thin marriage

Chapter 417
She wanted to get up, but suddenly forgot that her hand was hurt.

After exerting too much force, her hands hurt, and she lay back down again.

Want to get up, but too lazy to move.Looking at the time, sister Yu won't be here until half an hour later.

She simply closed her eyes and continued to sleep.

It's just that I didn't sleep for a long time when I heard the sound of the door opening.

Thinking it was Sister Yu, she didn't get up in a hurry: "Sister Yu, help me."

Her hands still hurt a little, she closed her eyes, and waited for Sister Yu to come over and help herself up.

Soon, she heard light footsteps and someone helped her up.

She opened her eyes: "Thank you Yu."

The word "sister" was not spoken, and the person standing in front of the hospital bed was not Sister Yu, but Gu Chengqi.

Seeing that it was him, Ding Luoxi withdrew her hand the first time.

The movement was a little big, and her hands hurt a little.

Turning away, she didn't look at him.

"Luoxi?"

It's not the first time Gu Chengqi has endured Ding Luoxi's cold face, nor is it the first time he's been so uncomfortable.

But in addition to this discomfort, there are also some distressed and sad emotions.

"Your hand hurts, let me help you."

Ding Luoxi avoided the hand he extended over again.The body hides to the side.

Seeing him standing there, she simply got out of bed from the other side, but there were no shoes on that side.

Frowning, Ding Luoxi stepped on the ground barefoot.

Go around the bed and put on your shoes.

"Luoxi?"

Seeing her still bandaging her injured arm, Gu Chengqi felt bitter: "Let me help you."

Ding Luoxi was silent, put on her shoes and went to the bathroom, Gu Chengqi stretched out her hand again.

It's just that before his hand touched Ding Luoxi, he swung it away: "Gu Chengqi."

She called his name coldly and stared at him, in his opinion, it was so cold.

It's so cold that it's still early September, which is considered summer, but the body feels cool.

"I remember I said, I don't owe you anymore?"

"..." Silence, she doesn't owe herself, she really doesn't owe it anymore, but——Ding Luoxi turned her face away, not looking at him: "Or, if you don't think it's enough, it's fine if I die again now."

"Luoxi, I—"

He didn't mean that, he just—

"Go out."

She didn't want to blame him, didn't want to hate him, and didn't want to blame him.

Everything is caused by herself.

She shouldn't have given Song Yunxi that injection back then, and she shouldn't have appeared in front of Gu Chengqi time and time again when she knew who Gu Chengqi was.

She shouldn't let herself approach again and again because of guilt.

Her biggest mistake was that she should not have escaped immediately when he was throwing an olive branch and kept approaching.

One step wrong, step by step wrong.

As of today, she is completely wrong.

Since everything is her fault, let all the mistakes end here.

As for Gu Chengqi.

"Luoxi, don't do this." Gu Chengqi said with difficulty.He is not in the habit of apologizing.

Apart from his family, he never bowed his head to anyone in this life.

"sorry."

His voice is soft, but slow.Every byte is expressing his sincerity: "I'm sorry."

He said it again.

These are all his faults, if not for him, Ding Luoxi would not be what she is now.

His apology was a first.

Even if she was given away, even if she was imprisoned.

Even if he kept chasing himself and causing her to miscarry, he never apologized to her.

Today, I said two sentences in a row.

Ding Luoxi was a little surprised, but after the surprise, she laughed a little.

yes.If the environment didn't allow it, she almost wanted to laugh.

"Are you apologizing to me?"

This is really a ridiculous thing.

She also really raised the corners of her lips halfway, and stepped forward. She stared at his face, and her eyes met his.

During this time, Gu Chengqi was not doing well.What is hard to hide under the straight suit is his slim body.

Especially the eyes, which were still somewhat bloodshot.

There are dark shadows under the black background.

How long has he not had a good rest?
Ding Luoxi didn't know, and now, she didn't care either.

She just wanted to break up with Gu Chengqi, completely.

"Gu Chengqi, you don't have to apologize to me, you are not wrong."

The one who was wrong was her.

"Luoxi"

Gu Chengqi thought he was talking ironically, but Ding Luoxi raised his hand and interrupted what he might say next.

"You're not wrong, really not."

Ding Luoxi's expression was serious, without any hint of joking: "What's wrong with you? You just love Song Yunxi too much."

Gu Chengqi was taken aback for a moment, he really loved Song Yunxi, but——

"You love Song Yunxi so much that even if she is dead or gone, you will never forget her for six years."

"You love Song Yunxi, so much that no matter how good other women treat you, no matter how much they do for you, there is only one Song Yunxi left in your heart."

"You love Song Yunxi to the point that other women are nothing in your eyes. Every woman you look at is looking for Song Yunxi's shadow."

"..." He didn't, he really didn't.

As if wanting to refute, Ding Luoxi took another step forward. This step brought them closer.

For the first time, her eyes brought a sharp light: "Gu Chengqi, don't tell me that when you first helped me last year, it was not because I resembled Song Yunxi, but because you had a momentary sympathy. How dare you say?"

This was her guess, but it made Gu Chengqi change his face.

It also reflects that her words are correct from the side.

In fact, Gu Chengqi would help Ding Luoxi time and time again at the beginning, indeed because her profile looked a bit like Song Yunxi.

Although after getting along, you will understand that these are two completely different people.

Ding Luoxi's heart was already cold and broken.

Now that she has guessed Gu Chengqi's thoughts, she doesn't feel sad anymore.

Not at all.

All she has is sarcasm, deep sarcasm.

"So, Gu Chengqi, what's wrong with you?"

What can she say for a person who doesn't love herself?
It can only be said that Gu Chengqi loves Song Yunxi too much.

"You are not wrong, I am the one who is wrong."

Ding Luoxi took a deep breath, those words that were once difficult to say in front of Gu Chengqi, now became quite easy.

"Gu Chengqi, you don't need to apologize to me. The person who was wrong was never you. It was me."

"My mistake is that I know the entanglement between me and you, but I still can't resist your tenderness."

"My mistake is that I know that you may leave me when you know the truth one day, but I still hold a glimmer of hope, thinking that you may soften your heart."

"My mistake was knowing that you had a Song Yunxi in your heart, but still thinking that I could take the place of that dead man."

"I thought I could make you fall in love with me, even if I couldn't get rid of the person in your heart, at least I could have a place. This is my biggest and most unforgivable mistake."

"Gu Chengqi, your heart is so cold and hard. Under the layers of wrapping, you can only see Song Yunxi, and other women, no matter how much they love you, you will turn a blind eye."

Her words were straightforward and blunt.

She waited for Gu Chengqi to explode.But he only twitched his eyebrows, but didn't say a word.

"So." Ding Luoxi spread her hands, stroked her long hair behind her head with her uninjured right hand, and took a deep breath.His expression was calm and indifferent.

"Gu Chengqi, you are not wrong. You don't have to apologize to me."

Gu Chengqi was stuck in his throat, since Ding Luoxi's accident, it was the first time he heard her talk so much.

For a moment, he couldn't find his own voice at all, and he didn't know what to say.

She said it was all her fault.

If he wants to make himself feel better, he should think so, but now he has no way to think that way.

"Luoxi" finally found her own voice.

But all language becomes empty at this moment.

"So." Ding Luoxi took a step back, and took another step back.On Gu Chengqi's face was an indifference that he had never seen before: "Gu Chengqi, I have been wrong time and time again, and I don't want to be wrong again."

Gu Chengqi's heart tightened.

Once again tasted the feeling of heartache.

Ding Luoxi's words were like a sharp knife full of thorns, stabbing his heart fiercely.

She said he was not wrong, it was her.

She said her love for him was a mistake.

Love for him is a mistake.

That means that she will never love him again in the future.Yeah?
His throat was uncomfortably choked, and he really couldn't say a word at this moment: "I. You—"

You are not wrong, it is me.

He wanted to say that, but really couldn't say a word.

He did have a shadow of Song Yunxi in his heart, he had indeed thought about it, even if he would get married in the future, he would find another woman.

He only had pity and care for that woman, but no love.

He really thought so, so facing Ding Luoxi's accusation, he couldn't say a word, and couldn't deny a word.

Facing Shang Ding Luoxi's clear eyes, all his words became impoverished.

Stepping back, his body turned around with some stiffness, and he left with a heart like fleeing.

Ding Luoxi didn't react or feel anything.

Whether Gu Chengqi is dead or alive now has nothing to do with her.

She doesn't care and doesn't care.

He didn't deny what he said, only because she was right.

Since this is the case, let him hold Song Yunxi's memories until he dies.

Gu Chengqi escaped in a bit of a panic.He couldn't face Ding Luoxi.

Sitting in the car in a daze, she saw Sister Yu carrying breakfast into the hospital.

He was a little envious of her, at least Ding Luoxi would not resist Sister Yu's approach.

In addition to envy, there is more confusion.

He thought that after a few days, Ding Luoxi's mood would recover.But she didn't expect that her mood had recovered, and she no longer had his place in her heart.

.

She spoke calmly and looked peaceful.

She didn't say she hated him anymore, nor did she say she hated him.

(End of this chapter)