The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 72

Kexin, where are we going?In this way, I chose to stay in BJ in this dilemma.

At that time, I only had 800 yuan in cash with me.

I took Kexin and stayed in a small hotel for two nights, plus food and lodging, the cost was [-].

The Chen family absolutely can't go back, and I don't want to go back to my brother's house, so I choose to live alone with my child.

I rented a house in Chaoyang District, 300 yuan a month, with nothing but a bed.

I found a job on the Internet, because my requirements are very low, so I found it quickly, English translation, trial period 1500, not including food and lodging, but the working hours are short, from 10:400 am to [-]:[-] pm, the place of work , only half an hour's bus ride away from where I live.The company is very small. Its name is "Feifei Translation Company". It is said that it is named after the proprietress. It mainly outsources the translation work of some large companies. It has just started, and all employees are only [-] people, and they are all relatives. They were all very happy and told me enthusiastically that there was a nursery nearby, and they were very generous to help me pay [-] yuan for a month's childcare fee.

So Kexin and I came to where we are today.

I turned off my phone, desperate to disappear from their circle.Of course, even turning it on is useless. There is no signal at all in this rental house. Although I still can’t devote myself to work wholeheartedly because of Kexin, the work is still relatively smooth. I have been working in Feifei Translation Company for a month. The heart is very peaceful except for the occasional noise, but the cold weather is a very big challenge for us, of course poverty is also a very big challenge, but the proprietress Feifei is very kind to me because she is an overseas student, but it is a pity that she fell in love with a High school students, there is love to maintain, education is not very important, and the boss Huang Wei is quite capable, but there is a little generation gap between them in some communication, and Feifei and I happen to be at the same level, so she appreciates it more Me, I never mentioned what happened to me, but she even boldly guessed whether I was a single mother who was abandoned by men. I think the actual situation is similar, so I reluctantly agreed. The heart is also good.

I was originally a small white-collar worker, with a small salary of five or six thousand, I bought daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, paid utility bills, ate some snacks, added some clothes, shoes and socks, and my husband was able to rent a car and a house, and had a place to live , don't squeeze the bus, belong to the petty bourgeoisie.

Because of a masked dance party, finding the wrong person, entering the wrong room, twists and turns, the success of cultivation, the mother depends on the child, and the life of a young grandmother who opens her mouth for food and stretches out her hands for clothes, goes out to enjoy the car and BMW, and hugs before returning home, They eat delicacies from mountains and seas and wear brocades and silks, belonging to the bourgeoisie.

Now I am going to get divorced for various reasons. In order to support my children, I have to work in such a small place. With a meager salary, I can’t pay the rent. I can’t afford to raise my children. Put the children in the nursery in the bungalows, put them together with the children of migrant workers from other places, and don't even have decent clothes, completely transformed into a proletarian.

I feel very sad about my current situation, but I have confidence in myself, and I will improve everything with my own ability.

Neither Chen Yun nor my brother looked for me, at least I couldn’t see any missing person notices in newspapers or news. Of course, I didn’t want them to look for me at all. I called my mother and said that I couldn’t go home for the time being.I knew that my brother would definitely tell my mother everything, so I lied and said that I would leave BJ for a while and return to Shanghai after I calmed down.

In my mind, there is only one thought, and that is divorce.

If I get a divorce, it will inevitably involve children. If I want to fight for the custody of my children, I must be capable, so my goal is very clear, and that is to work hard.

I never thought of being a strong woman, but it turns out that the economic base determines the superstructure.

A woman with no income and no savings will never have the capital to speak. I have drawn a beautiful blueprint for my future and decided to move forward step by step with my own ability. I want to forget everything. From now on, my world will only be Work and comfort, everything else is not important.

Because of my hard work, my salary has now increased to [-], and I can change to a slightly better house next month, but there is no way to improve it.

I looked at Ke Xin who was having so much fun around me, and felt comforted in my heart. As expected of my child, he can bend and stretch. He can live in a big villa with a swimming pool and parking lot that is as beautiful as heaven, and also live in a square with bare walls and sea breeze. , I can eat milk powder that is so delicious and indescribable, I can also swallow tasteless rice soup, I can wear high-end brand-name counters, and I can also wear cheap goods from street stalls, but I seem to turn her from a princess into a beggar , felt guilty.

Kexin, believe in mom, mom will definitely give you a better life.

I just made a promise, and immediately shivered, but Kexin looked at me with an unbelievable expression, as if to say: "Mom, can you solve the cold problem first."

Looking at this cute girl, I felt guilty. I was short-circuited or something, how could I run away from home with her?In such a cold day, I took her to live in this small bungalow without heating. I was really worried that I would take her away. She still can’t talk, and she can’t tell me when she’s cold or hungry. I don’t have much Based on my experience, I have to figure out what to do by myself. I am really afraid that I will make a mistake. Will it hurt her?When I was pregnant, I wondered all the time what to do with her?I haven't read some books about "being a mother" with ordinary pregnant women. How about communicating with babies?How to educate your baby?After all, she was born, and my health was not very good. I lay on the bed every day without thinking about how to be a mother. Later, I went on honeymoon, and then I had a small argument with Chen Yun for three days, and a big argument for five days. , I've never been with Kexin like this before, now our relationship is much better, she can't leave me, and I definitely can't leave her, she is my only concern right now?

But now I know how happy it is to have you, because having your mother is very happy now.So no matter what, I want to fight for your custody, and I want to be with you forever.

(End of this chapter)