thin marriage

Chapter 418
She just pointed out his heart with a reflective tone and a mocking tone.

His first, first thought.

She didn't blame him for everything he had done to her in the past.

She didn't scold him or blame him.

She was just introspecting, reflecting on her own mistakes.

Yes, wrong.

She said that loving him was a mistake.Her love is wrong.

Their past was a mistake.

Gu Chengqi discovered for the first time that there are things in the world that are more unbearable than not loving.

Love is wrong.

This is worse than Ding Luoxi saying that she doesn't love him anymore, saying she hates him, and making him feel uncomfortable and painful.

When Ding Luoxi got into a car accident, her last words were Gu Chengqi, I hate you.

He was heartbroken and sad.

But it won't be completely hopeless like it is now.

Where there is love, there is hatred. She hates herself, at least she still has feelings for him in her heart.

He can also influence her.

But now?
She vetoed all her feelings for herself.

A more extreme emotion than love or hate.

She felt those feelings were wrong.The reason for the mistake was because he still loved Song Yunxi in his heart.

Yun Xi?

When he thinks about these two words now, his heartache is not as painful as it was at the beginning.

It's just sour, astringent, with a bit of incomprehensible obscurity.

His heart aches no longer, not because he doesn't love Song Yunxi anymore.

In fact, the 20-year relationship doesn't mean that you don't love it, or that you don't want it, so you don't have to.

But when he misses Song Yunxi, Ding Luoxi's figure often emerges from his heart.

She appeared in his heart.

He has Ding Luoxi in his heart.

Otherwise he wouldn't be with her, wouldn't touch her, wouldn't let her live in his apartment.

I don't even want to marry her and have children with her.

Gu Chengqi looked at the hospital gate in front of the car, feeling a lot of sadness in his heart.

Why did it take him to figure it out after so much had happened?
Why didn't he find out earlier, why didn't he realize it earlier.

Does he care about Ding Luoxi?

If you just want to be with her, get married, have kids, any woman will do.

If it was just a feeling of pity, he wouldn't be so reluctant to let go.

If it's just a liking, I feel very comfortable getting along with Ding Luoxi.

After he knew that she was the one who killed Yunxi, he wouldn't be so hard to let go.

He will not regret it after giving her away.

Not to mention that after he knew that she was approaching him on purpose, he couldn't even tear himself apart with her.

He should have known from the day he couldn't do anything to her.

Ding Luoxi already had a different place in their hearts.

He is too blind, too self-righteous.

It was his stubborn belief that he had a promise to Song Yunxi, and that the person he would love for every lifetime was Song Yunxi.

But when exactly, Song Yunxi still existed in his heart.He placed it in a certain corner.

In his heart, there was an extra Ding Luoxi.

Thinking about what will happen after two people meet and get together.

Gu Chengqi's eyes were slightly moist.

Luoxi, Ding Luoxi.

I have pushed the relationship between us to such an irreparable point today.

Does it mean that there is really no possibility between us?
Thinking of what Ding Luoxi said about his feelings was a mistake.

He smiled bitterly.

It turns out that the hurt from the one you love is so unbearable.

So what kind of mood did Ding Luoxi use to endure everything he imposed?

He suddenly couldn't sit still.

Now, what can he do to make Ding Luoxi forgive him again and be with him?
Gu Chengqi really didn't know.

If he was more rational, he should let go and let Ding Luoxi live her own life without Gu Chengqi.

But he found that he couldn't do it.

His world turned into darkness after Song Yunxi left.

He also thought that he would die alone in that darkness.

But the appearance of Ding Luoxi let him know that there is still sunshine in his life.

It was she who let him know that he could still love again.

Under such circumstances, does he really want to let go of his hand and let Ding Luoxi miss him?

No.he does not want.

As long as he thinks about it, Ding Luoxi's future life has nothing to do with him.

And his life will no longer have the warmth given by Ding Luoxi.He felt short of breath and almost died.

He didn't want to lose Ding Luoxi.Not at all.

No matter how much he has done, no matter how wrong he is.He also hopes that she can give him a chance.

Forgive him and be with him again.

But how?
Gu Chengqi's thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of the mobile phone.Looking at the number displayed on it, his expression became serious again.

He closed his eyes and picked up the phone.

Hearing the voice on the phone, his heart became a little nervous.

Gu Chengqi hung up the phone, his eyes fell on the outer wall of the hospital building.

There was an extremely firm idea in my heart, which popped up at this moment.

He didn't want to, nor was he willing to give up his feelings for Ding Luoxi.

.

Everything in the past was his fault, but starting today, he will not be wrong anymore.

Ding Luoxi, you said that your feelings for me are a mistake, then I will let you make a mistake to the end.

Song Family Villa.

Gu Chengqi has not been here for some days.

Zhuge Miaomiao is a professor who often gives lectures outside, but he doesn't really have time to stay at home every day.

Press the doorbell, and the maid comes to open the door.

"Big boy."

The servant knew him very well and led him in.

Gu Chengqi went all the way into the house, and when he saw Zhuge Miaomiao, he handed her the gift in his hand.

"Aunt Song, congratulations."

"You child." Zhuge Miaomiao took the gift in his hand, with a bit of annoyance on his face: "It's fine if you come, what gift do you want?"

"Yes." Gu Chengqi smiled: "Aunt Song has published a book, so I have to celebrate."

"You." Zhuge Miaomiao asked the servant to put away the gift, and took Gu Chengqi's hand: "Why not celebrate? I know you are busy with work every day, so I just took this opportunity to let you come over for dinner."

"During this period of time, there is indeed something wrong." Gu Chengqi did not deny it: "It will be good to finish this period."

When he was talking, Song Chenyun and Song Lang just came back.

Song Lang heard this sentence at the right time, and stepped forward: "What are you busy with? Why did I hear Cheng Lin say that you haven't been in the company for a while?"

Today, he went to the company to find Gu Chengqi first, and wanted him to come over for dinner at night.

But he didn't expect that Gu Chengqi was not there, and Gu Chenglin didn't know where he went.

"Well. I have some personal matters." Gu Chengqi was thinking about how to tell the Song family.

Song Lang had already spoken first: "Personal matter? Boss, you are not in love, are you?"

When he was talking, Song Chenyun and his wife looked at him expectantly.

Although they were all gratified that Gu Chengqi had loved her daughter for so long, Song Yunxi had been away for six years.

If Gu Chengqi finds another one, they can all understand.

But looking at Gu Chengqi's situation, it's definitely not true.

But to their surprise, Gu Chengqi nodded: "Yes. I'm in a relationship."

Gu Chengqi looked at Song Chenyun and Zhuge Miaomiao with calm eyes: "Uncle Song, Aunt Song, I'm sorry. I betrayed Yunxi, and now I like another woman again."

The atmosphere became a little weird for a moment.

Zhuge Miaomiao and Song Chenyun quickly reacted after looking at each other.

"You child." Zhuge Miaomiao felt a little emotional in his heart, and was more happy: "Isn't it normal for you to like other women? Yunxi, Yunxi is gone after all, we can all understand."

"Yes." Song Chenyun has also watched Gu Chengqi come over these years: "Chengqi, I believe Yunxi will understand you."

Song Lang was about to second the proposal.

Gu Chengqi suddenly knelt down facing Song Chenyun and Zhuge Miaomiao.

"Chengqi?"

"Chengqi?"

The two couples were frightened, and they stretched out their hands at the same time to help Gu Chengqi up.

"What are you doing like this? You found a girlfriend, and we were too happy. You—"

"Aunt Song, Uncle Song." Gu Chengqi knelt straight, with firm eyes.

"I want to say I'm sorry, not because I fell in love with someone else, of course, that's also a reason."

His Adam's apple moved up and down, and his mood seemed a little complicated.

The hand hanging by the side clenched into a fist at some point.

"Cheng Qi?" What's going on?

"The person I fell in love with is called Ding Luoxi."

As soon as the name came out, Song Lang's eyes widened.

Before he could react, Gu Chengqi had already confessed: "It was the little nurse who gave Yunxi the injection six years ago."

"The person I fell in love with is called Ding Luoxi."

"It was the little nurse who gave Yunxi the injection six years ago."

Song Chenyun and Zhuge Miaomiao were dumbfounded by his last words.

The body was frozen there, not knowing how to react at all.

Song Lang, on the other hand, stepped forward quickly, and grabbed Gu Chengqi's skirt forcefully: "What did you say? Say it again?"

"Song Lang." In the box that day, Song Lang was also there.

When he heard Ding Luoxi's name, he thought of Gu Chengqi's reaction at that time.

No wonder, he always felt weird.

Very weird.

If Yao Youquan hadn't stopped him from seeking revenge on Ding Luoxi, and he also believed that Gu Chengqi would definitely not make Ding Luoxi feel better, he would have done it himself.

How could it be possible to let Ding Luoxi have fun all the time?
But now listening to what Gu Chengqi said, Song Lang couldn't help but get angry.

"Gu Chengqi, say it again."

He hoped that it was his ears that had a problem just now, not what he thought.

Gu Chengqi didn't want to hide this matter from the Song family, and he couldn't hide it either.

He has already made up his mind to be with Ding Luoxi.

No matter whether she forgives herself or not, no matter whether she really loves him or not.

He has already decided to keep begging Ding Luoxi to forgive her and let her give him another chance.

(End of this chapter)