Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 35 I Let You Go (2)
"Huh? The two of them are going to get married. I really didn't think of them getting together before." Ruo Lin was a little surprised.Both Wang Mengmeng and Li Guangyuan were her high school classmates. She felt that both of them belonged to the taciturn category, and there was no sign that they liked each other.

"I also find it quite strange, because there are not many high school classmates who get married. But it is not without miracles." Mu Jingyan also hopes that miracles can happen to himself and Ruo Lin.

"Then I must go to witness the miracle. Wang Mengmeng hides it so deeply that she hasn't revealed anything to me."

"For people with an introverted personality, the more they love, the more they hide." Mu Jingyan himself has a deep understanding of this.The class knows that there are not many people who like Ruolin.

"By the way, on my birthday, didn't you say that you once loved someone? I'm actually quite curious about who that person is." Ruolin felt that Mu Jingyan also belonged to that kind of restrained person.She has been with him for three years, and now she has been in the same city for so long. She still doesn't know who the girl he said he fell in love with is.

"What if I say this person is you?" Mu Jingyan laughed.

"Why do you always make fun of me? You know that I just broke up with you and you intend to make things difficult for me?" Ruo Lin didn't take Mu Jingyan's words seriously at all.

"Then you are welcome to join the singles club, and I will appear less lonely."

"Why are you not serious? Dare I fall in love, but you are psychologically balanced. You are not gloating or something."

"What's the point of falling out of love? It's his loss if he doesn't know how to cherish you. No matter how bad you are, I'm still by your side! If you really don't want anyone anymore, I'll marry you. We are old classmates after all, and we know each other well." Mu When Jing Yan said this, his expression was very serious, not as if he was joking.

Ruolin gave a dry laugh, and then asked, "Do you not mind the things that others have used?"

One sentence actually stopped Mu Jingyan from asking.Because he really can't say "I don't mind", he is a traditional man, he is a bit emotionally clean, although he loves Ruolin, does he really not mind the fact that Ruolin and Han Haoxuan lived together?

"Can't you answer? Amu, I told you not to joke with me! If you joke too much, you have to be responsible." Ruo Lin pretended not to care, and said with a smile.

Such a smile made Mu Jingyan feel very uncomfortable. He despised himself in his heart. Since he loves her so much, why should he care about her past?If she can really be with him, what he cares about is every day she spends with him.

"If a man really loves you, he won't care about your past. So, Ruolin, don't feel that you are different from before. In my eyes, you will always be that innocent and romantic girl." Mu Jing Yan said seriously.

"Thank you, Amu." Ruo Lin was a little moved, "However, if what you said was not a joke, I would like to say that you deserve a better girl."

"Ruolin..." Mu Jingyan was about to confess his true feelings.

"Don't say similar things in front of me anymore. I don't want to talk about love now. I think we are more suitable to be good friends, good friends who have nothing to do with love." Ruolin interrupted Mu Jingyan. Love is a bit disheartened, and my mind is still in chaos.In this state, she didn't have time to digest Mu Jingyan's words. She didn't know whether Mu Jingyan said these words as a joke or because she, like him, was a lovelorn and felt sorry for each other.

Mu Jingyan didn't speak any more.

Could this be the answer Ruolin gave him?A good friend who has nothing to do with love?

Could it be that the relationship between him and her can only stay in the position of good friends?

(3)

On the eve of the approaching Spring Festival, there was a heavy snowfall in City D.

The whole city is covered with snow, as if it looks brand new.

It is rare to meet a snowy day, and everyone is very excited.Xin Yu asked Ruo Lin to eat hot pot together after get off work, so Ruo Lin went back later than usual that night.

When Ruolin walked to the aisle of her apartment building, she stomped her foot, the sensor light was on, and she was about to take out the key to open the door, when she suddenly found a black shadow curled up at the door of her house!
She plucked up the courage to squat down and look carefully—that black shadow turned out to be Han Haoxuan!
He was wearing a thick leather jacket, squatting at the door of her house, his eyes were slightly closed, and he was still muttering to himself.

"Hao Xuan, why are you here?" Ruo Lin asked in surprise.

"Ruo Lin, is that you?" Han Haoxuan woke up when he heard Ruo Lin's voice, as if he had gained strength, he immediately stood up and hugged Ruo Lin.He had been waiting here for her for a long time, almost falling asleep, but fortunately, he got her.

A familiar smell came with a strong smell of alcohol. Did he drink?In fact, this kind of embrace makes Ruolin miss him very much, she often misses his hug in the dead of night.But rationality told her not to be greedy for the warmth and hugs of her old lover.So Ruolin broke free from him: "We've already broken up, there's no need to be so entangled."

"But, I will always think of you. I can't bear to let you leave me like this. Let's make up." Han Haoxuan wanted to hug her again.

"No, I already...I already have a boyfriend." Now that we broke up, don't be so disconnected.Now that you choose to leave, you have to retreat completely.

"Who is it? Is that Mu Jingyan?" Han Haoxuan asked.

Ruolin didn't deny it.

"You go back. I have nothing to say to you." Ruolin said.

"Okay." Han Haoxuan spat out this sentence lightly, and then he fell down all of a sudden.

"What's wrong with you? Hao Xuan?" Ruo Lin was frightened, she touched Han Hao Xuan's forehead, it was very hot, and then touched his hand, it was cold.

"It's okay." Han Haoxuan replied weakly.

He must have been waiting here for too long to catch a cold?Ruolin suddenly feels distressed.

"I'll take you to the hospital." Ruolin said.

"I won't go, I just want to be by your side. Just let me stay by your side for a while." Han Haoxuan held Ruolin's hand and said in a pleading tone.

"Then go into the house, there just happens to be antipyretics in the house."

"Finally you didn't drive me away." Han Haoxuan smiled like a child.

Han Haoxuan must have drank a lot, and he still staggered when he stood up.Ruo Lin helped him into the room and let him lean on the sofa in the living room.

"Ruolin, I thought you would never talk to me again. Are you willing to give me another chance?" Han Haoxuan grabbed Ruolin's hand.

"I took you in just because you have a cold and a fever, and I don't want your condition to get worse. It has no other meaning." Ruolin quickly pulled out her hand.After finishing speaking, she went to the closet to find the medicine box.

"Let's be together again, okay?" Han Haoxuan's tone was a little pleading.

"Don't be silly, broken pieces of the puzzle cannot be put together. We have already broken up." Ruolin reminded him.

"But, I regret it, I don't want to break up."

"..." Ruolin didn't speak.

Han Haoxuan suddenly remembered a sentence that he didn't know where he read it, which was roughly: It only needs one person to say that it is enough to break up, but two people need to confirm it to be together.

As long as Ruolin doesn't agree to get back together, it's impossible for them to get back together.However, has the relationship between him and Ruo Lin really reached an irreparable point?
"You won't have a boyfriend so soon, right? You lied to me just now, right?" Han Haoxuan asked unwillingly.

"Don't worry about it so much. Whether I have a boyfriend is not your concern. Your first concern is your body." Ruolin found a box of cold medicine from the medicine cabinet, poured water, and poured the medicine Put the water in front of Han Haoxuan, "Take the medicine, rest after taking the medicine, don't think so much."

"Physical illnesses will be cured, but mental illnesses are difficult to cure. In fact, you are my best medicine." Han Haoxuan looked at Ruolin and said.

Han Haoxuan's haggard face made Ruolin feel distressed when she saw it, but she tried her best to restrain herself and not let herself show it.

"It's snowing, Ruolin. As I said, I will take you skiing when it snows. Can this promise be fulfilled?" Han Haoxuan asked quietly.

"Take the medicine first, and wait until you recover your body." Ruo Lin didn't answer, and put the medicine directly into Han Haoxuan's palm.

After Han Haoxuan took the medicine, he said some nonsensical words, and then fell asleep on the sofa. He didn't know whether it was the alcohol or the cold medicine that had the effect.

Ruolin helped him cover the quilt, sat beside the sofa, listening to his regular and shallow breathing.

He still remembered the promise to take her skiing in snowy days, the moment he said it, Ruolin was almost shaken, almost threw herself into his arms.But she tried her best to suppress her emotions, pretending not to hear.

Han Haoxuan's face was still so vivid and charming under the soft light, Ruolin couldn't help reaching out to touch his face, but her hand was still hanging in the air after all.

It's over, it's all over.She couldn't allow herself to stay in the past time anymore.She and he are already passerby A and passerby B.

The next day, when Han Haoxuan woke up, it was already noon, and Ruo Lin had already gone to work.

"The cold medicine is on the table, you can take it home, remember to take the medicine on time. Please don't come to me again in the future. You will disturb my life. I want to live a peaceful and happy life, and you can't give me such a life. Ruolin .” There was a sticky note on the refrigerator, the words were clear and glaring.

Han Haoxuan's heart cooled down little by little.

After Ruolin left, he worked crazily, trying to cover up the pain of losing love with being busy, but every night, he suffered from insomnia, so that for a long time he had to use sleeping pills to fall asleep.

Before, he also suffered from insomnia when he broke up with An Xi, but it was not so serious.

He went to see a psychiatrist, and the doctor said that he was too preoccupied and couldn't let go of many things, which kept accumulating in his heart.He tried hard to let go, he smoked, he drank, and he picked up the bad habits that Ruolin didn't allow him to do before.

No matter how miserable he was, he never thought of coming to Ruo Lin again, because he wanted her to be happy, and she said that she was not happy with him, so he no longer interfered in her life, and pretended that Ruo Lin had never existed in his world. Lynn has been here.

But in such a snowy day, he suddenly couldn't control his thoughts, he missed Ruo Lin like crazy.In order to dissolve this longing, he sat at home in a daze while drinking.He didn't know exactly how much wine he had drunk, but when he realized that his head was a bit confused, he made a decision to go find Ruo Lin.He had promised Ruolin that he would take her skiing when it snowed, and he had to keep his promise.

He couldn't drink and drive after drinking too much, so he took a taxi directly to Ruolin's residence.

Ruo Lin was not at home, so he stood at the door of her house and waited. When his hands and feet were cold, he still waited there stubbornly.He firmly believed that he would wait for her.

However, what can Ruolin do when she finally waits?Her attitude towards herself can be described as "indifferent", and she even told him that she already has a boyfriend.

He wanted to ask, but she seemed very impatient.

Then maybe the alcohol played a role, his head became groggy, and he fell asleep.

While Han Haoxuan tried to recall everything last night, he regretted why he didn't communicate with Ruolin more last night?
He opened the curtains, and the sun was already shining outside.

The snow outside the window was gradually melting, but Han Haoxuan's heart was like an ice cellar in the cold winter months.

Han Haoxuan intends to write a note for Ruo Lin, but he just wants to write some hypocritical words like "I wish you happiness".

In the end, when he was looking for a pen and paper, he discovered Ruolin's secret—a notebook that recorded Ruolin's emotional diary.

It is just an ordinary notebook, the only difference is that the cover is wrapped in newspaper, obviously the owner cherishes this notebook very much.Maybe it's because I read it too many times, the book looks a little old.

Out of curiosity, Han Haoxuan turned a few pages and read it.

Han Haoxuan read the diary almost trembling.She had such a meticulous mind to like a boy, and she did not reveal it after liking it for so long.However, that boy was not him.

Except for the interview that was published in the magazine, she didn't write a word for him.But she wrote so many words for another man, and every word is true.

It turned out that the ending had already been doomed.

Han Haoxuan was so angry that he threw the diary on the ground, still not relieved, then stepped on it, and ravaged the diary a few more times.A good book suddenly changed beyond recognition.

He threw the dilapidated notebook directly into the trash can outside the community.

In the end, Han Haoxuan left Ruolin's house without leaving a word.

Just like when Ruolin left his house, she left nothing behind, the only thing left was her own heart.

(4)

Time is really the best healing medicine, no matter how big the wound is, it will gradually heal.

As time went by, Ruolin's wounds in her heart no longer lashed out, and her mentality became much calmer.

At 10:30 am on the sixth day of the first lunar month, the wedding of Wang Mengmeng and Li Guangyuan was held as scheduled in a four-star hotel.

After signing in, Ruo Lin walked into the wedding hall slowly.

Before the wedding officially started, the hall was already filled with joyful atmosphere.

Heart-shaped patterns made of pink balloons are hung around the hall, the aisle is covered with a big red carpet, and the stage in the middle is even more carefully arranged. Two cupids holding arrows are hung on both sides of the background painting, with Glittering, the curtain on the side of the stage shows the sweet wedding photos of the bride and groom in a loop...

Ruolin took a glance and found many familiar faces, almost all her classmates from high school came.

"Ruolin, come here!" Tian Jing waved to Ruolin, motioning for Ruolin to sit at the table beside her.

Ruolin looked over and found that Mu Jingyan was also sitting in front of that dining table. He was wearing a dark blue suit today, which set off a chiseled face, handsome and charming.Maybe it's because he seldom wears a suit, but at this moment he looks a little more mature and stable than usual.

Mu Jingyan also saw Ruolin and smiled at her.His smile is always as warm as a warm spring breeze. In the past, his smile was Ruolin's poison, making her addicted to it.

"Ruolin, you are really beautiful today. This dress is so pretty." As soon as Ruolin sat down, Tian Jing stared at her dress.

Mu Jingyan also looked at Ruo Lin, and could hardly move his eyes away.Her mental state looks good today, she must have come out of a broken relationship, right?

The dress Ruolin was wearing was bought by Han Haoxuan for her before, she just smiled without saying a word.

"Where did you buy this clothes?" Tian Jing suddenly caught a glimpse of the clothing brand LOGO on Ruo Lin's clothes, and then she was speechless, "Is this clothes expensive? How much?"

"I don't know the price very well, it was given by someone else." Ruolin replied.

"Mourinho, did you buy this dress for us Ruolin?" Tian Jing asked Mu Jingyan.

Mu Jingyan smiled awkwardly and shook his head: "No."

"The clothes were given to me by a female friend. Besides, Tian Jing, A Mu and I are just ordinary friends, and he has no obligation to buy clothes for me." Ruolin poked Tian Jing with her elbow.She did not tell others about herself and Han Haoxuan.She is a low-key person herself, she doesn't like to make publicity, and if she takes the initiative to tell others, as if she seems to be showing off, she will not do such thankless things.

"Really?" Tian Jing looked at Ruo Lin in disbelief, "Mourinho is so nice. Didn't you always like him? Why didn't you take good care of him?"

"I don't have this blessing." Ruo Lin said casually.

Mu Jingyan could only hear the two of them chirping, but couldn't make out what they were talking about.

"Are you speaking ill of me?" Mu Jingyan approached and asked.

"No. We're talking about why the wedding hasn't started yet." Ruo Lin hurriedly said.

Accompanied by the sacred "Wedding March", the groom Li Guangyuan led the bride Wang Mengmeng's hand and walked in from the hall door, followed by two flower girls.

The bride and groom took oaths, exchanged rings, kissed, cut the cake and a series of procedures were carried out step by step. What moved Ruolin the most was the swearing-in process.

In the melodious and soothing background music, Wang Mengmeng held Li Guangyuan's hand, looked at him affectionately, and said seriously: "...I have some shortcomings, and I also have some bad tempers. Sometimes I am in a bad mood and even get angry with you, but But you never lost your temper with me, and always treated me with a tolerant heart. In the past few years of dating, you have always thought of me, never made things difficult for me, and gave me ample freedom to let me do everything You can make up your own mind. This way of getting along makes me feel very relaxed, and makes me feel that you are someone who can be trusted for life. Today, in front of all relatives and friends, we are married, let us build a home of love together, in the castle of marriage We will grow up together. When we have children in the future, I believe we can proudly tell our children that we are the happiest parents in the world, because we are the couple who love each other the most and get along best."

After saying these words, Wang Mengmeng was a little choked up.

Ruo Lin's eyelashes filled with tears when she heard these words.Every woman hopes that the person she marries is worthy of entrusting her life and giving herself enough tolerance and space.Even without the obstruction of Han Haoxuan's family, Han Haoxuan is not her ideal marriage partner.

There is still a difference between marriage and love. Two people who love each other do not mean that they are suitable for living together.This is why everyone keeps saying that "being in love is easy and getting along is difficult".

The last procedure of the wedding is the bride and groom giving a toast to the guests. When Wang Mengmeng and Li Guangyuan came to Ruolin's table, classmate Lin Qi asked how Wang Mengmeng and Li Guangyuan got along, because in her impression, the two were in high school. Not much to talk to.This may be the doubt of most of the students, and everyone booed and asked them to answer in detail.

Wang Mengmeng was embarrassed to speak, but Li Guangyuan helped to excuse her, saying, "Actually, I have liked her since I was in high school."

"I really didn't see it." Lynch said, then, with a smile, he continued, "Later, didn't you realize that you kid, and confessed your love to Wang Mengmeng?"

(End of this chapter)