The flowers are still sweet in Pinellia

Chapter 41

Two days later, Lin Xia's roommate called Mu Yan and told her that Lin Xia was finally discharged safely.

After receiving this news, Mu Yan's hanging heart slowly returned to its original position.

She didn't ask the boy if Lin Xia had seen the note under his water glass, she didn't want to ask, and she didn't dare to ask.

He will have his own happiness, and her life will start again, perhaps, this is the best ending between them.

Life has been uneventful for a month.Lin Xia never came to her again, and You Zimo only had a few meals with her.

If life can go on peacefully like this...

"Mu Yan...Mu Yan..." Yang Xiao called her, "I'm still in a daze, I've called you several times. What's going on these days, why is it the same as when I was a sophomore?"

Mu Yan smiled slightly, "I'm not thinking about how to kill Er Nizi and her family, Ah Xuan."

Yang Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly, and suddenly smiled treacherously, "Don't worry, we have all planned. Who told him to treat us to Western food tonight? We must give full play to the essence of Western food and give him a good meal. Tell him After deceiving our Wukong out for so long, our great cause of learning from the scriptures has not yet been completed."

The two couldn't help being amused by Yang Xiao's words. Shen Yiru's boyfriend won a scholarship. Originally, he just wanted to contact the friendship between the dormitories, but his kindness was rejected by a few "bad-hearted" girls. To take advantage of.

After freshening up, the few of them walked towards the target restaurant.

When approaching the corner of the street, Yang Xiao grabbed Mu Yan's sleeve suddenly, "Mu Yan, look quickly, isn't that boy your brother Zimo?"

Because of this sentence, several people stopped in an instant.

Mu Yan looked in the direction Yang Xiao was pointing at. The guy sitting in the street corner coffee shop facing the window and ordering food, tall and slender figure, thin bangs hanging down his forehead, and beautifully curved side face, was indeed You Zimo is correct.

"What is he doing here?" Dong Fangjing also wondered, "Are you drinking coffee here by yourself? It's too petty."

"He doesn't like coffee very much." Mu Yan turned her head and said with a smile, "Okay, leave him alone, let's go."

"Mu Yan, don't you want to see him?" Yang Xiao smiled wickedly, "What if he invites a girl? If he wants to step on another ship, we can help you out. Don't forget the rustle, one is worth six."

Dong Fangjing was modest in a timely manner, "It must."

"Don't worry, even if it's a girl, I'm not afraid, at worst, I'll fight her." Mu Yan smiled slightly, interrupting their suspicions, holding their hands and continuing to walk forward.

She had already sent him that text message, and as smart as he was, she would definitely understand what that sentence meant.

And he never replied to her.Perhaps, what they need to do most now is to let each other be quiet.

……

The melodious and melodious saxophone music permeates the relaxed air of the coffee shop. Music can bring people not only a sense of tranquility, but also a kind of harmony that reaches the depths of the soul.

You Zimo took a sip of coffee, quietly staring at the scenery outside the window.

Now he finally knew why she liked to sit by the window.Watch what's going on outside through a window.This kind of scenery is indeed unique in the world.

Time passed minute by minute while waiting. Picking up the mobile phone on the table, he glanced at it, and then unconsciously formed a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Finally, the figure he was expecting appeared on the empty seat opposite.

He turned his head and smiled at the boy, "Actually, I've wanted to know you for a long time."

Lin Xia was slightly taken aback, then smiled, "Me too."

The two looked at each other, tacit understanding of each other.

"Besides, this is not the first time we have met." You Zimo's lips drew an arc, and a hidden smile was hidden in it.

Lin Xia smiled softly, this is indeed not their first meeting.He never thought that the boy who accidentally bumped into him was actually You Zimo.

I have to say that fate is really amazing.

"Actually..." An unknown smile flashed across You Zimo's face, "She was there when I bought the ticket last time."

A word made Lin Xia raise his head instantly, but then he said calmly, "Really?"

You Zimo nodded and remained silent.

Lin Xia took a sip of green tea and said quietly, "I never thought you would call me."

You Zimo didn't answer his question, but said, "A few days ago, you were the one she took care of in the hospital, right?"

His expression was cryptic, and he used affirmative sentences instead of interrogative sentences.

Lin Xia didn't answer, but the expression on his face at this moment, still let You Zimo confirm that his guess was correct.

Resisting the bitterness in his heart, he said to Lin Xia very calmly, "I will go to study abroad soon."

Lin Xia was slightly stunned, "Where are you going?"

"Switzerland."

"Really? It's a very good country."

You Zimo turned a deaf ear to his praise, he just said lightly, "Please take good care of her."

Lin Xia was slightly startled, and after a while, he looked at him seriously, and asked, "What do you mean?"

You Zimo chuckled, "It means literally."

Both of them are smart people, and they don't need to make other explanations, they will understand the meaning of the words.

You Zimo knew that Mu Yan still liked Lin Xia from the beginning to the end.When the misunderstanding was resolved, the suppressed feelings towards Lin Xia surged even more, and she had nowhere to hide.

Although she chose him, he was willing to let go because he didn't want to see her lose her smile.

In an instant, the atmosphere fell into a stagnation because of these words.

The melodious and melodious saxophone music has also turned into a sad and lingering erhu at this moment, and the unsolvable sadness makes people's thoughts fly.

Suddenly, Lin Xia said softly, "I will take good care of her."

The corners of the lips raised a perfect arc, You Zimo said softly, "Then, that's it."

Without extra words, the two reached a "deal" about commitment.

The unsolvable chaos came to an end because of one person's final withdrawal.

……

The handsome boy sat quietly in front of the window, staring intently at the scenery outside the window with his quiet and unwavering black eyes, and there seemed to be a faint sadness that could not be resolved between his brows.A beam of sunlight scattered on his body through the window, creating a brilliant brilliance, which made people unconsciously think of a sentence, 'a bright and beautiful boy with light sadness'.

Pushing the door open, Mu Yan saw such a scene.She walked over slowly and sat opposite him.

"Brother Zimo." With a soft call, she lowered her eyes and smiled.

Looking back, he smiled lightly, "I ordered your favorite mousse cake and coconut milk tea for you."

After taking a sip of milk tea, she followed his gaze to look outside, and said casually, "You're about to graduate soon."

"Yeah, it's less than a month away." He seemed a little bit emotional, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, "And, I will go to another new country soon."

An unknown country.

"Try hard to adapt to the new environment, I believe in you." Mu Yan smiled, "I will wait..." Before she could finish her 'Watching You', a gentle male voice suddenly sounded in her ears.

"Mu Yan, let's break up."

"Whoa..."

The sound of the knife and fork falling was clear and pleasant to each other's ears. She stared blankly at the silver knife and fork on the ground, and repeated without any emotion, "Break up?"

A bitter smile overflowed from his lips, "Yes, break up."

"For..." 'Why', the three words were stuck in her throat like this, she just raised her eyes to look at him, the pain in her black eyes made her have nowhere to escape, there was no way to escape.

"No, don't ask anything, don't say anything, that's fine." He smiled, "I'm going to study abroad soon, I don't know how long I will stay there, maybe my whole life will stay there Well. So...don't wait for me any longer."

She lowered her eyes and listened quietly to what he said.

"Mu Yan, do you still remember the first sentence you said to me?" You Zimo continued to smile, as if recalling the past.

Still silent, she couldn't answer his question.

"You called me 'little brother', with your big beautiful eyes open, and sweetly called me 'little brother'. I will never forget that scene. I didn't expect that so many years have passed in a flash."

She is no longer the little girl with big beautiful eyes who sweetly called him little brother.

And he wasn't the shy teenager who hid in her mother's office just to sneak a glance at her.

Time, let them know each other, but also let them forget each other.

"Mu Yan, I promised you that I would give you happiness, but today, it seems that this sentence is impossible to come true..." The bitterness on the corners of the lips did not recede at all, but deepened, "I'm sorry... Cherish that person Well, consider it my last request.

Cherish the person around you, cherish the person who can bring you a smile, because I don't want to see you lose your smile. "

Silence is her note at the moment.

"Although you chose me, but I..."

Maybe they shouldn't be together from the very beginning, but he doesn't regret it, because she is always a unique existence in his heart, an existence that will never change.

"let's break up."

Staring blankly at the cup of milk tea on the table that still exudes residual warmth, what he said made her not recover for a long time.

You Zimo left, just like when they first met, he finally said softly to her, "I wish you and him happiness."

Loving someone doesn't mean possessing it.

Love her, so he chose to let go.

He couldn't let go, because he loved her, deeply in love with her.

Even if there is still a trace of thought in his heart, he is willing to cut it off with his own hands.

Because he loves her, he wants her to be happy.

He knew that she loved Lin Xia and only loved him from beginning to end.

Touching, guilt, responsibility, and apology do not mean love. Although she finally chose him, she is trying to like him, and even trying to fall in love with him, but in the end, it still cannot withstand the impact of that person on her when the misunderstanding is resolved.

Because Lin Xia has already occupied her whole heart.

He didn't want to see her lose her heart and lose her smile.

So, he chose to let go.

It was the only thing he could do to hand her over to the person who could give her more happiness.

You Zimo left, Mu Yan didn't look up to stare at his back, but quietly stared at the cup of coconut milk tea that was still ordered for her, her favorite coconut milk tea.

Suddenly, the crystals seeped from the corners of the eyes, and slid down the beautiful face like flowers, drop after drop, dripping onto the glass tabletop, rendering cold water splashes one after another.

Continuously, like a rain curtain.

Tears blurred her eyes.

Astringent, overflowing her chest.

Pain spread all over her body.

She will always remember his kindness to her in her heart, but in this life, she can never repay him.

All the mistakes started from her, and it was he who reversed the mistakes in the end.

Turning her eyes, she looked at the high-rise buildings and the busy streets outside the window.

All kinds of people shuttle through the city, and separation, reunion, death, and rebirth are staged every day.

Fate is a very wonderful thing, but it is just passing by once, but people are looking forward to the next meeting.

Life is helpless and painful, but people still have to go on.

No one can predict what will happen in the next second.

Just like at this moment, whoever you choose is a kind of harm to each other.

In the emotional world, there has never been anyone who is right and who is wrong, some just come first and then come first.

Feelings are selfish and exclusive, and it will never allow the intervention of a third party.

Even if there is a crack, even if it is incomplete.

There will be a rift between her and Lin Xia, because their mutual self-righteousness four years ago led to their final separation.

There will also be a rift between her and You Zimo, because Lin Xia is always a hurdle that will never pass between them.

However, in the end he chose to quit, fulfilling her and him.

(End of this chapter)