There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 71

Today is my 24th birthday.

Brother Ouyang was not there when he woke up, where did that big slob go?I looked at the alarm clock, it was nine o'clock.It's all because brother Ouyang secretly turned off the alarm clock.But I called him just now, and he said that he was doing something very important, and he would come back later, and he would surprise me then.Before hanging up the phone, he said that he still has something to tell you, and I said huh?He said very seriously, I love you!Then I heard Zichen's laughter, as if he was talking about something, and then Zichen's screams.It really sucks!ho ho!I said in a low voice, I love you too, and then quickly hung up the phone.

He must not have heard it!
By the way, what are they doing?Make it so mysterious.

At that time, I almost felt the solemn and solemn expression on his face, of course there must be a little smile, plus a little shyness.God!My face is so hot.oops!Mess!oops!Boring!
So it's better to write a diary.

15 years!Let me express my deep affection for my dear family today!Ha ha!
Let's talk about Xu Fan first!A quiet boy, even a rambunctious person like me can become quiet.Thank you so much for your affection for me, thank you!I will always cherish it.In fact, the days with you are really very happy.I never thought that you are such a boy who loves to laugh.Also, you have a really nice smile!
I am very happy that during the two years you went out together, the relationship between us has gradually become better.

You said that you would wait for Hao to come back on his birthday and give him a surprise.Well, let me keep it a secret for you!You're welcome!
Let's talk about Lu Zichen, I hate you, what I said just now must be very annoying!Otherwise, brother Ouyang wouldn't beat you up.snort!But I am very happy to have a big brother like you, although you always tease me, always bully me, and always fight with me.But I know you love me very much.I always remember that summer 15 years ago, when you rushed out, I cried.Maybe you don't even know it!Ha ha!I don't like flirtatious boys, but I like you very much.Because I know you don't care, you are not what everyone sees, maybe we are the only ones in the world who understand you!Seeing those alluring girls around you tell you that a certain dress is very good, a certain piece of jewelry is very good, etc. intentionally or unintentionally, I will feel very distressed.When you are with them, you sometimes feel very sad!When Yang Yi appeared, I was so happy, I thought that with that person appearing, I could have someone to accompany and take care of you in the future, but... oh, let’s not talk about this, besides, tears will fall.

Every Sunday night, I feel so relieved when you come in a hurry.You haven't forgotten us, and of course, we haven't forgotten you either.Sometimes I think, on the way you came, knowing that we are waiting for you, my heart must be warm.Zichen!When will there be a girl who can really love you and make you no longer lonely?
of course!You have a big problem too!Never take a girl seriously, so when are you going to get married?Really.

That big boy who laughs and laughs all day long, but makes people feel distressed!

Xiao Mu, dear Xiao Mu, I like you so much!Whenever I have something unhappy, you will help me, you will always protect me, but aren't you as thin as me?I always think that after a few days of taekwondo practice, your skills are very good.Xiao Mu, you are always not very talkative, but when you are with me, you are like a crazy girl, which makes me feel so proud!Liang Xiaomu is a good friend of mine alone.hehe!People say that love is selfish, but in fact, true friendship is also selfish.Hehe, Xiao Mu, I know you're not very happy recently, but let's let everything pass, shall we?We are still good sisters, okay?

I like you very much, really.

I've been waiting for you!

Hao, my brother Ouyang.I sometimes wonder what my life would be like without you.Maybe, lived a miserable life, maybe never tried to communicate with people, maybe died.I'm really sorry for hurting you, but fortunately, I also understand my true love.Sometimes when I think about what happened some time ago, I feel so heartbroken.I feel so sorry for everything you have endured alone, for your injuries, for your pain.So, I said to myself that I will never let brother Ouyang do this again, and I will take good care of brother Ouyang in the future.Suddenly, I remembered something Ouyang brother said.Now let me say it too!

Brother Ouyang, let me protect you.

God!Shame to death!Fortunately no one knew.whee!
Every day I open my eyes and see you and the sun are there, this is the love I want.

Don't forget our covenant in the afterlife!
What to write next?oh!correct.

Dear baby, mom and dad love you very much!You have to stay in your mother's belly obediently, and you will be able to come out in a few months. You have a group of uncles and aunts who love you very much!You won't be like your mother when she was a child, you will definitely live happily.Baby have to work hard!He looks as imposing as his father!ho ho!

hehe!Knowing that there is a baby in the womb, it is really a very proud thing!It feels so amazing, and actually so happy.I hope that the baby will have a pair of bright eyes, long eyelashes, a high nose bridge, and thick eyebrows like Brother Ouyang.Just look exactly like brother Ouyang.

Seems unfair!Still have to be half like me, ho ho!As for which part looks like whom, baby, you can choose for yourself!

"I like you very much, really." "I've been waiting for you!"

Tongtong, are you still waiting for me?
Xia Tong's birthday?oh!I didn't expect that day to be our last meeting...

That day, Ouyang and Zichen booked a big bar, saying they wanted to have a grand party for Xia Tong, and many former good friends came.

I don’t remember all the wine-cups and greetings before that evening.I only know that when I went to the lounge, I saw Ouyang holding a small pink box in his hand, looking very nervous.Zichen patted him on the shoulder, as if to encourage him.

When, I can no longer share their joys and sorrows.

I numbly retreated into the crowd and stood quietly aside, my mind was empty.

A white figure appeared in front of me, Xia Tong's gaze, I can't forget it, and I will never forget it in this life, warm and clear, like the clearest stream in the summer forest.

She smiled softly, just like that summer evening more than ten years ago, her voice was sticky, and it has been sealed in my memory ever since.

She said, Liang Xiaomu, I like you!
It's like being blown by a gust of wind, and my mind is cool.I don't know how to answer, or I don't have time to answer.Xia Tong, Tong Tong turned around and left.

That look, that smile, that sentence became the most painful but also the best memory in my life.

Liang Xiaomu, do you like me?
This is the first sentence Xia Tong said to me;

Liang Xiaomu, I like you!

These were the last words Xia Tong said to me.

At that time, when I saw Xia Tong going to cross the middle of the dance floor, I should have realized that it would be the last words she said to me!

At that time, I wanted to call Xia Tong, what did I want to say to her, what did I say?I can't figure it out.

It's like playing a slideshow in my head.Xia Tong held Ouyang's hand expressionlessly and stood by the spiral staircase; she sat quietly in front of the French window; she smiled softly at me; she made faces at me; she licked my ice cream; she pulled I climbed mountains; she looked at me in the full-length mirror and pointed; she rolled around on my bed; she made a mess of my closet; she smiled at me holding a crystal; she took my hand and ran fast , ran for fifteen autumns, winters, springs and summers...

The surroundings were so quiet, the bow on Xia Tong's head trembled with her light footsteps, getting farther and farther away.Butterflies suddenly stopped flying...

Xia Tong raised her head suddenly, all lights and shadows, all colors danced intertwined on her body, and rushed towards her at the speed of light.

After the sound of the behemoth hitting the ground, there was a deathly silence.The rumbling sound that resounded through the sky just now was not enough to shake everyone's headaches, but a black shadow made everyone stiff.

That black lightning made all the colors lose their brilliance.

Ouyang lowered his head and quietly kissed Xia Tong in his arms, so peaceful and quiet.But Xia Tong's eyes lost all their color, and her face was as pale as paper.

Dazzlingly bright red blood continuously poured out from the corner of Xia Tong's mouth, flowing down her slender neck, instantly staining her pure white silk dress red.

But, how did the rushing blood flow to the corner of Ouyang's mouth, to Ouyang's side face, and to Ouyang's thick black hair?

My heart was broken piece by piece, and I held the pieces in my hand, but I saw them.Ouyang Hao, Lu Zichen, Xu Fan, Xia Tong.They're smiling at me, they're talking to me, what are they talking about?Why can't I hear a word?Why is there no sound around, why can't I hear anything?
I'm so scared, why is it so quiet?
I can't even hear my heartbeat.
I couldn't even hear the sound of breathing, the air seemed to condense into stones, and I was breathing bricks and stones.

Why is there no movement, only the bright red river is running on Xia Tong's white skirt.

Suddenly, the river stopped flowing, and Xia Tong Renjiu stared blankly at some unknown place.

But something fell to the ground weakly like fallen leaves in the autumn wind.

The sound of "wow" tore through the surrounding tranquility like a knife, and likewise, my heart.

"Quick! Call! Help! Protect! Car!"

A mournful voice sounded.Zichen rushed over like lightning, picked up Ouyang Hao who fell on the ground...

In the ambulance, Zichen held Ouyang's hand, tears kept pouring out of his eyes.

Ouyang saw me on the side, he tried his best to smile brightly, but didn't speak.

At that moment, I finally felt the deep and sharp pain in my heart, which was unbearable.

Ouyang immediately looked at the sky, and said leisurely, "I really miss...Fan!...I don't even know...what...he looks like now!"

Zichen answered with sobs, "He'll be here soon, just wait for a while, and he'll be back soon." Saying this, Zichen cried even harder.

Ouyang looked at him, with a thick mist in his eyes, "Zi Chen, thank you! Zi Chen, I'm sorry!"

Zichen shook his head, tears welled up, "Don't mention this...don't mention it..."

Bright teardrops rolled out from the corners of Ouyang's eyes. "Thank you...you did it for me...I know...I remember it all..."

Tears flowed down Zichen's face like a tide, he bent down in pain, he couldn't say anything anymore.

Ouyang turned his head slowly, staring peacefully at Xia Tong at the side, peaceful and leisurely, just like the distant mountains in spring.

Xia Tong has been looking at Ouyang Hao calmly from the beginning to the end, as if looking at him, but also looking at a distant place.There was always a soft smile on her face, which seemed hollow and warm at the same time.

The two of them just smiled and stared at each other, with love, reluctance, warmth, expectation, trust, pity, pain, everything about them, and the whole world in their eyes...

Ouyang stretched out his left hand with difficulty, and gently pulled Xia Tong's left hand. His right hand held a platinum ring.He solemnly put it on Xia Tong's slender ring finger.At that moment, Xia Tong's tears fell silently with his hand...

The teardrops in Ouyang's palm refracted brilliant light under the light inside the ambulance...

Zichen knelt on the side of the corridor and wept bitterly, his body half lying on the ground, shaking violently back and forth.He is hunched over like a grieving old man who has lost everything.Zhou Ran stood beside him, looking at the distraught Lu Zichen with tears in his face.

In her later words, Zichen shed all the tears in his life that day.

Xia Tong sat in the room beside Ouyang's bed.

The golden sun shines in,

The leaves of the sycamore trees outside the window are also plated with a golden halo, and the leaves of the sycamore trees rustle in the evening wind.

Ouyang fell asleep peacefully, his pale and well-defined face seemed to be shrouded in a layer of golden light.

He was still so majestic, like a prince, a sleeping prince.

The person I love the most is just like that, gone; but I didn't have time to say a word to him, I love you!
So, when Xia Tong finally came out, I rushed towards her desperately.Ren Xiao and Yang Yi seemed to have anticipated something, and stopped me desperately.

I cried hysterically at Xia Tong: "It's all your fault, it's all you! Why did you come back, why did you come back to kill him, you shouldn't have appeared in our lives in the first place..."

Xia Tong didn't seem to hear, nor did she see my desperate, still empty eyes.

After a long time, I calmed down, gently pushed Yang Yi and Ren Xiao away, and said to Xia Tong,
"Xia Tong, I hate you!"

After speaking, I turned and left.However, I clearly saw some kind of deep pain flashing in her empty eyes.

Xia Tong, I love you!
These were the first words I said to her;

Xia Tong, I hate you!

This turned out to be the last sentence I said to her.

On the day of Ouyang's funeral, I didn't go.

A month later, I went to the cemetery alone.Unexpectedly, she met Shen Man.She is still so beautiful, nothing seems to have changed, but she looks a lot haggard, and she doesn't look as proud as before.

She must be heartbroken too!She also really loves Ouyang.

Shen Man looked at me, there was no usual arrogance in his eyes, but a trace of anger and contempt.

I didn't intend to talk to her, but she left a sentence:

"Liang Xiaomu, you don't deserve to have these friends!"

But I was powerless to refute, so I could only run away from the cemetery quickly.

Overcast

Brother Ouyang, tell me, Tongtong, I've been watching you all the time!

So, are you still looking at me now?Why can't I see you?

Can you see my pain right now?Do you feel bad?

Brother Ouyang, I still can't figure it out, why are you suddenly gone?
Zhou Ran always said that he admired my courage.However, none of them know that it is because of you that I have the courage!That's because you've been looking at me!Because you are always by my side!

It seems like yesterday when I first saw you.You held my hand, your smile was as warm as the sun, you said, Tongtong, I am your brother Ouyang!
Then in the blink of an eye, 15 years of happy time passed.What a beautiful day!

I said to myself, now that Ouyang brother is gone, I can live strong, ten years, isn't it just a blink of an eye?

But why when I opened my eyes, nothing changed?I'm still 24 years old, Zichen is still in prison, Xu Fan hasn't woken up yet, but you, where have you gone?

Why did I blink so hard that tears came out, and it didn't even pass an hour, a day, or a month?

So, how do I spend the remaining years?
Brother Ouyang, now, I can't go on, I don't have the courage to go on...

(End of this chapter)