Confused country poison concubine

Chapter 856 Invincible despair (1)
Qiu Yebai looked down at him pinching her chest back and forth, with a puzzled look on her face, she raised her eyebrows a little speechlessly: "If I didn't know that you are an idiot, I'm afraid I would beat you up."

Yuan Ze was startled suddenly, a certain image flashed in his mind, his pale face was dyed a thin blush, and he sat back all of a sudden: "Bao... Bai Baozi!"

He already knew what he touched!

"It seems that Aze knows what a steamed stuffed bun is?" Qiu Yebai couldn't help but want to tease him every time he saw this dull monk belatedly.

Yuan Ze turned his face from white to red, and put his palms together habitually: "Amituofu, poor monk... poor monk didn't intend to take advantage of Xiaobai's benefactor..."

Qiu Yebai sat down beside him, took a sip of hot tea, "Ah Ze, I know you are not that kind of person."

Yuan Ze was silent for a while, then sat up, and said in a low voice, "The poor monk is that kind of person."

"Cough, cough, cough..." She almost spit out the tea in her mouth, and she suddenly remembered the words she said when Baili first trained her before the expedition last year——

"Almost every time Aze and Xiaobai are together, I feel that he actually wants to rape Xiaobai as violently as I do. It is really annoying and ridiculous that he wants to act like that depressed."

She looked dumbly at the little monk with her head down. She was obviously more nervous than anyone else. She was more shy and entangled with guilt than anyone else in her heart. She also faced her obsessions and desires more honestly than anyone else. Dare to take any action.

"Who are you?" She looked at him a little amusedly. This holy monk is really either not emotional, or extremely innocent when he is delusional.

It's no wonder that his temperament splits into a personality like Ah Chu's who is arrogant, cruel, and has no sense of right and wrong.

If it wasn't like this, he probably couldn't hold on in the underground palace long ago and went crazy, or died.

"Poor monk... Poor monk..." Yuan Ze felt Qiu Yebai's eyes looking at him, and his heart became more and more entangled. He bit his lip, and said in a voice like a mosquito: "Poor monk... Poor monk wants Offending Xiaobai's benefactor, wanting to sleep... sleep... Xiaobai's benefactor."

Qiu Yebai was stunned, almost unable to believe what she heard: "You...what did you say?!"

"Poor monk...poor monk...said, poor monk is as shameless...as shameless as Ah Chu..." He couldn't continue, his voice could not help but almost collapsed. He just pinched his sleeves tightly.

She stayed there for a while, then suddenly stretched out her hand to hold Yuan Ze's face, and forcibly turned his face around, and she saw that his silver eyes were full of panic, bewilderment, and even mist of grievance.

It's like a trembling deer looking at a little female leopard with sharp teeth and claws with eyes full of tears, saying - I like you, I like you so much that I want to sleep with you, such bold and cute words.

"National teacher, you are really honest." She looked at the beautiful and pure face under her palm, and smiled helplessly.

Yuan Ze looked at the beautiful and unparalleled face in front of him that he had been thinking about day and night, and had been covering it with Sanskrit and Buddhist words, but it could only become clearer in his heart. Lingtai, which was haunted by Fang's delusional thoughts, gradually calmed down.

He stretched out his hand to hold her hand holding his cheek, lowered his head and said softly: "Ah Chu said, as long as the poor monk admits his... despicable and shameless... change... change..."

"Pervert." She raised her eyebrows.

"Well... then he will allow the poor monk to have you, and the poor monk doesn't want to lie." His voice was difficult and embarrassed.

She didn't know what to say anymore. She originally thought that he would be ashamed to hit the wall when he said these words, but she didn't expect him to have... the courage to face his own delusions.

"Do you know why Ah Chu said that?" She looked at him and sighed softly.

After thinking about it carefully, she could roughly understand why Bai Lichu forced Yuan Ze to say such things.

"The poor monk understands." He lowered his silver eyes, smiled slightly, and leaned his face against her palm, as if the warmth there could bring him enough courage to continue speaking.

"He's blaming me." Yuan Ze didn't use 'poor monk' but 'I' when he spoke this time.

"In the underground palace, I don't want to admit his existence. I have always been unwilling to believe that in order to survive, I can kill my companions, or even swallow..." He paused, closed his eyes, and veins appeared on his forehead. Clinging tightly to her palm, he couldn't say anything for a while.

Compassion flashed in her eyes: "Ah Ze, forget it, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

"There's nothing you can't say." He paused, then chuckled lightly, with self-deprecation and sarcasm: "Even... devouring his own companions."

"You just don't want to die. Everyone has the desire to live." She said lightly.

Who understands the feeling of wanting to live better than her?

When she opened her eyes in this world, at first she was happy that she finally had a healthy body and could live another life well, but she didn't want the situation to take a turn for the worse, and she lived tremblingly under the curse of the "four daughters of the Qiu family" from now on. For seven full years.

Not daring to attract attention, and being bullied, she can only do her best to avoid it and not conflict with the other party. She is afraid that after attracting attention, she will either be killed with her mother who loves her, or be sent to the palace to become a despicable woman for everyone. Yu's 'imperial prostitute'.

Or they have been living happily in the rivers and lakes, but they dare not go back to the house to take a look at their mother.

That's why she never looked down on the young ladies in the Green Bamboo Building. Their fate is the same as hers, but God treats her kindly. She has a gentle and ignorant mother, but she also has an ignorant old grandfather and master.

He lowered his eyes, and she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she noticed that his gentle voice had become eerie.

"I don't want to admit it. I am greedy for life and afraid of death. I am familiar with Buddhist scriptures and verses, but I am still unwilling and resentful. I can't save myself, and I can't save anyone like me." He closed his eyes and chuckled. , The smile was abnormally cold.

"Those wicked people say that if we kill and eat each other, we will never suffer from hunger and cold. I recite Buddhist scriptures over and over again. The master said that if there is a Buddha in our hearts, then we will be at ease. The Buddha will definitely punish evil and promote good. Throwing those harmful beasts into hell, I can also be liberated, and I can ask, why did the emperor treat me like this, and what did I do wrong."

"Aze..." She looked at him with unbearable tears in her eyes.

"But I'm so hungry, I'm so hungry...it's useless to chant scriptures, I want everyone to calm down and accept this fate, I said we are human beings, we can't do evil and cannibalize each other like animals, we can't...but it's useless, everyone is too hungry , There are frail children who can't stand it, and someone secretly dug out the corpse in the middle of the night... If there is a first time, there will be a second time, the corpse is not enough to eat, so what to eat?"

(End of this chapter)