There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 75

The first time I met a boy like Ouyang Hao, he didn't look at me like other boys.This surprised me, and I was not used to it, especially for such a remarkable person.

He is waiting for someone.The girl who flew towards him like a bird.

Is she his girlfriend?
Is her name Xia Tong?Maybe others think of her, but for me, she can only be regarded as one of those ordinary girls who has a slightly outstanding appearance and temperament.Because, I am the best.

She is not his girlfriend.

But I couldn't be happier. After coming here, I was no longer the focus of everyone.It was them, those high-profile boys and the girls around them.

One Ouyang Hao is enough, but there is another Xu Fan who doesn't even look at me.It was cold all day long, but he would smile at her, even when he mentioned her, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

I have become a person who pays attention to others.

I actually had the feeling of falling in love with someone for the first time while paying attention to others.However,
That day, I plucked up the courage to knock on the door of the student union office, but a girl's laughter came from inside.My hand stopped in mid-air, and when I was hesitating whether to leave, the girl spoke:
Brother Ouyang, a very beautiful girl named Shen Man came to our dormitory. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.

My heart was beating wildly, how would he evaluate me?

A clear male voice came over, six words, which made my heart stop beating suddenly,
I can't see them.

I actually belong to "them"...

On the night of Christmas Eve, in the bathroom of Liang Xiaomu's house, I heard the conversation between Xia Tong and Liang Xiaomu.

I know the secret of Ouyang and Xia Tong: he loves her.

At the same time, I know Liang Xiaomu's secret: she loves him.

Liang Xiaomu has changed since that Christmas Eve, I feel it.There was a hint of jealousy in the eyes she looked at Xia Tong, but she didn't notice it herself, let alone Xia Tong who was as innocent as water.

Liang Xiaomu talked to me a lot.

She wants to use me; and I, too, use her.

In this game, she can't beat me.

She thought that by telling me a few secrets and letting me hurt Xia Tong, Xia Tong and I could be eliminated from Ouyang Hao's life at the same time.

However, she didn't think of too much:

She didn't expect that before she wanted to cooperate with me, I had already borrowed Su Yun once;
She didn't expect that I would press the rescue device when I left the hospital;
She didn't expect Xia Tong to refuse to say that the person was me after he was discharged from the hospital;
She never thought that after such a long time, I would take the initiative to admit it and let Xu Fan become her scapegoat.

I pressed the emergency device because after the sedative incident on Yang Yi's birthday, I knew very well that if Xia Tong died, Ouyang Hao would die;

And Xia Tong didn't want to expose me because I was already Ouyang's girlfriend at that time, and I made her believe that Ouyang only regarded her as his younger sister, and that Ouyang really loved me;

And I took the initiative to admit and say Xu Fan's name because I am sure Xu Fan will admit it to protect Xia Tong. I am sure they will not believe Xu Fan's confession. I am sure they will know who that person really is. I am sure Xia Tong will leave with Xu Fan, I am sure that even if Xia Tong does not come back, Liang Xiaomu will have no way to enter Ouyang's life.

Ouyang Hao, I love him so deeply.

However, he couldn't see me; because he only had Xia Tong in his eyes.

However, what Shen Man wanted was never impossible to get.

So, I tried my best to destroy the trust between him and her, and I pulled him to my side by all means.He took good care of me as he promised, but why is he getting more and more tired, but why does his eyes flash when he sees Xia Tong, but why can't he just look at Xia Tong when he is white? One-third of the tenderness to see me?

So, at the bookstore that day, I knew that Xia Tongte hated me judging the relationship between Ouyang and her with siblings in front of her, but I still said the word "brother".So, Xia Tong lost control; so, Ouyang beat her; so, Xia Tong believed even more in what I told her in the hospital.

"...You are just a deaf person that no one wants. The Ouyang family adopted you because of pity on you. You are only his younger sister at most. How can a younger sister fall in love with her elder brother? How embarrassing it is to spread the word! Ouyang is so benevolent to you, You just repay their family like this? Besides, Ouyang loves me, you know? He kept it from you because of your illness, but you are so ignorant. Everyone pities you, you enjoy it very much The benefits of this kind of pity..."

So, at the dinner that day, I slapped Xia Tong hard.But after it was over, I regretted it.I became so impulsive.

From Ouyang's indifferent eyes, I know that I violated his bottom line, I can't keep him anymore.

However, God gave me a chance.

That night, Ouyang's eyes were full of pity and pain, as well as love as deep as the sea.He gently stroked my left cheek, does it still hurt?

My heart hurts so hard I can't breathe!
That look that I have been waiting for for a long time, that look that I have paid all my hard work for, is not for me after all.

In the half-dark morning light, the man's frailty and ordinaryness are fully revealed on his slightly tired face.In his sleep, the person next to his pillow must be Xia Tong!That's why dreams are so sweet.

And I was so cruel, depriving him of the happiness of having beautiful dreams every day!

But, Ouyang Hao, you are the happiness that I have dreams every day!
Su Yun, that cheerful girl who treats me sincerely.She is so real and so friendly.But I hurt her again and again.

In order to get closer to Ouyang Hao, I stole her position as the captain of the dance team, she didn't mind; I used her ignorance to secretly teach her to give Xia Tong the tranquilizer, but she didn't realize my plot; Shameless," snatched Jiang Han away, this time, she minded, she noticed.

She was desperate, she flew out of the window...

So, my best friend is gone.

And Xu Fan, what should I say?
Although I expected him to say yes, I was flabbergasted when he actually answered so calmly.I actually feel unbearable.

He, out of love for Xia Tong, out of protection for Liang Xiaomu, out of maintenance of friendship and love?

He was, really, kind!

And I use his kindness to hurt him!

Xia Tong, maybe it should be my friend!
It's just that when she treats me as a friend, I dismiss it; when I treat her as a friend, she can't feel it anymore...

I remembered what Su Yun told me: Please, don't hurt Tongtong anymore!
At that time, I had no reaction to this sentence, but now I deeply regret it.

I didn't expect that Xia Tong came to visit me alone when I was in the hospital.

At that time, she was holding several packs of medicine in her hand.She said: These traditional Chinese medicines, you let the nurse help you to endure them!This is your first...accident...don't take good care of it...I'm afraid it will make you...habitual...

I was startled, I thought she was here to question why I framed Xu Fan, but she was actually worried that I would suffer from the root cause of habitual miscarriage.

Seeing my surprised expression, she thought I didn't believe her, so she hurriedly said: Don't worry!I won't hurt you. Besides, I'm leaving this afternoon, and I probably won't see each other again in the future.

I will not harm you!But, how many times have I hurt you, do you know?

I won't hurt you?I don't want to believe you, I'd rather you come to harm me, but I believe you so naturally and unbearably.

I was dumb for a while, and squeezed out a sentence: You, don't you hate me?

She froze for a moment, then smiled gently: You are Su Yun's friend; I can forgive you, just like I can forgive Liang Xiaomu.Moreover, you, like me... really love brother Ouyang.

My heart suddenly seemed to be stabbed by something.

Am I a friend?Like Su Yun?Can you be forgiven?Like forgiving Liang Xiaomu?
She knows that I really love Ouyang Hao.Everyone knows that I am unscrupulous, but no one can see my love.She knows, she understands, she sees.

She smiled so beautifully: For those who love brother Ouyang, I will not hate her, let alone hate her... because, so do I!

Everything I pursued with painstaking efforts by all means, was torn to pieces by her simple sentence.

For so long, what have I gained? I killed Su Yun, made Jiang Han insane, I destroyed the trust between Ouyang and Xia Tong, made Ouyang emaciated, I even hurt the silent Xu Fan , I even took advantage of my own children.

I can't be happy.

But Xia Tong's words made me feel relieved. For the first time, I felt relaxed and guilty.For the first time, I wanted to change, to start a new life.

So, the next day, I left.

When I rushed back to this city, it was too late.

The person I love the most, the boy who is as bright as the morning sun, is gone;
And the person I was most ashamed of, that girl who was as gentle as Xi Hui, gradually fell away.

When I saw Xia Tong, she was sitting at the stone table under the big banyan tree, seriously opening, reading and loading letters.There is a thick stack of letters on the table, all in Ouyang's handwriting.From the young and immature in junior high school, to the gradual maturity in high school, to the steady and heavy in college...

(End of this chapter)