Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 40: Have You Ever Loved Me (3)
Before Ruolin finished speaking, Xin Yu interrupted her: "What? We broke up? How could that bastard do this?"

"It has nothing to do with him. I proposed the breakup." Ruo Lin never told Xin Yu about the breakup between Han Haoxuan and Ruo Lin. It may be because Xin Yu used to be Han Hao Xuan's girlfriend. Han Haoxuan was hardly mentioned in front of Xinyu.

"Do you think that whoever proposes to break up will suffer less? If he has no problem, would you propose to break up? The problem must be on him." Xin Yu really understands this point.Although she proposed to break up with Han Haoxuan, she was the victim.After breaking up, Han Haoxuan can fall in love chicly, but the poor girl still has to find Shen Yang as a shield to make Ruolin feel better.Now, not only is she still telling lies to Ruolin, but she is still running wildly on the road of blind dates!

Afterwards, Xinyu, who was already prone to fight injustices, hurriedly called Han Haoxuan and told him that Ruolin was pregnant.

Xin Yu has always respected life, even a small embryo that is still developing.Therefore, she has always been firmly opposed to abortion. Whenever her sisters and colleagues are pregnant, whether it is planned or unexpected, she encourages them to give birth.What about her dearest sister, Ruolin?She didn't want Ruo Lin to suffer the pain of miscarriage, and she didn't want the life Ruo Lin conceived to disappear without a trace.

Xin Yu could not deny that she had been in love with Han Haoxuan, but ever since she decided to quit, she hoped from the bottom of her heart that Han Haoxuan and Ruolin could live together properly.She just found out about the two of them breaking up. Although she didn't know the specific reason, her sixth sense told her that it must have something to do with Han Haoxuan's not doing well enough.

It stands to reason that she shouldn't interfere in the affairs between Ruo Lin and Han Haoxuan, but this time it concerns the child in Ruo Lin's womb.She hoped that the child would survive and be happy.And a happy child must have a father.That's why she called Han Haoxuan on her own initiative without Ruolin's consent.

After Han Haoxuan rushed to the hospital, he went straight to Ruolin's ward.

When he got outside the door, he suddenly became a little timid.She had a "turned upside down" quarrel with her last night, will she be emotionally disturbed when she sees him now?Will that affect the baby in her womb?That child is the crystallization of his and her love!
While hesitating, the door opened.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly? Come in." Xin Yu was planning to go out to buy food for Ruo Lin, but she didn't expect Han Haoxuan to arrive so soon.Seeing his anxious expression, he didn't completely ignore Ruo Lin.

"Thank you." Han Haoxuan said sincerely.He was very grateful for Xin Yu's timely notification.

Xin Yu didn't answer, she walked out sideways, and finally left a word to Han Haoxuan: "Take good care of Ruolin. I'll go buy something to eat."

Only Ruolin and Han Haoxuan were left in the ward.

"I'm sorry." Han Haoxuan came to Ruo Lin's bed and said very gently.

After Han Haoxuan appeared at the door, Ruolin turned around and turned her back to him.Judging from the conversation between Han Haoxuan and Xin Yu just now, Han Haoxuan's appearance here must be related to Xin Yu's small report.She knew that Xin Yu also had good intentions, and hoped that she and Han Haoxuan could get back together because of the child.But a broken mirror is not put together just by putting it together, and a broken relationship cannot be perfected with a little stitching.

"Ruolin, I was wrong. I shouldn't tear up your precious diary, I shouldn't be jealous, and I shouldn't let you go...I know I was wrong, please forgive me." Han Haoxuan's tone There is a lot of sincerity in it, "If you can't forgive what I did, please also forgive me on the basis of our children..."

"You go, I have nothing to say to you." Ruolin finally spoke.Listening to him rambling on, she's afraid she's going to lose her footing.

"Ruolin, is this really the only way we can do this?" Han Haoxuan sat down slowly on the chair beside the bed, frowning, with a look of pain and helplessness on his face, "I thought about it a lot last night, and I never regret it." I know you, and I don’t regret giving you my sincerity, but the only thing I regret is letting you go. Forgive me, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance. Isn’t that bad? Why do you have to tear your face and be a passerby? What's more, you are still pregnant with my child..."

"Don't mention the child to me." Ruo Lin interrupted him, "Do you know how you got here, child? Do you remember? I never dare to recall that scene. You are usually well-dressed and handsome, but that day What's the difference between you and a beast?"

"I'm sorry... I lost control that day. I assure you, what happened that day will never happen again." Han Haoxuan said almost humbly.

"No one can tell what will happen in the future, and I never think about what will happen in the future. But, I am very clear that my life in the future has nothing to do with you." Ruolin also didn't know how she was able to put these ruthless The words were thrown out.She never liked to be procrastinating when doing things. Now that she had broken up and evacuated from him, she had to get out of her body and start a new life.Her life is not what it would be without Han Haoxuan.Similarly, after Han Haoxuan leaves her, he can still live happily ever after.The reason why he still has nostalgia for her now is that he hasn't let go of it yet.One day, he will let go, just like he let go of Anxi.The earth will still rotate without anyone, and there is no such love myth that no one can do without someone.

"How can it have nothing to do with me? The child in your belly can't change the bond between you and me..." Han Haoxuan tried to lower his voice and speak softly.Before he came today, he had reminded himself N times that no matter how Ren Ruolin scolded him or talked about him, he would not get angry, and he would be gentle.The so-called "No matter how you treat me, I will not move."

"I'm sorry... I don't intend to stay with this child." Ruolin finally said it.

"What? What did you say?" Han Haoxuan couldn't help being excited.

"I said I planned to abort the child." Ruolin repeated clearly.

"Why?" Han Haoxuan was taken aback.

"We've already broken up, why keep the child?" Ruo Lin tried her best to speak calmly, as if it was a logical thing.

"We can reconcile if we break up. Let's reconcile, Ruolin, I'm serious. And this time you are pregnant, my parents will definitely accept you. We can hold a wedding soon..." Han Haoxuan was looking forward to the beautiful future.

"I said before that I will never use pregnancy to force your parents to agree to our marriage. This method is too low-level." Ruolin quickly interrupted him, "Han Haoxuan, I think you should be realistic One point. We broke up because we lacked trust in each other, and our family backgrounds were very different. These will become the trigger points of conflicts between us. These conflicts cannot be resolved by one child. We cannot be together, and neither can children. Can't stay. I've made up my mind and it won't change. I hope you won't be too paranoid, you'll meet better girls, you'll have a better life, and you'll have kids with other people..."

"You are the one who is paranoid." Han Haoxuan didn't want Ruo Lin to continue talking, "Which couple, which couple has no conflicts? As long as there is love for each other, what conflicts cannot be resolved? Children also belong to My, I don’t allow you to kill him. Do you know that it’s against the law to abort a child abroad? If you kill a child, it’s like killing a small life. So I firmly disagree if you want to kill a child.”

"This is not a foreign country. I have the right to do anything with my child, whether it is to keep it or get rid of it." Ruolin insisted.

Han Haoxuan was silent for a long time, he was trying his best to restrain his emotions, he couldn't get angry with the pregnant woman, he was trying to save a relationship, he should have enough patience.But in the face of Ruolin who is so stubborn and stubborn, how can he persuade her to reconcile with him, how to persuade her to keep the child?He felt helpless like never before, and a strong helplessness enveloped him.

"You take a good rest first, and I'll come to see you another day." In the end, Han Haoxuan had no choice but to "take 36 tricks, and the best policy is to go."Before leaving, he only left one sentence: "The child must stay, because it is also my flesh and blood, and you have no right to deal with it privately."

When Xinyu came back with food, Han Haoxuan had already left.

Ruolin still lay on her side on the bed, with her back facing the door.

"Where's Han Haoxuan?" Xin Yu asked.

"Let's go." Ruolin replied.

"Oh, let's get up and eat." Xin Yu was a little disappointed.She actually wanted to talk to Han Haoxuan alone about Ruo Lin's pregnancy, but she didn't expect that guy to come and go in a hurry and would not give her this chance.She really has nothing to do with him.If the person on the blind date was she and not Ruo Lin, the ending might be completely different, right?She tried to brush away her messy thoughts.

Ruolin sat up and took the food that Xin Yu handed over: "It smells so good. The biggest benefit of being sick is that you, a rich lady, can take care of you in person, and this life is not in vain! Thank you, Xin Yu."

"You are heartless, you are only thanking me now. Fortunately, Jianghuai Road is impassable this morning, so I will pass by you on Changchun Road, otherwise you are probably still at home with a high fever!"

"Understood, my savior, Chen Xinyu, I will never forget your great kindness, and I will repay you in spring." Ruolin smiled.

"Come on, I don't expect to repay my kindness. I just ask for that. Can you not hide anything from me in the future? If I didn't send you to the hospital and the doctor found out that you were pregnant, how long would you have to keep it from me? Huh?" Xin Yu was quite dissatisfied with Ruo Lin's concealment of her pregnancy.

"Okay, okay, I won't hide anything from you next time."

"By the way, did Han Haoxuan say anything like marrying you just now?" Xin Yu asked casually.

"Yes." Ruo Lin replied.

"Oh, sisters, can you stop being so concise? Anyway, you have to talk about the scene at that time. For example, did you kneel down on one knee with you?"

"The hospital is not a romantic place. Xin Yu, why don't you and Shen Yang get married? Aren't you clamoring for marriage a long time ago?" Ruo Lin quickly changed the subject.

"Well, I'm not in a hurry. And I'm going to pick and choose again."

"You thought the selection was a beauty contest, don't be picky, and cherish the people around you, isn't Shen Yang very good?"

"Treasure the people around you, you still know this sentence! Han Haoxuan seems to care about you, you should take good care of it." When Xin Yu said this sentence, she felt a little sour.Although Han Haoxuan never loved her, they were in love once.

The topic turned to Han Haoxuan again, Ruolin smiled wryly in her heart.

"It was said that he wanted to marry you, did you agree?" Xin Yu asked.

"No."

"Ruolin, did I ask you to take the wrong medicine? What a great opportunity to get married! Marriage with a son is so romantic and memorable." Xin Yu felt a little inconceivable.

"I don't want to do this. Xin Yu, you don't know how much pressure I have to bear when I'm with him. Even now, I don't know whether he loves me or his former girlfriend's substitute. Also, his mother It made me a little out of breath. When I think about integrating into a family like his, I feel like the sky is falling." Love has always been emotional, but marriage needs rationality.Ruo Lin is also thinking from a rational point of view, and feels that there is always a fence between herself and Han Haoxuan that cannot be overcome.

"Mother is more expensive than a child. You are pregnant now, and his mother can't do anything about you. Besides, you married Han Haoxuan, not his mother..."

"No, I read in a book called "Paper Marriage" that marrying is not only marrying a man, but also marrying a family. A family like Han Haoxuan is not suitable for me. I can imagine that if I How out of place his family life would look."

"Then you are determined not to marry Han Haoxuan?" Xin Yu asked.

"Yes. If you know it will be very difficult and hard, why try it?"

"But if you don't try, how do you know it will be hard? And even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your children. If you don't marry him, what will your children do? Children don't have a father. kind of harm."

"I said, I don't intend to have a child."

"I don't agree with this. I'm still waiting to be a godmother! Remember? When we were in college, we agreed that whoever gave birth to a child had to recognize him as a godmother."

"Yes. But I still don't want the child."

"Don't be so obsessed, okay? The child is a gift from the heavens. How can you be willing to abandon him?"

"Xin Yu, I'm also reluctant...but if I want it, first, I can't afford to support this child with my current financial ability; second, the child has no father, and will be less paternal than other children." Ruolin stated Objective fact.

"These are not problems at all. As long as you marry Han Haoxuan, these two problems will be solved. I said, why are you so ignorant? What did he do to you to make you hate him so much?"

"I..." Ruolin really found it hard to tell about Han Haoxuan's forcible occupation of her.

"What are you?"

(End of this chapter)