thin marriage

Chapter 431 If the heart is facing the sun, why be afraid of sadness 9
"If you really want to make it up to me, then stay away from me."

"Do you know? When I saw you and heard you say you love me, I couldn't help thinking, is it because you love me, or because of guilt?"

"Even if you say you love me, I don't believe it, because I will never be as good as Song Yunxi in your heart. Even if she dies, her affairs are much more important in your heart."

"So, I don't want to see you, and I don't want to hear you say that you love me. Those things make me feel fake. I don't even want to marry you and be with you, because that means that I will live in the shadow of Song Yunxi for the rest of my life .I'm not that great. Not really."

She is just a very ordinary, very ordinary woman, what she wants is also very simple, but also very extravagant.

"If I can't see you, I won't think about those things. I will be much simpler and happier."

"So if you really have a little affection for me, if you really love me, then stay away from me. No, the farther the better."

It was cold in the compartment.

At least Gu Chengqi felt very cold, he felt that the blood in his whole body was frozen.

He couldn't move, couldn't speak.

When Ding Luoxi said she forgave him in an understatement tone, he just didn't believe it.

If it was him, he would not forgive.

But when Ding Luoxi really broke out those emotions and really told him that she would never forgive him.

Only then did he realize that such true feelings also made him helpless.

Yes, helpless. For the first time in his life, the dignified Gu family felt helpless.

He was completely dazed and confused.

Those injuries are still there.He doesn't have amnesia, he remembers clearly.

Now, how can he make up for it?

No.Now he wants to make up for it, and they won't give him a chance.

Why do things so desperately?Why was it so subjective in the first place?

If he could be more rational, if he was more careful, wouldn't there be such a dilemma now?

"Luoxi"

Her throat was choked badly, and it took her a long time to find her own voice. She wanted to apologize, but found that those three words were really too pale.

He couldn't say it, and Ding Luoxi didn't want to hear it either.

"Please take me home, I have to go to work tomorrow. Thank you."

With a cold sentence, he was completely shut out of her heart.

Gu Chengqi looked at him, his dark eyes were full of pain.

Looking into Ding Luoxi's eyes, her watery eyes, even though they were in the dark, were very clear and bright.

The sincerity and clarity in it can only reflect his shamelessness and evil.

He couldn't even ask her to forgive him again.

Because nothing he did, it seemed, deserved forgiveness.

His eyes darkened again, black bottomless, without a glimmer of hope in them.

In the office, the documents on Gu Chengqi's desk were piled high.

Gu Chenglin and Gu Chengyao sat across the desk, and on the other side was Song Lang.

Three people surrounded him with six eyes staring at him together.

Gu Chengqi was unmoved at all.He was just doing his own thing in an orderly manner.

Read the documents in your hand one by one, sign them again, and put them aside.He picked up another document in his hand.When it was about to be opened, there was an extra hand on the document.

"Boss?"

It was Gu Chengyao who spoke.

He looked at Gu Chengqi with a bit of unbearable eyes: "Don't do this."

"Do you have nothing to do?" Gu Chengqi seemed to have no idea what they were here for: "Go and do something."

"Boss." Gu Chenglin couldn't help it anymore: "What are we doing? You brought all our work to you early this morning, and I have nothing to do."

"Really?" Gu Chengqi was unmoved, and took out the document from Gu Chengyao's hand to continue reading.

Gu Chengyao stopped him again: "Boss, we all know."

Gu Chengqi raised his eyebrows, as if he didn't know what they knew.

"Boss, this matter is actually none of your business."

Gu Chengyao gritted his teeth: "I already called my sister yesterday. I scolded her. Speaking of this matter, she didn't check it out back then, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Yes." Gu Chenglin nodded: "I was there at the time. Sister Belle said that she would come back tomorrow and explain to Miss Ding in person."

The person who banned Ding Luoxi back then was Gu Jingting, not Gu Chengqi.

Song Lang also stood up: "I was also at fault for this matter. I was too sad back then and forgot to seek justice for Yunxi."

Song Yunxi's departure was a huge blow to the Song family. They were so sad that they forgot to teach those who harmed Yunxi a lesson.

Wouldn't this happen if we investigated more carefully?
Gu Chengqi suddenly laughed when he heard what the brothers said.

That smile was very bitter.

"This matter has nothing to do with you."

"Why is it irrelevant?" Gu Chenglin only heard what Wei Ziheng said yesterday.

He took care of his family one by one, how excessive and ignorant.

They have been banned for five years without finding out the truth.

Of course, as for how Gu Chengqi bullied Ding Luoxi, it has nothing to do with these people, Wei Ziheng didn't say anything.

"If you want to blame this matter, you can blame Miss Belle, not you." This is Gu Chenglin's conclusion.

"That's right." Gu Chengyao nodded: "When my sister comes back, let her apologize to Miss Ding, and then admit her mistake. Let her not blame you."

Gu Chengqi smiled wryly.These brothers don't understand.

What Ding Luoxi hated him was not the five years when she was wronged.but—

He didn't have time to think about it, because his heart suddenly began to tremble again.

That's right, what he did to Ding Luoxi doesn't count.During those five years of ban, she suffered from the pain of not being able to be a nurse.

She struggled with finding a job.It's a pity that I can't stand in the sun.

How will he pay for these?
Thinking about it this way, he realized that he seemed to owe Ding Luoxi more.

Now, how do I pay it back?
"Go out." Gu Chengqi waved his hand: "It's none of your business."

The blind man is he, the subjective man is he.

It was because of Ding Luoxi's concealment that he lost his mind and lost normal thinking.

It was he who made one mistake after another.

These mistakes are already irreparable for him.Even if Ding Luoxi knew that Gu Chengqi was not the one who blocked her five years ago, what difference would it make?
"Boss?"

"Boss?"

"Boss?"

The three of them spoke at the same time, all of them had unbearable expressions on their faces.Gu Chengqi didn't want to mention it anymore, he lowered his head and looked at the document again.

But this time, no one can stop his "effort".

When she went to work the next day, Ding Luoxi was notified by the head nurse that she had been transferred to an advanced ward.

She was a little surprised: "Head nurse, I don't seem to have enough qualifications?"

"Enough, enough." The head nurse said with a smile on her face, "Xiao Ding, clean up quickly and report."

"But."

"Hurry up. This task is very heavy, and it has nothing to do with seniority. The more advanced the patients in the ward, the harder it is to take care of them. You have to be careful."

Ding Luoxi was a little surprised, but understood.

Rich people have a lot of quirks.Thinking about it, this is not considered a promotion.

I packed up my things and transferred to the inpatient department.

The nurses in the same department all take special care of her.After one morning, she found that her work was much easier than in the infusion room.

"Ding Luoxi, Ward [-] needs to measure blood pressure."

"I'll go." Ding Luoxi was almost moldy from being idle.

He took the sphygmomanometer with him, and only after entering the door did he realize that the person who came was Wei Ziheng.

She laughed a little.I guessed more or less in my heart: "It's you?"

"Yes." Wei Ziheng held his forehead seriously: "I have a headache in the morning, maybe my blood pressure is too high."

It's a hangover.I was fed a lot by Gu Chengqi and his gang yesterday.

Ding Luoxi looked into his reddened eyes: "Are you so interesting?"

Transfer her to an advanced ward?Enjoy this kind of treatment that you feel like you are resting even though you are working?

She would rather go back to the infusion room.

"Ah?" Yes.Wei Ziheng didn't know that she was talking about changing jobs: "My head really hurts. Miss nurse, please measure it for me quickly."

Ding Luoxi rolled his eyes at him, stepped forward, and took out a sphygmomanometer to measure his blood pressure.

"Wei Ziheng, I really don't want to enjoy this kind of treatment. Take me back to the infusion room. It's too busy here, I'm not used to it?"

"What?" Wei Ziheng didn't understand, he was drunk yesterday and came to the hospital early in the morning.

"Didn't you ask someone to bring me to the inpatient department? You also specially asked me to serve in the advanced ward?"

"I—" Wei Ziheng's amber eyes flashed with surprise, he did not do this.But: "Isn't that good? Isn't it much more leisurely? I don't want you to work too hard."

someone.Since you want to do good deeds without leaving your name, then I will bear the name.

"Wei Ziheng." Ding Luoxi was really defeated by him. When she wanted to say something, she saw the bloodshot eyes in his eyes. Thinking about how he took care of her, she couldn't bear it, so she helped him measure his blood pressure.

"It's a bit high, pay attention, don't drink alcohol, and smoke less."

When she said this, she suddenly stopped: "You are also a person who has been sick, don't you understand that you should take good care of your body?"

"I can't take good care of it." Wei Ziheng watched her put away the sphygmomanometer and held her hand: "I can't wait for a serious illness now. In this way, I can be hospitalized, and I can't wait every day. I can see you."

"Wei Ziheng, are you sick?"

Who thinks bad about themselves?
"Yeah, I'm terminally ill." When Wei Ziheng spoke, he really covered his chest: "Don't tell me, I have chest tightness and headache now. Nurse, I'm going to be hospitalized."

This guy is really fucked up.

Ding Luoxi wanted to laugh, and pulled her hand back: "Okay, stop making trouble, I still have to work. You go back."

"Luoxi" Wei Ziheng grabbed her hand: "I'm really uncomfortable, why don't you check me up again."

"Wei Ziheng, if you make trouble again, I will ignore you."

Ding Luoxi put on a straight face, as if she was about to get angry, Wei Ziheng quickly raised her hand: "Okay, okay. Let's not make trouble, but you want to watch a movie with me tonight."

"I do not"

"If you don't want to, I'll stay here." Wei Ziheng became addicted to playing a rogue: "I will make you unable to do anything at that time. I can let you stay in a high-grade ward, and I can also make you do nothing. Do it."

(End of this chapter)