My girlfriend who has been running for ten years is getting married tomorrow

Chapter 33 The beauty in your heart (2)
"So I can only give up?"

"Hey, there is no grass anywhere in the world, why bother to hang on a tree?" Zishi patted me on the shoulder again, "We used to think it was terrible not to hand in homework, but now it's all right; The self-examination was terrible, but now it’s all right now; later, I thought that failing the college entrance examination was a disaster, but now you look at it, the paper of a college diploma is too hard to wipe my ass? In the ocean of life, there is nothing but death Any setback other than disability is a small wave, such as unemployment, loss of virginity, lovelorn, and footsteps, it's all fucking nonsense."

"It's all nonsense!" I followed suit while taking advantage of the wine.

"I'll tell you one thing. During the National Day, one of my buddies got married quietly, and he didn't give me a notice. I called and asked him why he didn't invite us to join him. He said that I got married. I didn’t invite him. I can tell that it’s because I’m worried that the relationship between favors can’t be distinguished, but we’ve grown so much from wearing crotch trousers, why care about the 800 yuan?”

Listening to his almost cold, realistic words, I couldn't help sighing, a group of teenagers who used to face the world innocently, have now become philistine and vulgar in the wasted years.The same is true for me. I have long forgotten my original ideals, and I am running amok everywhere in order to make money, playing with a dilapidated balance like a profiteer.Fate weighed heavily on one end of the scale, and a pile of banknotes on the other. I tried to pile up as much as I could, but they were never big enough to shake the other end.

However, no matter how philistine and vulgar, in front of Ling Yiyao, I still worry about gains and losses as I did when I was young.

The person next to your pillow is not your sweetheart, the sweetheart is just the person in your dream.I thought that Ling Yiyao would be someone else's good wife and mother from now on, and that I would have to spend the rest of my life in the same bed with another woman. Neither of them dared to pronounce each other's name in this lifetime, so I couldn't help feeling short of breath .I can play and laugh every day, and of course I can pretend to say "I love you" affectionately. These are just the basic qualities of an actor, but I can't stand Ling Yiyao lying on another bed in another house. In the crook of my arm, I silently read my name in my heart.

Unless Ling Yiyao told me personally, she has let go.

I called and asked Ling Yiyao to come out and meet in an ancient garden in this city. She hesitated at first, but finally agreed to take a risk.Just like in the movie theater last time, we deliberately kept our distance until we reached a high, small dirt hill with a bamboo forest growing on the hillside and a small pavilion on the top of the hill.She looked back at me, and I took a few steps to follow her. I wanted to hold her hand, but she moved away intentionally or unintentionally. I could only withdraw my hand in embarrassment, and sit with her on the bench in the gazebo.

"How did you get out?" I asked.

"I told my mother that I was going to buy underwear. She was playing mahjong with some friends and had no time to talk to me."

"What about Luo Tingyu?"

She gave me a hard look and said, "You doubt that he and I are close enough to choose underwear together?"

Such accusations made me very embarrassed, and I couldn't accept such a picture myself.

She said: "I hate this sneaky feeling, like I'm doing something shameless. In a few days, everything has been settled. No matter how you ask me out, I won't come out again."

"I'm also very aggrieved. We should have gone shopping hand in hand, not like this."

"Are you aggrieved? Hehe," Ling Yiyao laughed, "One time when Luo Tingyu and I went shopping in the street, he also held my hand, but I felt more panicked like a thief, afraid that you would not know when and where The place just popped up."

Hearing what she said, I plucked up the courage and begged: "In this case, let's not give up, okay? There is still time, and the relationship is still there. Let's fight it out and slow down this matter. I can go to your parents Talk, as long as there are people who oppose us, one counts as one, and I can talk to them."

But she lowered her head and kept silent.

I was a little flustered and asked, "Do you still want to be with me now?"

Only then did Ling Yiyao look up into my eyes and said, "I think so."

"Then what are you hesitating about?"

"afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

Ling Yiyao thought for a while and said: "I'm afraid of many things, the most fearful thing is that you are just not reconciled now, and you don't like me as much as before. If this is the case, I would rather break up now."

I didn't expect her to have such doubts in her heart. It was completely beyond my expectation. I didn't know how to answer for a while, and then defended myself after a while: "We have been getting along since high school, and it has been ten years now. You should know best Me. I seldom make promises or swear to you, but I will definitely fulfill those promises, and I can now tell you with certainty that my feelings for you are by no means unwilling. "

Ling Yiyao nodded, and asked again: "Then what about my parents and Luo Tingyu's family? I used to think that you would not come back, and my mother made me uncomfortable again. I felt that it would be the same if you were gone. This matter was agreed. Now that I say that I don't want to get married, my parents will definitely not agree, and Luo Tingyu's family will also come to make trouble. "

I said, "Don't worry, I'll take care of it."

Ling Yiyao stared into my eyes, then bit his lips and nodded earnestly. The restlessness when we met at the beginning dissipated without a trace, but my heart was full of guilt—we are not perfect, and our characters have their own weaknesses. , Excessive simplicity and kindness made it difficult for her to move forward, but I paranoidly embarked on the road of what I thought was a hero, leaving her alone in the scorching world.

I originally planned to visit Ling Yiyao's family first, but after thinking twice, I changed my mind and called Luo Tingyu to come out and talk first.The place for the interview was still a music cafe. The two of them appeared together. When we were seated, Ling Yiyao habitually sat next to me. In order to avoid unnecessary hostility, I said to Ling Yiyao: "We two have something to talk about, you go to him first. Sit in the car for a while."

Luo Tingyu took out the remote control key and handed it to Ling Yiyao, but Ling Yiyao took it and pressed it through the French window, put it back on the table, and went out with his bag.We kept watching her get into the car, and then looked back at each other. I didn't know how to speak for a while, and finally I smiled awkwardly: "It's a bit like holding a parent-teacher meeting for her, huh?"

He also laughed, and the atmosphere eased up a little.

I asked, "Are you happy with Ling Yiyao for so long?"

He said, "It's okay."

"Are you sure you love her?"

Luo Tingyu hesitated for a moment, wiped the tip of his nose and said, "I really like it anyway."

I said bluntly: "You should also be able to see that Ling Yiyao has never been happy this year. I walked with her for ten years, and the unavoidable breakup was as painful as a forced divorce. She was thinking of me, But it doesn't mean who is better between me and you, but I was lucky enough to know her ten years ago. Now I sincerely hope to get your help and stop the matter of obtaining a marriage certificate, you guys It won't be a good time for the two to make do with each other."

Luo Tingyu was a little unconvinced: "Then can you guarantee that you two will have a good life in the future?"

I said: "No one can say for sure what will happen in the future, but I will try my best to make her live well. She and I may argue about some trivial things in the future, but that is the path we chose, and we will not blame anyone."

"Then what have you been doing for the past few months?"

"I did something wrong before and left her here alone, so now I am going to correct my mistake. There are many ways to solve this matter. As long as Yaoyao insists on not getting a certificate or getting married, I will take her out of this city directly. Are you still Can you force marriage? The reason why I communicated with you is to hope that we young people can solve this matter in private, try to minimize the negative impact, and don’t hurt the elders, what do you think?"

Luo Tingyu remained silent, fingering the car key all the time.

I added tea to him and said: "You have been together for a few months, which is not a short time, but how much do you know about her? Every time you introduce her to others, the second sentence is her master's degree; It's trying to get her to dress sexy, but she's not your pet to show off to your buddies. Also, you're always talking shit about shit and thinking it's fashion, not swear. These things make her very Disgusted, but why didn't she speak out? When two people get along, they are so indifferent that they don't want to reveal the shortcomings of the other party that makes them uncomfortable. What's the point of this kind of life? "

Luo Tingyu is not an idiot, he understands what I mean, and I stop this aggressive questioning in due course, change the topic, and talk to him about the interesting things between me and Ling Yiyao in high school.He was a little resistant at first, but he also laughed as he listened. When his smile was the brightest, I asked him seriously again: "Brother, on your terms, find another beautiful girlfriend." It's not difficult, but I only have one Ling Yiyao, if I miss her, I will live in uneasy life. So, I hope you can help me, please help me."

He gradually put away his smiling face, and after thinking for a moment, he said, "What if I don't help?"

I said: "As I said just now, I will definitely take Ling Yiyao away. If you help, this matter will become better. If you don't help, this matter will only be slightly uglier."

He sat there thinking for a while, finally sighed, and said, "I see. I've got to think about this, and I'll call you tomorrow and give you an answer."

He got up and left. As soon as he left his seat, Ling Yiyao got out of the car and walked towards the teahouse.She and Luo Tingyu met at the door, they greeted each other, then one went out and boarded the car, and the other sat down beside me.Ling Yiyao asked: "How did the talk go?"

I said, "I'm not sure, but since you've already spoken, then you must be mentally prepared to go to the dark side with me in the future."

Ling Yiyao nodded, then squinted his eyes and smiled: "This road will not be black."

I reached out and stroked her long hair, feeling sorry for all the suffering she had suffered in the past two years, but I also knew that I couldn't hug her without scruples, nor could she lean on her wholeheartedly.We are like two frightened birds, snuggling together and looking around vigilantly, but I will not back down from anyone, because the girl in my arms is all my property.

The whole day, I waited restlessly for the call, thinking that if Ling Yiyao was under house arrest by her parents, I would call a group of buddies to rob her, or call the police to say that someone robbed my wife.As long as Ling Yiyao nods her head and admits that she wants to go with me, I don't have any scruples anymore, at worst, I will go far away from now on.

Zishi also deliberately found a buddy who is a policeman, so that if things get serious, we will have someone, but unfortunately the other party is a prison guard.

After Luo Tingyu went back, he didn't start to solve the problem, but called Ling Yiyao first, with a rather indignant attitude, but Ling Yiyao said indifferently: "Do you want me to feel ashamed and guilty towards you? If so, you don't have to. People without feelings have been tossing each other for so long, no one is sorry for the other, it is better to end this nondescript situation decently, and we can still be friends when we meet in the future."

"Then how do I tell my parents?" Luo Tingyu was worried about this.

"Just say we don't get along, say you don't like my looks, height, or mind that I'm not a virgin."

When Ling Yiyao told me this matter, I asked suspiciously: "You really said that?"

"What are you afraid of? He often asks how far my relationship with you has come. Isn't he just entangled in my past? I have been too lazy to talk to him. This time I told him clearly that if it wasn't for me to go to graduate school and you to make money, our The kids are about to go to kindergarten."

My heart suddenly tugged, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable. She has always paid attention to her own image, and in the eyes of some people, she is even a bit arrogant, but now she is willing to sacrifice her dignity in order to get rid of that strong future.

"Will he go to your house to make trouble?"

She thought for a while and said, "I don't know. If the situation is not right, let's celebrate the New Year outside."

"Aren't you afraid of being tired?"

Ling Yiyao smiled wryly, and said, "Can you be more tired than this year?"

Luo Tingyu never called. At one o'clock in the morning, I received another call from Ling Yiyao. She said, "Luo Tingyu has already told his family that he dislikes me for being bad-tempered and high-profile, and he doesn't want to marry me. I also showed my cards. No matter how my mother plans to make trouble, I will not compromise."

"Then what's your parents' attitude?"

"My father didn't want to interfere anymore, just sighed and didn't say much. My mother was still a little angry and asked me if I would be satisfied if I wanted to make her angry. I said she could die to dominate my life, but I had to die for it." I live for my future."

"Isn't it a little heartless to say this sentence?"

"I have been fighting wits and courage with her for almost two years. I know her temper so well that begging and persuasion are useless. Only by letting her understand that I will not be coerced again can she give up the trick of crying, making trouble and hanging herself."

"What if she still refuses to budge?"

"The gates of Luo's house are closed, what else is she unwilling to give in to?"

"Then when will I visit your house?" I asked.

"Don't worry, wait for another two days, and then come and talk to my parents after everyone has accepted the matter." Ling Yiyao paused for a moment and said, "I've already packed the important things, Jiang Qianqian is here to visit I asked her to take it out secretly, if they are still so stubborn, I will go directly with you."

Trying to suppress the joy in my heart, I asked, "How do you feel now?"

Ling Yiyao dragged out a long "um", finally took a long breath, and said in relief, "It feels like I've come back to life."

After hanging up the phone, I spread my limbs and lay on the bed, listening to the ticking sound of the bedside alarm clock. Every sound indicated that I was moving away from my youth every second.However, the lingering love in my heart is like a barbaric god, whizzing down from the sky, grabbing my collar and flying to the sky beyond the sky.I closed my eyes to feel the joy of stepping on the clouds, as if I went back in time for a moment, and I went back to the dusk many years ago when the sky was full of fire and clouds. The childish children knocked on their lunch boxes and called my name, and the young teachers laughed. Without saying a word, Ling Yiyao hid in the classroom full of booing with a blushing face, like a little bride who is about to marry me.

And the inferiority complex in my heart and the enthusiasm for money are like that white tiger named "Richard Parker", which flicked its tail, jumped lightly, and disappeared into the oasis of Xinjiang's Gobi Desert.

(End of this chapter)