The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 20 Fishing for the Moon in the Water
It took us a lot of time to calm each other down.

I asked Fanyin, "What did my elder brother tell you?"

"That's it." He drooped his head, still a little sad: "He's right."

"He is him and I am me." I couldn't help feeling sorry for him, and touched his little face: "You repeated what he said seriously."

He repeated it, crying with grief as he spoke.The general idea is indeed similar to what he just said.

Then I don't understand, since he lied to me before, why did he push us to divorce?

I couldn't figure it out, so I asked, "Did you ask him why we were hunted down?"

"I asked." He looked at me pitifully, and said, "But he said it's a family secret, and I'm not qualified to know it without joining the group." After a pause, he held my hand again: "My wife..."

"what's wrong?"

"I can join the gang." He frowned and asked very seriously: "This way you won't think I'm an outsider!"

"If you join a group, you will kill someone." I don't know how to join a group, but that's how it is played in the movie.

He was really shocked: "Really?"

"The underworld, how can you make money without killing people?" I acted proudly.

"How can you make money by killing?" He still didn't understand: "If you kill someone, you will go to jail and you will have to pay for it."

"Family secrets, anyway, this is the rule of our gang." I dealt with it intentionally: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to join the gang, just write novels with peace of mind."

"Oh." His expression was a little lost: "Then wife, have you joined the gang?"

"I do not have to die."

"You killed someone that day."

"I was in self-defense."

He immediately laughed, showing his little canine teeth: "That's good!"

After that, Fanyin stayed with me in the ward, holding my hand and chatting with me.I asked him, "Why do you think I don't like you anymore?"

"You pushed me." He puffed up his cheeks and replied aggrievedly.

"Who made me hospitalized and you didn't show up?"

"I don't know why." There was confusion on his face, and it took him a long time to pluck up the courage to say, "Honey, I have a strange disease."

"What disease?"

"I'm always sleepy, and then I fall asleep for a long time. I've tried my best not to fall asleep, but it's useless." He frowned, biting his lips while talking: "And even if I sleep for a long time, when I wake up Still feel tired."

"When did you start getting it?"

He bit his lip and whispered, "I've had it since I was a child."

"Then why didn't you tell me?" He said earlier how could I be so passive!

"I'm afraid you don't want me." He was so flustered that his voice was trembling: "I'm not contagious, and I don't have any other symptoms. My dad took me to the hospital, and the doctor said I'm fine. I just want to explain to you, I It's not that I didn't come to the hospital to see you on purpose, I just fell asleep and couldn't wake up."

I wasn't really angry, I just acted to cooperate, so I hugged him and comforted him: "It's okay, but why are you afraid that I don't want you? Sleeping is at most a bit lazy."

"Because no one wants me." He put his head on my shoulder and muttered cutely: "No girl has ever wanted to be with me."

I am stunned.

He never said this to me!

I quickly let go of my hand and asked, "Have any girls ever chased you?"

He shook his head.

"Not all the time?" Have you ever been so handsome?

"Yeah." He pouted and said miserably, "I was ugly and fat when I was young, and no one liked to play with me. Boys liked to call me nicknames, and girls laughed at me." She smiled sweetly: "You are the first girl who said she likes me, and you are so beautiful."

"Because you are cute." I couldn't help rubbing his face.Although he is a bit timid, he can fix everything in the house. In my world, he is a perfect and good man.After all, not many people can keep calm in front of a pistol, and the inhuman animal of the big guy version is not among them.

In the days that followed, Fanyin was always my sweetheart, and nothing happened.He stays with me in the hospital 24 hours a day, and takes a nap when he is really tired.He also ran home to make soup for me, wiped my body, and took good care of me.

I was indeed moved again, and I began to imagine in my heart that he would always be like this, that he would not suffer from that damn disease, and let us live a happy life without shame or shame.

However, what should come is still here:
That day, Fanyin had just left on the front foot, but Achang came in on the back foot.He greeted me a few words first, and then said, "I'm sorry, I lied to you earlier."

"So, you really..."

"Not counting." He spread his hands: "Our business is legal in many countries."

I couldn't understand what he meant at all: "Then do you kill people?"

Achang smiled and didn't answer my question. He just said, "I'm here today because Mr. Fan said you refused to divorce. The old man wants me to convince you. The reason why I lied to you that you were delusional was because the old man wanted to let you go." Get along with him, he thinks that the emotional belonging of the second personality can affect the main personality, but the main personality hates you very much now. In other words, his situation is dual personality, and the one you like very much is the second personality. Although the second personality The personality looks like a 'real' person, but his memories and experiences are fabricated by the personality himself. Falling in love with him is equivalent to falling in love with the protagonist of a fictional movie. It is no different from fishing for moons in water. So give up , there is no cure for this disease.”

I was stunned!

Dual personality? !
"And now the situation is getting worse." A Chang thought I didn't understand, and further explained: "In the past, the second personality would only appear when the main personality was very, very relaxed, and would only engage in relaxing leisure activities with the old man. As long as there is a slight danger, the second personality will immediately run away and let the main personality deal with it, but not last time. If this means that the second personality has discovered the main personality, then once the two personalities start to compete for the right to use the body, they will There are many enemies in this business, and the second personality is very weak, and frequent occupation of the body will kill him. Even if we take a step back, the second personality did not find him, and its will has indeed strengthened."

"He did tell me that he tried very hard not to sleep." I finally came back to my senses: "But did I cause it?"

Achang shook his head: "No one knows why. But the old man thinks it has something to do with it. Maybe the second personality wants to become stronger because of you."

I can't help being silent.

This is really shocking, scary and speechless news.

"So," Achang said, "let's get a divorce."

"But he..." I really couldn't accept it at all: "We agreed that we will be together regardless of illness or health!"

"Miss Su." A Chang became completely serious: "Seven years ago, his fiancée died, and the second personality appeared two months later. Before that, he was an emotional person, but since then he has become rational, cold, cruel, and mercenary. This is especially true for women. Many doctors believe that he has split his emotions into the second personality to escape the pain of the relationship. However, there has never been a case of reintegration of the split personality, which means that the main personality may not exist at all. emotion."

"But it didn't mean he didn't have it before!" I was probably crazy, but I still wanted to insist: "Maybe he can be cured well?"

"Miss Su!" A Chang almost collapsed: "This matter is really not fun at all! People without feelings can't talk about affection!"

"I know!" I was also anxious: "But he is my husband!"

"He's not!" A Chang's eyes widened: "The first time he met you, he even paid for whoring!"

"But his love is for me!" Didn't he mean that just now?

"You are really too young, how can you think that this kind of thing can be solved with the power of love?" A Chang growled: "Do you still remember that he almost strangled you to death? Don't think that it was just losing control of your emotions! He Never out of control! That's because he, wants, you, die!"

Before the words fell, a laugh suddenly came from the door: "I know me quite well."

A Chang froze for a moment.

I looked towards the door, and it was Fanyin.He's still wearing the hoodie with the yellow duck on the chest, and he's still carrying the pink thermal box, apparently switched on the way back.

Fanyin came over and threw the thermos box on the bedside table, and gave me a look: "Drink, do you want me to feed you?"

I shook my head quickly.

He then looked at A Chang, with the coldness and hostility that marked the "master personality" in his eyes: "Who said I was going to kill her?"

A Chang stood up trembling, with cold sweat streaming down his cheeks.

Fan Yin turned her head with a half-smile: "What did he advise you? Divorce? Because I'm mentally ill?"

"No." I quickly waved my hand: "He said you have hypochondria, and sometimes imagine yourself as Xiao Tiantian escaping the pressure of life."

Fanyin glanced at me coldly.

"It's not a mental illness." I think he seems to accept this statement: "It's just a mental illness. As long as you hire a good psychiatrist, relax and rest more, it can be cured."

He tilted his mouth, put his hands on my head, and told Achang: "Go to the civil aviation school and pick some prettier girls to send to my dad. Don't report to him all day long about me."

Achang immediately breathed a sigh of relief, wiped his cold sweat, and whispered: "The old man said that he doesn't like little girls recently..."

Fanyin interrupted him roughly: "Send the little boy."

"That's not what it means." A Chang said, "He said he missed you."

Fanyin's expression softened slightly: "I'll go to see him next week." Then he suddenly put on a straight face and said through gritted teeth: "Don't come to see my wife again."

Achang wiped his cold sweat and went out.

Fanyin pulled the chair and sat down, folded her legs, and asked with a blank expression, "You don't want a divorce?"

"Um……"

He leaned over and fixed his eyes on mine: "He didn't tell you the truth?"

"As long as you don't beat me, and don't bring anyone to the house to fool around." I didn't dare to mention more, this is my last bottom line: "As for how he told me, you don't need to know."

He stared at me for a long time, and suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up.Then he pulled my hand to his lips and kissed it, and said softly: "In order to reward your loyalty, I will give you a small gift when you are discharged from the hospital."

(End of this chapter)