Xiao Shijiro

Chapter 45: This feeling can be treated as a memory (2)
Feng Siniang sighed, and said: "I thought I moved fast enough, who would have thought that as soon as I rushed into the curtain, he was gone."

Xiao Shishilang said coldly: "It turns out that he is not your friend, and he doesn't want to see you at all."

Feng Siniang smiled, and seemed very proud, said: "Because he is my friend, that's why he doesn't want to see me."

Xiao Shishilang said, "What's this talking about?"

Feng Siniang said: "Because there are only two kinds of people in this world who can see his true face."

Xiao Shishilang said, "Which two kinds?"

Feng Siniang said: "One is the person he wants to kill... the person he wants to kill will definitely not live long."

Xiao Shishilang was silent for a while, and said, "Is there another kind?"

Feng Siniang said: "There is another kind of woman - the woman he likes. As long as the woman he likes, none of them can escape his grasp, and sooner or later he will always get his hands."

Xiao Shishilang's complexion changed, he poured a glass of wine down his throat, and said with a sneer, "So, he didn't like you."

Feng Siniang's face also changed, she seemed to be on the verge of getting angry, but she immediately smiled and said: "Even if he doesn't like me, anyway, no matter what you say today, I won't be angry."

She didn't let Xiao Shishilang speak, and then said: "There are many legends about him in the Jianghu. Some people say that he is blind, numb and ugly, so he dare not see people, and some people say that he looks like the King of Chu. It's very similar, a big man with a big waist and a beard."

Xiao Shishilang said: "No one has ever said that he is good-looking?"

Feng Siniang said with a smile: "If he is really good-looking, why wouldn't he dare to meet people?"

Xiao Shishilang said leisurely: "Maybe it's because he was born very short, for fear that others would look down on him."

Feng Siniang's eyes widened, she stared at Xiao Shishilang and said, "Have you seen him?"

Xiao Shishilang didn't answer this question, but asked instead: "Do you want to go outside the pass again?"

Feng Siniang said: "Yes."

Xiao Shishilang said: "Did you see him outside the pass this time?"

Feng Siniang said: "No, I heard that he has entered the customs."

Xiao Shishilang pondered, and said: "Is his martial arts really unfathomable?"

Feng Siniang sighed, and said: "Don't talk about anything else, just talk about the lightness kung fu, no one can match it."

Xiao Shishilang suddenly smiled and said, "Could it be that I am not even his opponent?"

Feng Siniang stared at him, and said slowly: "It's hard to say!"

Xiao Shishilang said: "What's hard to say?"

Feng Siniang said: "Your martial arts may not be as good as his, but I always feel that you have strength that others will never learn, and never match."

She smiled, and continued: "Maybe it's just because you will work hard, but if a person really dares to work hard, others will be in awe of you."

Xiao Shishilang stared into the distance, and murmured: "You are wrong, I have never really worked hard before."

Feng Siniang said sweetly: "I didn't ask you to really work hard, I just said you have this energy."

Xiao Shishilang said with a smile: "You are wrong again, if the time really comes, I will really work hard."

Although he was smiling, there was not even a hint of a smile in his eyes.

Feng Siniang's complexion suddenly changed again, she stared at Xiao Shishilang's face, and asked: "Why do you suddenly ask me these things?"

Xiao Shishilang said lightly: "Nothing."

Although he looked calm on the surface, there was a murderous look in his brows.

This did not escape Feng Siniang's eyes.

She immediately asked again: "Do you want to find him desperately?"

Feng Siniang seemed unwilling to leave his face, and said word by word: "That's because you want to die!"

She quickly went on: "Perhaps you think that only 'death' can solve your pain, don't you?"

The muscles on Xiao Shishilang's face suddenly tightened.

He finally couldn't control himself anymore, he stood up abruptly and said, "I've had enough wine, thank you."

Feng Siniang immediately grabbed his hand and said loudly: "You must not leave!"

Xiao Shishilang said coldly: "When I want to leave, no one will be able to keep me."

Suddenly someone said: "But I must keep you."

His voice was gentle and calm, but with an indescribable indifference.

In the voice, a person slowly came out from the darkness, with a pale face, bright eyes, very serene walking, and a very gentle attitude, he looked like a scholar.It's just that there is a sword hanging by his waist, a long sword!
The scabbard was pitch black, and shone with a chilling light under the dim light.

Feng Siniang lost her voice: "Is it Young Master Lian?"

Lian Chengbi said slowly: "That's right, it's the next person, maybe only the next person in this world can keep Xiao Shishilang."

Xiao Shishilang's expression also changed, and he couldn't help but said, "You really want to keep me?"

Lian Chengbi smiled lightly, and said: "That's just because I'm not in a good mood, and I really want to ask you to have a drink with me."

His pupils seemed to have shrunk, he stared at Xiao Shishilang, and said slowly: "I have such a mood today, it is all thanks to your Excellency, even if you want to force your Excellency to stay for a glass of wine, you shouldn't refuse, right? ?”

Xiao Shishilang was also staring at him for a long time, and finally sat down slowly.

Feng Siniang breathed a sigh of relief, and said sweetly, "Young Master Lian, please sit down."

The lights seemed to be dimmer.

Lian Chengbi's face, under this light, looked like a dead person.

His gaze has not left Xiao Shishilang's eyes until now.He seemed to want to see what was going on in Xiao Shishilang's mind from Xiao Shishilang's eyes.

But Xiao Shishilang's eyes were empty, and he couldn't see anything.

The wine seller had been watching them all the time—especially Feng Siniang, he had sold wine all his life, and this was the first time he had seen a female customer like Feng Siniang.

He is not a gentleman, he just hopes that the three of them will get drunk quickly, preferably unconscious, then at least he can touch Feng Siniang's hand secretly - it would be better to touch it elsewhere.

But now...he found that ever since this gentle young man came, the two of them seemed to have an indescribably uncomfortable feeling.

He didn't know that this was murderous intent, he only knew that as soon as he walked over, his palms would sweat, and even his heartbeat seemed to stop.

Feng Siniang was pouring the wine, and said with a smile: "This wine is really not good, I wonder if you can drink it?"

Lian Chengbi raised his glass and said lightly: "As long as it is wine that can make people drunk, it is good wine, please."

This sentence is almost exactly the same as what Xiao Shishilang said just now.

Feng Siniang never dreamed that Lian Chengbi would say the same sentence as Xiao Shishilang, because they are two extremely different people.

This may be because they are basically the same, but the acquired environment made them two completely different people.

Or maybe it's because they're thinking of the same person and have the same feelings.

Feng Siniang also had a lot of emotions in her heart, and suddenly thought of Yang Kaitai.

She never felt that she was sorry for him, because she had never loved him, and since he wanted to be affectionate, no matter what kind of crime he suffered, it was his own fault, and he could not blame others.

But now, she suddenly understood his sorrow, and suddenly understood how painful it is for a person's love to be rejected and scorned.

She suddenly felt a little sour and stuffy in her heart. She slowly raised her glass and drank it quickly.

Lian Chengbi's wine glass was full again, and he raised his glass to Xiao Shishilang again, saying, "I'll toast you too, please."

He also seemed to be desperately trying to get himself drunk, and seemed to have no choice but to experience pain that he could not forget, as if the only way to numb himself was with wine.

What is he for?
Feng Siniang couldn't help but asked tentatively: "Perhaps even Young Master doesn't know, she..."

She didn't know what to say, Lian Chengbi interrupted her, and said flatly: "I know everything."

Feng Siniang said: "You know? Know someone is looking for you?"

Lian Chengbi smiled bitterly, and said, "She doesn't need to look for me, because I've been following her."

Feng Siniang said: "Have you met her?"

Lian Chengbi turned his eyes to the darkness in the distance, and said slowly: "I have seen it."

Feng Siniang was obviously very surprised, and said: "Then what about her?"

Lian Chengbi said sadly: "Let's go, let's go... Those who should go, will always have to go sooner or later..."

This sentence is exactly the same as what Xiao Shishilang said.

Feng Siniang was even more surprised: "Did she leave him too?"

"She obviously wants to go back, why did she leave again?"

"Since she is determined to leave him, why is she so unfeeling and cruel to Xiao Shishilang?"

Feng Siniang is also a woman herself, but she still can't understand a woman's heart.

Sometimes she doesn't even understand herself.

But Xiao Shishilang seemed to have suddenly understood, and his whole body seemed to suddenly become cold - from his heart, his stomach, to the soles of his feet.

But his eyes were burning like flames.

He knew that she was more painful, more contradictory, and could no longer be avoided or resolved.

She can only die.

Death is a kind of relief.

However, she will never die in vain, her death must have a price, because she is not an ordinary woman, and before she dies, she will wash away the humiliation and hatred with blood.

Xiao Shishilang clenched his fists tightly, because he already understood her intentions, he only hated himself why he didn't think of it, why he didn't stop her.

He can't wait to chase after her immediately, and exchange his life for hers.

But not yet, he had to do it alone.

He can no longer owe others.

Lian Chengbi's eyes had turned back from afar, and he was staring at him, and said slowly: "I always thought you were a poor person, but now, I realize that you are much luckier than me."

Xiao Shishilang said, "Lucky?"

Lian Chengbi smiled again, and said, "Because I now know that I never got her completely."

He smiled sourly, but with an indescribable sense of ridicule, and he didn't know if it was a mockery of life, others, or himself?
Xiao Shishilang was silent for a while, and said word by word: "I only know that she has never done anything sorry to you."

Lian Chengbi glared at him, suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed loudly, and said with a big smile: "What are you sorry for? What are you sorry for? There is no 'absolute' thing in this world, so why do people bother to pursue it?"

Xiao Shishilang said sharply, "You don't believe me?"

Lian Chengbi suddenly stopped laughing, condensed the wine in the glass, and murmured: "Now I don't believe in anything, the only thing I believe in is wine, because wine is much more reliable than anything else, at least it can make me drunk. "

He drank a glass quickly and sang loudly: "Feng Siniang, Eleven Lang, you are about to drink, don't stop drinking, you will have to drink three hundred cups at a time, I hope you won't wake up after being drunk, the ancient sages are all lonely, Only the drinker leaves his name..."

If you can't drink alcohol alone, if someone asks you to fight for it, you will immediately drink fast.

Lian Chengbi fell down on the table, still holding the wine glass tightly in his hand, and murmured: "Drink, drink, don't you dare to drink?"

Feng Siniang was also very drunk, and said loudly: "Okay, drink, no matter how much you drink today, I will accompany you."

The more drunk she was, the more pitiful she felt for Lian Chengbi.

The sudden depression of a calm and strong person is the most sympathetic.Because the more sudden the change, the more intense the feelings of others.

It wasn't until this moment that Feng Siniang knew that Lian Chengbi was also a person with emotions.

Xiao Shishilang also seemed to be drunk.

When I was about to get drunk, it was also the time when I got drunk the fastest.

Lian Chengbi murmured: "Xiao Shishilang, I should have killed you..."

He stood up suddenly, drew his sword, and stared at Xiao Shishilang.

But he couldn't even stand firmly, swung his sword hard, and fell down.

Feng Siniang rushed over, trying to help him, but fell down herself, and said loudly: "He is my friend, you can't kill him."

Lian Chengbi chuckled and said, "I should have killed him, but he was already drunk, so he still can't, can't..."

The two of you said one sentence, and I said one sentence, as if they were talking very vigorously, but except for themselves, no one could understand what they were saying.

Then, suddenly, they stopped talking.

After a while, Xiao Shishilang stood up slowly.Under the dim light, he bowed his head and stared at Lian Chengbi for a long time.

He looked like a wounded beast, with sword wounds and pain all over his body, and he knew that his death was not far away.

Liancheng Bitu shouted again in his drunkenness: "You're sorry for me, you're sorry for me..."

Xiao Shishilang gritted his teeth and murmured: "Don't worry, I will definitely find her back. I only hope that you can treat her well, and that you can live happier lives than before..."

(End of this chapter)