The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 413 I Hate You

"It's because of my mother's terrible attitude," Fanyin said, "and the doctor said it was also because of his serious condition. It's not because of you, don't be so sad."

"I'm not sad..." I'm just...

I don't know how to describe this feeling accurately, I disowned him because I felt he never loved me, I decided not to have this dad, my only relative.Now it all turned upside down suddenly, and I didn't even have a chance to prove it.

I hate this feeling.

Really, I hate this feeling.

It was at this moment, in this short period of less than an hour, that I suddenly realized: I really don’t need my father anymore.

I feel sorry for myself when I found this out.

I couldn't go on, so Fanyin remained silent for a while, and said, "I'm going to pick you up right now, you have to be careful at home, don't tell my dad about this beforehand."

"it is good."

Then he stopped talking for a long time, and suddenly said: "I'm sorry."

"Ok?"

He didn't speak again.

I asked, "Why did you say sorry all of a sudden?"

"It's nothing." He said, "If you say it, you will call me shameless."

"Let's hear it." He had done too many shameless things in front of me, so I asked, "Could it be that you caused my father to fall?"

"At the root, it is indeed me. In fact, he always advises me, hoping that I will treat you better, and I always promise him, and I know that he is very disturbed. The reason why he chooses to stand by me is nothing more than because His own values ​​make him think that it is better for you to survive this marriage than to divorce, not because he has a good impression of me, he does not have any good feelings for me. I have always understood his tangle."

"Oh." I said, "I know what you mean. But it has nothing to do with you saying sorry, you were my choice, and it's not like I don't have a chance to get a divorce. I deserve it."

"I'm sorry," he said again.

I said nothing.

Because I don't want to answer it's okay, I don't even want to accept his sorry.

I hate these three words, even if it comes from sincerity.

The wound has formed and there is no coming back.The pain has already happened, and there is no coming back.All that is lost will never come back.I don't like these three words, because nothing can be returned.

He seemed to wait for me for a while, and when I didn't speak, he didn't say anything, and hung up the phone.

The next time passed very slowly, and I waited at home.

No one came to see me, it seems that Fanyin really didn't alarm anyone, otherwise old man Fan would definitely come.

And I almost didn't think about anything. The last time I found out that he was sick, I was very anxious and fearful, afraid that I would lose this father.However, this time, he was obviously more serious and treated me better than before, but I didn't seem to be so afraid—probably because I finally realized that I didn't have it.

Although Fanyin and the others said that, I didn’t think I would have the right to inherit. I think he asked me to be there, maybe because Fanyin had an identity after all, and it would be strange to not let us go and announce it secretly.

Besides, I don't really want to get the right of inheritance as Fanyin and the others said. I know I don't have that ability, and I can't keep it if I get it. I can't hand it over to Fanyin, right?I really hope that the inheritance rights will be given to someone else, so that Fanyin can understand that I am a completely useless person and can seriously talk about divorce with me.

I couldn't sleep, so I didn't sleep. I waited all night. In the morning, the maid came to deliver breakfast. When she saw me, she was shocked and asked a few questions with concern. Afterwards, Dr. Shen came, but I didn't let her in.Then the old man Fan came again, with a very good attitude, and asked, "What's wrong with Lingling? The maid said you didn't sleep all night?"

I asked, "Since when did you start caring about this kind of thing?"

"Father is worried!" His attitude was very good, and his tone was logical: "After all, you are not in good health, and you still have injuries. Why don't you sleep all night?"

I looked at him and thought, is this old man here to test me?What has he smelled?But if I don't answer, he must bring up the topic himself.

Sure enough, old man Fan waited for a while, making sure I didn't intend to answer, and asked: "I heard that Yinyin and Yanyan talked to you yesterday, and you haven't slept all night. Is there any bad news? Dad is worried about you." something."

Hehe, sure enough.

He must not have access to the content of the call, but the call itself has already made the old fox aware.

I said, "I'm fine, please worry about me."

Old Man Fan opened his mouth again, and just as I was about to push him away, the door opened.

It is a multi-tone.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

As soon as Fanyin came in, he asked, "Dad, why are you here?"

"Father is worried about Lingling." The old man Fan said very calmly: "Lingling didn't sleep last night and was in a bad mood. I was worried that she would be too sad, so I came here to persuade her." Seeing that Fanyin didn't speak, he said: " Although Dad has disagreements with you, but something really happened, we are a family, how can I not come?"

It sounded subtle, like I'd already told him everything.Just as I was about to speak, Fanyin frowned and said, "What are you talking about? She is upset because Mr. Su doesn't allow her to divorce me. What is there to be sad about?"

Old Man Fan was taken aback for a moment, then his eyes showed suspicion: "That's all?"

"What do you want?" Fanyin raised his eyebrows, with a generous expression: "You also expect me to get a divorce?"

"Where is it?" Seeing his dissatisfaction, old man Fan immediately said in a timely manner: "Then dad went out, it's really kind to treat him like a donkey..."

Fan Yin watched him go with a grin, then suppressed her smile, came to my side, and asked, "Why didn't you sleep all night?"

I said, "I can't sleep."

He looked at me with an extremely gentle expression, and reached out to touch my head. I turned my face away and said, "I thought about it last night."

"Thinking about what?"

"I don't think it's possible for him to give me the property."

He froze for a moment and didn't speak.

"So, I hope you can seriously consider it." I said, "I look like this, and I have no money, so it's not worth your effort, right?"

He frowned, as if he had just reacted: "How do you say that?"

I said: "This is the result of my serious thinking."

"I think you're mentally ill." He reprimanded, "He's your father after all, and he's lying in a coma in the hospital now. Don't you rush to see him and talk to me about this?"

"Yes." I said, "I want to talk about this first. I'm afraid you're too nice to me now, and when you get there, you'll be dumbfounded when you announce your successor. I'll be sad too, so I want to talk to you in advance. You speak well. I don't want him to choose me as his heir, I can't imagine that possibility, and I can't imagine what will happen after that happens. I believe he will choose someone else."

He gave me a blank look, and asked, "Why did you choose someone else and call you there?"

"I want to give you face, but also give face to your parents." I said: "After all, your family has status, so that he wants to ask his 'natural daughter' to endure you like this."

Only then did he realize what I meant, and even smiled: "Are you still unbalanced?"

"Ah."

"Afraid that after you become the heir, you won't have the conditions to divorce me?" He raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile.

That's it, Mrs. Han just gave up.

He still smiled, "Haven't you ever thought that after becoming the heir, at least I won't bully you? At least I'm equal to me in strength, so you don't have to worry about me bullying you anymore?"

"I haven't thought about it." I thought about it before, but I found that I couldn't beat him.Isn't it this time?I was completely tricked and cheated. If I am like this, I will be considered an heir, but I will either go bankrupt or be cheated by him.

He smiled and said, "You were trying to replace me not long ago."

I didn't speak.

I'm not thinking about replacing him, and I don't understand why he would think so.I want to help him share this matter and let him heal his illness. I am afraid that he will continue to harm this family, but I have no such ability.I don't understand why he always thinks of such motives as "usurping power" and "replacing".He doesn't want me well.

But forget it, I don't want to explain this, and I don't want to think too much about it to chill myself.

It seemed that my non-response made him embarrassed again. He glanced at me a few times with his eyes and kept licking his lips as if he wanted to say something.Finally, he put his arms around my shoulders, and I tried to get out of the way, but he ignored him.

"Don't worry, even if you are not the heir, I will definitely not divorce." He squeezed my shoulders hard, pressing me to maintain a warmer posture, "I won't divorce because you are my wife, not because You are the heir."

I couldn't help laughing.

He showed a slight embarrassment, and asked, "Why such an expression?"

"Are you true or false?" I said, "I have thought about it a long time ago. Every time you treat me well, it is related to the heir. Of course, there are also irrelevant ones. It is because your own situation is relatively bad. Need to hold on to me."

He looked at me and said nothing.

"If I wasn't the daughter of Mr. Su's blood, you would have dumped me a long time ago, oh, no, you really killed me." I said, "I remember you used to make things difficult for Sheng Mengmeng and the others, Did you know then?"

He looked at me and said, "I was unbalanced for you."

I still want to laugh.

I don't want to accept his kindness at all, I sincerely hope that there is no inheritance, let's divorce.

It took him a long time to speak: "You want to divorce me so much? You don't even care about your father's situation?"

"Correct."

He showed an unhappy face: "Didn't my mother tell you? He said you are his biological daughter."

"It's not necessarily true."

"The lawyer said that there is enough chain of evidence to prove this." He said, "It's just that the heir has not been announced yet. I'm afraid you will be in danger, so I can't say it."

"Oh," I said, "so you have hope again."

"Lingling!" He asked, "Why are you focusing on this? Are you overly sad?"

"No, I'm actually very angry, afraid that he will make me his heir." I said, "I told him last time that I want to sever ties with him. I don't need him to love me anymore. I don't even need to have He's gone. Like I don't need you anymore. You're like him. You're so annoying. When I want you to treat me well, treat me like trash. Kick me aside and bully me. I've had a hard time Convincing myself that I don't want you, they all popped up again. I hate you, I don't want to be that broken heir, I just want to divorce you. "

(End of this chapter)