The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 401 But Can't Make Him Happy

I didn't have the strength to fight him anymore. Looking at the ceiling, I realized that it was almost dawn, and the faint light outside the window had already reflected on the ceiling.

I looked at the swaying tree shadow, bit my lip and endured his attack.As with every battle, he came home triumphant and had a relatively good night, while I went down the drain and had another day of suffering.

Then he relaxed and rolled over to lie down.I pulled my pajamas and found that it was broken, so I had to wrap it hastily, and pulled the quilt to find the pillow. During the search, I touched a wet piece, which must be blood.My legs were inconvenient, and it took me a long time to straighten them, which made me feel even more sad.

At this time, he leaned over again, hugged me, helped me straighten up, put my legs back, leaned on me, kissed my shoulder, and asked, "Do you want me to take it off for you? "

I closed my eyes, unable to speak.

He lay back down, rested for about ten minutes, then wrapped his arms around my waist again, and then tried to turn me over.I felt annoyed again and said, "Don't touch me."

"You have to lie on your back," he said. "Hey, don't crush your legs."

I still didn't want to cling to him, and after struggling for a while, I was suddenly slapped on the buttocks, and he ordered: "Don't move!"

I was already bleeding, but now it hurt even more, and I couldn't help shrinking.

He was quiet for a while, then came over again, held my arm, and spoke after a while: "Good boy, it's even worse to shrink like this."

I shook my head.

He finally gave up and lay back, putting his arms around my waist.

It takes effort to shrink your legs like this, and of course it will hurt.But I still don't want to lie on my back, and turning my back to him is the last struggle I can make, although I know it is futile.

I have been looking forward to him sleeping, but I always feel that he is not sleeping.Finally heard his voice: "Did those words come from the stars?"

Now that he has spoken, there is no need for me to hide it: "Yes."

"Did she say she saw her take a shower in my room?"

I said, "She said she didn't want to marry Lin Zhunyi and wanted to get rid of Lin Zhunyi's child."

"Listen to my question," he emphasized.

I was silent and said, "I'm quite angry."

He tightened his arms and said, "Lingling, it..."

"Stop talking." I said, "I don't want to hear it."

"I didn't do anything with her." He wouldn't shut up obediently.

So what?He didn't do anything, he thought that if I did something to Pu Lan, he could hit me?

After a moment of silence, he spoke again: "Lingling?" He began to pretend to be gentle again.

I don't want to respond.

"Let's turn this matter over, I won't ask, and you don't want to think about it anymore." His tone was a little tired: "Can't we really get a divorce?" He added: "I won't beat you again in the future. "

I didn't speak.

"My dad did that because after he woke up, he learned that you only went there once after the crash and never paid attention to it again. He felt very disappointed and thought you were not filial to him, so he brought it up again. "He said: "During that time, you ran away again. I don't know who passed the message to my dad, making him even more angry, so I couldn't refuse this arrangement. But I didn't do anything. The chef cooperated with her to give me I was so sick I almost lost consciousness, I didn't know she was doing this... but I'm pretty sure nothing happened."

I didn't speak, and I didn't bother to think about the truth.

"Lingling..." He held my hand again and said, "I just want to annoy you."

I closed my eyes, feeling a little sleepy.

"Before you were crazy all day long. As soon as I came back, you locked me up and didn't care if I suffered. I was also very angry, and you still beat me." He was still rambling: "Doctor Li said that you are mentally ill. If something goes wrong, I want me to follow you as much as possible, and I hope I can get my power back so that you don't lose control even more. After you left, I went to Nian Nian and chatted with her, she said I lied to her, Said, met you and him... Forget it, I don't want to pursue this matter any more, and you should stop making trouble, we can't really divorce. "

I'm fast asleep.

He clenched my hand tightly, then loosened it after a while, then stroked it lightly, and called out again: "Lingling?"

Of course I don't respond.

"A few days ago you had a high fever and you were in a coma for a long time. I was watching and you were shaking all the time. I thought if I held your hand, you might feel better? But as soon as I held your hand, you shook even more. At first I wished I could kill you, but then I felt distressed." He said, "After seeing Nian Nian, I couldn't sleep every night, afraid that you would never come back, and afraid that you would come back, but I went crazy and strangled you to death. I know your current situation, and divorce is the best result for you. But I still don’t want to leave. I always feel that we didn’t have a good time before. You were happy for a while, and I didn’t beat you... "

I only heard this, what else did he seem to say later?But I fell asleep.

It was already noon when I woke up, Fanyin was missing, I was woken up by many voices, and found that Dr. Shen came with her assistant.Noticing that I woke up, she immediately said, "Ma'am, why is there blood on the bed sheet? What happened last night? Can I check for you?"

"No need to check." I felt that it was cool there, as if someone had already given me medicine, so I said, "I'm fine."

Still full of worry, she sat down and said, "I told my husband about it, and he was fine and not angry at the time. But the maid said that my husband asked her to deliver breakfast to your room this morning, and you are now Wake up, is he coming to beat you again?"

I said, "Nothing, thanks, but you get out."

Still worried, she said, "Is there really no need for an examination? Judging by the amount of bleeding, you can tell that your injury is not serious."

"It's really fine." I said, "Thank you for your hard work, I don't want to go out today."

She took people out, and soon after, the maid came again, to deliver food.

She put the food on the table, sat down by herself, and took off her mask.

I asked, "Why are you?"

"I heard that my father came yesterday." She was a little excited and asked, "Did you tell him?"

I'm really sorry, Fanyin's attitude was pretty good afterwards, I forgot to take the opportunity to mention this matter to him, so I said, "Are you a person with a constitution that is not easy to conceive?"

"It's not that exaggerated," she said. "My dad is worried too much."

"You tell me first."

She was silent at first, and then bit her lips, as if desperate: "Auntie, do you also think that women must have children in this life?"

"I don't think so, but I already have a child after all. I don't know the mentality of people who can't have children." I said, "I want to ask you how you think about this matter."

"I must take it off."

"What's the reason?" I said, "Is it just because you hate Lin Zhunyi?"

"Yes." She said, "But I'm not afraid if I don't have any more children in the future."

I didn't speak.

"Auntie." She was anxious again, because this matter is too important, she said: "You may think my thoughts are naive, but I think that giving birth to a child can't make her happy, it's better not to let her be born. I am not grateful to my mother and my father at all, because I have never had a happy day. I will definitely not treat this child well and make him feel happy. If this child is a boy, then he will become Lin Zhunyi Such a person, he may be like Lin Zhunyi in the future, that is my nightmare. If she is a girl, then she will be like me, living among a group of such men, living my life, maybe also There will be a man who likes you like my father, likes her like Lin Zhunyi likes me, and then she will live a hard life like us. Auntie, I know I have no ability to protect her. I think Lin Zhunyi and My dad and grandpa are the same people. Auntie, I think it would be better to have a treasure and not have a weapon to protect it. I can't protect myself anymore, so I don't want to make her sad by having another child. Auntie, I think, I understand this truth better than I do, and I can even feel that you have not left for the sake of your children, otherwise you would have gotten rid of this kind of life a long time ago."

Apparently she was thinking more clearly than I thought.

If I had this mentality at the beginning, I am afraid that I would be much happier than I am now.

I said: "Okay, I will help you with this matter, don't worry, I will find a chance to talk to your father today."

"If you say it directly, my father will definitely not agree."

"I can try to negotiate terms with him." I said, "He wants me to agree to something. If he doesn't agree, I will beg my father. Don't worry, I will help you abort this child."

(End of this chapter)