my wishful wolf

Chapter 139

Bad news came from the Northwest Army, and the herald was in a hurry for [-] miles. Many horses ran to death, and the news of the commander's death was reported to the capital.When entering Beijing, one will report to the emperor, and the other will report to Dali Temple.Dongyan was sitting in the hall in Dali Temple, the gatekeeper outside sent a letter, the hall official came up, saluted and said, Dongyan heard the bad news, yelled, and passed out, people from both sides rushed to rescue him.

Dongyan woke up and cried unceasingly, his colleagues beside him were sad when they heard it, and even the minister of Dali Temple couldn't stop crying.

The emperor's Longyan was shocked, and shed tears on the spot. Immediately, he ordered the imperial envoy to go to the northwest, and sent Huangmen to Xie's mansion to express his condolences. When the imperial envoy was leaving for the northwest, Dong Yan made a statement that he wanted to go with the imperial envoy, the emperor Sympathetic to his brotherly love, he will play.

In the Northwest Army, white flags were flying, and the soldiers of the three armies were mourning loudly.

The people under the protection of the Northwest Army felt grateful that since Jing An came, the bandits did not dare to attack rampantly, so the people could live a peaceful life. Now that Jing An passed away, the people came out voluntarily, and walked along the road to see each other off with incense sticks and paper money. The general's coffin was smashed, and the people and soldiers crowded together, moving forward, and the sky was filled with white flags and paper money.

Dongyan and the heavenly imperial envoy were eating and sleeping in the open all the way. When they arrived, what they saw was exactly this scene. Dongyan was heartbroken. Jing'an's coffin burst into tears, heartbroken and dizzy.

Dongyan wanted to see Jing'an again, but the coffins were all crucified, so Dongyan was ordered to open, and Zhou Da and other subordinates persuaded him, saying that people cannot be resurrected after death, and must be buried in the ground for peace.

Hearing this, Dong Yan almost vomited blood, unable to breathe, Zhou Da hurriedly asked someone to help Dong Yan.Here, the commander of the Northwest Army buried the coffin. Dong Yan came forward and saw that Jing'an's coffin was buried in the sand.

In this scene of life and death, the three armies, together with the people nearby, cried for a long time, and then dispersed after several hours.

Only a few generals of the Northwest Army, together with Zhou Da and others, and Dong Yan remained.Dong Yan stood by Jing'an's tombstone for a long time, and said: "What happened to him?" Zhou Da said: "The enemy is cunning and lured Lord Hou into a trap. It happened that the old chest injury relapsed, and the first aid was ineffective, so..."

Dong Yan lowered his head and wept unceasingly, choked up and speechless, General Zhou helped Dong Yan up, and said: "My lord, I'm sorry." The same person who was close together helped Dong Yan up, Dong Yan turned around every step of the way, crying so sadly.

Since then, tens of thousands of soldiers of the Northwest Army have stood guard for General Polu for three days.

After noon on the third day, a carriage arrived on the mountain road.All the way to the tomb of General Polu before stopping.

On the carriage, a young man jumped down and stood on the ground looking around for a while. Inside the carriage, someone asked, "Is it here?" The young man said, "Yes, I...I have seen it." Inside the carriage There was no sound, but after a while, a hand came out tremblingly.

Seeing this, the young man hurriedly turned around, held the hand, and said, "Sister, be careful." The person inside was silent, but slowly poked his head out, and saw her covered in white, with black hair like a cloud, and skin as white as a Xue, with cherry lips and sandalwood mouth, is clearly a stunning person—it is Yue'e who disappeared in the old Baiyi Nunnery in the past, and her life and death are unknown.

And the young man beside the car, even though he is not very old, has a calm and handsome face, he is Yue'e's younger brother Yao Liang.

Yue'e leaned out, and Yao Liang hurried forward to pick it up.Yue'e supported his hand, came out slowly, and got out of the car, Yao Liang supported Yue'e's hand to guide her forward, Yue'e stared at the front with empty eyes, and tightly grasped Yao Liang's skirt with both hands... Suddenly Yao Liang said: "Sister, be careful of the stones in front..." As he spoke, he led Yue'e around, and when Yue'e stepped on a rock, her eyes were still staring blankly at the front. No change, just an empty and dull look, actually... already blind.

Yue'e stood up straight and asked, "Are you coming soon?" Because her eyes were empty, she couldn't see the expression on her face, but her voice trembled slightly.

Yao Liang said: "Sister, we're almost there." Looking at Yue'e, he couldn't bear it, and said, "Sister..."

Yue'e held Yao Liang's hand with one hand, stretched out the other hand, and waved it in the air, as if she was about to touch something, but she couldn't touch anything. .

After a while, Yao Liang supported Yue'e to Jing'an's tomb, Yue'e hurried forward two steps, Yao Liang helped her to stand still, Yue'e said: "Where, where?" Looking away empty-handedly, his hands kept touching.

Yao Liang glanced at Yue'e, then looked at the tombstone in front of him, feeling very sad, and said, "Sister...here." He reached out to hold Yue'e's hand, led it, and moved forward...

Yue'e was held by Yao Liang, and she stretched forward. Her slender hands, as white as suet jade, formed a dazzling contrast with the desolate loess, hard tombstone, and bright red inscriptions.

Yue'e's fingers trembled a few times in the air, and her pointed fingers touched the top of Jing An's tombstone. When her fingers touched the cold tombstone, she retracted all of a sudden.

Yao Liang said, "Sister..."

Yue'e was startled, then stretched out her hand again, but this time, she touched the stele and held it tightly with her fingers. At this moment, tears gushed out of her eyes.

Yao Liang was silent, and also raised his hand to wipe the tears in his eyes. Yue'e's fingers moved down tremblingly, touched the inscription on the tombstone, and faintly touched the bottom. It was clearly the three characters "Xie Jing'an", which was unforgettable and difficult Forgetfulness, so vivid...even if he dies.Perhaps, because of his death, it became more and more profound.

Yue'e touched the words on the tombstone from the beginning to the end, Yao Liang was beside her, and shouted: "Sister... sister..."

Yue'e said, "Don't make a sound, Xiaoliang."

Yao Liang hesitated to speak.

Yue'e bent her knees slightly, then knelt down on the ground, stretched out her arms, hugged the tombstone slowly, put her face on it, and said softly: "Why, it doesn't work, do you have to hang it up?" Is it the only one who can get up? I clearly wrote that I want you to be harmless for the rest of my life... How could it be so? Didn’t you say that the bodhi tree is very effective? Could it be that it’s really a lie?”

Tears welled up from the hollow eyes and flowed down the tombstone.Yue'e said: "You know why I always don't want to see you, even hate you, I'm just afraid of that... I'm afraid that one day you will leave me, whether it's a change of heart or death, I'm just afraid These, I don't want you to leave me... Yes, I never told you, I am such a timid person, so I never dare to reveal my thoughts in front of you... I'm just afraid that I really like you I lost you, but you left me... Haha, now that you are gone, should I... be thankful for my foresight? But why, I still feel so uncomfortable in my heart, and I even decided to come and see for myself... to see you .”

Yue'e lowered her head and hugged the tombstone tightly, as if the tombstone was Jing'an, she lowered her eyes and said, "Why, is this so? You are really bad, capricious, tyrannical, unreasonable, stalking, It’s too late for me to escape, I really shouldn’t like you, I really should leave far away, I should be relieved to hear that you’re dead, but even if I don’t say it… In my heart, I like you so much, I like you so much… ...I told my wife, she doesn't love you, hates you, wants you to die...it doesn't matter, I love you, I like you, I don't want you to die...Why do you still want to die?——You know , are you bad? Repeatedly, tormenting me, making me feel uneasy, knowing that you are not dead, how happy I am, how happy... Do you blame me for not coming back to find you? I have no choice, Jingan... ...I have no other choice, I can't come back, I'm afraid...I'm afraid you hate me."

Tears kept flowing, choked up and unable to speak.Even her voice was trembling and she couldn't hear clearly, Yue'e paused, and then said again: "But, I just want to tell you to take care of yourself... The bodhi tree in Baiyi Temple is withered, I beg Mr. Axiu, every month Help me hang the wishing knot, is it not effective? If I knew this, I would ignore it and come back to you. How could I die? Is it a lie? —— Mr. Axiu said it was a lie Yes, I also hope that it is a lie, so I must come and see for myself, you, come out, come out and tell me, this is a lie, it is a lie. Respect..."

She cried bitterly for a while, almost yelled, almost lost her composure, knelt in front of the tombstone, hugged the tombstone tightly with her hands, closed her eyes, and said: "I am not a bold person, I... have been deceiving myself for so long , you will definitely look down on me, but I... I like you in my heart, I really like you... Did you hear that, Xie Jingan... Didn't you ask me what I think in my heart, now I will tell you, Let me tell you..."

Her body was tightly pressed against the tombstone, soft against hard, as if she wanted to use her own warmth to drive away his coldness, Yue'e cried and shouted: "Is it okay if you come back, as long as you come back, what will I do?" It's all right, as long as you come back, I will never leave you again, as long as you come back...I beg you, please..."

Knowing that there is no hope, but still praying humblely, why do the tears in my eyes always fail to flow?

A pair of hands stretched out from the side, gently holding Yue'e's shoulder.

Yue'e cried mistyly, turned her head slightly, choked up and said: "Xiaoliang, I... I'm fine, I only say these words once in my whole life, please let me, let me cry in front of his grave stop."

The person behind him didn't say a word, but with force, he pulled Yue'e away from the tombstone. Yue'e was slightly startled, and said, "Xiaoliang..."

The man exerted so much force that Yue'e suddenly felt that something was wrong, and immediately changed her expression, and asked, "You...you...who are you? Where is Xiaoliang?" As she asked, she clung tightly to Jing An's tombstone. Let it go, rub your fingers tightly against the rough stele, bleeding from the rubbing.

The man was still silent, grabbed her shoulder with one hand, and broke Yue'e's fingers holding the tombstone with the other. His strength was so great that Yue'e cried out in horror: "Go away, go away! Who are you? What are you going to do? ? Xiaoliang? Xiaoliang!"

The man simply hugged her vigorously, and hugged Yue'e tightly into his arms. Yue'e struggled in panic, moved for a while, smelled the breath of the man, and suddenly froze.

Yue'e slowly stopped struggling, her eyes frantically looked around, but she couldn't see anything, she stretched out her hand to touch the man's body, then walked all the way down the chest, tremblingly said: "You...you who is it?"

The man's throat moved, and Yue'e felt it, and she retracted her hand in fright. After a while, she tentatively touched it again and asked, "You...you talk...you are..."

Suddenly, someone lifted her chin, Yue'e couldn't see anything, but felt that someone was pushing her down hard, so she kissed her lips.

Yue'e was shocked, and struggled for a while, but gradually lost her strength, the man forcibly opened her jaw, and entered in a sweeping posture, as if she had been hungry for a long time, as if she was about to swallow her alive.Yue'e felt as if she was going to be torn apart, but this kind of domineering tenderness made people feel familiar in a trance, and she was stunned.

Yue'e forgot to resist, the man kissed her vigorously for a while, looked down, and saw that the face of the person in his arms was dumbfounded, his lips were flushed red from the kiss, as if he was about to bleed, but there were still tears in his eyes, and he was just dazed. He looked up at himself, but he couldn't see it... He frowned, and hugged her tightly in his arms again.

Yue'e trembled, gasping for breath, and said, "You... who are you?"

He lowered his head and kissed Yue'e's brow, tenderly and affectionately. On his handsome face, there was half joy and half heartache.

Yue'e stretched out her hand, and touched his cheek, touched his chin, then touched his lips, his nose, eyes, eyebrows...the temple hair, touched one by one, the more she touched, the tears in her eyes The flow became more and more urgent, the eyes did not blink, and the tears continued to flow.

After an unknown amount of time, Yue'e opened her mouth and said, "Hou... Lord Hou?"

The man shook his body and hugged her tightly without making a sound.

Yue'e's hand left his face, but touched it again, and shouted: "Master Hou? Is it..."

Still no response.

Yue'e eagerly lingered on his body with her hands, calling hastily: "Master Hou, thank you Jing'an?"

Ears are still silent.

Yue'e was so anxious that she stretched out her hand to lightly hit his chest, and cried, "Is it you? Why don't you talk when you talk? Xie Jing'an, Jing'an?" After thinking about it, she suddenly stopped, but stretched out her hand back, trembling Then he touched his collar, ripped his collar apart randomly, and wanted to touch it: there, where he was injured.

Whether it is that person, you should know it by touching it.

Yue'e's hand touched the man's warm skin.

The man suddenly took her hand.

A gust of wind blew over him, and there was a familiar scent in the past, a scent that once made her afraid and attached to him.

Yue'e blinked and shouted: "Jingan..."

In the ear, there was a soft sigh.

Yue'e's body trembled violently, and all the strength in her body seemed to be taken away by this soft sigh, her lips trembled, but she cried out over and over again: "Jing An, Jing An, Jing An..."

The man lowered his head, pressed his face to hers, and whispered into Yue'e's ear, "Silly Yue'er, what should you call me? Did you forget again?"

Yue'e covered her mouth with her hand, forgot to breathe, forgot to speak.Although she couldn't see it with her eyes, at this moment, it seemed that a withered flower suddenly bloomed in front of her eyes and on the tip of her heart, with a force that could recall spring.

(End of this chapter)