Chapter 55

BJ is always a bustling and crowded place. As long as there is land, there will be human beings. As long as there is air space, there will be human breathing. I have lived in a developed city like Shanghai since I was a child. The scene of overcrowding is not unfamiliar. It is a pity. It must also be inferior in comparison.The air-conditioning in the airport gave me a headache, and I seemed to be a little airsick. The whole person seemed to be floating in the sky, listless. Although I was dressed brightly, unfortunately, I looked sad. A corpse that has been drained of blood, walking dead.

"Chen Yun, you are so cruel!" I bit my lip hard, bulging dead fish eyes, as if wearing contact lenses, seeing everything is colorful and colorful, and all the sounds are like the buzzing of mosquitoes sound, ringing in my ears. "It's a pity that I charged up your phone for you when I left. Are you reluctant to send a text message?" As soon as you got out of the airport, there was a surge of enthusiasm, which was completely different from the cold air inside. , I couldn't get used to it for a while, coughed a few times, and called a car aggrievedly, but I didn't know where to go?Two people are going on honeymoon, what's the deal with one coming back early?If I go home directly, how should I answer my parents-in-law?No matter where I go, people will ask this question, no matter who asks, I don't know how to answer it?Why don't you find a place to stay by yourself?
It's a pity that this is BJ, not Shanghai, and I don't have a single friend. All my colleagues are related to Chen Yun. The only relative, my brother, has a very good relationship with him. In addition, my brother is also busy on his honeymoon, so there is no time to talk to him. Me, after much deliberation, there is only one place, and that is the place where Yun and I lived before. We agreed to continue living there, but my parents-in-law strongly objected, and the reasons were very clear and specific: Xiaohe was weak and Yun worked too much , the child is too young.Therefore, the parents-in-law reached a consensus that this newly established small family is extremely unstable and must be "spoiled" in the "cradle".

I originally liked freedom, a good two-person world is so free and easy, but it is a pity that the child's life, everything is in vain, so I had to move back home with Yun, and became a "young grandmother" and lived a "clothes, hands, food" Mouth" days.

Turn the key to go in, everything is the same, the only difference is that all the furniture is covered with a layer of white cloth, just like a funeral.I walked in gently, stroked, breathed, and felt, in addition to smelling our breath in the past, I recalled that on the sofa in the living room, we hugged each other many times because of loneliness or sadness, and argued with each other to grab the TV. , in addition to the various events that took place under this roof, there is also a thick layer of dust.One word came to my mind: the dust has settled.

I recalled the things that happened more than a year from my pregnancy to the present, and it seemed that everything was paving the way for my relationship with Chen Yun, such as the accident on the end of the world; the chance meeting in a taxi; the reunion in the hotel; The miswriting of the newspaper; the fate of the underground passage; and the friendship of getting along day and night.Finally, one day, under the conditions of various factors, the "east wind" brought "feeling" and then love was born, and our marriage was made. The status quo and the atmosphere interfered, and covered up the most real thoughts.Now that I have entered into a marriage and started a family in a daze, and spent half a year in an ordinary way, I suddenly felt lonely and boring, lost my passion and enthusiasm, let alone excitement, the original sympathy for each other no longer exists, even though each other Clinging to each other, but unable to open our hearts, a distance gradually developed, including the strangeness brought by uncertain factors such as children, parents, work, etc. The mother, the daughter-in-law of a couple, is unconsciously part of a large family, so even though it has been more than half a year, I still have not transformed myself from the identity.

Especially as a "mom".I didn't realize it at all, and sometimes I even ruthlessly thought that Kexin was not my child at all. I love her, and I wish I could put her in my hands and love her. Unfortunately, between my love for Yun, she can completely step aside. It is the difference between me as a woman and other women. I have to choose between being coquettish in the arms of a man and sleeping in the arms of a child. I never need to think about choosing the former. It's my mother-in-law who worries about it. I don't care about it. It's just that when I'm bored or emotional, I hug and tease her, which can also be understood as "playing".After Chen Yun called me, I could leave Kexin like throwing down a pillow.

"Yun, I love you more than my daughter? But how can you hurt me like this?" In fact, I believe that he has never done anything sorry, and I can completely trust his explanation, but I can't forgive him for leaving for one night like this. This leaves me in a quiet room, I'm afraid of being alone I'm afraid of being alone.

Suddenly my legs became weak and I knelt down on the ground, crying like a child.I don't know what I'm crying about. In fact, God has taken care of me very much.I miss Shanghai for no reason, think of my mother, think of all kinds of school in the past, of course I also think of Qiqi and Jiali, and even Song Zizhong.

"Mom, I miss you so much, I want to go back to Shanghai? I never thought that I would settle down in BJ, never thought that I would get married and have children in BJ. At this time, I really want to lean in your arms and act like a baby. ?” As he spoke, the tears of Han Shui came overwhelmingly, and he couldn’t stop it, sobbing and crying.

"Dad, I came to BJ because I wanted to join you, and I didn't plan to live in BJ forever. But I have already married, I can't leave my husband and daughter behind! I still have a lifetime to live? What should I do?" Do it?"

"Brother, it's all your fault. Just find me a house to live in. Why do you have to send me to someone else's house?"

"Chen Yun, my life has changed because of you. My original trajectory has diverged because of your appearance? What do you call me now? I used to have a child, but now the child is yours. I don't care about anything. No more, no more?" I thought about it and cried.

"Have you cried enough? Cry enough and clean up the room!" I don't know how long I have been crying, suddenly a voice floated over, which made me overly frightened, and I raised my head with a "huh", only to see him wearing pajamas Standing at the door of the room with arms crossed, he leaned against the door and looked maliciously, with a very disdainful look in his eyes, just like when he said: "Do you think you have a lot of advantages for others to take advantage of?"

"you……?"

"I came back by special plane." Before I could ask, he had already answered, and he came over to help me up after speaking. "Based on what I know about you, you will definitely come back here, so you have been waiting here for Madam." I almost burst into tears, and it's ironic that he can still smile so sweetly. "Are you a little touched, the anger in your heart is gone!" He smiled like a prince, and I cried like a Cinderella, "Actually, I don't know what you are angry about?" He said to himself foolishly Soliloquy.

"You...you bastard..." I really wanted to scold him, the harsher the better, but unfortunately, I am highly educated and naturally insulated from swearing, so I couldn't find any swearing words for a while.

"Yes, I'm an asshole, you bullshit..." He nonchalantly helped me screw my luggage into the room, and I stood in the living room stupidly, not knowing what to do?

"You... you are shameless...?"

"Yes, I have no teeth, but you have teeth..."

"You... you rascal...?"

"Yes, I'm not bad, you're shameless..."

"You...you are shameless...?"

"Yes, I have no face, you have face, and you have exquisite features..." He didn't apologize at all, but seeing him here, I really lost my anger, if he can hold me in his arms at this time , I guarantee that I will immediately cry in his arms and fall down the Great Wall, turning the whole world into the Yangtze and Yellow Rivers.

"Why are you like this?" I scolded you, but you still had the nerve to smile.

"What's wrong with me? I think I should marry an illiterate man who doesn't know a single word, or marry a deaf man, blind man, or dumb man, so that I can live. Why don't you leave me alone?" His The tone of the tone is [-]% blame and [-]% jokes, which gave me the illusion that he is very afraid that I will leave him.

"Who left who? Who didn't come back all night?" Back to the original point, I quarreled with him with tears in my eyes.

"You come here first...?" He suddenly opened his hands and said to me.

"Why!" I asked, but I still walked towards him obediently. As soon as I got closer, he hugged me into his arms and hugged me so tightly that I almost suffocated.

"It's not because of you. You are ashamed to say that everyone is in the intensive care ward. I asked my assistant Xiao Wang to fly to Korea overnight."

"I didn't do it on purpose, you scolded me all over the face without asking anything, and you still said those nasty things." I leaned into his arms and cried aggrievedly.

"Don't say anything, don't say anything, it's my fault, I shouldn't be talking about business on the honeymoon." He began to admit his mistake, but in fact, I didn't blame him at all, it was just that I was so strong.

"I'm not right either..." So a very familiar scene was staged, that is, the reconciliation with all the couples after the quarrel, opened the white cloth, we snuggled up on the sofa, and replaced words with passionate kisses.

"From today onwards, I am your private property. You can do whatever you want. I will obey my wife's arrangements. Even if you want to listen to the government behind the curtain and interfere in political affairs, I will let you."

"Who cares..."

"A lot of people are rare..."

"How dare you...!" We hugged each other sweetly, as if nothing had happened in Korea.

I couldn't imagine the situation when Chen Yun returned to the residence and didn't find me just after I left.

When he saw the note on the table, he threw things like crazy, becoming irritable like never before.

"If you think about Kexin, I dare say that even if Kexin cries next to you all day, you won't bend over to comfort her. Even if there is no other way in the end, you can still calmly say to her, 'Okay, Calamity star, don't cry, I'll ask Dad to come back to coax you..." After finishing speaking, he sat on the sofa and didn't move for a long time.

Finally, I picked up the phone and called the assistant to let him handle it, and then helped him book a special plane.

I accidentally saw the text message I sent him.

Husband, I was wrong, forgive me, please?I will never say such things again.

The anger in my heart gradually subsided.

He cast a deep gaze out the window.

"Xiaohe, how do you want me to treat you well?"

(End of this chapter)

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