There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 73

I admit that the first time I saw Lu Zichen, I was fascinated by him, by his cynical eyes and haughty smile.And what I couldn't believe at the same time was that he also had a crush on me. I didn't expect such a boy like a prince to be nice to me like an ordinary boyfriend, very good.

I always thought we were perfect and sweet, until I met Xia Tong, the girl that even I would love.

When I saw Xia Tong for the first time, I panicked.Because I am so similar to her in terms of height, body shape, hobbies, and personality.I'm confused, whether Zichen likes me, or the faint shadow of Xia Tong in me.

I should have separated from Zichen from the beginning, but I love him too much.So I have been looking for the answer, and I am always very lucky to comfort myself, what if this is just my cranky imagination?However, my growing familiarity with them only made me more certain of my thoughts.

I gradually discovered that Zichen loved Xia Tong deeply, and so did Xu Fan and Ouyang Hao.But Zichen never expressed his thoughts because of the equally important Ouyang Hao in his heart.But, I think, both Zichen and Ouyang have tacit understanding of this, and this has gradually become a tacit understanding between them and a secret that is never mentioned.

That's why there are thank you, sorry and I know and remember in the ambulance.

Thanks!It is thanks to Zichen for treating Ouyang Hao as a brother, and thanks to Zichen for helping Ouyang for brotherhood;

sorry!It's because I'm sorry for Zichen that he sacrificed his chance to pursue Xia Tong;
I know it all!Knowing Zichen's devotion, Zichen's care for Ouyang Hao, and his love for Xia Tong;
remember!It was Ouyang Hao who always kept Zichen's kindness in his heart.

I should resent Xia Tong, but when I saw her for the first time, I fell in love with this little sister deeply.She is so pure, like a piece of pure land in my heart.Being with her is like being with yourself, naturally without any scruples.How could I possibly hate myself?Or, even if I hate myself, I can't hate Xia Tong.

So, I left Zichen on the grounds of homosexuality.Because I think, I never want to fall in love again.Men always love a shadow.

After so long, I saw Zichen and the others again.

Zichen is more temperamental and charming than before. Looking at the frequently changing girlfriends around him, I have nothing to say.Those girlfriends are more or less similar to Xia Tong in some places.For example, Miao Jia's slender fingers, and Yang Yi's habit of pursing her lips when she is nervous, are all strikingly similar to Xia Tong.

Occasionally, when I collided with his eyes, I realized that everyone showed loneliness and sentimentality!
He's a playboy and I'm gay.

What a big joke!

Did I get him to where he is now, or did he get me to what I am now?
On the way back from eating shrimp with Liang Xiaomu that day, I met Miao Jia.She wanted to take revenge on me angrily, I told her lightly, the person he loves is the one I love, do you think I will tell you?

It's really funny, gay, I didn't expect that an angry word many years ago would save me and Liang Xiaomu.

Unexpectedly, Miao Jia found Yang Yi again and threatened her with a postal package.I went to Miao Jia and said, "You are doing this in vain. That person, no woman can take her place in his heart. Now, Zichen just found the most suitable person. You are not suitable for him; and I , suited him, but gave up."

And what I didn't expect was that after so many years, Miao Jia still found out who that person was.Or, she was taken advantage of by others just because of this unwillingness.She used the most extreme way to vent her jealousy.

However, Miao Jia's pre-planned goal was not achieved. Ouyang used his life to protect the girl, but the result of the incident hurt the girl more than expected.

She ruined that girl's world.

However, Xiao Mu became an accomplice.

However, Liang Xiaomu didn't know that Lu Zichen had always liked, no, the person he had always loved was really Xia Tong, his little Tongtong.

By the way, when Xu Fan came back, he was driving too fast and became a vegetable...

When Ren Xiao said that someone tampered with the neon light stand, I knew that if Zichen didn't kill that person himself, he would definitely not give up.

So at Ouyang's funeral, when I saw several policemen walking towards us through the crowd, my heart suddenly curled up.

I hurriedly searched for Zichen's figure, he was calmly staring at Ouyang who was sleeping among the flowers and Xia Tong who was quietly sitting next to him.He walked to Xia Tong's side, turned Xia Tong to stare at Ouyang's face, what was he saying to her.

I rushed over with all my might, and I felt my blood continuously rushing upwards. I pulled Zichen up and shouted: "Run, run!"

Zichen looked at me unusually calmly, and my tears welled up, Zichen, you idiot, go away!

what happened?I actually cried for him again.

Zichen stretched out his hand to wipe the tears off my face, his fingers were cold.

He looked at me, what was in his eyes, there were too many things, familiar and strange, I no longer understood, I only vaguely remembered that this was the look I had been looking forward to for a long time.

Before I had time to look into his eyes carefully, the police came over.

Xia Tong, who had always been numb, stood up abruptly, looked at Zichen, and looked at him in astonishment.She gestured anxiously with her hands, Zichen looked at her with a smile and nodded.

Tears flashed in Xia Tong's eyes, she kept shaking her head, and gestured a series of sign language, Zichen smiled sadly, "If it was Xu Fan, or Ouyang, they would all do this..."

Before Zichen could finish speaking, Xia Tong rushed into his arms and beat him continuously, but he hugged her tightly in his arms.

A policeman stepped forward and said, "It's time!" As he spoke, he forcibly broke Zichen's hand off Xia Tong's body, and put it behind his back.Zichen was pulled back a few steps, but he couldn't bear to turn around, he just said over and over again: "Tongtong, take good care of yourself, take good care of yourself..."

At this time, the police were about to take Zichen away, but Xia Tong rushed forward and hugged Zichen's arm tightly, refusing to let go.

It was only then that I realized that Zichen was the only one left in her happy life.And now, he too will be taken away by others.

She, like an abandoned child, refuses to let go of the last of her possessions.

At that moment, Zichen's lips began to tremble, and the mist in his eyes became thicker and thicker.He choked up and said, "Tongtong, Brother Zichen is sorry for you. From now on, I can no longer be with you or take care of you... What should you do?"

The policeman said: Ma'am, please don't interfere with our official duties.

Xia Tong still held Zichen's arm firmly, shaking his head, but refused to let go.

As a result, more policemen came around to pull Xia Tong away.Xia Tong grabbed Zichen's hand even harder.At that moment, a sparkling liquid welled up in Zichen's eyes, and he said, "Tongtong, brother Zichen, you have to go!"

A silver teardrop fell on Xia Tong's hand.

As if being scalded, Xia Tong let go of his hand suddenly, and the expression of grief just now disappeared completely, leaving only a blank and dazed look.Two policemen quickly grabbed her arms and dragged her back a meter or two.

Xia Tong just stood there silently and alone, watching Zichen step back step by step, be taken into the car, and go away.

Later, I saw Xia Tong kneeling on the floor of the living room, with his head bowed, his hands clutching his chest, crying heartbreakingly, but silently.Because of her, not only had she completely lost her hearing, but she could no longer make any sound.

I couldn't stand that scene, the silent but deepest and most decisive grief, at that moment, the emotions that had been buried in her heart for so many days finally poured out overwhelmingly.

My vision blurred and I ran away.It's just that the cold and thin white figure kept flashing in the tears.

And later, I never saw Xia Tong again.

Later, I was tired.She told Le Tao the truth, but she accepted it calmly.She said that she had been in love with a boy before, but she really didn't like him and hurt him too much!She said that the person she was most sorry for in her life was him.

I went to visit Zichen, and his face didn't seem to have changed. It was like seeing him again in college, like seeing him for the first time in my life.I thought he was going to get a stubble, but he didn't, he kept it clean.

He has never been a person to worry about, and he has never been a person who does not want to be worried.

However, when I saw his lonely eyes and tired face clearly, I suddenly realized that he had changed.

I said: I should have persuaded you a long time ago, but I know I cannot persuade you.

Zichen smiled faintly: Yes!If you don't take revenge with your own hands, you will regret it for the rest of your life.

I wanted to make the atmosphere a little easier, so I tried to smile: I knew you kid would never repent until now.

Zichen said: How can you regret it?It's the most glorious thing I've ever done in my life.

I said: I went to see Xu Fan yesterday, he is still the same.

Zichen's face no longer had the smile just now, but he clearly missed him: How could he not believe in his brother for so many years?Even if he admits it himself, I don't believe it.

In the end, there was a gratified smile on his face: "Fortunately, Fan, he didn't come in, it's too lonely."

I was stunned, and then slowly asked after a while: Then, are you lonely now?
Zichen shook his head, and there was some pride and pride in his tone: Now all the results of the three of us are borne by the three of us together.It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future.Three people bear it together, how can they be lonely?Whenever I think of this, I am very happy.Fan, knows; that boy Hao... also knows.

When mentioning Ouyang, Zichen's tone slowed down significantly.He murmured to himself dreamily: That boy Hao, didn't he say that he would drag me to death?Why are you leaving alone now?

My heart suddenly became sour, and I hurriedly said: Zichen, your father has hired many lawyers to help, and if you behave well, you may be able to come out in a short time.

Zichen didn't seem to hear it.

I hurriedly said: If you have anything you are not used to or need, you can tell me.

Zichen smiled wryly: I miss Ouyang Hao.

I tried my best to control the tears that were about to overflow, I couldn't help him, it was a pain he couldn't bear!
Seeing that the atmosphere became weird again, I hurriedly changed the subject: You know what?Actually I'm not gay.At that time, I deliberately pissed you off, so I deliberately accepted the idea of ​​homosexuality, and at the same time I could avoid interacting with men.After playing for so many years, I'm still used to it.Hehe, it's all your fault!I actually...

Zichen said silently: I'm sorry!

sorry...

Suddenly, I was speechless, and suddenly, I had the urge to cry again.

At that time, I said it to him in a joking tone, but he couldn't answer me in a joking tone.

His cheerfulness and optimism, his cynicism, his arrogance, his complacent laughing... have they really been worn away?when?Because of Ouyang's death?Because of Xu Fan's deep sleep?Because of Xia Tong's disappearance?Because of Liang Xiaomu's betrayal?

Or, was it gone many years ago?It's just that now, you don't need to pretend anymore?

I don't understand, and I don't understand.

That day, after going out.I squatted in the corner and cried hard.Scenes from the past flashed through my mind.

When climbing the mountain, Xia Tong jumped down from the mound with open arms, and Ouyang caught her.Ouyang roared: idiot, what are you doing?Do you know it's dangerous?Xia Tong chuckled: I knew Brother Ouyang would definitely catch me.

Xia Tong returned to Ouyang after chatting with a few new classmates.Ouyang said: I am very nervous!Xia Tong asked: How do you know?Ouyang smiled: I've been watching you all the time!

Several girls put the letter on Ouyang's desk.Zichen said unconvinced: When did you become more popular than me?Ouyang said: Sorry, it has always been like this.

That day, when passing a flower shop, she saw Yang Yi.At that time, she was standing outside the store, talking intimately with the driver who brought flowers in a van.

After watching him go away, Yang Yi turned around and saw me.At her invitation, I went into the store to have a look.

The store is small, but well organized.There are many varieties of flowers and they are all fresh.

Perhaps because of Zichen's influence, I have never had any special interest in flowers, and I don't have much appreciation for them.So, I chatted with Yang Yi for a while.

I said, that person just now belonged to you...

I was a little embarrassed, but Yang Yi acted nonchalantly, um, we have been married for almost a year.

After chatting casually for a while, I said, Zichen...in...

I couldn't even say the last two words. When I thought of that cold and ruthless place, my heart felt sore.Yang Yi said softly: I know.

I just remembered that she also went to Ouyang's funeral.

I said: Uncle Lu's actions are inappropriate, but that doesn't mean that Zichen is like that. ... I paused, feeling ironic in my heart, and said: However, now it seems that it is indeed good for you.

Yang Yi's face turned red suddenly, and she said quickly: "It's not because of his father, but because of him...it's him, he doesn't look down on me at all!"
I was stunned: Zichen is not that kind of person.

Yang Yi shook her head, he is.

It turned out that once, Yang Yi decided to take her boyfriend to meet her parents who were flower farmers.Yang Yi's parents were very excited, and they decorated the house with flowers, making the originally humble house look less shabby.

Having been with Zichen for so long, Yang Yi knew that Zichen was not the kind of person who would dislike her poor family.

However, after Zichen arrived at her house, he stayed for less than a minute before leaving frowning.

A roomful of embarrassment remained.

Yang Yi said mockingly: I didn't expect that I would bring a dandy brother home to humiliate my parents.

I smiled lightly.

Yang Yi looked at me incredulously.

I said a word lightly and left the flower shop.Can't take care of Yang Yi's astonished eyes.

"Zichen, you are allergic to pollen!"

Yang Yi!After all, she herself looks down on herself!

Walking on the street, my heart suddenly became quiet, and it was the first time in so long that I was so quiet and peaceful.

It turns out that everything is predestined!
(End of this chapter)