Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 19 If You Never Grow Up (1)
(1)

Mu Jingyan was worried that Ruolin hadn't come home so late to check out the gate of the community, but he didn't expect to see a man driving her home in a luxury car.

With his intuition, this man should have an unusual relationship with Ruolin.

They talked for a while, but they couldn't make out what they were talking about. It should be sweet talk, right?Just when Ruolin turned to leave, the man caught her unexpectedly, and then there seemed to be some quarrel between the two.

At that time, Mu Jingyan really had the urge to go forward and pull that man away. How could the girl who was as precious as crystal in his heart be dragged to him by that man like an eagle catching a chick?That man looks well-dressed, does he understand what it means to be sympathetic to the fragrance and cherish the jade?

Mu Jingyan couldn't help but clenched his fists, and frowned slightly.

But think about it carefully, if the young couple quarrels, is he worthy to intervene?
So Mu Jingyan could only sigh inwardly, turned his face away, and prepared to walk back.

"Amu." After a while, a crisp voice sounded from behind Mu Jingyan.

Hearing her call him "Amu", Mu Jingyan's heart suddenly warmed up. He stopped, turned slightly sideways, turned his head to look at her, and pretended to meet her by chance: "I'm back."

"Yeah." Ruo Lin replied softly, and then asked, "You came back so late, too?"

"Yeah, I have something to do at work today, so I've been working overtime until now." Mu Jingyan lied on purpose.In fact, he planned to go out to dinner with Ruo Lin tonight, but he called her cell phone to tell her to turn it off, and no one responded when he visited her house.Out of worry, he waited for Ruo Lin near the neighborhood after dinner.Who knew that it was so coincidental to see her flower protector send her home.It seems that he is really a little worried.

"It's been so hard, let your boss raise your salary!" Ruo Lin laughed.

"Capitalists are best at exploitation, so they won't raise salary easily." Mu Jingyan smiled, and then changed the subject, "By the way, why did you come back so late?"

"Oh, it's the child's birthday today, and her parents left me to have dinner at their house, so I came back late." Ruo Lin has never been good at lying, and her face turned red when she said the words.Fortunately, it was night, he couldn't see her expression clearly, she was secretly glad.

"Oh..." Since she didn't want to tell the truth, Mu Jingyan didn't want to expose her, even though he was somewhat curious about that man, and of course, it was undeniable that there was also a bit of jealousy mixed in.I thought I would get the moon first if I was close to the water, but who would have thought that I would be snatched first by others.He was slightly depressed.

When she got home, Ruolin went to the bathroom to wash her face, looked at herself in the mirror, her face was tired, but still pretty.There were wet drops of water on her bangs, sticking to her forehead one by one. She gently stroked her bangs aside with her hands, as if she wanted to see her face clearly.Staring at herself in the mirror for a while, she finally touched her rosy lips with the pulp of her index finger. It seemed that the tenderness of that moment still remained on her lips, and her face was unpredictable.

That kiss, she thought it was an illusion created in a dim night, it was just a wrong kiss and had nothing to do with love.

Even though Ruolin thought so, the guilt in her heart was still strong, she didn't know if this counted as seizing someone's love, her heart was tangled together, like a mess, and she couldn't stop trying to figure it out.She thought, if the blind date hadn't been replaced by Xin Yu, things might not have become so complicated.

She took another handful of water with her hand, and splashed it on her face, and the water droplets immediately touched her face, which was crystal clear, like dewdrops on a lotus leaf.However, her expression was still a little gloomy.

Although Ruolin resisted Han Haoxuan somewhat, he still relished this night very much.After all, it was the first time he took a girl to his kingdom.I used to say that I would take Anxi there, but Anxi always said with a disapproving attitude: "I don't want to go to such a remote place!"

When getting along with Anxi, Anxi always has a high-ranking attitude, and he has to let everything go, but he never feels tired and still enjoys it.Perhaps, this is the so-called love?Immersed in the world of love, you will forget who you are, and only regard the person you love as the queen.

However, Anxi also liked to cling to him. When she was not in class, she would always sneak into his classroom and sit next to him.Sometimes, I pretended to be listening to the class seriously, and sometimes I made trouble, pinching his nose, pulling his ears...

Looking back now, Anxi is still so vivid in my memory.

She is always so sweet and beautiful when she smiles.

In fact, when Ruolin smiles, she looks very much like Anxi, with her eyes bent into a bridge.However, she seldom smiled, she just looked at him coldly, and seldom showed a gentle expression.

He really doesn't know, what is her heart made of, is it a piece of ice that is hard to melt?
The next day, when everyone was resting, Han Jianrong invited a few friends to play golf together, and Xu Ling suggested that Han Haoxuan bring Xinyu with him.Han Haoxuan had no way of refusing his parents' wishes. To put it bluntly, there was no reason to refuse.If Ruolin agrees to date him, he can take her home and tell his parents that she is the one he likes.But now, Ruolin has always been icy towards him, in this way, there is not much difference between him dating any other girl.

Although this is somewhat unfair to Xin Yu, how can it be fair in the world of feelings?
When An Xi said they broke up, even though he was very reluctant, An Xi still left without looking back.

Now he tried his best to pursue Ruo Lin, but she ignored him.If he didn't take the initiative to find her, she wouldn't even give him a greeting call.

Is this fair to Han Haoxuan?

In the world of love, whoever is trapped, the deeper he is trapped, the more unfair treatment he will face.

No matter what, life must go on.

Even if he can't be with the girl he loves, he still has to take into account his parents' thoughts, he must think about the offspring of the Han family, and find a girl to live an ordinary life.

However, if such a woman is as knowledgeable and lively as Xin Yu, and also has a common language, it would be a good choice.

After the group arrived at the golf course, Han Jianrong first introduced his future daughter-in-law Xinyu to all the friends. Everyone praised Xinyu for her dignified and beautiful appearance. Han Jianrong and his wife had smiles on their faces and felt very satisfied.

Although Xinyu has been to such a high-end place before, she is not proficient in golf. She knows how to hold the club, but how to accurately hit the ball into the hole is a problem.

Han Haoxuan watched from the side as Xin Yu's grip on the club was in place, apparently very proficient, but when the club was swung out, the ball would always deviate from the direction, and on several occasions, the ball still circled around the edge of the hole But just don't go in.Feeling a little annoyed, Xin Yu stood up straight, put the cue stick by her waist, and looked at Han Haoxuan beside her, with a hint of pleading for help in her eyes.

Han Haoxuan was not in a hurry to go up to help her, and was stunned for a while.At this time, Xu Ling pushed Han Haoxuan, and whispered, "Why are you in a daze, why don't you teach her?" Han Haoxuan then turned to look at Xu Ling, smiled knowingly, and then walked towards Xinyu.

Han Haoxuan told Xin Yu some points that should be paid attention to when swinging the ball, and asked her to try it. Sure enough, under Han Haoxuan's guidance, Xin Yu finally scored a goal.

"Wow, that's great! I actually scored a goal!" Xin Yu couldn't help cheering, and then she hugged Han Haoxuan's arm excitedly and said, "The method you taught really works! You can bring me here more often in the future!"

Han Haoxuan didn't answer, but just smiled noncommittally.Please forgive his selfishness, he doesn't want to make any promises to her just yet.

Xin Yu suddenly felt a little embarrassed and slightly uncomfortable, and let go of the hand holding him.

"Brother Jianrong, your family has really found a beautiful and smart daughter-in-law." Han Jianrong's friend Zhang Zhang couldn't help but praise when he saw Xinyu scored another beautiful shot.

"I heard from your wife that she came from a scholarly family. If she is so, she can be seen as a person with self-cultivation." Mrs. Zhang took up the conversation, paused, sighed long, lowered her eyes, and looked up again. Looking at Han Jianrong and his wife, he said, "Do you know my wife..."

"What's the matter?" Xu Ling asked in surprise, "Didn't the two just get married a while ago?"

"Before getting married, my son didn't tell me the truth. My daughter-in-law is not from a famous family, so why not say that she is still a single-parent family, and the family is poor, and there are younger brothers and sisters, all of which are hers. If you have anything to do, ask her for help." Mrs. Zhang shook her head helplessly, and continued, "It is said that family ugliness should not be publicized, but this time my family's ugliness is a big one."

"Then why did you adopt such a daughter-in-law in a muddle-headed manner without investigating clearly at the beginning? It's not right for her." Xu Ling also felt sorry for Mrs. Zhang.

"That's what we said, but we didn't think too much about it at the time. Who knew that the son we had always trusted would lie to us. Now, there are many conflicts because of family reasons, and the son knows how to save face in front of others. Whenever a friend mentions his wife, his face is dull. So are we, we are really ashamed." Mrs. Zhang complained, and then she looked at Xin Yu with an expression of envy on her face, He said to Xu Ling, "Your family has found the right person."

"Well, my son's blessing." Xu Ling patted Han Haoxuan on the shoulder and smiled contentedly.

Han Haoxuan's eyes wandered a little, as if he was immersed in his own thoughts, and his face was not very good-looking. Xu Ling patted lightly, and he couldn't help trembling slightly.He turned his head to look at Xin Yu with a bright smile on his face, his heart suddenly became heavy, and his eyes were as deep as a pool.

Xin Yu leaned closer to Han Haoxuan, and the two stood side by side, a handsome man and a beautiful woman, a perfect match.However, the expressions of the two were quite different. Xinyu was surrounded by praise from others, so she didn't notice the change in the expression on Han Haoxuan's face.

Han Haoxuan hid the expression on his face, picked up a club, bent down, held it firmly, and focused his eyes on the hole in front of him, looking familiar, and then swung the club violently, the ball circled around the hole several times, Finally fell into the hole.He kept swinging the golf club, and the next few times were not satisfactory. I wondered if it was because he was inattentive and failed to make the hole, so he put down the club a little discouraged, and sat on the lounge chair to watch others play.

He unscrewed a bottle of mineral water, took a few sips, and took a towel to wipe off his sweat. At this moment, Xin Yu put down the club in her hand and sat down.

"Why don't you play anymore?" Xin Yu asked, "You seem to be absent-minded in the next few shots." Xin Yu, who was careful, still felt that something was wrong with Han Haoxuan.

Han Haoxuan frowned, hesitated for a while, and said, "I can't find the feeling of the first swing." Why he can't find it, only he knows.

"You also have to rely on your feel when you play golf?" Xin Yu smiled and said, "The tricks you taught me to swing are so good, you won't forget to use them, right?"

"There's no trick, my skills are mediocre." Han Haoxuan said modestly.Usually he plays basketball, he is considered a master, but today, his performance is really a bit abnormal.

"Xin Yu, your ability to comprehend is really strong. You have scored a lot of goals now after Haoxuan's touch just now." Xu Ling walked up to them at some time, praised his daughter-in-law, looked at Others envy themselves for having a good daughter-in-law, so she naturally has a bright face and a happy heart.

"Auntie, I'm honored." Xin Yu's eyes were full of smiles, and she looked at Han Haoxuan beside her, feeling very satisfied.Han Haoxuan's appearance is handsome and gentle, with sweat dripping slightly from his forehead, showing the unique charm of a man after exercising.

When they met for the second time, Xin Yu had already identified this man. She didn't know if it was a coincidence, but she always felt that everything was very dramatic, but the male protagonist in the drama was the Prince Charming she was looking for.

"Haoxuan, we have such a good daughter-in-law, you should cherish it." Xu Ling smiled at Xinyu, then looked at Han Haoxuan, and said.

"..." Han Haoxuan forced a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said nothing.

Choosing people is like choosing clothes. After picking and choosing, we finally found a good one. We should cherish it.However, if the selected model is not ideal, should we keep it or return it?
After the game, everyone changed their clothes, said a few words of farewell to each other, and then walked out of the court one after another, preparing to eat.

Han Jianrong and his wife naturally took Xinyu with them. In order to let her son spend more time with Xinyu, Xu Ling asked Han Haoxuan to pick her up when he set off in the morning.At this time, Xin Yu was sitting in Han Haoxuan's car.

When the two of them were alone, it was almost regular, and Xin Yu would always find a topic first.The two of them met and chatted quite a few times. Xin Yu knew almost all aspects of Han Haoxuan's interests and hobbies like the back of the palm of her hand, but she knew very little about his emotional aspects.Although Xin Yu usually looks carefree, but most of the time, she still maintains the usual reservedness of a woman.

"Hao Xuan, I have an idea." Xin Yu's pleasant voice sounded melodiously in the car.

"What do you think?" Han Haoxuan who had been silent all this time finally asked.

"How about we go to Mount Lushan together on October [-]?" Because Xin Yu first met Han Haoxuan at the foot of the mountain, so she really wanted to take advantage of the long vacation to go climbing with him.In addition, friends who have been to Lushan Mountain all said that the scenery there is beautiful, and the sensational "Love in Lushan Mountain" was also filmed there, so they have the intention to go there.

Of course, Xin Yu's proposal is more to increase the relationship between the two of them. Although the two usually spend a lot of time alone, they just eat, eat and chat for a day, and there is no romantic atmosphere at all. Xin Yu thought, right? Can Han Haoxuan express himself in a romantic place with beautiful scenery?
"Huh?" Han Haoxuan was obviously stunned for a moment, looked at Xin Yu suspiciously, smiled at the corner of his mouth, and said, "Let's talk about it when the time comes, I don't know if I'm free yet."

"Hmm..." Xin Yu thought for a while and said, "Okay." She pretended to be indifferent, but felt a little disappointed.

After arriving at the hotel, the four of them sat down, Han Jianrong and his wife chatted with Xin Yu, and Han Haoxuan occasionally answered a few words.He watched the expressions of the three of them talking and laughing, very happy, but the expression on his face couldn't help becoming complicated, and his face was a bit gloomy.

After eating, Han Haoxuan drove to work after sending Xinyu home.

When he arrived at the office, Han Haoxuan slammed the door shut, then sank himself into the leather seat, looked up at the ceiling, his clear eyes were empty.He casually took a pack of cigarettes on the table, took out one, and lit it. In an instant, the smoke filled the air, seeming to blind his eyes.He took a deep breath, then let it out heavily, frowning.

Looking at the pile of unfinished documents on the table, he was completely lost.His expression was melancholy, his heart was dull, and his pretty eyebrows were squeezed together.

Han Haoxuan took the cigarette away, turned it in his hand a few times, pressed the cigarette end in the ashtray hard, and extinguished the burning cigarette end. In an instant, the tiny flame fluttered a few times in the ashtray, and finally went out. Just like his dim eyes at the moment.

He turned on the computer, clicked on the website he created, and then browsed other websites at will, aimlessly.There was always a shadow lingering in his mind, jumping vividly in front of his eyes, he wanted to grab it, but after a while, it disappeared again, he only felt a sharp pain in his chest, as if he had lost the most precious thing.

(2)

Since Mu Jingyan and Ruolin live in the same community, her life has become much more convenient. For example, if the sewer is blocked or the light bulb is broken, he can easily help her fix it.

In order to express her gratitude, Ruolin invited Mu Jingyan to dinner.Although Mu Jingyan repeatedly pushed back, saying that those things were just a matter of effort for him, Ruolin still insisted on her own opinion.Reluctantly, Mu Jingyan agreed, but on the condition that he would only eat the food if it was cooked by Ruo Lin herself.In fact, he did this just to help Ruolin save some money. The consumption in City D has always been high, and even dining in ordinary restaurants is not a small expense.Originally, Ruo Lin is now so reckless to make money, it is enough to make him feel bad, he has advised her several times not to work so hard, he does not need to rush to pay back his money, but Ruo Lin often nodded at the time and said yes, and then still I don't see you all day long, and I even have to work part-time on weekends.How could he let such Ruolin invite him to dinner?
Of course, Ruolin didn't know Mu Jingyan's real thoughts, so she just smiled and said, "I said, why do some people treat guests ungratefully? It turns out that they ask for so much! Are you afraid that eating out is unhygienic?"

"Yes." Mu Jingyan also smiled.

"Well, if I can get off work early tonight, I'll cook for you myself. But don't think I'm not good at cooking. "

"No way. It would be nice if someone treats you. I won't be so ignorant."

"Tsk tsk, it turns out that you have learned how to joke. It's really unexpected!" Ruolin laughed after hearing that.

"Student Shen Ruolin, you don't want old antiques, people will change. Don't still think of me as a nerd who only concentrates on reading books."

Yes, sometimes, people really have to lament the power of time, many things will change with the passage of time, including everyone's character.

The Mu Jingyan in front of him really changed, not only became more handsome and mature, but also smiled more than before.However, every time she saw him smile, she would unconsciously think of those times when she had a crush on him.

Time will change a person's personality, but not his characteristics. His cute little dimples are always there, as long as he slightly hooks the corner of his mouth.

If there is a time machine, at this moment, Ruolin would like to go back to her high school days and relive the feeling of that time.Moreover, even if there was pressure to enter a higher school at that time, there were not as many troubles as now.

The older and more sensible a person is, the more pressure will follow.

How nice it would be if people never grew up!

However, this is an expectation that will never be fulfilled.

When Ruolin called the hotel owner to ask for leave, the boss's tone was obviously not that happy.The evening is usually the peak time for dining in restaurants, and there are a lot of guests, which is the time when help is needed.But if Ruolin asked for leave on the grounds that she was not feeling well, it was inconvenient for him to say anything more, so he reluctantly agreed.

So, after work, Ruolin hurriedly clocked in and took the elevator downstairs.She has to rush back to buy vegetables, and then cook.

As he was walking in a hurry, he bumped into a person in the lobby on the first floor.

She was about to accept some scolding, but she didn't expect a familiar and gentle voice to come: "Does it hurt?"

The person who was hit not only did not blame her, but also asked her with every possible concern if she was hurt by the bump.

(End of this chapter)