Traveling through the mountains and fields to be leisurely

Chapter 266 Why don't you let go

Out of anger, Lan Lingxue quickly turned over and gave An Zhiyuan a back view, not wanting to face him anymore, the indescribable depression in her heart made Lan Lingxue suffocate, It was too violent, although her body had been adjusted in space, she was just injured after all, she couldn't help gritted her teeth and moaned, trying to hold back, but it hurt too much.
"Ling Xue, Ling Xue, how are you?"

An Zhiyuan approached worriedly, but he didn't dare to touch Lingxue, so he could only rest on Lan Lingxue's head, looking at her worriedly,
"What can I do? I'm fine. Don't worry about it. You can just move your mind. I don't dare to take up my time."

Lan Lingxue waved, but this time she didn't dare to use any strength, and that arm was obviously weak.

"Lingxue, don't do this."

An Zhiyuan grabbed Lan Lingxue's hand and held it in his palm,
"I know what I just said is wrong, but I'm a man, you have to allow me to feel jealous when others treat my wife well?"

An Zhiyuan leaned against Lan Lingxue's back, a little worried that Lan Lingxue's current posture would press on her wound,
"Other people are kind to me, you are jealous, you are a dignified son of the Marquis, can you stop telling me such childish things, I really don't want to hear it, the matter goes back to the root, you have to find the reason from yourself, you can influence others If it is possible, when Qiu Ling liked Shi Ziye back then, Shi Ziye shouldn't let her like him. In that case, you can still have someone waiting by your side now, and you don't have to bother you to do everything by yourself. Thinking of this incident, I am also very terrified. Since I married into this family, all the girls around you have been kicked out, and it is useless until now. It is true that I did not think carefully. I will go tomorrow for my master. Pick two good ones and leave them in the house for the Lord."

Why did this talk about keeping people in the house again? It's unbearable, but An Zhiyuan didn't know how to refute, so he could only sigh deeply.

"Does the son think that I am making trouble for no reason?"

Hearing An Zhiyuan's sigh, Lan Lingxue was more helpless than him. To be honest, An Zhiyuan really thought so in his heart. You really don't understand her mind when she plays tricks.
"An Zhiyuan, let's have a good talk."

Although she didn't meet An Zhiyuan face to face, Lan Lingxue could also feel An Zhiyuan's thoughts now. After all, the two had been married for so long, and they were already the closest people. What's more, Lan Lingxue is still very keen in sense. When An Zhiyuan turns his eyes, Lan Lingxue can guess his thoughts very well, so, when we arrive, At this time, An Zhiyuan couldn't think of the crux of the matter, and Lan Lingxue was indeed a little disappointed. She planned to have a good talk with An Zhiyuan, not asking him to understand her feelings, but Lan Lingxue wanted to express her feelings , She has never been a procrastination person. Some things should be resolved quickly. The longer the delay, the deeper the injury. Maybe when I can't bear it anymore, uncovering the scar will make me feel painful, so why not make a decision as soon as possible? .

"Zhiyuan, let's all calm down, I hope we can speak clearly."

Lan Lingxue bit her body and adjusted her body, letting herself lie flat, so that she could see An Zhiyuan's face and make herself more comfortable. Why bother to suffer for the sake of anger? It's really not worth it.

"Actually, what I just mentioned is the same thing as what you just said. It was your intention that Qiu Ling was kicked out. I didn't express my opinion. Why? Because I believe in you, I think you are in my relationship with me. Among others, it is possible to make the right choice, but you have failed to trust me. Whether the prince likes me or not has nothing to do with me, because I can't influence his thoughts, just like whether Qiu Ling likes you or not. You have nothing to do, because you can't just like her because she likes you, right? But you can't stop her from liking you, the reason is the same, and I can't stop the prince from thinking about me. "

This was a bit of a mouthful, Lan Lingxue paused for a moment to adjust her emotions.

"But I want to say something fair for the prince. From the time I met the prince to now, the prince has never done anything beyond the rules. In this matter, I think he is a man. He is better than you in this point. You Since you married me, you must see some of my advantages, whether it is smart, or beautiful, or something else, otherwise, you would not marry me, but only you can see my advantages Impossible, others have eyes, and others can see, then you have to be prepared to be coveted by others, but then again, what can covet me, the key is my attitude, as long as I don’t want to , They can do anything to me, but I guessed wrong about your attitude, or your ability, you don't have confidence in me at all, or you don't have confidence in yourself, then everything I insist on is unnecessary , because, even if we can talk about the matter of the prince this time, and we can expose it, there may still be others. I can’t hide in the mansion all my life and never go out. You don't have the ability to grasp me, then——you might as well let it go."

Lan Lingxue's words were heard in An Zhiyuan's ears, and his brain was buzzing like thunder. He felt that something was out of his control for a moment, and he couldn't grasp it.
"Lingxue—"

He wanted to call Ling Xue's name, but he felt that his mouth was not sealed by ice, and he was so cold that he lost consciousness. He tried to open his mouth, like a hungry fish, waiting for water to nourish him , but he was disappointed in the end, the savior he was looking forward to did not extend a helping hand to him like before, but just looked at him with some pity, An Zhiyuan took a few breaths to get himself out of this kind of situation. Struggling out of the freezing feeling, he called Ling Xue's name again. This time, he heard his own voice, some obscure, some hoarse, some vague,

"Lingxue—"

He grasped the little hand in his palm, and then shook it vigorously, but he found that there was no longer the warmth he longed for in his hand.

"Zhiyuan, I know you are very good to me, really good, I will never deny this, but you have to admit that you are a person who can't love, your love always overwhelms me Come on, no matter how I adjust, I can't keep pace with you. In the case of Qiu Ling, you simply dismissed me, thinking that if you marry me, I will be yours, and I will treat you as you please. Comparing, you didn’t think about it at all at that time, I am an independent person, do you think I will not care, I thought at that time, your love for me is not as deep as I imagined, at least, you are not as deep as I love But you quickly corrected it, and I felt that I was too harsh. You are still young, and you have too little experience in relationships. We need to get in touch again. Then, I will work hard to adapt to you in my life. I hope that one day we can take the same steps and live the life that each other wants."

"But in the end I still didn't get what I wanted. The prince is in danger. If you found out before me, would you rush forward to save him? The answer is yes, you would rush over without hesitation, just like you It's the same as capturing the assassin without the slightest hesitation behind me, but why can't I change this matter? You worry about me and I don't deny it, but you distorted me and made me very sad. We should have been the last Intimate lover, but now you are so suspicious of me and distrust me so much. This is an insult to my personality. My brother, my brother is in danger, shouldn't I go to save him? Why would you imagine me to be so unbearable when I go to save him? I can't figure it out. "

In Lan Lingxue's eyes, there was not only disappointment, but also deep despair.

"Lingxue, I don't, I don't miss you that much?"

An Zhiyuan explained anxiously, he really didn't think that way, but he just felt a little uncomfortable, that's all.

"Didn't you think about it? You put your hand on your heart, and then solemnly said to me, you never thought that I have an affair with the prince."

An Zhiyuan put his hand on his heart, he wanted to say that he never thought that Ling Xue had an affair with the prince, but he opened his mouth, but couldn't say it out, he really had that thought just now, Otherwise, he wouldn't have said that Ling Xue valued the crown prince.
"Look, you can't deny it, because you really think so in your heart, so let's break up. This matter will become a thorn in our hearts and make it impossible for us to face the future. Because, it is impossible for us to accommodate each other for a lifetime, a lifetime is very long, so long that you can't imagine."

Lan Lingxue watched as the look in An Zhiyuan's eyes darkened little by little, and her heart ached as if being pierced. This man was deeply in love with her, but her love didn't bring him anything equal. Allowing her love to be so cheap, tears seeped out of her eyes little by little, and then flowed into a small river,
"Zhiyuan, you are my husband. I don't want the person I should rely on, but wants me to be accommodating like a child. This kind of life makes me depressed and suffocating. Being loved and loved by someone, being protected in my arms like a child, no wind and rain can hurt me, I have the generous shoulders of my lover, but, no, no care, no shoulders, on the contrary On the contrary, you were the first to hurt me, in the name of love, this is even more cruel."

An Zhiyuan didn't know what he was going to say. He never thought that Ling Xue and his married life would be so hard.

"Zhiyuan, you really didn't treat me badly, it's just that you used the wrong way. Your love and pity are so casual, sticking to me and being close to me, talking sweet words anytime and anywhere. It's not that you don't love, but the performance of loving someone is not only manifested in the lingering on weekdays. To truly love someone is to give her comfort, trust, and support when she is in the most difficult time. What did I do?"

Thinking of losing, Lan Lingxue cried so much that she couldn't help herself.

(End of this chapter)