wild girl

Chapter 179 Crash
"Ziyu." Guan Zexi lowered his head, his voice was very low, "If you say that you like me as much as you like a good friend or a close senior, then you should stop talking. I I just want to tell you my true thoughts, not for you to respond or something..."

"You don't have to take what I said to heart. We will still be friends in the future. Some things don't need to be said. In that case, even if it will be embarrassing for a while, at least we can maintain a superficial calm."

Lu Ziyu slowly let go of Guan Zexi's hand, pulled the corner of his mouth and laughed at himself: "But senior sister, how do you know that I only treat you out of good friends, or the junior's liking for senior sister?"

"We're not kids anymore, and we all know what we should do." Lu Ziyu took a deep breath, "It's true that I like you, but we...the gap is huge, and it's true."

When two people get together, love is never enough. Lu Ziyu, who has suffered from hardship since childhood, can see this more clearly than Guan Zexi.

Senior sister's family is well-off, and she may also have a lot of freedom.But whether she wants to be with the other party or not, she only needs to consider whether she likes the other party.

But Lu Ziyu can't.He is a man, not to mention anything else, it is at least natural for him to hold up a protective umbrella for the girl he likes.

However, where did he get the capital to prop up the world for Guan Zexi?
"I'm very happy, although in fact my rationality tells me that I shouldn't be happy, because my senior sister and I have no future at all... But people are selfish. It is a rare thing to get an equal response for the feelings you give. Something." Lu Ziyu said in a hoarse voice, "but senior sister, I can't drag you down."

The oath he made to Mr. Guan is still reminding him earnestly that he is not qualified.

"So, your liking for me is not the kind of liking that a junior has for a senior or a good friend, but the way a man likes a woman, right?" Guan Zexi finally turned around.

"Yes." Lu Ziyu nodded slowly.

He didn't want to lie to himself.

There's nothing wrong with liking this thing.

"Then it's good like this." Guan Zexi smiled, but there were tears in the corners of his eyes, "This is good. Ziyu, I won't force you, let's take our time...We still have a long time. Give me some Time to prove yourself, okay?"

"Sister, don't be so humble." Lu Ziyu felt distressed, "I'm not worth it..."

He was frank about his feelings, not to make Guan Zexi wrong him.

"I'm thirsty." Guan Zexi suddenly changed the subject.

"Oh..." Lu Ziyu was taken aback, and quickly realized, "There is a vending machine at the entrance of the hotel, let's go buy some drinks."

After inserting coins and choosing a drink, Lu Ziyu bent down, took out a drink from the vending machine, unhooked the ring of the can, and handed it to Guan Zexi.

Holding the pot in both hands, Guan Zexi sat on a chair next to the vending machine, lowered his head: "So, Ziyu, you are willing to give me a chance, right?"

"Sister..." Lu Ziyu sighed helplessly.

He noticed something extraordinary.

He hadn't been honest with himself before, and there was still a distance between them, so Guan Zexi would not act like a baby to him, or show such an aggrieved expression.So he never knew...

Facing Guan Zexi like this, he has no resistance at all.

Can't even say "no".

"If you don't make a sound, I'll take it as your acquiescence." Guan Zexi said to himself, reaching out his hand to Lu Ziyu, "Ziyu, hold my hand."

Lu Ziyu opened his eyes wide.

"I need a sense of reality. Otherwise..." Guan Zexi smiled illusoryly, "I always feel like I'm dreaming..."

Lu Ziyu pursed his lips, slowly stretched out his hand, and hooked Guan Zexi's fingertips.

"Um... did I interrupt you?" Wu Qi, who woke up from thirst and came out looking for water, pushed his glasses and said blankly.

Guan Zexi hadn't been so thick-skinned yet, and it took all her courage to be honest with Lu Ziyu today, so she immediately jumped up like a frightened little rabbit, and hurriedly said: "I'll go back to the room first. "He bowed his head and left.

Wu Qi looked at the back of Guan Zexi running away, and turned to look at Lu Ziyu: "You two, are you dating?"

"No." Lu Ziyu shook his head.

"That's it..." Wu Qi made a "click", opened the can and took a sip of the drink, "But I see the situation of the two of you, even if you are not dating, you should not be far away from dating, right?"

Lu Ziyu smiled wryly, but did not answer.

"Are you going to announce this to everyone?"

Lu Ziyu rubbed the iron sheet with his fingertips, shook his head for a long time.

Until now, he still didn't think he would be with Guan Zexi.

His innate prejudice against women is still there, thinking that women are always selfish creatures.But Lu Ziyu also understands that in a relationship, the most vulnerable are women.

Whatever he does is fine, but if he and Guan Zexi can't make it to the end... Rather than letting Guan Zexi suffer the pain of loss at that time, it's better not to start at the beginning...

"Okay, it doesn't matter, you can do it yourself. I can pretend that I didn't see anything tonight." Wu Qi said, "But Ziyu, you know it too? Sister Tiantian likes you too. If you If you really plan to get along with sister queen, then no matter what method you use, you should at least draw a clear line with sister Tiantian, right?"

Lu Ziyu lowered his eyelids.

"Miss Tiantian is very nice, you know that. Although she is a bit playful and trouble-loving, she doesn't like that in her heart. She speaks carelessly, but it doesn't mean that she is also frivolous in her heart. I have a bad brain, no I understand these complicated entanglements between men and women. But Haoyue once told me that if a man and a woman have been ambiguous for a long time, someone will always be hurt." Wu Qi stood up and threw the jar into the trash can beside him, "I always stand in line to learn from Tiantian It's from my sister's side, so I can pretend that I didn't see what happened tonight, but I don't feel well either. No matter what, I don't want you to hurt Senior Sister Tiantian."

"So, think about it for yourself."

Lu Ziyu sighed and looked up at the night sky.

Yeah...he's really selfish...

Because I have received too little warmth in my life, I can't help but hold on tightly to all the warmth I can get, and I don't think about whether others will get hurt because of it...

After a long time, Lu Ziyu finally got up and was about to go back to the hotel when he was surprised to see two figures not far away...

Is he wrong?Why did I see Princess Shiyan holding Jiang Lu and running all the way along the seaside path...

Are the genders of these two people really not reversed...

(End of this chapter)