Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 149 Tell Meng Xingzhi (1)
"Thank you Yang Shi! I'm leaving!" Xiao Ran said loudly, and waved vigorously to Yang Shi: "Yang Shi, goodbye! Help me say goodbye to Meng Xingzhi!"

"Yeah!" Yang Shi's nose was sour, and the moment he waved his hand, tears almost fell down.

Xiao Ran turned around and strode into the night, her thin body seemed to contain boundless strength and courage, she walked very fast, her hair was blown by the wind, Yang Shi suddenly thought of When he first met her, he suddenly realized that he couldn't even remember what Xiao Ran, who loved to laugh and had bright and daring eyes, looked like.

Miss, you must be well and healthy, and wait for him to find you, and wait for the day when you meet again. I still believe that you will be together, you will be together.

Xiao Ran walked outside the community and stood by the side of the road waiting for a taxi.

In a convenience store not far away, a tall man stood behind the shelf. Through the shelf in front of him and through the glass window, his eyes locked on the little girl, and he was unwilling to move away for a second. .

She is the most beautiful scenery in the world and the softest existence in his heart.

Meng Xingzhi walked to the window, and through that layer of glass and the deep night, he traced her back with his fingertips over and over again.

Xiao Ran seemed to feel something suddenly, turned his head and looked around, Meng Xingzhi quickly dodged his body and hid aside, Xiao Ran's eyes flicked slowly from the window, and finally turned to other places.

There was a cute self-service photoshoot machine on the street. Several middle school girls crowded together and chattered non-stop. Xiao Ran suddenly became interested. She walked over and stood outside silently waiting.

After the photo shoot was over, those little girls crowded their heads together to discuss who took the more beautiful photo. At such a carefree age, Xiao Ran thought, there is no going back.

She went in, randomly chose the scenery and took a few pictures. When the last picture was taken, she moved to the side, leaving a space for a person on the other side. Then, she turned her head slightly to that side. He leaned sideways, as if he wanted to lean against that non-existent person.

click...

On the photo of her, the corners of her mouth were slightly bent, and her eyes were also curved into crescent moons, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes. She was smiling on it, but the message revealed was so sad.

Xiao Ran came out with a photo sticker, she stood silently for a while, then suddenly took out a small powder box from her bag, then put the photo sticker on the machine, and carefully pressed it down with the box , then turned around and left.

Xiao Ran stopped the taxi, got in the car and left, Meng Xingzhi watched her car go far away, and then came out of the convenience store, he walked there quickly, and picked up the things left by Xiao Ran.

Meng Xingzhi looked at the photos she left behind. He saw the last big blank space on her side. She tilted her head and wanted to lean on it... Unexpectedly, Meng Xingzhi felt his face wet, and he dared not Confidently raised his hand to touch, but touched the cold tears.

Holding the photo, he almost writhed with a headache.Convulsed, he stuck the photo on his heart, the pain became more and more severe, he had to bend down, and tightly pressed the painful heart.

She left, and he finally... forced her away with his own hands.

Meng Xingzhi suddenly couldn't feel his own heartbeat, yes, she was his heartbeat, she was gone, how could he still have a heartbeat?
He laughed softly, and the tears of laughter flowed wantonly. Passers-by looked at this tall man in a suit and leather shoes like a madman, but he ignored her and walked on the busy street holding her photo. Just like that, walking for a whole night...

Xiao Ran successfully bought a ticket to fly to the United States the next day.

She calmly packed the luggage that she didn't need to pack, calmly took a taxi to the airport, went through the security check, and boarded the plane. She sat in the seat near the porthole, but she was not interested in watching the scenery. The American guy next to him Greeting her, Xiao Ran smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, I want to sleep."

She took out the blindfold and put it on, pulled the blanket over her body, leaned her head on the seat, and fell asleep very quickly.

She didn't know when the plane took off and when it landed. She lay there in a daze, didn't move and didn't speak, didn't eat or drink. The stewardess asked her several times with concern, but she just smiled, "I'm fine." , just very sleepy and sleepy."

She did not take medicine.

The moment the medicine was put into her mouth, she picked her throat and spat it out again.

She didn't quite know why she did this, but there seemed to be a pair of hands manipulating her in the dark.

She will not be with Su Wei anymore, but she doesn't know how to say goodbye to Su Wei who is waiting for her.

Her heart is big, big enough to tolerate many unbearable things, but her heart is also small, so small that she can only hold one person.

Xiao Ran randomly found a hotel and settled herself down, she didn't go to Su Wei immediately, she had to think about how to say something, after all, she failed him again.

The jet lag was very painful, and her body was a little overwhelmed. After leaving Meng Xingzhi's place, she never closed her eyes. She didn't fall asleep for a minute on the plane. After getting off the plane, her body couldn't bear it anymore. Lying on the bed, I didn't even have the strength to move my fingers.

She fell asleep for a while, but when she woke up again, she had a headache that was about to burst. Xiao Ran fumbled for the phone and called the front desk. After a while, someone brought her medicine and water, and the moment Xiao Ran was about to take the medicine , Suddenly thought of something, she put down the medicine, drank a glass of warm water, pulled up the quilt to wrap herself tightly, and fell asleep again in a daze.

Tossing like this until midnight, Xiao Ran was awakened by the heat of his body, as if he had the desire to survive.Seeing that it was causing trouble, Xiao Ran managed to get out of bed. She put on her coat and left the room, and took the elevator downstairs. The waiter was frightened when she saw her flushed cheeks, and asked her repeatedly if she wanted to go to the hospital. Do you have any friends or relatives to accompany you...

Xiao Ran had no choice but to report Su Wei's contact number. She was far away in a foreign country, and she had no relatives around her, so she always had to live first.

Su Wei arrived very quickly, Xiao Ran was a bit confused at that time, when Su Wei picked her up, she was still murmuring vaguely: "I don't get injections, I don't take medicine...Physical, physical cooling is enough." ..."

In fact, she herself didn't understand why she did this, but she always thought in her heart, what if, what if it happened, she couldn't make him feel bad at all.

If they meet again in the future, she will always have a clear conscience, and she is worthy of him.

Su Wei thought she was afraid of pain, so she coaxed softly: "Okay, okay, let's not take injections or medicine, but be good, you can go to the doctor right away..."

Xiao Ran suddenly trembled in Su Wei's arms, but tears welled up suddenly.

Su Wei said: Be good.

But she thought of him right away, she thought of the way he smiled gently at her, she thought of the way he held her domineeringly and wouldn't let her go, she thought of the way he said her name, she thought of the way he was helpless but pampered The way she said "but be good" to her...

She misses him, his facial features, voice, arms, fingers, everything about him, she misses him so much...

Xiao Ran gradually began to cry, Su Wei thought she had a fever and was not feeling well, her worried face turned pale, and she continued to coax her: "Of course, just bear with it, I'll be at the hospital soon..."

When I arrived at the hospital, I still got an injection. At that time, Xiao Ran had no strength to speak again. The antipyretic injection took effect quickly, and the anti-inflammatory medicine infused gradually lowered her body temperature. Xiao Ran fell asleep. There are tears on it.

Su Wei sat by her bed, holding her hand with the infusion needle all the time, afraid that the infusion would make her hand cold, so he kept holding it to keep her warm.

When Xiao Ran's breathing gradually calmed down, Su Wei breathed a sigh of relief, he carefully pulled the thin quilt covering her body, Xiao Ran's fingers moved slightly in his deep sleep, her face was pressed against the pillow and gently rubbed After a while, Su Wei heard her babbled in her sleep:
The voice she called his name was soft and muffled, as if she was coquettishly coquettish yet revealing soft dependence.

Su Wei's whole heart trembled, and the blood on his face disappeared in an instant. He held Xiao Ran's hand, but his mind was blank, and there was no sound in his ears, as if Xiao Ran just now A soft call was just his illusion.

But Xiao Ran muttered again, "Don't drive me away...Meng Xingzhi...I don't want to go..."

Su Wei's mouth slowly overflowed with a bleak wry smile, and he lowered his eyes, looking at the girl he was thinking about day and night.

She is all the driving force for him to go on alone, she is his everything, his future, his hope, he waited for her, he sketched their beautiful future, but he never thought of it, he waited He came to his girl, but did not wait for her heart.

He knew that the past between Xiao Ran and Meng Xingzhi was very complicated, and he also knew that Xiao Ran and Meng Xingzhi had a relationship, including some later things, and he had heard about it, but he didn't care, as long as Xiao Ran had him in his heart, he would Don't care what happened to her past.

But now, how should he face Xiao Ran who was reading another man's name?
His life has undergone such earth-shaking changes because of her, as if, if he doesn't try his best to be together, he will be sorry for everything he has paid and sacrificed.

Su Wei took a deep breath and tried to comfort herself, but she still came to America after all, didn't she?She is willing to come back to him, does it mean that she still loves him?
As long as, as long as she still has him in her heart.

Su Wei swallowed the bitterness in her throat, and lightly clenched Xiao Ran's fingers.

This was the first time they met for a drink after Rong Lei was troubled by Meng Zhao's incident last time.

Rong Lei was restrained after being cleaned up by the old man at home, and he was only released in the past few days, so he immediately made an appointment with Meng Xingzhi.

Both of them had something on their minds, drinking one cup after another without stopping.

Rong Lei thought of an unintentional sentence from an elder in the family when he came here, and couldn't help but look at Meng Xingzhi: "Xingzhi, are you and that Xiao Ran really broken?"

(End of this chapter)