thin marriage

Chapter 430 If the heart is facing the sun, why be afraid of sadness 8
She believed what Gu Chengqi said, she believed everything Gu Chengqi said.

She also believed that he really loved her.Even if not the kind of deep love, at least there is affection.

If she didn't feel anything in her heart, if she didn't feel touched at all.

That is deceiving.

But besides being touched, there is a bit of indifferent heartache.

If it was months ago, if it was before the pain, let her hear it.

She would probably be ecstatic, right?
When he said he loved her, even if she wasn't excited, she would be moved to tears, right?
But now, she listened to Gu Chengqi's sincere analysis of her feelings.Say you love her so affectionately.

She just felt a little sad.

Yes.sad.

For the sake of them, miss again and again.

When she loves him, he doesn't love her.

By the time he loved her, she was already tired and didn't want to love anymore.

She thought about the scene after the meeting between the two people, many things.

Those things she knew clearly, she knew his feelings for Song Yunxi, but she was still under his tenderness, and moths threw themselves into the flames.Sink into this love affair.

She thought at the time that she didn't really mind.But now hearing Gu Chengqi say this, she really minds, very minds.

"Gu Chengqi, you said you love me, and you said that your previous behaviors were due to misunderstandings."

"But every misunderstanding, every time you torture and bully me, it's all because of Song Yunxi."

"Gu Chengqi, if Song Yunxi was still here, would you still love me? No."

Ding Luoxi was a question, but said the answer first.

He will not love himself, never will.

"Okay. It's true that Song Yunxi is gone as you said, but you brought me here, and you told me over and over again the past between you and Song Yunxi, and you told me again and again that the relationship between you and Song Yunxi How about the time. Do you think I will be happy? No. Because I heard that, I only have one feeling, that is, I am your spare tire, your will."

"You just want to tell me that you love me because you haven't fallen in love with anyone else."

Gu Chengqi was slightly stunned, his jaw tensed, and the corners of his lips were drawn into a straight line: "Luoxi, it's not like this. I didn't want to compare your position in my heart, I just wanted to tell you that I thought I didn't have the ability to love It's you, it's you who gave me the ability to love someone again. Because that person is you."

"And I'm a little bit like Song Yunxi." Ding Luoxi's tone was half mocking.

"No, not like."

Gu Chengqi denied: "Luoxi, don't say that, okay? You are nothing like Yunxi."

"Like or not, it doesn't matter. Anyway, I don't love you anymore." Ding Luoxi took a deep breath, took a step back, and then took a step back: "Gu Chengqi, let's do this. Let's end this, shall we?"

"Not good." Gu Chengqi shook his head, stretched out his hand and hugged Ding Luoxi tightly in his arms: "I said it before, please give me time to prove my feelings for you. I really love you."

"You really love Song Yunxi too."

Ding Luoxi said so, and slowly took his hand away: "Isn't it?"

"I--"

Ding Luoxi smiled, that smile was a bit bitter.

Turning around, she walked outside.

Gu Chengqi had no choice but to follow behind her: "Luoxi"

He called her name, but he didn't know what to say. He felt that all the words now became so pale and powerless.

He said so much, but she still didn't understand.

Or maybe she understands, but she just can't accept that there is still a Song Yunxi in her heart?

But how could it not?

If he said that he had forgotten about Song Yunxi, I believe Ding Luoxi would not believe it.Don't talk about her, he doesn't believe it himself.

It was irrefutable, so he could only watch her pass by him, and then go downstairs.

When Ding Luoxi went downstairs, Zuo Panqing and his wife were still sitting in the living room. Seeing her coming down, Zuo Panqing smiled brightly.

"Luoxi, right? Come and sit down. Want something to drink? You're welcome."

Ding Luoxi suddenly felt awkward where she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.

"No, no, I'm leaving right away."

Out of politeness, she bowed to Gu Xuewen and his wife, then turned and went outside.

Zuo Panqing was not dismissed so easily by her.

Stepped forward and took her hand: "Where are you going? It's so late, so I'll just stay here."

"I, I'm not, auntie. I—" Ding Luoxi looked at Gu Chengqi as if asking for help, she really had to go back, otherwise she would be late for work tomorrow.

"If you don't stay, is this kid bullying you?"

Although Gu Chengqi didn't explain clearly what happened before, Zuo Panqing could guess a little: "Luoxi, don't be afraid of him, if he dares to bully you, just tell me and I'll beat him up for you. "

Besides embarrassment, Ding Luoxi was also a little surprised.

Gu Chengqi's mother has no airs at all, and looks easy to get along with.

"Auntie, it's not like that." She thought of the appropriate words in her mind: "I have to go to work tomorrow, it's too far here, I want to go home and rest."

"It's the same for resting here, let Chengqi see you off tomorrow." Zuo Panqing thought for a while, and added: "Don't call me aunt, call me mom with Chengqi."

Ding Luoxi blushed, this thought was too jumpy, she couldn't keep up at all.

"Auntie, Chengqi and I are not what you think, I—"

If she doesn't deny it, she will be recognized by others, which is not good.

He took his hand out of Zuo Panqing's.He bowed again: "Auntie, I'm sorry, it's getting late, I really have to go back."

"Excuse me, bye."

After finishing speaking, regardless of the reaction of the other three people, they ran outside as if fleeing.

After Gu Chengqi gave his mother a blank look, he quickly caught up with Ding Luoxi.

Zuo Panqing was left with a gloomy face, and glanced at her husband: "Tsk tsk, what should I do? My son doesn't seem to be able to handle it yet. Then when can I drink daughter-in-law tea?"

"Don't help more and more." Gu Xuewen's eyes darkened, and he looked at the direction where the two disappeared: "My son has a sense of proportion. Is your wife's tea? What are you in a hurry, you can always drink it."

From his point of view, things are not so simple.

Zuo Panqing's face became gloomy again.

This daughter-in-law can't drink tea, isn't it even more distant to want to be a grandma?
Zuo Panqing thought about Qiao Xinwan's cute and well-behaved grandson, and thought about the new daughter they added to their family recently, and felt depressed again, depressed.

The car drove slowly in the night wind.This speed is only a little faster than walking.

Ding Luoxi looked at Gu Chengqi, and wanted him to drive faster, but he didn't seem to feel it at all.

She looked at the speedometer again, it was less than ten kilometers.

"Gu Chengqi, can you drive faster?"

She is so tired and wants to go home quickly.

Gu Chengqi's hand holding the steering wheel tightened, she doesn't want to get along with him so much?
Do you think it is suffering if you stay for one more minute?
"I just want to spend more time with you." He looked at Ding Luoxi: "Can't you?"

"..." Ding Luoxi pursed her lips, and clenched her hands on her knees into fists: "Gu Chengqi, why do these things? It's useless."

"Why? You really don't love me anymore?"

Gu Chengqi simply stopped the car: "Even if I say so much, you can turn a blind eye? Listen but not hear?"

"Gu Chengqi." Ding Luoxi pursed her lips and clenched her fists: "You said so much, should I hear and see it? Then you have done so much before, should I engrave it firmly in my heart?" ?”

Gu Chengqi was slightly taken aback, but Ding Luoxi was aroused a little bit of anger by him.

"Anytime you say you love me, I have to listen, to respond? Even to be with you?"

"Then when you don't love me, you can bully me and hurt me? Gu Chengqi, have you always been so subjective, so domineering, and take it for granted that you can do whatever you want?"

"I, I didn't, I—" Gu Chengqi wanted to explain for himself, but was interrupted by Ding Luoxi.

"You didn't?" Her expression was full of sarcasm and coldness: "Who, after discovering that I was the nurse back then, convicted me without asking the reason or finding out the truth? Who was it that regarded me as a nurse?" Skill girl, you can bully me however you want?"

"And who, no matter how much I begged, insisted on giving me away?"

"..." He didn't, and he regretted it later.

Ding Luoxi knew what he was thinking just by looking at his expression: "Yes, although you came back later, you saved me from being gang-raped by those bastards and scum, but I have to thank you Gu Chengqi? If you come one minute late, what will I face? If those people attack me earlier, what will I face?"

What's more, that scene had already made her feel humiliated.

"What if I really let those people do something today, Gu Chengqi, do you still dare to say, do you want to be with me?"

Gu Chengqi was speechless, all of Ding Luoxi's accusations were correct.Every word and sentence pointed directly to his heart.

"And now you know the truth. You understand that you misunderstood me, you regret it, you blame yourself, you feel guilty, you want to make up, you say you want to marry me, then I will be grateful to Dade, and accept you with tears Apologize, stay with you, and then happily let you marry me obediently?"

"Gu Chengqi, why are you so self-righteous?"

Since the accident, it wasn't the first time she showed a sharp look, but it was the first time she was so excited.

Gu Chengqi was really speechless at this time.

Sitting there, it was obviously not winter, but he felt as if his body had fallen into the cold winter of the twelfth lunar month.

The body felt cold again and again.

"Luoxi, you—" She kept saying that she forgave him, but looking at it now, not yet, really not.

It was also at this time that Ding Luoxi realized that she didn't care about those injuries.

But it's really not.

She is not the Virgin, nor is she a fairy.

She had no choice but to downplay those injuries like that, and Ren Gu Chengqi would forgive him if he said he was sorry.

"Gu Chengqi, not all mistakes can be redeemed with a sentence of sorry, and not all regrets and pains can be redeemed with a sentence of "I love you."

She is really tired, very tired, very tired.

She didn't have the energy, and she didn't have that emotion, so she started with Gu Chengqi again.

(End of this chapter)