Mo Xiangqi: The next imperial concubine is going to leave the pavilion [The finale]

Chapter 227: The Heart of My Life 8
"I'm sorry for you!" He kept saying in a low voice, lying next to my ear, and I heard his fists clenched.

"Your sorry is worthless. I loved an unintentional person by mistake for three years and hurt my family, so God will punish me! An Zongbai, I will not be hurt again! You can't pay me back what you owe me , you owe Beiyan, watch carefully, I want to get it back one by one!"

Helian Yufeng didn't mention my meeting with An Zongbai, but soon, An Zongbai was sent by him to station in the South China Sea.

At that time, Helian Yufeng died in Beiyan, and his achievements were obvious to all. The crown prince was mediocre, but the grandson of the emperor was liked by the emperor. During the period, he maintained a close relationship with those princes.

An Zongbai was not by his side, Helian Yufeng had a lot of things to deal with, once he fell asleep from exhaustion, I helped him review some documents without authorization, he was not very happy at first, but after reading the documents I reviewed, he couldn't help changed.

"Ying'er, if you are a man, you will definitely be a strong opponent for this king." He said very seriously.

I smiled, my father, the most famous emperor in the history of Beiyan, he said that if I were a man, I would be better than all his sons.

"I made a mistake, please forgive me, my lord."

"It's nothing. This king knows that there was a female emperor in Beiyan's history. It is indeed a good thing for this king to think that a woman is talented."

Gradually, some documents that he couldn't handle were also reviewed by me, and he would listen to and consider my rare opinion.

Helian Yufeng's love for me became more and more obvious, and even military affairs began to involve me, which soon aroused some people's dissatisfaction, but he didn't care much, but I tried to avoid getting too popular.

I think of Beiyan Harem, that is the battlefield where women never see the smoke of gunpowder, and my queen mother has always been the winner there.

Apart from her father's doting on her, my mother once told me that in the harem, if you want to be favored forever, relying on the emperor's love alone will not last long, and the amazing beauty will also age one day, only to appease the man's scheming You will have the last laugh if you have the means to deal with the pretenders.

I thought at the time that I would never use this in my life, but now I know it well.

Knowing everything is to take advantage of the weakness of people's hearts.

Helian Yufeng actually cared about my previous relationship with An Zongbai, he called me to attend the banquet not for nothing.

Having been together for three years, I understand An Zongbai's personality, that meeting is under my control, and I know that someone will tell Helian Yufeng about it.

I lit the tent with my own hands, waiting for Helian Yufeng to come here, in fact, if I don't light the fire, he will come, but once the fire is lit, he will be sure that I have no more love for An Zongbai.

The only thing that didn't lie to him was that I really had nothing left. When Beiyan died, Xie Hongying also went with the emperor's brother and sister-in-law. Now I live only for Mo Nian and the others.

An Zongbai is Helian Yufeng's most powerful helper. He deceived my feelings and indirectly killed my relatives. I want to cut off Helian Yufeng's hand.

Hurt others with love, hurt yourself three points first.I was wounded to the point where I no longer believed in love!
I asked Helian Yufeng to let the military doctor prescribe me medicine, frequent love, I was only afraid of one thing.

But he refused, "Ying'er, are you so unwilling to give birth to this king's child?"

Perhaps, he thought that after having a child, I would be even more inseparable from him.

I secretly went to the women in the red account to buy medicine. At first they were afraid, but they couldn’t stand the amount of money I gave them and sold them to me. After Helian Yufeng found out, he would punish the people who sold me the medicine by military law. .

What I was worried about and feared still happened. When I didn't even notice that something was wrong with my body, Helian Yufeng called a military doctor to diagnose my pulse. This news completely overwhelmed me, but he was full of joy.

"If it's a boy, my king will make him a prince!" He happily caressed my flat belly.

Helian Yufeng has his reasons for making this promise, he is joining forces with Empress Wu Yueshi at this time, and borrowing Wu Yueshi's soldiers and horses to strengthen his power.

In Xichu, the crown prince rebelled openly, and the emperor of Xichu was greatly stimulated and died. Helian Yufeng sent troops to kill several brothers who were trying to usurp the throne. Children are his blessings.

In fact, he already has a prince, who is the son of Princess Wei Yuan, but he is still as excited as a first-time father, personally choosing people to protect my safety.

It was this incident that made me rediscover my own invulnerability.Without Helian Yufeng's protection, I would be unable to do anything, even protect myself and my children.

My child, before I had time to show much love for him, was beaten away by Queen Wu Yueshi with a bowl of red peanuts.

The struggle between rights is always more cruel than imagined.

So that later, I was in the Western Chu harem for more than ten years, striving to survive and winning every step, and I had almost strict requirements on Qing'er.I chose this path for myself, and I didn't expect it to be so difficult.

Jianzhang Wang Helian Yufeng finally became the emperor of the Western Chu Dynasty. I took Mo Nian, Xie Cheng, and Anu with me to Western Chu.

At the Emerging Ceremony, I saw Wei Yuan, holding the little hand of the crown prince Helian Chen, standing beside Helian Yufeng, her eyes were haughty and sharp, she couldn't see through me lightly.

The harem, I was born and raised in the harem, and I went back and forth again and again.

After losing my child, I didn't get along well with Helian Yufeng during those days. He tried every means to coax me, but I was always indifferent to him.

"Ying'er, what do you want me to do? As long as you can forgive me, even if it's the Queen's seat..."

I interrupted Helian Yufeng, "I don't want anything, I just want a quiet place to live."

Indifference, constant indifference, every time Helian Yufeng approached, I was ruthlessly pushed away.Hurt him with the most direct and ruthless words, watching his disappointed expression again and again, I gradually became more silent.

He was not reconciled, and gave me the most love. He named me the imperial concubine, and the status of the subjugated princess is second only to the current queen.

Even because of me, for a long time after he ascended the throne, the harem seemed to be empty, and the newly elected women in the harem were all envious of Helian Yufeng's special favor for me behind their backs, which also exaggerated my extreme arrogance , I have no one in my eyes, even the Queen Wei Yuan can be ignored by me.

Wei Yuan came from a famous family, she was polite and alienated to me, as for my pet, she didn't seem to care, all her thoughts were on Prince Chen.

The queen mother said to me that heirs are the most effective way to consolidate my status, but I don't want to have any more children for Helian Yufeng, and I try to avoid his favor as much as possible.

He didn't understand that I was actually afraid. The moment I found out that I was pregnant, my hatred for Helian Yufeng seemed to be less intense. At first, I thought that Wu Yueshi's bowl of medicine was poison, but when I saw Helian Yufeng When Lian Yufeng rushed to rescue me, I was not unmoved for a moment.

Everything is a trap set by me, and I have fallen into it deeply. If one day, I find that I can no longer hate Helian Yufeng, I am afraid that I will not be able to forgive myself in this life.

I wantonly despise Helian Yufeng's affection. As an emperor, his patience has reached a certain limit. He can't bear a woman who provokes his imperial power in every possible way.

We seem to have returned to the beginning, he came to my bedroom again, I was playing with Mo Nian, his appearance made the atmosphere extremely cold.

Mo Nian is more than eight years old and has become very sensible. Those previous experiences were too deep for him. The child's hatred for Helian Yufeng was written in his eyes and never disappeared.

"Auntie!" He stood in front of me and stared at Helian Yufeng.

"Xie Cheng, take Mo Nian down." I quickly ordered Xie Cheng to take him away.

Helian Yufeng sneered, and approached me step by step, "Afraid that I will kill your nephew?" Seeing that I didn't speak, he pulled my arm viciously, ignoring my hard struggle and tightened his arms like iron clamps.

"I keep thinking, have you ever loved me? You are good to everyone, but you are ruthless to me!" He sighed deeply, holding my cheek in one hand, "You said before that you have nothing, I said you still have me, and I will treat you so dearly, Ying'er, I didn't lie to you, I will make up for you these days, when you lost your child, it was because I didn't protect you well! You need to be quiet, you need time, I'll give you everything, but you can't make me wait forever!"

(End of this chapter)