a big man cry quietly must be things that he can't bear in his heart.

Qin Shi's departure caused more than half of his world to collapse.

……

The villa has been unoccupied since Qin Shi left, and they are going to stay here tonight, so they have to clean it first.

Qin Feitong originally wanted to ask a housekeeper to come and clean it. After all, the villa is a bit big, and it would be tiring to clean it by himself, and it would be difficult to finish it before dark.

In his heart, it is impossible for a wealthy son like Gu Xingnian to be able to clean.

Even if you can, you don't want to.

Who knew, before he could do anything, Gu Xingnian rolled up his sleeves and started to do it first.

Seeing him clean up quickly, Qin Fei was stunned for a moment.

But he seemed to have eyes on his back, and he knew Qin Feitong was looking at him without turning his head, and said, "Hurry up and clean up, one person will clean half of it, and I won't help you then."

At this moment, it feels as if all the grievances between the two have been eliminated.

He is no longer the high-ranking president of the Gu Group, and Qin Feitong is not the love rival who wanted to rob him of Qin Shi. The two are like ordinary friends, helping each other.

Gu Xingnian couldn't tell what was wrong with him, he just didn't want to lose his temper in the place where Qin Shi lived, he always felt that she was watching him.

Moreover, he didn't want to stop himself, as soon as he stopped, his mind was full of Qin Shi, and then he felt like he was going to be driven crazy!
The two cleaned for about five hours, and finally cleaned up the villa.

Finally, I got tired and fell down.

One sits on the stairs, leaning against the banister of the stairs.

One sat on the rug with his back against the sofa.

Both held a rag in their hands, and looked up at almost the same time, looking at each other.

Then, they all laughed.

Qin Feitong asked him: "Is this the first time the young master has done such a thing? Tell me, how does it feel?"

"It's your first time."

"So, it's not your first time?"

of course not.

When Qin Shi first arrived at Gu's house, he rejected him very much. Once he wanted to tease her, but she was scared to tears.

The old man didn't know whether he was annoyed or in a bad mood, so he sent her to clean at home.

You know, the Gu family's villa is twice as big as this one!

At that time, Gu Xingnian was so tired that he was on the verge of crying, but he didn't dare to stop. Later, it was Qin Shi and Chen Ma who secretly helped him with the work to complete the punishment.

Ah……

You see, I think of her again.

I feel that I am her in my whole life, and everything can be related to her.

Probably in the future, when I eat, sleep, walk and go shopping, I will think of her.

Qin Feitong knew from his expression that he was thinking of Qin Shi, and sighed lowly.

It happened that the sky outside had already darkened, and the lights in the room were not turned on, so the vision became more and more blurred.

He said: "I can understand your current mood, but in fact...you are still lucky. At least she loves you very much, otherwise she would not be like this because the child is gone. In the past few months, because she failed to get you in time After treatment, her memory has become worse and worse, and she often can't remember where she is, and she can't even remember my name."

Once when Qin Feitong came back from shopping for food, Qin Shi wanted to ask him to pour a glass of water for him, but when he opened his mouth, he suddenly couldn't remember his name.

She later said to Qin Feitong: I remember that you grew up with me, and I remember that you were by my side to take care of me these days, but I just can’t remember your name, what should I do?
She looked terrified at the time, and Qin Feitong felt distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

"If the child is not taken away, her condition will get worse and worse. She knows that one day, she will forget everything and everything, and she will never be able to open her eyes to see us again. She wants to keep the child , not because she is not afraid of death, but because the child is everything to her. Because... everything about her is you. "

It is said that there is a very strange phenomenon in love...

If the same thing is said from the other person's mouth, you will not believe it 100%, and you will not even be very moved.

But if you hear it from someone else, you will be convinced and very moved.

Gu Xingnian is like this now, but apart from being moved, it is more of self-blame and heartache.

Qin Feitong finally said: "She wants to remember you through her child. She can forget everyone including herself, but she doesn't want to forget you, and she doesn't want to take away you and her child. She loves you very much. .”

After experiencing the test of life and death, this love becomes more and more precious.

The weight is also heavier.

However, it is too late to cherish it.

(End of this chapter)