My girlfriend who has been running for ten years is getting married tomorrow

Chapter 32 The beauty in your heart (1)
Fortunately, this was just a near-miss safety accident, and Party A never mentioned the release of the cable anymore, and the chairman even sent his assistant to deliver some nutritional supplements.Old Liu took my hands and feet to show them, and said: "Look, Lu Gong's hands and feet are frozen like this, maybe there will still be the root cause of the disease, if the rescue is not timely, maybe even my life will be lost. You touch it My own conscience, we are doing things so desperately, are we sorry for you?"

"I'm sorry, of course!" Mr. Gu nodded repeatedly.

"We are also preparing to evacuate people. If we don't see the agreed [-]% of the project payment tomorrow, we will not talk about friendship. Lu Gong will go for a disability appraisal, and I will go to the court to file a complaint. Xiaomeng will bring twenty Workers go to your Mr. Gu’s house to celebrate the New Year, and the rest of the people bring the whole family to block the government gates, at worst, this project will be killed, and everyone will kill the cows to eat meat if they can’t drink milk!”

Mr. Gu thumped Lao Liu's shoulder and said, "Mr. Liu, you hurt our brotherhood by saying this. The chairman has already signed it. The accountant will go to the bank to transfer the money tomorrow morning."

After the owner's people left, Lao Liu changed his smiling face again and said, "Okay, everyone doesn't need to go through the New Year's Eve this year. Lao Gu is not very courageous, and he is not very good at playing tricks. Speaking of this , things are basically settled.”

But Xiao Meng sighed, and said with lingering fear: "Are they scared by Brother Yang? Now that I think about it, I'm really scared. If we don't find that place in time, how can we go back this year?"

Lao Liu sat by my bed, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "I'm fine now! Anyway, I'll go back soon. Today we'll cook all the vegetables in the freezer and put all the wine on the table, everyone. Give it a good rub, and it will also shock our hero!"

Due to traffic congestion and lack of supplies, our usual meals are quite simple, with gruel and pickles in the morning, one dish and one soup at noon, and gruel with leftovers in the evening.But in the past two days before we broke up, we were soaked in the wine pool and meat forest, each of us ate greasy and drunk.The owner's flatbed truck was stuck in the pit, and Mr. Gu sent someone to invite the excavator. Xiao Meng held the wine bottle and smirked, and threw the key over, saying: "Go and play by yourself, I won't wait for you, sir! "

Old Liu also squinted his eyes and laughed happily: "The business is closed today, no work, whoever wants to do it!"

Xiao Meng was so arrogant because he was drunk; and Lao Liu was so arrogant because he got the money.

I don't know who started it, the workers started to discuss my accident last time, and one of the guys who carried me into the car said: "I thought Mr. Lu was going to die, his face was purple from the cold, and he was almost out of breath. Knowing that he suddenly sat up straight, it scared the rest of us to death."

Another guy chimed in: "Yeah, I thought it was a flashback."

An older worker said mysteriously: "I heard from the old man that when a person's yang energy is so weak that he has only one breath left, there will be a ghost to call his name. If he responds, his seven souls and six souls will be destroyed." It will be taken away by the little devil."

I vaguely remembered Ling Yiyao's call during the chaos, her voice was still terrifyingly real, as if she was standing beside me at that time, but I knew that it was just an illusion.

"You guys are superstitious and ignorant, understand?" Xiao Meng couldn't help arguing, he never believed in these ghosts and gods, and even scoffed at the worship ceremony before the start of work.

"You little boy knows nothing!" the elder angrily shouted with the strength of wine.

Xiao Meng has a bad temper, but his family is very particular about the order of seniority. He couldn't keep talking back, so he turned to me for help: "Brother, do you think I'm right?"

"Hehe." I smiled noncommittally.

I am an atheist, but many times, I am willing to pray and believe that there are kind gods in this world, who can keep dreams from rotting in the corners, love from struggling in tears, and dignity from struggling in pools of blood.

However, there is no fairness in this world itself. Not every seed can take root and sprout, not every tender seedling can grow into a towering tree, and not every rabbit can escape the fate of being reduced to a delicious meal. Only jackals, tigers and leopards can lie peacefully on the hillside, licking their fur and claws, enjoying the sun and rain.

They are the gods who stand aloof and take life and death.

Anyway, after a few days of recuperation, my frostbite was no longer serious, and Lao Liu officially withdrew from the construction site.The workers took the train back, and Lao Liu, Xiao Meng and I drove the off-road vehicle back. The two of them sat in the front, and the back row was me and my luggage. It was a bit crowded, but it was okay. .I was covered with a red blanket and didn't speak all the way, quietly looking at the scenery outside the window.The same is true for Lao Liu and Xiao Meng. They take turns driving alternately, one drives and the other sleeps, and keeps silent even if they are awake at the same time.

After bumps and bumps all the way, we finally returned to our hometown, and all the year-round toil was just for the day when we returned home.

Rugao is not an extremely cold and extremely hot city. Winter has just entered at the end of November, and the temperature is not too cold. It seems that it is on two completely different planets from the snow-covered Gobi Desert in Xinjiang thousands of miles away.

After being away from his hometown for a whole year, Xiao Meng has almost completely changed his appearance. His original childishness was wiped out and replaced by a dark, rough, calm and sophisticated face.His mother was carrying a basket and a small shovel, and was walking slowly on a cement road at the door. Xiao Meng jumped out of the car with a large bag and called "Mom", his mother looked up at him in confusion, It took a few seconds before he recognized it, and hugged his son crying and laughing.

The old Liu's house was a funny scene. He stood at the door of the house and saw his daughter playing with the cat at the door, so he yelled seriously: "Liu Xinyi!"

Liu Xinyi was frightened and cried, and shouted: "Brother, my father is back!"

Her younger brother's name is Liu Hanwen, he ran out with his legs crossed, looked around, then started to cry too, and said, "Then where is my father?"

He was too young, and his father in his impression should be the fair-skinned man in the wedding photo, not the tired and shabby strange uncle in front of him.

As for me, I had a sound sleep after returning home, and when I woke up, there was hot food and dishes in front of the bed, and the room was filled with the familiar smell of burning incense.I took a few bites of food, called Ling Yiyao, and said, "I'm back."

"Oh, are you tired?"

"Fortunately, I have slept for a long time."

I was about to report my harvest this year to her, but before I could speak, I heard her sobbing on the other end of the phone, quickly stopped the conversation, and asked, "What's wrong, are you crying?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"It's nothing, I'm just in a bad mood."

"Can we come out and meet?"

"No, I don't have any freedom now. She watches me when I go to the street, or asks Luo Tingyu to accompany me. I feel like a prisoner serving a sentence outside the prison."

For a period of time that followed, we still kept in touch, but our lives were not very good.She often has a bad temper, gets angry at me for no reason, and pulls out all my shortcomings.Some of the shortcomings were even many years ago, and I have already overcome them. I don’t know if I spent too much energy on the Gobi Desert, but I was not angry at all, and let her scold herself.

She didn't even hang up the phone without warning, no goodbye, no good night.

We only met once, in a movie theater in this small town.The auditorium of that movie was empty and there were few people. We didn’t dare to sit together. She sat in front of me on the left without looking back, and I almost kept staring at her profile.I remember that when I was in the second year of high school, the Chinese teacher was a substitute for their class and asked me to help him set up a projector in the next class. As soon as I entered, someone made a fuss, and she lowered her head to do her homework and dared not look up at me.

In a flash, ten years later, that shy girl was about to marry someone else.

But we have not stopped fighting, but there are too many people on this ship, she can't move the huge anchor on the ship, and I can't stop the slowly rising lock of the port.During that time I watched a lot of movies, read a lot of books, and took advice from a lot of people.Some people say that your pain is insignificant in the crowd. Many people have such a dark memory deeply buried in their hearts. In the future, she will gradually get along with her husband, and you will also find another woman. You can If you don’t love her, you can still be nice to her. After having a child, you will focus on raising the child. Who cares what love is?
I believe what that person said, but I don't want that kind of life.I don't want to see an indifferent face as soon as I go home, and I don't want to take away an unknown girl with squinted drunk eyes in a romantic place, just because she has a faint shadow of Yaoyao, and I don't want to lie on the bed dying one day, Surrounded by a large group of people, but I felt very lonely, only the almost forgotten smiling face reflected on the white ceiling.

Ling Yiyao said that she has never quarreled with her family members in the past six months, but she has never had a coquettish chat with them. She goes to and from get off work every day, and after eating, she politely puts down the dishes and returns to her room quietly.

"Is that Luo Tingyu treating you well?" I asked.

She was silent for a moment and said, "I asked Luo Tingyu a question last month, asking him if he likes me. Guess how he answered?"

"like?"

She smiled lightly: "He said 'I like it very much'..."

I was at a loss for words for a while, I didn't expect the girl I loved so much to be in such an ambiguous position with others.

Luo Tingyu's character is not bad, and he is very gentle, but he was born in a greenhouse, and his ability to take care of himself is still in his youth.Although he has his own opinions on matters big and small, he still has to obey his parents' arrangements in the end. He is Guangxu.

On the day they chose the wedding dress, Luo Tingyu had dinner at her house, and Ling Yiyao also drank a little wine and laughed.Her mother was very happy and said, "Yaoyao is in a good mood today, and finally sees a smiling face."

But while her mother was washing the dishes, she stood by the kitchen door and said, "Mum, let me tell you something, I haven't had a happy day this year, and I'm scared to death when I think I'm going to live like this for the rest of my life. "

Her mother said, "Did you drink too much? You're going to get your license at the end of the month and you still say such things?"

Ling Yiyao went back to the room and called me, and told me about it with a smile. She talked a lot that day, she said a sentence over and over again, and I listened silently.Ten minutes later, she seemed to sigh with some remorse, and said, "I drink too much, and I usually don't tell you such shit."

Then she suddenly smiled helplessly and said, "My mother's reflex arc is really long enough, she just started to throw the plate now, I'll go out and have a look."

I can't tell what state of mind I have during this period of time. As the end of the month approaches, I feel that my heart is gradually dimming like burnt charcoal.The most confusing thing is that sometimes I am not sure whether I want her to be happy or not after marriage. Many novels and movies have said that if you love someone, you wish her happiness, but I can't be sure to wish her happiness?

I once doubted whether my feelings for her were sincere enough, and my heart was full of guilt.

On January 1, Ling Yiyao went shopping accompanied by her mother, and happened to find that the owner of a jewelry store was her junior high school classmate, Mao Xiaojie.During the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, Mao Xiaojie and I met for the first time. She helped me and Ling Yiyao hide this relationship for several years, and it was not until two years ago that we gradually lost contact.

Ling Yiyao's mother said: "Our family, Yaoyao, got married on the fifth day of the lunar new year, and the bridesmaids haven't been appointed yet. Would you like to come and play together?"

Mao Xiaojie asked Ling Yiyao: "You and him are only married now?"

Ling Yiyao said, "It's not him."

Mao Xiaojie looked at her with unexpected and surprised eyes, and then declined politely: "Then I won't go, the store is very busy at the beginning of the year, and I will only rely on those few festivals to make money, otherwise I will drink the northwest wind."

"Just for one day, even if it's just for one meal..." Ling Yiyao sincerely begged.

Mao Xiaojie sneered and said, "Let's talk about it."

Ling Yiyao called me that night and said, "I sent invitations to four high school classmates, and they all said they were not free. Qianqian directly said that she didn't want to come, and she said that she didn't want to go when you invited her to get married in the future— —She praised my perfume as very high-end, with a little smell of banknotes.”

The Qianqian she was talking about was Jiang Qianqian, her childhood friend and my high school classmate.

"I told my mother that you and I could have been blessed by many people, but now their blessings have almost turned into a curse, and there is not even a good friend who supports me. My mother cried this time, but she didn't Scold me again, since she dropped the plate last time, she has been in a bad mood."

Zishi came back from a vacation, and I asked him out for dinner, just to relieve the depression in his heart.He has been married for almost a year, and his wife is also pregnant. There is a happy smile on his face, and the haze of the past has disappeared.To be honest, I am very envious of his life. Although he took every step in a bewildered manner, he somehow found a broad path.

"Now you have a lot of banknotes, more than enough to buy a house and a car in Rugao, and you don't have to worry about finding a good girl." Zishi said.

"I know, but I want to be with Ling Yiyao."

"Her family has already put you on the opposite side, and also set another person as a model son-in-law. No matter how hard you try, it will be difficult to change their views. They finally forced Ling Yiyao to get engaged. Are you willing to give up all your previous efforts? What's more, you The current conditions are still not as good as that of Luo, whose family's material conditions have been piled up by three generations."

I understood what he meant, and asked, "If the marriage is robbed, will you go?"

Zishi shook his head and said: "It's not that I'm a brother who doesn't value loyalty. If they really get to that point, you don't need to bother anymore. A dirty wedding is enough to make many people look down for a lifetime. However, Isn't it a week before you get the certificate? You can work harder, if you can't change it, then accept your fate, there are too many unsatisfactory marriages in this world that are still maintained."

I looked at him suspiciously: "Why do you have such emotion?"

Zishi was stunned for a moment, then quickly waved his hands and said, "I'm not talking about myself, my little life is going well."

"So what's going on, you seem to be pointing something."

"It does refer to something, but it's not specific, but a general reference. A poor and white country boy like you wants to gamble on a future, but the problem now is not whether you win or lose, but that people don't let people Participate, the lottery ticket with the grand prize has already been assigned to someone else."

(End of this chapter)