The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 19 Don't Want Me

I couldn't help but froze.

This voice... is Fanyin?

The sound of footsteps came, and a pair of hands hugged my waist, and my chest was pressed against my back, feeling a little warm and gentle.

"Come down." He kissed my face and said softly, "It's so cold."

It’s fine if it’s not a robber, and I was helped down by him.

Then I went to turn on the light, and when I turned around, he had already closed the window, leaned on the sofa, and rolled his eyes to observe my room.

I sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at his neat clothes. Although it was shameful, I couldn't help being a little relieved.

He kept silent, so I had to ask, "Why are you here suddenly?"

"Why aren't you in the hospital?" His eyes were a little fierce: "I remember you are still injured."

"I think that hospital is a bit strange." I said, "It doesn't seem to be a regular hospital."

"It's enough for you to be cured." He stood up and put his arms on my sides.

I flinched quickly, but he pressed my leg: "Who is Zhou Cun?" He almost said the name through gritted teeth.

Huh?
I decided not to tell him yet: "Why are you asking that?"

"I told you." He narrowed his eyes coldly: "Until you divorce me, you are forbidden to have any contact with the opposite sex."

he!
I became angry: "Then why is Luo Man at my house during the day? You are simply being unreasonable!"

He didn't speak, and straightened up.

Speechless, right?

I continued: "I think that when asking others, you should do it first. If you can't do it yourself, don't ask for it!"

He strangled me.

I was suddenly suffocated, exhausted, and opened my mouth involuntarily.I looked at his bluish-white face and squeezed his veined hands, my eyes gradually blurred.

He let go suddenly.

I couldn't stand it anymore and fell on the bed.

A shadow suddenly covered his eyes, and there was a sharp pain in his jaw.My mind is still not clear, watching him kiss down in humiliation.

Suddenly there was fresh air in his mouth, and he let go.

I slowly came back to my senses and saw his dangerous face.

His hand slowly caressed my neck, and as soon as I shrank, he went deep.

Yes, I love him very much, but I didn't want him to touch me, so I grabbed his hand hard.

He sneered: "You care about this?"

I bit my lip.

I don't think he will change it, and he still laughs at me.

I don't understand, what's wrong with marital fidelity?Don't say I am 19 years old, even if I am 90 years old, I think so.

"What a hard-to-think person." He slammed his face hard, and there was a "tear" sound from his subordinates.His tone was calm and calm: "Your request is met."

When I was just in college, Luo Man often shared some pamphlets with me, all of which were love stories.

I like warm and funny ones, and she likes wild and domineering ones.

She said that men should be rude, which is a manifestation of possessiveness.

But she was bullshitting.

I just feel pain.

My wounds, my soul, every part of me... all hurt like they were being stabbed with sharp knives, and were wiped out.

Afterwards, he went to take a shower as usual, and I sat up with great effort. After tidying up my clothes, I felt sad and wet.

It appears that the wound is open.

Although the wound was very painful, but compared to what he just did, the pain seemed very insignificant.

I had no strength to get up and nowhere to go.I don't want to see him now, I just hope he leaves immediately, let me sleep for a while, wake up and think of a way.

But when he came out, he was only wearing a bath towel, and he didn't intend to leave, but lay directly on the bed.Glancing at me, he took the time to order: "Turn off the lights."

I worked up the courage and said, "I want to tell you something."

He closed his eyes.

"Divorce needs to be separated for one year." I didn't want to make trouble for myself: "I will ask tomorrow."

He still closed his eyes calmly, as if he was the only one in the room.

"I know you haven't slept." I think it would be easier to say that I will get a divorce before going to chase him out: "The room is only so small, I suggest you go home and sleep, if you don't want to go home, just give my key... "

He kicked me.

I was caught off guard and fell to the ground, the wound was pressed, and the pain made half of my body stiff.

"Turn off the lights." He still didn't open his eyes, turned his back to me.

It was snowing heavily outside, and I couldn't go out.

I can't go to the hospital either, because I was injured by a gunshot wound, and the hospital will definitely call the police.

I sat on the ground and slowed down, then got up to look for his pants, just as I found them, a low voice suddenly came from behind: "Turn off the lights!"

I was frightened, so I couldn't help letting go, and turned to turn off the light.

The room fell into darkness again.

I stood at the door, hesitating whether to go out or stay here for the night first.

I couldn't stand for too long, so I sat on the ground and thought slowly.

But after thinking about it for a long time, I have no idea.

In the haze, I suddenly felt someone shaking me, and a voice came from my ear: "My wife, don't scare me! Wake up!"

I try to open my eyes.

The bright lights in front of me let me see the same room clearly.

Fanyin squatted on the ground, holding my arm, and kept wiping my face with her hands, tears all over her face: "Honey, are you awake?"

I looked at his nervous face and couldn't say a word.

"The ambulance is coming soon!" He touched my head like a baby comforting an adult, and his voice was trembling: "You must be fine, don't be afraid, I will chat with you first!"

"I..." As soon as I spoke, there was a heavy pain in my chest: "Who do you think is coming?"

"ambulance!"

"No, let my elder brother come."

"No!" This guy didn't listen to me: "Why don't you call the hospital? You're already bleeding!"

"Call me big brother." I couldn't think of any other excuses: "He is a gangster, the person from that day..." My throat was fishy: "He came to hunt me down. The hospital will call the police, no..."

Fanyin was stunned.

Achang came soon, and took the ambulance from the black hospital.

Fanyin was speechless all the way, looking at everyone with the eyes of a monster.

I went into shock before I got to the hospital and woke up in the ward.

Fanyin was lying on the side of the hospital bed and taking a nap.

After a while, there was a beeping sound from him.He raised his head suddenly and saw that it looked like my infusion bottle, which was almost empty.He ran to the door like a girl, and suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at me, blinked, and narrowed his red eyes: "Honey, you're awake!" He ran back staggeringly.

"Hmm." I couldn't describe the feeling in my heart so much that I couldn't say a word.

"I'll ask the doctor to change the medicine for you first!" He didn't seem to notice my abnormality, he held my face and kissed me vigorously, then turned and ran away.

In fact, I want to tell him that there is a call bell in the ward...

The doctor came and checked me out and said I was fine.Fanyin bowed repeatedly to thank him, it was probably not the first time the doctor had seen him, and he smiled and comforted him.

After the doctor left, we were the only ones left in the ward.

Fanyin sat back on the chair and stared blankly at me.

I was about to speak, when Fanyin suddenly said "ah", stood up and said, "wife!"

I was taken aback.

He picked up the thermal box on the bedside table, with an exaggerated smile on his face: "Are you hungry? Have some soup!"

"Uh..." I couldn't get back to my senses: "Okay."

He helped me turn over and adjust the head of the bed, opened the small table, put the soup on the table, filled it with a spoon and let it cool down, and brought it to my mouth.

I held the spoon in my mouth, with mixed feelings in my heart.

If the person who sent me to the hospital was anyone other than him, or if he hadn't become my husband at this time, I would really ask for a separation today, and then go back to China and hide.

He became so timely that it actually made me feel so sad.

Soup is my favorite beef noodle soup.Fanyin will cook the meat very badly, so the soup has a strong taste.

I drank it until Fanyin refused to give it to me.Then he tidied up the place and reached out as if to hug me.

I suddenly remembered what he did to me last night, stretched out my hand involuntarily, and pushed him away.

He immediately froze, and it took a long time before he murmured: "My wife..."

"Sorry." I didn't know how to explain.

I don't want him to touch me, although now he is the one I love again.But when I saw his face, I couldn't help but want to resist. I was afraid of being bullied by him.

He was in a daze for a long time, and finally lowered his head and whispered, "Honey, do you not want me anymore?"

I do not know either.

"Brother told me today that your family is very rich, and I can't make money, and I'm stupid. He hopes you marry a good man." His voice was small, soft, and filled with pitiful sadness. Helpless: "But I don't want a divorce at all. But you don't seem to like me anymore..."

"I didn't." I tried to force a smile, but couldn't.

"I know it must be because I failed to protect you that day and caused you to be so seriously injured. And I actually fainted. Fortunately, my elder brother came in time. My father also said that men can't do this, I'm not like a man. " His voice is getting lower and lower: "It's a good thing that you found the eldest brother, and the eldest brother said that he will take good care of you. So I have promised him..."

"What did you promise him?" I haven't promised yet!Don't mess with me!
He was frightened by my roar, took a step back, and said submissively: "I agree to divorce."

"Did you marry my elder brother?" I suddenly felt very angry, and glared at him: "Did you even ask him for divorce? Is that how you like me?"

He blinked and looked at me. After a while, he pursed his mouth and his eye circles were red again.

"come over!"

He took a step forward.

"Come and hug me!" I'll regret it soon!
He hesitated for a moment, and finally came over, bent down, and put his arms around my neck.His body was shaking, his voice was choking, and tears were soaking my shoulders.He said: "Honey, don't you want me..."

My tears came down all of a sudden, and I couldn't help but hug him tightly.

Even if I have made it clear that agreeing to a divorce is the best relief, I can't be hardened enough to talk to him like this.

He is my favorite person.

As long as he treats me a little better, I want to hold on.

(End of this chapter)