Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 41: Have You Ever Loved Me (4)
"I saw him kissing his ex-girlfriend." This is also one of the reasons. Although this reason sounds bloody, it is convenient to say it.

"This..." Xin Yu really didn't expect Han Haoxuan to do such a nasty thing, and she was really disappointed in him.

"Don't you encourage me to be with him now? Don't you encourage me to have a baby?"

"Wrong, I still encourage you to give birth to the child. Because I want to be a godmother! If you can't raise the child, I will help you. In addition, it is not a problem to find a father for the child. Mu Jingyan is still interested in you, he He is fully capable of playing the role of father." Xin Yu's attitude immediately took a 180-degree turn, making Ruolin almost unable to adapt.You can't complain about Xinyu either, who told her to hate volatile men the most!At the beginning, Han Haoxuan was indecisive and indecisive towards her and Ruo Lin, but after holding it for a long time, she couldn't bear it anymore and proposed to break up.Unexpectedly, Han Haoxuan began to repeat the old tune again.It seems that a man who is too handsome is really unreliable.

"You can figure it out, it's not fair to Amu. Don't try to persuade me, I don't want to have a child."

"No, you have to. Abortion is very traumatic to the body, and I don't want you to suffer that."

"It's just a short-term pain. If I was born, I would have to suffer endless torture! It's not easy to drag a child from childhood to adulthood. I don't want to repeat the mistakes of my mother. My mother has worked so hard." Ruolin I have always felt sorry for my mother. It was not easy for my mother to raise her and her younger sister. She didn't want to repeat her mother's life.

"Oh——" Xin Yu sighed, "Well, if you insist, I can't help it. I just feel sad that you are the first good friend around me who had a miscarriage. Let me say a few words to the child Let's go." Speaking Xinyu, she leaned down and put her face against Ruo Lin's stomach, "Little baby, I'm your godmother. How are you? Remember that godmother loves you very much. It's a pity that you can't come to this world Come on, of course it's all to blame for your playful father and cruel mother..."

"Xin Yu, stop talking." Tears were already rolling in Ruo Lin's eyes, and she really couldn't listen anymore.

"Yeah." Xin Yu raised her head and said seriously to Ruo Lin, "You should think carefully for a few days before making a decision. I'm not alarmist. Abortion is very harmful to a woman's body. If there is a slight deviation, you may want to The child is almost gone. In addition, if you still insist on the decision not to have children, I will help you make an appointment with the most authoritative gynecologist in the city. The sister of a friend of mine is a doctor in the obstetrics hospital."

"Okay. Thank you, Xin Yu." Ruo Lin was very touched by Xin Yu's consideration for herself.

"We are good sisters, we should." Xin Yu smiled and patted Ruo Lin's shoulder.

(5)

Although he was "closed door" by Ruolin several times, Han Haoxuan did not give up, but adopted a gentle offensive where the enemy retreated and we defended.Not only did he go to greet Ruolin every day, no matter how cold Ruolin gave him, he would ignore her and still smile cheekily at her, but he also tried his best to persuade his stubborn mother Xu Ling to come to Ruolin in person. Apologize.

And Ruolin never thought that Xu Ling would come to her.

Ruolin was very surprised when she received Xu Ling's call. Xu Ling said in a gentle tone that Ruolin had never heard before: "Hello, Ruolin, can I see you? There are some things I want to talk to You talk face to face."

"What's your business?" Ruolin asked politely.

"It's not clear on the phone, let's meet and talk."

Ruolin couldn't find a reason to refuse, so she had to bite the bullet and agree.Soldiers come to block, water comes to cover it.She guessed that Xu Ling should have come to her after knowing about her pregnancy.But what is Xu Ling's purpose in looking for her?Should I give her a sum of money to get rid of the child and not threaten Han Haoxuan with it, or let her give birth to the child so that the Han family can carry on the family line?
In fact, recently, Ruolin has been seriously considering whether to keep the child.She turned down the doctor she had previously made an appointment with, and met with the doctor introduced by Xin Yu. The doctor checked her and told her that her body was weak, and abortion would cause great damage to her body, and it would easily cause many problems. Gynecological diseases, and said that if she had a miscarriage this time, she would not be able to have another child in the future.To Ruo Lin, this was like a bolt from the blue.As a woman, if you can't have children, how can you feel what it's like to be a mother?So, Ruolin hesitated, she didn't want her child to lack the love of a father, but she also didn't want to lose her qualifications to be a mother.What's more, she didn't completely turn a blind eye to Han Haoxuan's kindness to her recently.The balance in her heart has gradually tilted towards "keeping the child", and the idea of ​​"killing the child" has gradually become weaker, leaving only the feeling of dying.

Xu Ling's attitude towards Ruo Lin this time is indeed much better than the previous two times, completely like a loving mother.

After meeting Ruolin, Xu Ling first expressed his apology to Ruolin for some of his inappropriate behaviors before, and begged for her forgiveness.

It was the first time Ruolin saw the "Tigress" who became HELLOKITTY, but she didn't feel flattered at all, instead she felt that she was walking on thin ice, because she always felt that there might be deeper and thicker dark clouds hidden behind the sunny day.Maybe this is Xu Ling's way of suppressing his desires!Give her a piece of honey to make her happy, and then give her a stick to knock her out.

She said cautiously: "It's okay, auntie, that's all in the past." It's all about forgiving and forgiving, not to mention that they are elders, Ruolin still understands this truth.

"There is one more thing I want to hear from you this time..." Xu Ling finally got down to business, and Ruolin's heart rose to her throat.

Ruolin held her breath and continued to listen.

"Hao Xuan told me about your pregnancy. The matter has come to an end, I think you should choose an auspicious day to hold your wedding, so as to give you an explanation. I don't know what you think..." Xu Ling said these It takes a lot of courage to speak up.In fact, from the bottom of her heart, she still had some resistance to Ruo Lin, after all, this girl had talked back to her before, and Ruo Lin's family background was really ordinary.But for the sake of Haoxuan and the descendants of the Han family, she still needs to lower her stance and try her best to talk with Ruo Lin in a gentle manner.

"My thoughts..." Ruo Lin hesitated to speak, if she said that she didn't plan to have a child, would it anger Xu Ling?After a pause, she continued, "I want to wait for the wedding."

"Why?" This time it was Xu Ling's turn to be puzzled.Flying sparrows on branches to become phoenixes is the lifelong pursuit of many unmarried girls. Why doesn't Ruolin know how to cherish them?

"I've been busy with work recently, and I also want to ask my mother for advice." Ruolin really couldn't think of any reason to delay the wedding.

"Okay. It's time to meet my mother-in-law. Tell me after you say hello, we can go over or she can come over." Xu Ling's attitude today is so unbelievably good that he even called "mother-in-law". It's Ruolin.It seems that the strength of her and Han Haoxuan is far less than that of a child. Xin Yu is right, a mother is more valuable than a child.

After that, Xu Ling, as a mother, told Ruo Lin some precautions during pregnancy, and suggested that she resign and rest at home.Ruolin shook her head: "My colleague is pregnant and insists on going to work, I don't want to be special."

"That's okay, but try to use computers and mobile phones as little as possible, it's not good for the children..." Xu Ling rambled a little more before leaving.

Looking at Xu Ling's back, Ruolin was full of thoughts.

Besides Ruolin being pregnant, Han Haoxuan must have done a lot of ideological work for Xu Ling to let such an arrogant person like Xu Ling put down his figure.To be honest, Han Haoxuan has been so nice to himself recently, he would come to the company every noon to deliver soup and food suitable for pregnant women, and even bought her radiation-proof clothes.

She never gave him a good face, and even spoke coldly, but he was not in a hurry, and still said with a playful smile: "It's not good for your baby to be angry, be happy, be happy." Then he told her jokes, It is rare to dance with hands and feet, and it looks very cute.Ruolin didn't expect that he, who usually looks like an elegant gentleman, would also be so lively and cute.

In addition, Han Haoxuan took Ruolin to and from get off work every day.Such conspicuous famous-brand cars are parked at the gate of her community or under the office building, every time Han Haoxuan sticks his head out of the car window, and greets Ruo Lin carelessly: "Honey! I'm here." He said Always smiling, revealing a mouthful of neat white teeth.Ruolin often sighs because of this, as if he did it for fear that others would not know their relationship.Ruolin told him several times, telling him not to pick her up in the future, but he insisted: "No, my wife is pregnant, how can I let my wife squeeze the bus?"

"Who is your wife?" Ruo Lin glared at him.

"You, Shen Ruolin." Han Haoxuan didn't mind Ruolin's dissatisfaction at all, and said happily.

Han Haoxuan's obvious behavior, coupled with Ruolin's early pregnancy reaction, made it difficult for her colleagues to doubt her.One by one asked: "Are you married to Young Master Han? Why don't you invite us to a wedding banquet when you get married?"

Whenever this happens, Ruolin always feels embarrassed, but it's inconvenient to deny it.No matter what, this man was the father of the child in her womb, no one could deny that.

When Han Haoxuan heard similar words, he would say happily: "I will invite you to a wedding wine. Now that Ruolin is pregnant, I have to think about the child. I'm afraid Ruolin will be too hard to hold a wedding now, because I have to toast everyone. Wait. It won’t be too late to hold the wedding after the child’s full moon.” He said it seriously, as if it was true.

"Han Haoxuan, it's a pity that you don't become an actor." Ruo Lin mocked him.

"Yes, yes, it's a pity that no one discovered me, otherwise I would have become a big star. But if I became a big star, how would I know you? For you, I would rather be an ordinary person." Han Haoxuan followed Ruolin continued.

Every woman will not refuse sweet words. Hearing such words, Ruo Lin was already very happy, but she still insisted: "He is a man who can talk sweetly and is unreliable."

"Time will tell, Ruolin, time will tell how deep my love for you is. I'm serious about you." Han Haoxuan became serious.

Regarding Han Haoxuan's various actions towards Ruo Lin, it's not that she hasn't softened her heart or been moved, but she doesn't know how long this feeling will last, and whether Han Haoxuan just treats her well because she is pregnant and the child is born. In the end, will his various bad natures be fully exposed?

In the end, Ruolin still chose to keep the child.Not only for the sake of my own body, but also to leave some traces of love.

If her feelings for Mu Jingyan are the habitual continuation of her youthful feelings, then her feelings for Han Haoxuan are just a sudden heartbeat.In fact, she can't tell what kind of feeling is love, but now she really wants to be with Han Haoxuan.

She is actually a person who is not good at expressing emotions, she was in the past, and she is still in the present.So Han Haoxuan didn't know her real thoughts at all.

Han Haoxuan thought marriage was a minefield for Ruo Lin, so he didn't mention marriage at all.Because when Ruolin was hesitant about keeping the child, every time he mentioned marriage, Ruolin frowned, and then quickly changed the subject.So Han Haoxuan thought that Ruolin was afraid of marriage, so he stopped forcing her.

The current situation of the two of them looks like a couple, but not like a couple.Although he was in charge of picking her up every day, and he was the one who accompanied her to the hospital for routine checkups, they lived a separate life.He lives in his apartment, she still lives in the rented house.Han Haoxuan once suggested that Ruo Lin move to his place so that he could take care of her, but she also refused.

In fact, Ruolin didn't want to live there because she was afraid of thinking of some unpleasant things.For example, this child is the product of being forcibly occupied by Han Haoxuan in that room.

How smart Han Haoxuan is, he gradually figured out Ruo Lin's thoughts, so he revealed intentionally or unintentionally that he bought another house in the southern suburbs.

"Why buy so many houses? Keep them for lovers?" Ruolin sneered.

"I bought it for you and the child. It's a gift from me to the child." Han Haoxuan said seriously.

"Then you are really generous. I thank you for the child."

"Should be. How about you move there now?"

"After the child is born, let's see the child's own choice."

"The house is also given to you. Don't make things difficult for yourself, Ruolin. Can't you and the child live a better life?" Han Haoxuan asked with a frown.

"Give me time, please? Give me time to think about it. I haven't decided whether to marry you or not." Ruolin finally voluntarily said the word "marriage" for the first time.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Han Haoxuan's brows immediately relaxed, and there was unconcealable joy in his voice.Although it was not a clear answer, it gave Han Haoxuan great confidence and encouragement.

(End of this chapter)