Mo Xiangqi: The next imperial concubine is going to leave the pavilion [The finale]

Chapter 226: The Heart of My Life 7
That night when Mo Nian saw Helian Yufeng, that child was so irritable that he had never been seen before, even I couldn't control him.

He said that he was going to kill Helian Yufeng, and I almost stopped breathing. I saw the killing intent in Helian Yufeng's eyes. It was his biggest concession to leave Crown Prince Beiyan behind. His hatred is enough to make Helian Yufeng kill him to prevent future troubles.

No, not only Mo Nian, but also Xie Cheng, Anu...

The only way to save the situation is to gamble once!
I didn't wait for Helian Yufeng's reaction, I pulled out the dagger I was carrying and stabbed towards my heart, my action was sudden, even though he saved me in time, the dagger still stabbed me.

He stared at me in shock and anger, but I just wept silently, looked around at the people around me, and never asked Helian Yufeng for mercy.

There are no medical women in the army, so he doesn't let the military doctor come in, and press my wound, and he ordered people to send gold sore medicine and gauze.

"It will hurt, bear with it!" He whispered, and he could hear his worry now, who was always calm.

I didn't open my mouth, tears streaming down my face, he got a little angry, he pulled out the hairpin and let me bite it.

To be honest, I really used all my strength to stab myself. I wanted to act in front of He Yufeng to convince him that I had to be the most authentic. It is also possible that it will really kill me.

When I think that Mo Nian, Xie Cheng, and Anu will die, I can't care so much, I only have their relatives, I don't want to try the pain of loss again.It's them that keep me going until now.

Living is more painful than dying, I deeply understand, but, living for my loved ones, no matter how painful it is, I will go on.

"Ying'er can't sleep!" He patted my cheek and shouted anxiously, then quickly cleaned the wound and applied Jinchuang medicine.

I have never been seriously injured, and I was worried about Mo Nian. The wound was in severe pain. At that moment, I was really afraid that I would not be able to hold on and die. The hairpin was bitten off by me, and he rushed to take out the broken part from my mouth. .

"It hurts!" I wept bitterly, Helian Yufeng's worry was not feigned, "Am I dying..."

He continued to pat my cheek and answered with certainty, "No, I won't let you die!" His forehead was lowered against my face, and I felt him trembling, his cheeks were colder than mine.

Mo Nian cried out first, that scene must have frightened him, I heard him wailing loudly, "Auntie, Auntie, don't die!" Little body rushed to my bed and took my hand.

My heart has been broken long ago. I have done a lot of harm to Mo Nian in the future by using such a cruel method to survive.I heard Xie Cheng'anu's crying, but I gradually calmed down and closed my eyes.

Naturally, I wanted to avoid Helian Yufeng's eyes, I had no feelings for him, but I used him.He shouldn't have feelings for me either, because I won't give him any response.

There used to be a person in my heart, but later he became a cancer in my heart. In order to be cured, I gouged it out with my own hands, and even if the blood flowed like a river, I reluctantly discarded it.

My heart is broken, it cannot heal, I have no strength to love again, because the feeling of cutting out the heart is too painful, the pain is so scary!

My plan of hurting others and myself was successful. Helian Yufeng let Mo Nian and the others go. I was pleasantly surprised. Talk about me, I have never seen those people who criticized me before.

Anu continued to serve me. Obviously, after experiencing the last time, she became cautious and began to learn what to say and what not to say when talking in front of me.

Helian Yufeng moved out of the place we lived together, and sent more people to me here, which really gave me respect for Di Ji.Everyone who sees me respectfully calls me a princess.

I accepted the completely different treatment with a smile. You can't have both, and nine out of ten things are not satisfactory.

I tricked Helian Yufeng to spare Mo Nian and the others, and he kept me in an invisible golden cage. Since then, his inner possessiveness has become stronger and stronger, and his attitude towards me is obvious. He gave me an identity, but what he wanted was me.

Although the courtesy is only superficial, I can handle the superficial balance.

However, there were no quiet days.

Mo came here to visit my injury, he didn't hold back his words, and told me quietly, "Auntie, I saw Uncle An is back!"

The Northern Yan Kingdom was broken, and An Zongbai was the number one hero. I stayed in Helian Yufeng Tent that night, and he turned and left silently. At that moment, my heart was completely broken to the point that no dust was left.

Hearing his name again, I covered my heart, those three words still had the power to make me feel painful.

Helian Yufeng hosted a banquet to cleanse An Zongbai from the wind and dust. After the death of Beiyan, he led his troops to fight these days. He was invincible and captured several cities in one go.

Among the princes of the Western Chu Emperor, Helian Yufeng was not favored. He came to this point by himself, which was inseparable from An Zongbai's assistance.

But An Zongbai loves Helian Yufeng like a brother and vows to follow him to the death.

That was the first time I was taken by Helian Yufeng after I was captured, and he ordered people to bring the clothes to pack. Before I left, it was the first time I seriously looked at myself in the bronze mirror.

"The princess is so beautiful!" Anu looked at me in the mirror and couldn't help praising, only Xie Cheng looked at me worriedly.

"Xie Cheng, what's the matter with you?" I turned to him and asked with a smile.

"The servant feels bad." He replied in a low voice, with tears in his eyes.

"What's the pain? This is not Beiyan Palace, and I'm not Beiyan Princess." I smiled lightly at the mirror, my eyes wandering. Although I lost a little weight because of my injury, I'm still satisfied with my appearance.

"You will always be a princess!" Xie Cheng knelt at my feet and cried, "The slave is useless, and the princess has to save her with her life. The slave deserves to die!"

I helped Xie Cheng up, holding his clenched fist with cold hands, "Xie Cheng, can I trust you?"

He froze for a moment, quickly wiped away his tears and nodded heavily, "The slave's life belongs to the princess!"

"Then I will entrust Mo Nian to your care, and you have to take good care of him." I told Xie Cheng, stood up and looked at the setting sun and muttered, "It's windy, it will be very windy tonight, Watch out for candles."

My appearance at the banquet caused some amazement, Helian Yufeng played with the wine glass in his hand, and watched me approach with a smile on his lips.

I have to say that he is a man who knows women very well. The clothes he sent seemed to be tailor-made for me. Of course, I couldn’t let him down. I dressed up in a simple but elegant way. I could see that he was very happy with my cooperation. The space next to him was reserved for me.

From the moment he came in, An Zongbo's gaze was always on me first, I didn't care what kind of expression he had at that time, I was flattering Helian Yufeng that night.

After drinking for three rounds, many generals were in a state of drunkenness. I leaned into Helian Yufeng's arms, and for a moment my misty eyes looked at An Zongbai on the side seat. He still had a dull expression, He kept drinking, but his face became paler and paler.

Finally, he stood up slowly and staggered out like the others.

In the three years of getting along, he is almost a teetotaler. He said that he tried his best to control himself when he was drinking.

I have an indescribable feeling in my heart, An Zongbo, there are times when you can't control yourself, and Xie Hongying ended up where you are today because of me?
Helian Yufeng was very drunk and was helped to rest. I also drank a little too much. Anu helped me back on the road, and the night wind blew me away a lot.

"I want to blow some air, go back and get me a cloak." I told Anu to go back first and stay outside the camp by myself.

Xing Shenyue Lang, I leaned against the tree and closed my eyes, the wild wind blew across my cheeks like a knife cut, but the pain made me stay awake.

At the same time as I heard the sound of footsteps, I subconsciously opened my eyes, and met those eyes that were so close at hand, the dark black color filled with unbearable pain.

The hoarse voice was pleading, "Ying'er, don't do this!"

"It's you." I laughed, and put my arms around his neck, "What else can I do? You've seen it too, I will do whatever my lord tells me, Marshal An, who caused this."

His body shook violently, his eyes showed a look of shame, I saw my heart being torn in pain, the more pain I had, the happier I was smiling.

(End of this chapter)