Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 18 First Quarter Moon, Last Quarter Moon (5)
She tossed and turned in bed at night, unable to fall asleep.

She didn't know why he didn't come. After waiting for so long, it was still nothing.

She thought, maybe, she is not his last quarter moon after all, and he is not her first quarter moon after all.

They are destined to reincarnate lonely on staggered trajectories.

However, Ruolin felt a little lucky that Mu Jingyan didn't come, she didn't know what she could say to him if he really came.

The next day, when Ruolin was talking to the people behind her, she secretly looked at the familiar desk.

Mu Jingyan was still buried in his book, his expression was not much different from usual, as if nothing had happened.Only then did Ruolin's heart relax slowly, seeing his expression, she felt that the reason why he didn't come didn't seem so important.

This matter, like plain boiled water in ordinary times, passed without any heat.After that, Ruolin never did similar things again, and Mu Jingyan never came to Ruolin, they were as usual.

However, Ruolin still has a crush on him.

"What are you thinking?" Han Haoxuan's pleasant voice interrupted Ruolin's thoughts.

"...Oh." Ruo Lin regained her composure, and replied in a low voice, with a faint smile on her face, and said, "It's nothing."

"Can you tell me about your childhood?" Han Haoxuan looked at Ruolin and asked.

"..." Ruolin's clear eyes dimmed suddenly. She didn't want to think about those gloomy times. Now that someone asked her, her memory has nowhere to hide.

She had a happy childhood, accompanied by her parents and younger sister, but later...

She didn't want to recall that unbearable past. Compared with Han Haoxuan's childhood, her childhood was quite miserable, like the desolate wind in autumn, even the last fallen leaf on the ground would be taken away.Ruolin thought that if her father hadn't left, perhaps her childhood would have been so beautiful, but in reality, there was no such thing.

"Why aren't you talking?" Han Haoxuan asked gently.

"When I was young, my father left us. I thought he would come back soon, but after more than ten years, he still hasn't come back." Ruo Lin said in a low voice, with a look of sadness on her face.

"..." Han Haoxuan looked at Ruolin with a sad face, full of self-blame in his heart, but when he asked how he knew this would happen, he said guiltily, "I'm sorry." His tone was sincere.

"You don't need to tell me you're sorry." Ruo Lin waved off the sadness on her face, and tried her best to make a smile on the corner of her mouth, "It's all in the past."

"Look." Han Haoxuan pointed at the night sky, distracting Ruolin's attention.

"Huh?" Ruo Lin was surprised, then looked up.

Ruolin carefully looked at the starry night sky and the moon surrounded by stars. Based on her knowledge of geography, she deduced that this should be the last quarter moon. nice.

"You can't see such a beautiful night view in an urban area full of tall buildings?" Han Haoxuan said.

"En." Ruolin nodded, with a hint of a smile in her eyes.

It has been a long time since Ruolin hasn't relaxed her body and mind. She shuttles between work, restaurants, the little girl's house, and her own home every day. She is as busy as a spinning top. Even if she is tired and suffering, she can't help but take a break.

This time, someone finally gave her a mental and physical vacation.

"Do you like watching the stars?" Han Haoxuan asked looking at the night sky.His dark eyes were like stars in the night sky, with little stars lingering in them.

Ruolin nodded and said: "When I was young, I liked counting stars, one, two, three... I just kept counting until my eyes got tired. Later, I wanted to..." Halfway through, Ruolin stopped suddenly and stopped talking.

"What happened later? Why didn't you say anything?" Han Haoxuan asked softly.

"Later, I just wanted to pick off these stars and keep them for myself." Ruolin made up unrealistic lies, but in fact, later, she wanted to count the stars with the person she loved.But she didn't want to tell Han Haoxuan this true thought, or else, she didn't know what he would think.However, she couldn't deny that Han Haoxuan was the first man to watch the stars with her.

"If you like this place, you can come again next time." Han Haoxuan said the invitation like a host.

"This is the place where you recall your beautiful childhood. If I come, won't I destroy your ideal paradise on earth?" Ruolin smiled slightly.

"No." Han Haoxuan looked at Ruo Lin, with tenderness in his eyes, and said in a low voice, "You can also be a part of this paradise."

The low words seemed to have infinite bewitching power, gently knocking on Ruolin's heart, making her heart tremble slightly.

Ruolin looked at the man sitting next to her, with a handsome face; deep and bright eyes, shining like stars; a gentle smile, like the warm sun in the cold winter, reaching people's hearts.

The breeze blows gently, and they are so close, Ruolin can faintly smell the faint fresh smell emanating from Han Haoxuan's body, it seems to be mint or vanilla, it is indistinguishable, but it is a unique smell, which makes people feel I can't help but feel comfortable after smelling it.

The two of them looked at each other, and the moonlight fell on them, smudged with a faint golden layer.

Han Haoxuan looked at Ruo Lin with deep, burning eyes, as if a cluster of small flames were burning inside, and his face looked even more handsome under the moonlight.

The surrounding area was quiet and silent, except for the occasional chirping of insects and their slightly rapid breathing.Ruolin only felt that Han Haoxuan's eyes were burning hot, as if they were burning her heart, and the heat gradually increased.

"Crack!" A slight voice resounded in the silent atmosphere, still clearly heard in Ruo Lin's ear.Han Haoxuan saw the mosquitoes that had been circling Ruolin's ears, so he stretched out his hands and patted them lightly.

"Mosquito." Han Haoxuan said with a slight smile, his voice was soft, like a lullaby played by a piano, making people drowsy after listening to it.

The breeze brought by Han Haoxuan's clapping palms not only did not cool down Ruo Lin's hot heart, but felt the ears burning hot, and a blush suddenly rose on his face.Han Haoxuan's body that came over suddenly was so close to her, his breath seemed to be close at hand, his deep eyes looked straight at Ruo Lin, with tenderness like water.

At this moment, in this empty place, Ruolin felt as if there were only the two of them left in the world.The breeze was blowing on her face, but it couldn't blow away those two blushes, nor could it blow away the heat in her heart.Her heart began to feel a little flustered, and the palms of her hands were sweating unknowingly, sticky.

Before Ruolin could react, that handsome face fell down, and the aura on her body was so familiar, it reminded her of the scene in the bar.However, in a flash, all the thoughts in her mind began to freeze.Soft lips touched her lips lightly, and a breath that only belonged to a man swept over her.

Han Haoxuan gently embraced Ruolin, and put his hands on her back. Through the thin clothes, Ruolin could feel the burning heat of his palms, which made her back gradually heat up until it spread all over her body.Her body trembled violently, her heart beating wildly.

Ruolin has never experienced such passion, and feels that all this is just her illusion.She opened her eyes, but she really saw this gentle man. His eyes were slightly closed, and he looked very focused and serious. The halo of the moon poured on his face, making the lines on his face softer. .

Han Haoxuan's movements were extremely gentle, as if what he touched was the most precious treasure. He lingered on Ruolin's soft lips, trying to penetrate again, but felt that there were hands resisting on his chest.Han Haoxuan opened his eyes, looked at Ruo Lin who was full of stubbornness in his eyes, and then reluctantly moved away from the warmth, his eyes were deep, like a deep lake, filled with tenderness.

Ruolin couldn't stop her frenzied heart, she lowered her head and didn't look at Han Haoxuan.The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.Endless guilt suddenly sprouted in her heart. She didn't understand why she didn't refuse that kiss just now, but it wasn't as simple as curiosity.When Han Haoxuan wanted to snatch the warmth from her lips again, a shadow suddenly flashed in her mind, and she woke up suddenly, and pushed him away suddenly.

Han Haoxuan is not Ruo Lin's boyfriend, but he stole her first kiss.At that moment, her city was captured by him.

Ruolin clenched her hands tightly, a thin layer of sweat came out of her palms, she bit her lower lip with her teeth, her rosy lips gradually turned white, leaving a row of shallow tooth marks.She shifted her gaze to the broad river, and after a long time, her heart slowly calmed down.

"You are really good." After a long while, Ruolin broke the awkward atmosphere and smiled slightly. She turned her head and saw Han Haoxuan's suspicious gaze. She was afraid that he would misunderstand, so she hurriedly explained, "You are really good at slapping mosquitoes. You can slap mosquitoes with one hand." It is comparable to three dead."

"Oh..." Han Haoxuan smiled suddenly, with a slightly unnatural expression.It's not that he has never kissed his girlfriend before, but this kiss made him feel very subtle and sweet, and he was surprised and pleasantly surprised for a while.It's just that he didn't understand why she would suddenly push him away, so he felt a little depressed.

The two looked at the river in front of them, and occasionally looked up at the stars in the sky, but they didn't say anything.

The two of them just sat there for a while, Ruo Lin proposed to go back, Han Haoxuan put away the tablecloth spread on the floor, and drove her back.

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, and the surrounding area was extremely quiet, and the "hissing" sound of the air conditioner could be heard.The two were basically in a state of silence, but in fact they both had their own concerns.

After driving into the urban area, Ruolin originally wanted to ask Han Haoxuan to stop at an intersection, but it was so late and the bus had long since disappeared, it was convenient to stop here to take a taxi.But Han Haoxuan didn't stop, and asked her address directly. Seeing his serious expression, Ruolin didn't know what to do. Thinking about it, it would cost a lot of money to take a taxi, so forget it, and told him her address.

Han Haoxuan stopped his car in front of an extremely ordinary neighborhood.

After Ruolin thanked her, she hurriedly wanted to open the car door. At this moment, Han Haoxuan got out of the car and helped her open the car door. He looked very gentlemanly, with a gentle smile, like the sunshine in spring.

"So you live here." Han Haoxuan remembered sending Ruolin home once a long time ago, but at that time, her identity was "Fake Xinyu". In order to act more realistically, she asked him to send her to Xinyu. s home.

"That's right, Young Master Han must be used to living in a villa, and he has never been to this kind of place, right?"

"You misunderstood, I didn't mean that. I just thought, I finally know where you live, and it will be more convenient to visit you in the future."

"No need."

"I'll take you in."

"No need, it's already late today, and I'm tired, I want to rest early." Ruolin felt that Han Haoxuan's behavior had gone a little too far today, and she didn't really want to give him any more time to be alone.

Han Haoxuan didn't force it, but just said lightly: "Then don't disturb your rest, and come to visit another day."

"I'm a drifter. I don't have a fixed house. I might move someday. You don't have to come here, and there's no need to come here. It's best..." Ruolin paused, and then said, "It's best that we don't meet again in the future. gone."

"Is it because of Xin Yu?" Han Haoxuan asked.That kiss tonight clearly showed that she also had feelings for him. Obviously, she avoided him not because she didn't like him or understood him, but because of other reasons.

"..." Ruolin remained silent.

"If you refuse to meet me because of her, then I won't be in touch with her in the future. There is really nothing between me and her. I just... just try to date her, and then forget you, but , I found that I can't do it at all..." A trace of sadness emerged between Han Haoxuan's eyebrows and eyes.

"I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're talking about. I should go back." Ruo Lin hurriedly stopped Han Haoxuan from continuing.

After saying this, Ruo Lin turned around to leave, but was stopped by Han Haoxuan.

With such great strength, he easily pulled her in front of him.

He put his hands on her shoulders and looked down at her condescendingly: "Do you really not understand what I'm talking about? Don't pretend to be stupid, okay?"

"Please don't touch me, okay?" Ruo Lin tried her best to shake him off, but he held on so tightly, as if she wanted to crush her bones.

"If you don't care about me at all, why didn't you refuse when I kissed you just now? Huh?" Han Haoxuan's dark eyes merged with the surrounding night, making him look more and more melancholy.

"I'll say it again, please take your hand away!" Ruolin said pretending to be calm.

Han Haoxuan sighed deeply, and finally let go of his hand.

If she wanted to leave, he could only let her go.

Why can't he grasp the person he likes every time?An Xi was also so calm when she left him, and Ruo Lin, who had kissed him passionately just now, can also leave in peace.

It would be great if he could also be so calm.

Ruolin didn't even say goodbye to him, she turned around and walked into the community, blending into the vast night.

Han Haoxuan could only watch her back silently. Although she was very indifferent and cruel to him, his eyes still did not deviate a bit, locked tightly on Ruo Lin, and there was still a trace of nostalgia in his eyes.

It wasn't until the hurried figure turned into the community that Han Haoxuan drove away.

(End of this chapter)