Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 148 You took the medicine (2)
Meng Xingzhi seemed to be impatient to the extreme, and waved his hand fiercely: "Xiao Ran, I don't have time to tangle with you about these things, I still have a lot of things to do, I can't wait for myself to be starved to death, as you saw, yesterday How did Wan Mengzhao treat me, what am I like now, I don't want to get entangled in these annoying things between men and women..."

"Then what is last night? What do you mean by loving me?" Xiao Ran couldn't help it anymore, and the words that came out of his mouth also had a sob taste.

"Yeah, I don't know how I did that last night. Now that I think about it, I'm so stupid..."

"Too stupid?" Xiao Ran repeated these two words almost silently, tears blurred her vision, and she could hardly see Meng Xingzhi's expression at the moment.

How did he change so fast?Is it to ask her to leave?No, no, he doesn't need to use such a method at all, she has already decided to leave, she has already decided not to implicate him anymore!
"Yes, I'm too stupid, for a woman..." Meng Xingzhi seemed to smile wryly: "Xiao Ran... I let you go long ago, but you refused to go. If it wasn't for you, why would I be here last night?" Where did Meng Zhao suffer such humiliation? Do you know that what happened last night has spread throughout the city, and people all over the world know that I, Meng Xingzhi, knelt down to my nephew! How can you make me have the face in this place in the future? The city is going to hang around?"

"You go—Xiao Ran, you ruined everything about me. Unfortunately, I only understand now, what's the use of loving or not loving? If a man loses even the possibility of making a living, love doesn't matter. WTF!"

He took out his cigarette and lit it, ignoring that she was standing less than a step away from him.

Xiao Ran stared at him blankly, tears kept pouring out: "Meng Xingzhi, I know you said that on purpose..."

"You can think whatever you want. I was sincere last night, but what I said today is also my original intention. Xiao Ran, you may not know it. I have been running into walls these days. People who used to want to kneel down to flatter me are now even straight-eyed." They don't even want to look at me anymore, who would dare to offend such a powerful Qiao family?"

Meng Xingzhi puffed out a puff of smoke, sneered and threw the newspaper in front of Xiao Ran: "The moment I saw the morning paper this morning, I suddenly realized that Xiao Ran, I don't love you anymore, no, to be more precise, I decided not to love you." is you……"

"Look at me, I'm a man, career is the foundation of my foothold, I can't live on love as bread like you women, I can't! You go, Xiao Ran—you don't love me anyway, even if last night We did such a thing, but I know that you are probably mostly grateful, and you will regret it after a few days, no, maybe you will regret it immediately after seeing Su Wei..."

After Meng Xingzhi finished smoking a cigarette, he took out another box of medicine: "Xiao Ran, take the medicine and we'll settle the bill. America is pretty good. If you can't come back, then don't come back."

He smiled at her indifferently, raised his hand to stroke her hair, but there was no warmth anymore, and he turned and walked out of the bedroom.

The moment the door closed, the glass of water hit the ground with a crisp sound, followed by her suppressed cry.

Meng Xingzhi stood for a while, then suddenly laughed at himself, and strode out of the apartment.

If it was in the past, when Xiao Ran said he loved him, he would have gone crazy with joy, but now, he is as crazy as wishing that Xiao Ran would not love him, and still be that stubborn girl who wanted to leave.

But he knew how stubborn Xiao Ran was. What happened last night was a turning point in their relationship. Xiao Ran's clear changes made him feel happy and sad. The happy thing was that she finally had his place in her heart, but the sad thing was that this The day came at such an inappropriate time.

If Xiao Ran doesn't leave, he doesn't know how terrible things will happen. With the Qiao family in front, not to mention the Rong family and the Xu family, even Huo Jingchen's background has to be scruples. What's more, he is the Meng family, so why bother? Let others make a whole lot of trouble for him?

He can only bear everything by himself, even if he grits his teeth and blood, it doesn't matter if he endures hardships, no matter how many grievances he endures, but Xiao Ran's heart aches even if his eyes turn red.

It hurts him to let her go, but he can't let her stay and take unknown risks.

What's more, if he stays down like this for the rest of his life, if the Qiao family never falls, what will Xiao Ran do?If you really have a child, what about the child?
What's more, for a lunatic like Qiao Ying, she will definitely deal with Xiao Ran and their children like crazy...

Standing in the empty street square, Meng Xingzhi raised his face high and looked at the blue sky. Bitter tears wanted to flow out, but he swallowed them down.

Let him alone bear all the unknown, all the dangers and humiliations, pain and torture.

As long as she is there, she can live a good life and spend this life in peace and stability.

Xiao Ran sat on the floor for a whole day, the broken glass cup pierced the sole of her foot at some point, the blood stopped flowing and dried up on the floor, she still sat there in a daze, not moving move.

Yang Shi came and knocked on the door several times, but she didn't hear a single answer.

Meng Xingzhi didn't come back after leaving, Xiao Ran gradually came to his senses, he was determined not to want her anymore.

But she couldn't figure out why the person who was dying for her last night suddenly changed his face?I don't love anymore, I don't love anymore...

Does his love come so quickly and easily, and leave so easily without leaving a trace?
Xiao Ran looked at the box of medicine on the floor, suddenly got up and went over, gently picked it up and held it in his palm.

She suddenly remembered how she was last night, like a slut.He took the initiative to pester him like a wife, but what he got in exchange was today's abandonment without hesitation.

In fact, why should he be so anxious?Even the night of An Xin was in a hurry to end, and she was in a hurry to drive her away. In fact, he didn't have to wait too long, and she would take the initiative to leave his side——

It's ridiculous, she has thought so much about him and cared so much, but in the end, it turns out that he has already figured out a way out for himself.

Xiao Ran, don't hate him, since he went all out to save you last night, you shouldn't hate him, how many men can do that?In fact, it has been very difficult for him.

Xiao Ran thought like this, but her nasal cavity felt sore again. She opened the medicine box, took out the medicine inside, picked it out and put it in her palm, and threw the empty box on the floor.

When Xiao Ran stood up and put on her clothes to leave, she realized that her whole body was terribly cold, and her legs were numb. The moment she stood up, she almost fell to the ground, but Xiao Ran gritted her teeth and stood up while supporting the wall. In the bathroom, the ointment applied to the wound on her wrist had already been rubbed off somewhere, and she no longer cared about it, washed up carelessly, and then changed into the clothes she wore when she came last night.

Meng Xingzhi never came back, the sky was completely dark, Xiao Ran opened the bedroom door, only to see Yang Shi guarding in the living room, the takeaway he ordered had already cooled down, and it was placed on the simple glass coffee table.

Hearing the movement, Yang Shi put down his phone and stood up. He looked at Xiao Ran worriedly, but Xiao Ran just smiled at him, "I'm leaving..."

Yang Shi knew Meng Xingzhi's decision, so he naturally followed his wish, but did he really want to let Xiao Ran go to America?Really want her to go back to Su Wei's side?Will he regret it in the future?
Yang Shi thought of what Meng Xingzhi said while smoking a cigarette: I didn't say I want her to go to Su Wei, if she is willing to go to Su Wei, it means that in her heart I am not as important as Su Wei after all, and neither is she. If you don't really love me, then what I should do is never bother her and let her spend her whole life in the United States with peace of mind.

But...if she won't go to Su Wei, then in the future, no matter how hard it is, no matter how hard it is, I will take her back to my side.

But Yang Shi, look at me, I don't even have this confidence at all. In front of Xiao Ran, I feel that I will always be just a loser. Even though she changed so much last night, I still feel more apprehensive in my heart joy.

Let her go, I can't keep her safe, that's all I can do.

Xiao Ran held onto the strap of her bag, walked through the living room with her head down, Yang Shi hurried over to help her open the door: "I'll see you off..."

Xiao Ran waved his hand, his blood-stained face became whiter and more transparent under the light, Yang Shi looked at her, but felt bitterness flooding his entire chest, making him extremely uncomfortable.

"Miss... don't blame him, he... is really difficult."

Xiao Ran pursed his lips and smiled softly: "I don't blame him, Yang Shi. Really, I don't blame him at all. On the contrary, I blame myself. It's all because of me that I caused him to be like this."

She said, her voice lowered, "Sometimes I also wonder if I am an unlucky person. Look at my relatives, all of them are far away from me, and they will not end well if they touch me. I used to like Su Wei, but Su Wei was troubled by me and couldn't afford to study, now it's Meng Xingzhi..."

"Miss, don't think so, how can you blame this? The Qiao family is too bullying..."

"How could he offend the Qiao family without me?"

Xiao Ran didn't want to think about Qiao Ying's shortcomings and how bad she was in the past, those had nothing to do with her, no matter how bad Qiao Ying was, she was still Meng Xingzhi's wife, and she was the one who got in the way during their marriage, After all, it was her fault first.

Maybe everyone in this world could accuse Qiao Ying, but she, Xiao Ran, was the only one who didn't have the right to do so.

"Yang Shi, when Meng Xingzhi comes back, tell him for me that the medicine... I've already taken it, so you can rest assured that I won't let myself become pregnant, and I won't drag him down."

At the end of Xiao Ran's speech, his eyes suddenly turned red, and Yang Shi felt so uncomfortable that he almost went crazy. These two people, after tormenting each other before, finally connected with each other, but they had to separate. The more Yang Shi thought about it, the more he couldn't accept it. Why doesn't this God know how to open his eyes, how long will those wicked people who make troubles be allowed to be at ease?
"Miss, I'll see you off, it's dark outside, it's not safe for you to be alone..."

"No need, really no need." Xiao Ran walked out of the apartment directly, there was no light in the stairs, Yang Shi hurriedly turned on the flashlight on his mobile phone to shine on her, Xiao Ran ran downstairs quickly, but he still didn't let Yang Shi see him off. .

Xiao Ran walked a few steps, and suddenly turned to look at Yang Shi, her eyes were shining, as if she was in tears, but she smiled softly, and said in a soft and soft voice: "Yang Shi, tell him, I will go to the United States, leave as soon as possible, and never come back..."

She has a lot to say, but suddenly she can't say it, what should I say?Tell him she'll be waiting for him in America?Or tell him that she went to the United States to find Su Wei?
Yes, she decided to go find Su Wei, but it wasn't about reuniting with him to reminisce about the old days.

"Miss, I will bring you whatever you want..."

(End of this chapter)