Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 49 I Can't Marry You

He stared at her, with hope but also struggling pain in his eyes: "Of course, if you still can't accept it after I've said all this, then I won't pester you anymore. In short, everything is subject to your decision. "

Qingqing was a little surprised. In her impression, Huo Jingchen was also a very stubborn person. He would never compromise so easily...

But this time he said such a thing, could it be because of... her?

She couldn't help but a small hope floated in her heart, after all, she was a woman, unless she had no choice but to have no way out, who would be willing to give up her marriage?

In today's society, after most wives have cried and quarreled after their husband cheated, aren't they all reluctant to give him another chance?
She knows that this is sad, but the reality is so cruel. In marriage and family, women have always been a disadvantaged group, especially women who are mothers. More often than not, they really knock out their teeth and swallow their blood.

She didn't want to become such a poor wretch, and she didn't want to compromise her broken marriage, so even if she was in extreme pain, she still decided to let go, but when he really tried to keep her...

She really can't be unshakable.

Sitting face to face at such a close distance, he clearly felt the change in her mood, and held her hand even tighter: "Yu Nuanxin and I..."

Four years of love, nearly two years of separation, and more than three years of emotional entanglements that have already deteriorated, each word, each sentence, and each case slowly surfaced in his gentle voice.

After he finished talking for a long time, she didn't respond. She felt an indescribable feeling in her heart, and she couldn't tell whether it was sour, sweet or bitter.

He and a woman had a past of nearly ten years. Even if the love disappeared, it was still unforgettable in the end.

She didn't have that much self-confidence, so confident that she thought she could erase Yu Nuanxin's existence in his heart, even though his feelings for her were guilt and pity according to what he said, but she was still uneasy after all.

Such a profound past and past can turn into such an unrecognizable devastation, but how can she keep him physically and mentally for a lifetime?
To put it even harder, ten years later, no, maybe five years, three years, will she be the next Yu Nuanxin again?

Could he, facing another delicate and young woman, say the same words: I have no feelings for Shen Qingqing, I just sympathize with her?

Sometimes, she really hates herself for thinking too thoroughly, and she can't blame others for saying that only stupid women will live happier lives.

But she didn't want to be a blinded fool.

"Speaking of which, what happened to her back then is really pitiful. A young girl can no longer do what she likes most, and even the man she loves has to give up on her. Such a blow is really cruel. Jing Chen..."

Qingqing smiled slightly, she suddenly didn't hate him anymore.

"I know." He held the hand she was about to pull away: "No matter what the reason was, in short, I will not say a word about the responsibility that should be borne by me and our Huo family. It’s not about being fair and just.”

He saw her frowning slightly, her eyes were full of disapproval, and his voice couldn't help but become more sincere: "I didn't lose my feelings for her all of a sudden, nor did I change my heart just because I met a more beautiful you. I have thought a lot these days, maybe, five years ago, when she obeyed her family’s advice and went away to a foreign country and was unwilling to agree to my marriage proposal, maybe, when I finally had the ability to gain a firm foothold, she chose to turn back All the feelings between us have disappeared."

Qingqing was speechless. She lowered her head and looked at his palm. There were still many scars on the thick and warm palm.

The faint light from the window came in and fell on her shoulders, she felt so aggrieved that she wanted to cry but couldn't.

In this relationship and marriage, she was so wronged that she didn't even have the desire to complain.

"Even if it's as you said, why did you still have nothing to do with her after we got married? Now that I think about it, we didn't get through on the phone the night before we got married, and the night I was almost belittled by Huo Lianxuan, you were with her Together? In that case, why did you marry me?"

She struggled to withdraw her hand: "I'm not a fool, and I can probably guess a little bit. You married me because you were afraid that she would be targeted by Huo Lianxuan again, so my child is gone!"

Her tears finally fell down: "Huo Jingchen, you will never know how desperate I was at that time! How I wish you would come back and save me! But you are with Yu Nuanxin, and you are taking care of her!"

She covered her face, tears could not stop: "Huo Jingchen, I can't get over this hurdle, I really can't get over it..."

He just felt that all the strength in his body was being sucked away, and he looked at her silently crying, but he didn't even have the courage to hold her in his arms.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Qingqing hurriedly wiped away her tears, "Please come in."

"Young Master, Young Madam, the old man asks you two to come over."

After Huo Jingchen recovered, Qingqing slowly told him about the old man's illness. After all, he was tougher than her and could still hold on, but he didn't sleep well that night.

"Can you go?" Qingqing got up to help him get out of bed, but Huo Jingchen waved his hand. Although his movements were still a little slow, they were much better than the previous few days.

Compared with the physical discomfort at this moment, the fear in his heart is even worse.

Although the old man no longer fell into a coma frequently after the operation, but he didn't have the spirit to see people, and now he suddenly asked them to go over...

He didn't dare to think about it, but held Qingqing's hand even tighter, as if, in this way, he had more strength to persevere.

The old man was half leaning on the bed, although his complexion looked bad, he was in good spirits.

Seeing the two of them coming in hand in hand, the old man was overjoyed, and the brilliance in his eyes brightened slightly.

"Sit down." The old man spoke clearly, Huo Jingchen and Qingqing were slightly relieved at the same time, and sat down obediently.

The old man tremblingly raised his hand, Huo Jingchen and Qingqing rushed to shake it, but the old man held their hands stubbornly, and then closed them together again.

Qingqing's eyes turned red all of a sudden, Huo Jingchen suppressed the pain in his heart, but he couldn't restrain the trembling of his fingers.

"You two... okay, okay."

The old man looked at Qingqing with pity in his eyes: "My good boy, Jingchen made you angry. Grandpa will make amends for you on his behalf. For the sake of a dying old man like me, please forgive him, okay?"

"Grandpa..." Qingqing couldn't take it anymore, she threw herself on the bed and cried bitterly.

"In my life, I can do whatever I want. Now I'm going to find your grandma, just to rest assured that you two are enemies. If you don't get along well, I won't die with peace..."

"Grandpa, don't say such depressing words, you said you will live to be a hundred years old, you said you will see the birth of your great-grandson..."

No matter how much Huo Jingchen could bear it, his eyes were red at this moment and his voice was choked with sobs.

"My wish, I'm afraid it will never come true..."

The old man waved his hand, and muddy tears trickled out of his old eyes. He patted Huo Jingchen hard twice: "If you weren't an asshole, my great-grandson is still fine..."

Huo Jingchen couldn't hold back any longer, lowered his head and tears fell, he stood up in a panic and turned his face away, but he heard the old man call Qingqing's name again: "Good boy, tell grandpa that you still have Jingchen in your heart, right? "

Qingqing was so crying that she couldn't speak, but she nodded vigorously.

"Then give him a chance, okay? He is very similar to an old man like me. He has a stubborn temper, but he admits death. Grandpa secretly told you that when I was young, I also did something wrong to your grandma, but she was magnanimous and forgiving. I, and we have been together for more than 30 years, we have never quarreled or blushed, we are in love..."

"I can tell that Jingchen likes you and cares about you, but he's just too stupid to see it..."

As the old man said, he coughed violently again. Every time he coughed, he would cover his heart and gasp violently for a while. Qingqing's heart was like a knife, and she held back her tears to help him massage his heart, "Grandpa, stop talking, I I promise you everything, I will listen to you, I will not be angry with him anymore, I will live a good life with him, you have to be good, you said that you will wait to hold your great-grandson, you can't take your word for it..."

"Okay, okay, I'm fine, I'm waiting to hold my great-grandson..."

The old man spoke, but fell asleep again. Doctors and nurses came in and gathered around the bed. Qingqing quietly retreated behind the crowd. Huo Jingchen didn't know when he gently embraced her shoulders. She leaned in his arms, tired close your eyes.

He hugged her tightly, locked her body with his arms, and pressed his face against her cold hair: "Qingqing, shall we start again..."

She remained silent for half a minute before she said a word in a low voice: "Okay."

Huo Jingchen, I will gamble with my life's happiness again, I will give us each other a chance, I hope you will never let me down again.

Yu Nuanxin clutched Weilong's lower abdomen and rushed out. The few servants left behind by Huo Jingchen could hardly stop her, begging repeatedly: "Miss Yu, please give us a way to survive, Young Master Huo ordered Don't let you go to the hospital..."

Yu Nuan smiled angrily: "I don't know, Jingchen is injured like that, and there is still time to care if I go to the hospital or not?"

"Young Master Huo really ordered you to rest. Don't worry about him, he's fine..." The servant was concerned about her pregnancy, so he didn't dare to stop her, and let her rush to the gate of the villa.

"It's no wonder I believe your nonsense! Get out of the way! I want to see today, who can stop me from going out!" Yu Nuanxin raised her hand and pushed the servant in front of her to rush out, but her slender wrist Suddenly being grabbed by someone forcefully, she was startled, and glared at the person who came by angrily: "Huo Cheng? Are you stopping me too?"

"Hurry up and help Miss Yu go back to rest!" Huo Cheng ignored her words, but sternly ordered the pale-faced servant.

Everyone hurried forward, Yu Nuan gritted his teeth, but decided to rush out: "Okay, everyone doesn't pay attention to me, I'm Huo Jingchen's child in my stomach! Just ignore it!"

"Miss Yu, when I came, Master Huo asked me to ask you something." Huo Cheng smiled coldly, and stretched out his hand to grab her waving hands. He leaned closer, his voice was cold.

"Young Master Huo asked me to ask you, you probably know better than anyone else how the baby in your stomach came about?"

Yu Nuan was taken aback for a moment, then the color of his eyes changed drastically, and he stood there dumbfounded, unable to move any more.

It turned out that he knew it a long time ago, it turned out that he had suspected her a long time ago, but until now, he has never asked her a question.

She always knew that his thoughts were deep, but she never expected that he would be able to find out what she did so secretly.

Everything she did was a clever trick in his eyes, right?He knew everything, but he didn't reveal a word, and wanted her to be played by him like an extremely stupid fool.

Men really are like this, once they change their minds, everything about her will become vicious in his eyes.

She forced herself to calm down, but her heart was still beating too hard, her lower abdomen was painfully painful, and her whole body was so cold that she was almost stiff.

She can't be affected, she has to think about the child in her womb, even if she is pregnant with his child, she will die faster if the child is gone.

This pregnancy is not easy and difficult, she can't have any accidents, absolutely not.

Yu Nuanxin took deep breaths over and over again, forcing herself to calm down, but it was just a question, what could he do to her?

Even if he wanted to get rid of her, he couldn't ignore the child in his womb. She couldn't believe that Shen Qingqing would be so generous that she didn't even care about her husband's illegitimate child outside.

"I don't know what you mean by that. The child in my stomach belongs to Huo Jingchen. How did you get here?"

Yu Nuanxin looked at him amusedly: "Of course I know better than anyone else, but it's not easy to say such things to outsiders like you."

Huo Cheng's expression didn't change at all, thinking of the phone card she discarded, thinking of the text messages and photos she sent to the young lady, Huo Cheng only felt that this person's thoughts were sinister and hateful.

Don't talk about how the young master behaved, just talk about the young lady, but she didn't feel sorry for her in the slightest, but she caused troubles from time to time, especially the night the young lady had a miscarriage, after all, she couldn't get away from it.

Huo Cheng grew up with Huo Jingchen, and they had a relationship through wind and rain. In his eyes, Huo Jingchen was of course the most important thing in everything.

The young lady is also the young master's child in her belly, so Huo Cheng naturally hates Yu Nuanxin's behavior.

"It's good that Ms. Yu is clear. There are some things and some things to say. The young master is thinking about the old relationship and refuses to say it. It is to save face for you, Ms. Yu. Therefore, during this time, Ms. Yu, you should be quiet. The children here are precious, if something unexpected happens, no one wants to do that."

Huo Cheng let go of the fingers holding her wrist, and winked at the left and right: "Master, you need to take care of your health during this time, Miss Yu, you have taken good care of her here, if anything goes wrong, you will know what will happen!"

Everyone is solemn and should claim it is.

"What? Are you trying to lock me up here?" Yu Nuanxin's face was gloomy: "Is it just that I can't see the light? Or are you a bitch doing something reckless!"

Yu Nuanxin was extremely unwilling, it was really not easy for her to wait for today, what she wanted was not to be trapped in this invisible villa and be a blind and deaf person.

"Did I act arbitrarily, and I will come and explain to you in person when the young master recovers, but now, there is a young lady in the hospital who is taking care of me, so I don't need Miss Yu to bother you, let alone the child in my stomach, Miss Yu I don't want any surprises!"

Yu Nuanxin only felt the pain in her lower abdomen become more severe, and the child in her abdomen seemed to be affected by her emotions, and moved a little uneasy, her eyes were sore, thinking of the two people who originally decided to divorce, and now they have another Seeing the possibility of getting back together, thinking of everything she had been thinking about day and night, and wanting to give it up to others, she just felt a burning pain in her heart, and she couldn't swallow this breath!
"Why don't you hurry up and send Miss Yu down to rest? Didn't you see how bad Miss Yu's face is?" Huo Cheng was lazy to pester her any more, ordered his servant to help her back to the room, and explained a few words to everyone carefully, before turning away leave.

Yu Nuanxin lay on the bed for a long time and drank a large glass of warm water before she felt her beating heart gradually calm down.

What Huo Cheng said was right, the child in her womb should not have any accidents.

Gently caressing Weilong's lower abdomen, Yu Nuanxin couldn't help murmuring: "Baby, you must give birth safely and healthily, mother can only rely on you..."

After the old man woke up, he refused to stay in the hospital anymore. Presumably the doctor also knew that there was nothing he could do to recover. It might be better for him to follow his old man's thoughts, so he acquiesced to his request.

On the day Huo Jingchen was discharged from the hospital, the old man also went back to the old house in Pingyang.

Perhaps everyone in the Huo family had heard the news, and on the second day after returning, some relatives who were still close by blood came to visit one after another.

The old man just managed to meet a few nephews and cousins ​​who had been around for a long time, then he closed the door to thank the guests, and no one socialized anymore.

But there was a small episode in this. When one of Huo Jingchen's uncles came to visit the old man, he said unexpectedly: "Uncle, there are very few heirs of the eldest son. After all, Lian Xuan has the blood of Changrong, and that child also has the blood of Changrong." If you know your mistake and are willing to repent, why not let him come back?"

About the last car accident, the old man didn't publicize it out of concern for his family's ugliness, so these relatives didn't know about it yet.

Hearing this, the old man didn't get angry, but just said lightly: "I heard that in Changqing, your Xiaosi seems to have an outer room outside. I don't know if the illegitimate child has come in?"

Huo Changqing's face turned red when he heard the words, this was the thing he hated to be mentioned the most, but in front of Mr. Huo, he didn't even dare to get angry, and left angrily with a few words of embarrassment and perfunctory.

"It seems that I'm really old." Mr. Huo closed his eyes and rested his mind. After a while, he said something in a low voice.

Before he died, those people wanted Huo Lianxuan to make a comeback in a hurry. Huo's parents' house was a piece of delicious meat and bone, and everyone wanted to eat a few bites to get some benefits.

Jing Chen was a man of no means, and Huo Lianxuan must have won over a lot of clansmen in order to fight for power, so someone came to speak for him, and he was Chang Rong's cousin, so the weight was really heavy.

"Jingchen and Qingqing need to have a child quickly..."

After all, what he said back then, Huo Jingchen had to have an heir before he could secure his position as the heir, otherwise, how many people would make trouble.

"I see that the relationship between the young lady and the young master has eased a lot these days, and good news will probably come out soon."

The old man shook his head slowly: "I can't hide it from me, Qingqing is a serious child, it's not so easy to get out..."

"There are four days left. It's her birthday. This is also the first birthday she has married into our Huo family. While I can still move, I'll give her a big one."

"Yes, I will order to go down and prepare well."

(End of this chapter)