my wishful wolf

Chapter 144 Su Qing

The blue sky, the yellow leaves, the autumn colors, the waves are cold and smokey.The mountains reflect the setting sun and the sky catches the water, the grass is merciless, and it is even outside the setting sun.

Desperate soul, chasing travel and thinking, unless every night, good dreams stay asleep.The Mingyue Tower is high and rests alone, and the wine enters the sorrow, turning into tears of lovesickness.

——Fan Zhongyan, "Su Muzhe"

In Ziyun County, Su Qing received a letter from Northwest Prefecture. It was a year and a half since he last saw Jing An.

Time flies, goodbye seems like a lifetime away.When the letter was delivered to Su Qing, Mrs. Su was crying and howling in the backyard of the Su residence. What was the reason?Just because Su Qing once again resigned the matchmaker who came to propose marriage.

At his age, he can't wait.Most of the other people of the same age have married wives and had children long ago, and the more romantic ones even have several concubines, and the children are all in their 80s and [-]s.

Even so, because he is one of the best in Tianshui Town in terms of appearance, character, and family background, and he has never married a wife or concubine, so there are still countless young women who hope to marry him one day. In the past two years, a matchmaker would come to the door from time to time.

After Su Qing read the letter, tears welled up and her fingers trembled.

The medicine boy said hesitantly: "Master, everything is ready, do you want to go to the shop?" In the past two years, whenever his family had a quarrel, he would put his heart on medical skills. He spent more time in the drug shop than at home.

Su Qing thought for a while, then folded the letter again, and said, "Wait a minute."

At this moment Mr. Su came over, trembling with anger, and said: "You rebellious son, you are really going to be mad at me and your mother, tell me, are you really never going to marry in your whole life? Let our Su family have no descendants?"

Su Qing looked at his father's panic-stricken look, and suddenly smiled.

Mr. Su was stunned and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Su Qing lowered her eyes and said lightly: "Father, I would like to marry a wife."

Mr. Su opened his mouth like a crab hole, staring at Su Qing, unable to close it for a while.

The news that Doctor Su Xiao of the Su Mansion was going to marry a wife spread throughout Ziyun in an instant.

Since the news came out, there were dozens of matchmakers going to the Su Manor every day, not a hundred.

The matchmakers came one after another, and the threshold of the Su Manor was stepped down. The old lady Su changed her old sad look, and greeted each matchmaker happily every day, discussing and inquiring with each matchmaker carefully, without any impatience Although it is said that he is busy all day long, and his eyes, mouth and ears can't rest, his spirit is much better than before.Even some minor problems such as headaches and brain fever are gone.

Yaotong asked secretly: "What's the matter, young master, you suddenly agreed?" Su Qing just shook his head and remained silent.

He was originally a gentle and harmless gentleman, he would never feel resentment towards anyone, but because of being robbed of his love by Jing An, under his anger, he wished that he would die on the spot. This was the first time Su Qing felt hatred. People want to die.

At that time, when Yue'e escaped from Ziyun County, he went to Yue'e's old house, but he ran into Jing'an.

Su Qing laughed at Jing'an's poor donkey, yes, he tried his best to get Yue'e away by force, but what happened?It's not like fetching water from a bamboo basket in vain.What does not belong to him will never be his.

When his heart hurts, he also feels happy.

It's just because this little dude who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, and does evil, sometimes doesn't get it and falls into emptiness.

The second time we met, it was still in this old house.The hatred of the past slowly settles in the bottom of my heart. Only in the dead of night, when I think of the face of the former person, every move, every frown and smile, can I feel unconcealable sadness, wake up bit by bit, and turn into entangled love. Dream until dawn.

Su Qing boasted that her heart was ashamed.

That's why he didn't want to marry again, because the world is big, he only knows one Yao Yueniang, or, it's not that "you don't want to marry unless you are a king", it's just because those past events are too "unforgettable".

that is it.

That never-ending relationship exhausted his life's strength.

Therefore, he was unwilling and afraid, and then got entangled with other women in the world.

Goodbye to Jing An, but what he described was very different from before.

That high-spirited, high-spirited, domineering, domineering young master, that person who always seems to be invincible and invincible, unexpectedly became like this.

Just looking at it, Su Qing was startled. What kind of good fortune could make a man so depressed?It seems to have lost its soul, under the blue sky and white sun, it seems to be a wandering soul.

Inadvertently, I saw the wounds on his body, traces of one after another, like Ling Chi, all fell into Su Qing's eyes.

In the blink of an eye, Su Qing suddenly understood Jing An's thoughts. Perhaps it would be a little easier for him to have these horrible scars, it was punishment.

There have been several times when Su Qing was heartbroken, and when Su Qing regretted not doing it at the beginning, she also had such thoughts.It turns out that they also have similarities.

Seeing Jing An's hopeless eyes like a deep well without waves, Su Qing suddenly no longer hated him.

He once thought that if he had the chance, he would kill him quickly, but now that he met, he realized that to him, living was nothing more than a torment worse than death.Perhaps this little marquis would rather die in his heart, just because...she is no longer here.

It turned out that Wuxin was as heartless as him, and there were times when he was like that.

Su Qing was speechless, he seemed to know vaguely, Xie Jing'an, this incomparable person will not live long.

Later things turned around, and Su Qing's heart gradually calmed down. He was like a passerby watching indifferently, watching those life and death, ups and downs.

Until the letter came, as a bystander, Su Qing cried, but she was no longer entangled and uncomfortable in the past. When the tears fell, the whole person was relieved.

Mrs. Su has been very embarrassed recently.

The girls from the Zhang family are unparalleled in beauty, the girls from the Zhou family are virtuous and gentle, the girls from the Fang family have an excellent family background, and the girls from the Li family... In short, a hundred flowers bloom, each has its own advantages, and it makes people dizzy.

Mrs. Su thinks this one is good, that one is good, and she can't let go of any of them... In the past, she thought that as long as Su Qing was willing, it would be good to marry a random girl. Difficult, with a stack of more than a dozen good-looking women's detailed book lists in her hand, Mrs. Su was so embarrassed that she couldn't sleep or eat.

I had to see La Suqing, unexpectedly he didn't have any objection, he just said that everything is fine, but this is a major event in life, you must choose an excellent one, as it is the first time for your son to get married, so it must be grand and grand. For one thing, the daughter-in-law here must naturally be one in a million, and she must not be sloppy.

So Mrs. Su regained her energy and began to screen.Mr. Su didn't listen to his persuasion, and the old man was so happy that he only went to deal with outside affairs. When he met relatives and friends, he smiled extraordinarily.

Su Qing still went to the clinic, got a diagnosis, and went home.It's not like the two elders are overjoyed.

One day, Su Qing went out to make a doctor's appointment, and when he was walking halfway, he saw a man huddled beside him, holding his head and face, motionless.Su Qing didn't care at all, but when the carriage passed by, he heard a slight groan from the man. Su Qing frowned, but heard the sound of this man's illness, and immediately asked someone to stop the carriage.

Su Qing got out of the car, went back to the side of the road, called twice, but the man didn't agree, Su Qing had no choice but to reach out and pull him up, only to find that it was a half-grown girl with her eyes closed tightly, His face was flushed and he was unconscious, which was obviously a sign of illness.

The girl was very light, and there was no maidservant around Su Qing. After thinking about it, treating a disease was like putting out a fire, so she picked the girl up and sent her to the carriage. She examined her pulse carefully, but it was The cold disease caused by exogenous wind and cold procrastination, Su Qing thought about it for a while, and came up with a prescription, but he didn't have any medicine with him, so he had to urge the carriage to hurry.

Halfway through the car, the girl groaned and trembled all over, Su Qing wrapped her in a blanket in the car, and stuffed a heater into her arms, taking care of her carefully, the girl was half unconscious Half awake, she opened her eyes and looked at him for a while, then asked, "Who are you?" Su Qing said, "I'm a doctor." The girl agreed, and said, "I'm going to die, right?" Su Qing said: "Don't worry, I'll save you." The girl looked at him for a while, then burst into tears, and said, "They took my things while I was dying of illness, ran away, and humiliated me... Wait until I find him." Cousin, we must arrest them all and beat them to death severely."

Su Qing frowned slightly, and said: "You should take a good rest first." The girl said: "Won't you leave me halfway?" Su Qing said: "Healers are parents." After a while, Su Qing moved over, reached out and grabbed his sleeve, and said, "Don't leave me behind." Su Qing nodded, but fell asleep when she saw her holding his wrist.

Su Qing took him back to the clinic, prescribed a prescription and ordered him to boil the medicine.He also asked the servant girl to feed the girl medicine. After one night, Su Qing went to visit again, but saw that the girl had regained some energy. She was very happy to see him coming, and shouted: "Doctor, you go Where is it?" Just as she was about to get off the bed, Su Qing hurriedly stopped her, and the girl sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out her hand to grab Su Qing's sleeve, and said, "I told you not to leave me, why did you leave me and run away?" Already?" Su Qing smiled and said, "I'm going to write a prescription, and you are a girl, and men and women can't kiss each other, so it's inconvenient to stay with you all the time." The girl said, "You are my lifesaver. Benefactor, don't worry about it so much anyway. Doctor, your medical skills are really superb. I invited several doctors along the way, but who knew that I drank a lot of medicine, but my illness became more and more serious."

Su Qing pondered, and said: "It's strange to say that the cause of your disease is not a serious illness, it's just because of procrastination, and it seems that the medicine is improper, which makes it dangerous."

The girl thought for a while, and said bitterly: "I know, it must be those people who followed me. When they saw that I was sick, they got crooked, thinking that if I died, they could just leave... ...Those doctors must have colluded with them." Su Qing was startled, and said, "Isn't that the case?" But he also thought in his heart: if one doctor made a mistake in judgment, could the other do the same?This is just a small wind and cold, even this can't be cured, even so, he is a gentle gentleman after all, so he doesn't want to go along with what the girl said.

Seeing that Su Qing didn't recognize her, the girl rolled her eyes and asked, "Doctor, what's your name?" Su Qing said, "My surname is Su, and the single name is Qing." The girl smiled and said, "Okay." , I’ll call you Brother Qing, how about it?” Su Qing was startled, and the girl said, “My name is Xiao Wan, you can call me that.”

Seeing that she was sometimes innocent and sometimes fierce, Su Qing asked, "Where do you live? Why did you faint by the side of the road?" Xiao Wan said, "My family is in the capital. Those evil slaves were killed, but luckily you saved them." Su Qing said, "What kind of relatives are you looking for?"

Xiao Wan hesitated for a moment, then said: "I must have gone astray... Now I don't know how to get there." Su Qing then said: "In that case, when you recover, go back to the capital." Xiao Wan said: "I'm alone, how do I go?" Su Qing said, "I'll ask someone to take you back." Xiao Wan remained silent.

Xiao Wan has been living in the medical center for three days, and has become acquainted with everyone.The people in the hospital also gradually knew that she was a little girl who didn't know much about the world, and liked that she didn't mess around and seemed very well-behaved, so everyone liked her a lot.

Su Qing also came to diagnose her from time to time. On the second day, Xiao Wan said: "Brother Qing, why didn't I see you at night?" Yes." Xiao Wan said: "Where does your family live?" Su Qing said: "Why do you ask this?" Xiao Wan said: "You are my savior, let me inquire about it, so I can repay you in the future." Su Qing Smiling and shaking his head.

Unexpectedly, when Su Qing wanted to go back to the house at night, Xiao Wan suddenly ran out, stopped him, and said, "Brother Qing, it's a bit boring to live here, take me to your house, okay?" Su Qing Of course it is not allowed, Xiao Wan pestered him in every possible way, in the street, many people watched, Su Qing had no choice but to say: "Stop fooling around, I will agree." Xiao Wan hurriedly nodded, smiled at him, and said: " I am the most obedient." Su Qing smiled and shook her head again.

Su Qing took Xiao Wan back to the mansion, Xiao Wan was really obedient, and entered the door, Su Qing originally planned to ask the servant to take Xiao Wan back to the backyard, but unexpectedly met Mrs. Su, came forward happily, and said: "Qing'er, Come and have a look at this young lady from the Fu family, I think she is very good." Suddenly startled, she looked at Xiao Wan next to her, and asked, "This is it?"

Su Qingzheng didn't know how to introduce her. Xiaowan respectfully saluted and smiled, and said, "Are you the old lady? Brother Qing is my savior. My name is Xiaowan. I'm from the capital. My wife is only called I am Wan'er."

The old lady was slightly startled, but seeing that she looked cute, behaved generously, and spoke smartly, she nodded in a daze, looked at Su Qing again, and said: "Ah... go inside..."

Xiao Wan smiled like a flower, and followed the old lady in, Su Qing silently followed behind, listening to her sweet talk, and what she said to her mother was very congenial, and made her laugh frequently, she couldn't help but secretly surprised.

In the evening, Mrs. Su left Xiao Wan to eat and rest in the mansion. In the evening, Xiao Wan went to the guest room to rest. Su Qing came to see her. Xiao Wan said: "Brother Su Qing, did I cause trouble for you?" Su Qing Looking at her bright eyes, he nodded reluctantly.

Xiao Wan said again: "I see Madam is busy choosing a relative for Brother Qing." Su Qing remained silent.Xiao Wan said: "I read some for Madam..." Su Qing looked up at her.

Xiao Wan snorted, and then said: "Those vulgar fans, how can they match Brother Shangqing." Su Qing coughed and said, "Xiao Wan, your illness is almost healed. How about finding someone to take you back to Beijing?"

When Xiao Wan heard this, she was silent for a moment, then said: "Brother Su Qing, do you hate me?" Su Qing was startled, and said, "Where?" Xiao Wan said, "Why do you always avoid me?" : "There is a difference between men and women, so it is better to be polite."

(End of this chapter)