Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 160 If
That night Gu Xingnian had many, many dreams, each dream was related to Qin Shi, and each dream had a bad ending.

At four o'clock in the morning, he finally struggled to wake up from the dream, and raised his hand to touch his forehead, which was covered in cold sweat.

In a trance, some couldn't tell where he was now.

Reaching out to turn on the light, he looked around the room before slowly waking up.

It was in City H, in the house where Qin Shi lived.The bed he was lying on now was also the one Qin Shi had slept on before.

Some people would think that sleeping in the bed of a dead person would be terrible, but for some people, it is a kind of sustenance.

Although this sustenance looks so strange!
After waking up, he couldn't sleep anymore, Gu Xingnian put on some clothes and got up, and went to the back yard.

I found out during cleaning during the day that there is a swing in the yard.

Qin Shi once said that she liked swinging very much when she was young.

Thinking about it, Qin Feitong made it for her specially.

Unexpectedly, when I arrived at the entrance of the yard, I found that there was a person sitting on the swing.

Upon closer inspection, it turned out to be Qin Feitong.

Although it is already the season of spring and flowers blooming in City H, it is not summer after all. It is three or four in the morning and it is very cold outside.

Gu Xingnian walked over slowly and asked, "Why didn't you sleep?"

"Just like you, I can't sleep." Qin Feitong sat on the swing, his voice was low, and there was a faint sigh.

Gu Xingnian gathered his clothes together, and then sat down beside him.

The swing is just the right size for two people to sit without being crowded or empty.

He turned his head and asked Qin Feitong: "Did she say anything when she left?"

Qin Feitong felt a 'thump...' in his heart, inexplicably overwhelmed by his calm tone.

He thought that Gu Xingnian would not calm down so quickly.

But for Gu Xingnian, he didn't want to calm down so quickly.If going crazy can be exchanged for Qin Shi, he would really like to stay so crazy for the rest of his life.

just...

In the dead of night, people in the early hours of the morning are always extraordinarily clear-headed.

"She should... say something?"

After not hearing Qin Feitong's answer for a long time, Gu Xingnian felt a little uneasy. In such a cold morning, his palms couldn't help sweating.

Qin Feitong pursed his lips, feeling as if something was stuck in his throat, and he was uncomfortable speaking, "She said, don't tell you that she is dead, don't let you know anything, just let you think , she is still alive, living in a certain corner of this world."

"Ah."

"It happened so suddenly that she was frightened herself. She was stunned for a long time and had to be rescued again, so she didn't have much time to talk."

"Ah."

The people around me were really calm, as if they were listening to someone else's story.

Qin Feitong couldn't help asking: "Don't you think she left too little?"

"It's a little bit." Gu Xingnian looked at him, and because of the sky, neither of them could see clearly what kind of emotion was hidden in each other's eyes, "It would be nice to have something to say, it's better than...a single word." It’s okay to leave none.”

Logically speaking, Qin Feitong should not sympathize with his rival in love.

Moreover, Gu Xingnian had done such excessive things to him before, he should wish that Gu Xingnian had a bad life.

But at this moment, he really loves this man.

He has become so humble... As long as one of Qin Shi's words is about him, it will be fine.

However, Qin Feitong didn't know that for Gu Xingnian, such humbleness had already started, ten years ago!

"When I met you and Qin in the villa that time, it was the beginning of my catastrophe, but I knew she was my catastrophe, but I still enjoyed it. I didn't regret it when I fell in."

The magnetic voice was drifting in the whole courtyard with the night wind, and fell into Qin Feitong's ears.

"Actually, grandpa didn't have the idea of ​​adopting her at first. I said it. Grandpa didn't agree at first. Later, I cried and made noises. He had no choice but to agree."

Everyone thought that the old man of the Gu family adopted Qin Shi because of her biological mother, who could have the temperament of the old man of the Gu family, and if he couldn't get someone, no matter how regretful he was, he would not force anything.

Moreover, he will destroy everything with it!

Originally, he wanted to destroy Qin Shi!

"After Qin Shi came to my house, I always wanted to get her attention, so I deliberately opposed her. Unexpectedly, the more I opposed her, the more she disliked me."

"You... have liked her for a long time?"

"Yeah, I have liked it for a long time. I liked it ten years ago."

I like it so much that I don't know how to approach her, I like it so much that I don't know how to get her attention, I like it so much that I want to tie her by my side for the rest of my life and love her dearly.

But in the end, it ended with regret.

"If I had known that the final outcome would be like this, I would never have asked Grandpa to find a way to adopt Qin, nor would I have tried to break up the two of you. Maybe I would let her be with you. Now...she is fine."

Speaking of which, this man who pretended to be calm and always proud finally couldn't bear it anymore.

He clenched his hands, raised his head slightly, faced the night wind, and said word by word: "If she can live, I can fulfill you."

Qin Feitong was speechless for a long time, completely shocked by the love he had kept in his heart for ten years.

At the same time, he also belatedly discovered that... Gu Xingnian was testing himself.

After all, he still didn't want to believe that Qin Shi was dead, so he said: If Qin Shi is alive, he is willing to make it happen.

"But there are no ifs in this world."

Qin Feitong's gentle words completely shattered Gu Xingnian's extravagant hopes.

He laughed at himself, got up, and walked into the house.

Qin Feitong said behind him: "I also hope that she is still alive. I am the same as you. If she is alive, I am willing to give everything I have to fulfill you."

Such words may sound too high-sounding, but now, it comes from the heart.

……

Gu Xingnian lived there for nearly a week, and during this week, his mobile phone was completely turned off.

Fortunately, nothing happened in the company, and Chen Yunan was watching over Tong's house.

It's just that he has been unable to contact him, and Chen Yunan will inevitably have doubts in his heart... Could it be that he was tricked by Qin Feitong to go to City H, and then something happened?

In desperation, he had no choice but to contact Qin Feitong.

As for Qin Feitong's number, when Gu Xingnian showed him the email last time, he took a look at it and wrote it down.

It wasn't intentional, but I was born with a photographic memory, so there was nothing I could do.

Qin Feitong was not surprised at all when he received his call. He reckoned that the people in Haicheng should also be anxious.

"Wait a minute, I'll give him the phone."

These days, he always likes to stay in the yard, playing with those flowers and plants.

(End of this chapter)