thin marriage

Chapter 416
He took a step forward and held her hand, trying to make her feel better.

Perhaps it was his actions that calmed her down.

Soon, he woke up.

Opening her eyes, she saw an unfamiliar ceiling. She blinked, not knowing where she was for a moment.

A faint smell of disinfectant flowed from the tip of his nose.

There was a dull pain in the left hand.The most painful is the abdomen, sharp, as if someone is scratching with a knife.

It hurts, it hurts.She subconsciously frowned.

Seeing that she really woke up, Gu Chengqi immediately poured a glass of warm water and stepped forward.

"You wake up, come, drink some water."

A familiar voice with gentleness.

Her eyes turned to the man.When she saw Gu Chengqi's face, her body tensed up.

The brain also starts at this time, flooding with all the scenarios.

She fled with the help of Meng Jie, and she had already left Beidu.Flee to H province.

When she was about to go back to City Y by car, Gu Chengqi found her. Then, Ding Luoxi's face was already pale, but at this moment, she was in such a hurry that it made her pale even more.

She touched her lower abdomen with her hand, it was flat and she couldn't feel anything.

"Children? Where's my child?"

When she was talking, she looked at Gu Chengqi, with a look of pleading: "Tell me, where is my child?"

Gu Chengqi has no way to answer, losing this child, his heart also hurts.

I want her to drink some water, because her voice is really hoarse.

"Where's my child?"

Where is Ding Luoxi thinking about drinking water now?Even if her throat seemed to be on fire, she still wanted to ask clearly.

She is a nurse, and she knows that after so much blood, the child will definitely not be here.

But she still hoped for a miracle.

That person is still silent, and his silence is the best answer.

The pleading in Ding Luoxi's eyes dimmed, as did the brilliance.

She closed her eyes, feeling a burst of heat rushing out of her eye sockets.

child.

She lost a child.

Before she knew it, she was pregnant.Before she knew it, the child was gone.

All kinds of emotions were churning in her heart, and her throat felt sour one after another.

She was about to cry, and bit her lip desperately to suppress the feeling.

But it's hard, really hard.

too painful.

Really, it was too painful.

Painful emotions overwhelmed everything.She can't control her emotions at all.

She finally cried out.

Extremely loud, presumptuous, venting his emotions.

"Woooo."

That cry was not loud, and she couldn't even care about whether Gu Chengqi would see her in such a fragile state now.

She couldn't find any other way, besides crying, she couldn't find another way to vent her inner pain at this moment.

So much pain, so much hurt.

How could it be solved by just crying?
In the end, she couldn't even cry.The voice is hoarse.

Gu Chengqi didn't want her to cry like this, so he took out the tissue beside the hospital bed: "Don't cry, it hurts your eyes."

He no longer has common sense, and he also knows that women at this time are very weak and cannot cry.

Ding Luoxi didn't take the tissue in his hand, and even avoided his action of wiping her tears.

She rubbed her eyes with her hand, sucked her nose, and slowly calmed down her emotions.

With his uninjured right hand, he took out a tissue and wiped away the tears on his face.

Facing Gu Chengqi's gaze, Qingli's eyes were somewhat empty, confused, and puzzled.

She closed her eyes, and there were many emotions in her heart that she wanted to say.

He said it again, but there was only one sentence left: "Gu Chengqi, I thought, I don't owe you anymore."

Gu Chengqi's body shook.

During this day and night, for 24 hours, he had thought about countless things, but Ding Luoxi's reaction after waking up was not this one.

"Luoxi?"

"Or do you think it's not enough?" Ding Luoxi's tone was very flat, and she listened carefully, but there was a hint of imperceptible sarcasm in it: "Do you still want to continue your revenge?"

"I do not have."

Gu admits to not understanding why things turned out the way they did.

he--

"I, I'm looking for you, not to get revenge on you. I just—"

unwilling.

I am not willing to let the sunshine in my life, which is hard to come by, just disappear like this.

I don't want to go there again, a life without Ding Luoxi.

"Luoxi, believe it or not, I didn't want revenge when I came to you. I just wanted you to go back with me. We are all fine. But, I, I didn't expect it."

He couldn't say the words after that.

If it wasn't for him scaring Ding Luoxi, if it wasn't for what he did before, Ding Luoxi was scared.

Then she won't run away when she sees herself.If you don't run, what happens next will not happen.

Without the following things, naturally he would not lose that child.

Thinking of the loss of that child, Gu Chengqi still feels heartbroken and blames himself.

"Luoxi, please believe me, I really just want to have a good time with you."

"Aren't you going to marry Sister Meng?" Ding Luoxi cried just now. Her eyes were as clear as if they had been washed by water. Gu Chengqi could see the emotions inside them clearly. Her voice was a little hoarse: "Follow me Live together? What is it? Or, do you want me to be your servant? Mistress?"

"I didn't. I—" Gu Chengqi was completely at a loss for words at this time: "I won't marry her."

That man has never solved such a problem.

He actually had a lot to say. On the way to bring Ding Luoxi back to Beidu from H province, he looked at her pale face.

He kept thinking in his heart, what would Ding Luoxi say to her when he woke up.

How to say.

He has also been introspecting, reflecting on his mistakes.

He shouldn't have pushed her, shouldn't have treated her like that.

But every time he thinks like this, Song Yunxi's figure keeps popping up.

He can't help it.

He couldn't say anything more.

His body and his heart have actually betrayed Song Yunxi.

He can no longer avenge Yunxi, he even wants to be with Ding Luoxi for the rest of his life.

But his plans, these words.

When she saw Ding Luoxi's clear eyes, she couldn't say a word.

Whether you will marry or not is not important now.

Ding Luoxi closed her eyes, not wanting to talk to Gu Chengqi anymore.

She was so tired, really, so tired.

"Luoxi." The corners of Gu Chengqi's lips were drawn into a straight line, and his overly dignified expression made him look a bit stiff, and he blamed himself for Ding Luoxi's apparent unwillingness to see him.

There are other emotions, many, very complex.

He thought he couldn't say that sentence in his life, but at this moment, he said it naturally: "Marry me. Let me take care of you for the rest of your life."

She will lose her child, and she will be unable to have children, all thanks to him.

Even if it wasn't his main cause, most of it was caused by him.

And this was the only solution he could think of.

Ding Luoxi's closed eyes suddenly opened at this moment.

With just one glance, he met the guilt in Gu Chengqi's eyes.

Guilt?

Would such a man feel guilty?

Ding Luoxi wanted to laugh, but couldn't laugh at all.

She wanted to ask Gu Chengqi why he wanted to marry her, and what was going on in his mind.

It was just the words that were spoken, but after all, there was a bit of sarcasm and a bit of unwillingness.

"You want to marry me? Take care of me forever?"

"Don't you want to marry Sister Meng? Why do you want to marry me now?"

"I, I didn't, I told her—"

Gu Chengqi wanted to explain again that he and Liu Rumeng had never had that kind of relationship.

It's just that he wanted to explain, but Ding Luoxi didn't want to listen.

Even if there is no sister Meng between them, there is still Song Yunxi.

That person has a lot more weight than sister Meng.

"Gu Chengqi, you are not afraid, will Song Yunxi die in peace?"

He used to never let himself mention Song Yunxi's name, but she wanted to mention it now.

What is he going to do with her now?Like before, angry, angry at her?

"..." Gu Chengqi's face stiffened, he turned his face away, almost avoiding Ding Luoxi's sight.

To this day, Song Yunxi is still the hurdle in his heart.

His appearance clearly expressed this point.

"Gu Chengqi, you go out." Ding Luoxi realized this again.

Closed her eyes, she was so tired, really, very tired: "I want to rest."

"Luoxi?"

"If you have any humanity, if you feel that I have paid off what I owe you, then please leave."

Ding Luoxi said so.

"If you think it's not over yet, I can go out now and let the car hit me again."

"Luoxi."

He didn't mean that, and he never thought of killing her.

"go out."

Ding Luoxi's voice was extremely hoarse.

She didn't want to talk any more. Saying one more word would make her feel tired.

It was not Gu Chengqi's fault that she was hit by a car.

She knows this very well.

It was she who panicked when she ran away, and she didn't see the traffic lights clearly.

It was the driver who bumped into her.

She would lose the baby, as if she deserved it.Nothing to do with him.

But she couldn't face Gu Chengqi again.

Today he can say that he wants to marry her because he lost his child.

Tomorrow, because he thought of Song Yunxi, he could push her into hell again.

She has tried it time and time again.

If she still doesn't behave well, she is stupid.

She gave up a long time ago, and didn't bother with Song Yunxi, and didn't argue with her.

It was also the first time she knew that the living could not compete with the dead.

Those feelings of hers had now turned into wishful thinking.He slapped her hard.

Accompanied by the loss of that child, let her wake up from this unequal relationship.

Also completely give up.

"Luoxi?" Gu Chengqi didn't want to leave like this.

The person surnamed Wei yesterday still looked like he wanted to be Ding Luoxi's flower protector.

If it weren't for the large number of people he brought, he would have almost succeeded.

(End of this chapter)