Confused country poison concubine

Chapter 857 Invincible despair (2)
Yuan Ze leaned his face against her palm, and whispered softly: "Eat the living, first the weak and sick, and then kill each other...Such a small child, like a greedy beast, where there is blood, where there is flesh Just pounce on it, and some people even ate their own hands."

He suddenly laughed, with a treacherous smile: "Heh, who said that children are the kindest existences in this world? After all the evil thoughts are relaxed, they are more like beasts than anyone else. They are only dominated by the instinct of eating. any ethical belief."

Qiu Yebai's heart was shocked, his voice was very calm, but it was enough to make a terrifying and cruel picture like hell appear in her mind.

In the dark underground palace, immature hysterical children, with red eyes from hunger, pounced on their companions, biting and devouring them.

He was so young, and hadn't seen the dangers of the world, so he was thrown into hell directly.

What kind of despair and fear is that?

She only felt a cold air between her mouth and nose.

He sighed softly, but seemed to be smiling: "So, when the 'kind and weak' children I protected wanted to eat me, the Buddha didn't come to save me, nor did he come to save me... ...But what those older children said came to my mind very clearly - why should I accept my fate and die, since no one can save us, then I will save myself!"

He chanted the Buddha's name lightly, but the Buddha's name sounded so cool and dark that she couldn't tell whether it was a magic name or a Buddha's name.

"Amitabha, if you slander the Mahayana, destroy the Buddha's precepts, or commit the five evils and ten evils, you will all fall into Avici Hell. I am already in hell. Can there be a more terrible hell than this?"

Qiu Yebai looked at him, the tears in his eyes shone slightly: "Ah Chu..."

At this moment, she believed that the person in front of her was A Ze, especially Ah Chu.

"Killing a god to become a demon, or killing to become a Buddha, it doesn't make any difference to me." Yuan Ze slowly raised his eyes. There was no sadness or cowardice in his silver eyes, but a coldness, like silver. ice pool.

The way he looked at her made Qiu Yebai feel that he was looking at her, but he didn't seem to be looking at her. There was a kind of emptiness and coolness.

"The master taught me some martial arts, so I quickly became the strongest one among them. The people in the Mantra Palace call me a beast hunter. I can choose any 'food' I want to eat, and enjoy the blood of any food. .” He grimly curled his lips into a smile.

"Without beliefs, scriptures, and Amitabha, I live very well. Every time I go out of the palace, I am the one who survives. I also learn more martial arts from the Mantra Palace and become stronger. Although I I don't know why I want to live, but one day... I saw my master... my master... ahhh!"

He suddenly opened his eyes wide, the beautiful eyes were bloodshot, he couldn't help howling in a low voice, trembling all over, his eyes were filled with chaos, violence and bewilderment intertwined into the most unbearable pain.

"He saw me... saw me crawling out of the underground palace with blood all over my body, face, and mouth. I am not... I am not like this... Poor monk... no... poor monk no Live up to the expectations of the master... The poor monk is still the one who makes the master proud... Ah!" Yuan Ze trembled all over, bit his lower lip, his beautiful face was distorted, violent and cold, and a low howl almost like a beast came from his throat .

He simply buried his face in her palms, holding her catkins tightly with both hands, as if holding the last straw for survival, with such strength that he seemed to crush her hand bones, but his hands and face were both It was so cold that she couldn't help shivering.

Qiu Yebai looked at the person in front of him who was exuding a world-weary and hopeless atmosphere, she burst into tears, reached out and hugged him in her arms, and said softly: "It's okay, Ze, your master won't blame you , you are still alive, that's what he wants to see!"

She reached out and patted his back, and kept whispering in his ear: "It's all over, it's all over, everything is over..."

He was hugged by her, and his silver eyes looked at the snowy sky outside the window in a daze: "Why do you want to live... The poor monk is someone who should not exist in the eyes of the court, and he is not even a person in the eyes of the emperor." , but he is no longer the soul boy who is compassionate and sympathetic to the world...heaven and earth, the world is so big, but there is still room for me, the poor monk wants... thinks..."

He suddenly laughed softly, sneering coldly: "The poor monk thinks of the one who comes and goes freely in the dark, who is invincible, who kills without batting an eye, who is using bones as a bed, and who lives as a plaything, who is full of blood, and who will devour others." Bloodthirsty monsters, even... in order to survive, the thing that endures the obscenity and obscenity of burning lamps is not the poor monk, but the demon that lives in the poor monk's body. The monster came out..."

He closed his eyes and smiled calmly: "We can't let that monster harm the human world. The monster should stay in hell and never be reborn... Hehehe!"

His laughter was faint and cool, cold and dark.

At that moment, she didn't know whether the person she was holding was A Ze or A Chu, but she only felt that the peaceful laughter was inexplicably desolate.

The desolation made her feel so distressed that she could hardly breathe, so she could only hold him tightly, trying to warm the person in her arms with the temperature of her body.

"It's all over...it's all over."

The little boy who didn't want to respect and love his master saw that he had become inhuman and ghost, and denied himself. In the end, he couldn't bear the pressure and split into another self to bear the sins and blood. Zhen probably didn't know until later that his appearance had brought such a big blow to Chuze.

But Lao Zhen couldn't save Chu Ze at that time, and could only watch helplessly as he gradually became what he is now.

So he feels guilty and distressed, and just stays by his side wholeheartedly, and even enters the palace for the sake of castrating his little ancestor. He is afraid that one day he will no longer be nostalgic for this cold world, or turn into a demon, which cannot be undone.

She didn't know what she could do, she could only hug him and wait quietly.

He let her hug him, like a lifeless shell, just looking out the window in a lonely and desolate manner.

I don't know how long it took, the sound of the big lama tapping on the ritual vessel to pray for blessings came from the next door, the crisp copper bell rang, and the faint Sanskrit sound drifted away, as if passing through a long time, and also dispelled the silence in the air.

"A Chu?" Calming down the discomfort in her heart, she tentatively called out to the person in her arms, have Ah Chu and A Ze merged into one?

She always felt that Ah Chu and A Ze had some strange changes.

"Ah Chu..."

He suddenly sighed softly, his voice was soft and cold: "Ah Chu hates me, why don't you admit him, he is me, I don't want to admit that I am the one in the scriptures who almost committed all five evils and ten evils Demon, I also don’t want to admit that I’m full of delusions. In the world of mortals, I’m full of greed, hatred and ignorance. How can there be any clear and clean Lingtai, even meeting you..."

(End of this chapter)