There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 72

I have never seen Xu Fan again, and there is no news of him.He, disappeared without a trace.In the corridor of the hospital three years ago, his lonely and sad black back was actually the last impression he left on me, that gentle and calm boy.

As for Zichen, his phone has been turned off since then, and his family has moved away, so he can no longer be contacted.I tried to find him in their company, but the front desk lady said that he handed me a letter.

I was walking on the street and opened the envelope, and it turned out to be Ouyang's handwriting. There was only one sentence, but it made my world spin.

"Muzi, start a new life well!"

It turned out that he knew it, Zichen knew it, Xu Fan and Xia Tong knew it too.From the moment Xu Fan answered "yes", they already knew.

They knew that the person was not Xu Fan, but me, Liang Xiaomu.

Why did Xu Fan leave, why did Xia Tong leave with him, why did Ouyang and Zichen not stop Xia Tong from leaving, why did they let Xia Tong follow Xu Fan at ease, why Ouyang never took the initiative to talk to Xu Fan in the past two years I'm talking, why Zichen doesn't want to see me, why we have become like this now, everything is because of me.

Shen Man had expected that they would not believe it was Xu Fan, and she had expected that they would guess it was me.Only in this way, Ouyang will never be able to fall in love with Liang Xiaomu; and Xia Tong will leave with Xu Fan.

Because Shen Man knows very well,
With Xu Fan's intelligence, before Shen Man mentioned that person, he already knew who that person was.But that person's position in Xia Tong's heart is so important, in order not to cause more harm to Xia Tong, Xu Fan would rather admit that he wanted to hurt the person he loved the most.

But Ouyang and Zichen, based on their understanding of Xu Fan, they would not believe that the taciturn but kind boy, the big boy who loved Xia Tong and his brothers more than anything, would do such a thing; they knew that he would do such a thing. To protect one person, or to protect another.

It was precisely because Xia Tong believed in Xu Fan's character that she realized that that person was actually me. She knew that I could no longer tolerate her staying by Ouyang's side, and she also knew that Xu Fan had made all the sacrifices for her.She couldn't let Xu Fan carry this crime and leave alone, so she chose to be with Xu Fan.

yes!It's always been me.

I accidentally told Shen Man that Tongtong has a heart attack.

After that, I was very guilty.However, Xia Tong moved back home.However, Ouyang still looks at her that way.However, Xu Fan seemed to let go.However, they seem to be together.

No!
Therefore, I unintentionally told Shen Man that Xia Tong couldn't bear others to say that she was a wild child, and that Ouyang Xu Fanzichen was kind to her because she felt sorry for her.

That day in the hospital, I said to Xia Tong, I like you more!
I lied.

I say that because I have seen that before long, there will be nothing but endless pain in her world.

I didn't think of Shen Man's trick of pretending to be insulted.I didn't expect that Xia Tong would almost die, I just wanted her to separate from Ouyang.

However, she left for two years and came back again.However, Ouyang just can't forget her.However, she was pregnant with Ouyang's child.

How could she give birth to a child for Ouyang?

No!
I was walking on the street in a daze, and saw Miao Jia.She was with a group of thugs, smoking a cigarette.

I thought of Miao Jia's bloody package.I was like a person who found water in the desert, I was ecstatic like crazy, I grabbed her and laughed.I always wish I hadn't said that, but...

"Do you know who Zichen has always liked?"

I even took advantage of Zichen!I even hurt Xu Fan!I even deceived Ouyang!

They know that the person Shen Man mentioned is me!

And none of them had the heart to tear off my hypocritical mask, and none of them came to expose me.

And Xia Tong actually said to me, Liang Xiaomu, I like you!

And I actually said to her, Xia Tong, I hate you!
On the side of the busy street, I clutched the letter paper tightly, squatted on the ground, and cried bitterly...

The next day, I prepared carefully and went to Ouyang's house to see Xia Tong.However, when I got there, I saw a wooden sign on the lawn saying "This house is for sale".

In the living room, the intermediary lady led a fat middle-aged man and a young and beautiful lady to visit.

I walked into the empty side hall and looked at the bare surroundings blankly. Here, how many Sunday nights, we played cards here, chatted here, drank tea here, and laughed here...

On the way back, I sat alone in the bus.The remaining setting sun can no longer bring me even a little warmth, and the thick branches and leaves of the sycamore are constantly sweeping past the car window.There is a slight chill in the autumn wind.

Those people, those smiles, once brightened my past; but who should I rely on to illuminate my future?

So, I was alone, sitting on the bus, traveling through the streets and alleys of the city, through the changing scenery of the four seasons...

I slowly closed the carton and put it back on top of the bookcase.

Now three years have passed, and there is still no news of Xia Tong. She seems to have evaporated from the world, and there is no trace of her anymore.

But Tongtong, no matter where you are now, and whether you still blame me or not, I just hope you can live well and be with your baby.

I looked at the calendar on the wall and realized it was Sunday again.I came to the big table in the side hall, picked up a deck of cards on the table, sat down quietly, shuffled and dealt the cards. "Xiao Mu, Fan, Hao, Tong Tong, Zi Chen, Xiao Mu, Fan Hao, Tong Tong, Zi Chen, Xiao Mu..."

I picked up the card and said bluntly: "I played the card first!"
In the empty hall, only my voice echoed, getting smaller and smaller, and disappeared.

The wind outside the window suddenly blew over, the cards in his hand and on the ground flew wildly in an instant, tears flowed freely on his face, his stomach was overwhelmed, and finally, the emotions that had been suppressed for so long poured out overwhelmingly.I lay prone on the table, trembling constantly, and I heard my shrill voice echoing in the empty room. ...

In my sleep, I heard someone shouting happily outside: It's snowing!It's snowing!

It was already early morning when I woke up, and the tears on my face were stinging. Looking at the whiteness outside, I didn't care to wash my face, so I put on a coat and walked out.

In just one night, thick white snow has covered the entire city, which is covered in silver and is extraordinarily enchanting.

I remember that every winter, we would have snowball fights in the snow.

The snow this year is surprisingly heavy. I have never encountered such a heavy snow since I was a child, but this year, no one will laugh and play with me in the snow anymore.

The passers-by around said, what a big snow, it's really great, you can have a good time in the snow.

This winter will be lively.But for me, it will be endless loneliness.Moreover, from now on, my winter will be lonely.

The cold wind blew, I wrapped my coat tightly, and wanted to go home quickly, avoiding the bursts of laughter here.However, when I looked up inadvertently, I saw the familiar white figure.

I chased after her like crazy, I can't let her go, I can't let this opportunity to start a new life slip away like this.

However, my call merged into the laughter around me, and it was already too late.

I can only watch her and her fluttering windbreaker and scarf being pulled into a beautiful flower in the cold north wind, and then disappearing at the corner of the street.

I was disappointed again, and the unprecedented cold hit me.

Really, don't give me another chance?

All the lights and shadows around me hit me quickly, the sky was dark, I staggered to the corner of the street, and I couldn't find my way.

However, I saw a big subway station appeared on the corner of the street, and I walked in slowly.People walking towards us had bright smiles on their faces.I suddenly saw her standing by the platform, and I called out "Tongtong!" She turned her head and searched for the direction of the voice in doubt.The crowd rushed towards me, I struggled, and when I saw her again, she had already entered the train.I rushed over like crazy, but the door was closed.I wasn't even sure if she was really her, but the moment the car drove, I saw the warmest smile on her face.

Tears rolled down his cheeks again.Suddenly, there was a long-lost warmth on his face.

I looked up and the sun came out.In my tearful eyes, I saw the golden sun and the golden future.

The world suddenly quieted down, and I suddenly heard a familiar laughter, so clear, so bright,

Her delicate and soft laughter blooms like a flower in the early morning sunshine.

The warmth finally slowly spread to the bottom of my long-frozen heart.

Everything will be fine, she said.

(End of this chapter)