The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 438 Remember to Brush Your Teeth
I said, "If you can protect me well, why can't you protect my mother well?"

"You don't need to question this, because your mother gave birth to him after all, and he must protect her well, because he can't explain to you, and his biological mother lives in the world, if something happens, he can entrust you to her." Fan Fan Yin put his arms around my shoulder again, squeezed it, and said: "But this kind of thing only needs to be negligent. My family must know how to take advantage of your father's weakness. My father must have told you that your mother passed away very bleakly. She also walked by herself, there was no one around her, and she was born not long after you, logically speaking, it shouldn’t be like this.”

I said, "So you think they had a hand in killing my mom?"

He shook his head and said, "Since they let the Zhou family go bankrupt, they have already driven your mother to a dead end."

I looked at him and said, "I'm sorry."

"Ok?"

"I was angry at what you said just now." I didn't really believe it at first, but after he explained it like this, I also thought it was right.Even if my mother committed suicide, it is true that they bullied her and ruined her family: "I didn't expect that you were really helping her to avenge."

He laughed, "It's not the first day you met your husband."

The topic turned to ambiguity, and I didn't speak.

He leaned over and leaned his head on my shoulder, "Your husband has always been a 'doer'."

I glanced at him and asked, "Have you thought about how to explain it? When my adoptive father wakes up, he will definitely blame you. Besides, he may not be willing to kill these people."

He smiled and asked softly, "Do you know why he chose me instead of Pu?"

"I have a child with you."

"That's not all," he said. "He used me to understand me naturally. He needed someone to be the bad guy."

"Aren't you his son-in-law?"

"Didn't I treat you badly?" He put his arms around my waist and said, "Lingling..."

"Ok?"

"I probably understand your determination to divorce." His tone began to drop.

"As long as you know."

"But I still hope you can give me a chance." He said, "Please. I'll change everything."

"Change the subject." I don't want to get entangled in this matter anymore, and if I say a word more, I will be upset and irritable.

He fell silent.

I was also a little embarrassed and said, "Hey."

"Ok?"

"I think my adoptive father would really like to have a son like you."

He laughed and clasped my fingers, "I'm almost there now."

"He will definitely train you well and take you into his side to take good care of you." I said, "Let you thrive."

"Ouch," he said with a smile, "how come there is such a strong smell of vinegar in the car?"

"Really, you understand him so well, and he also understands you very well." I said, "I heard that he is actually very good to children. He is not the kind of fierce father who would beat others, and he takes care of children's emotions."

He held back his smile a little, "It makes me sad when you say that."

I asked, "What's wrong?" His face was pressed against my neck, so I didn't have a chance to turn my head and see his expression.

He was silent for a while, and said, "Uncle Han is a very good father...he is the best."

I said, "You're fine too."

"I am not as good as him. He is far more patient with children than I am, and he is also very kind to me. He also planned not to have children at the beginning. He is another father given to me by God." He said: "He is as kind as you, He is especially tolerant of me, although my father tried to kill him several times, but he would never take my anger out on me, it is a pity that I broke his heart, although the relationship was fine later, but I know he has never forgiven me."

Fanyin is a person with this ability, no matter how much you love him, how much you consider him, how much you tolerate him, you will eventually be hurt by him bloody.

I said, "I don't know him, but I'm not kind at all, I'm stupid. I sacrificed myself and my child's future to save you, and I just satisfied my own desire not to leave you. If I really Kindness, you should have taken the child with you long ago, especially Yin Yin, she was only one year old, and she was almost killed by you twice. Because the child is innocent and did not hurt me, you deserve it.”

I really want to control these words, not to say it, I know that speaking out will make me look like a bitter woman, and it may make him think that I still love him, he doesn't understand that I am not the kind who will scold while loving Man, I'm not willing to treat the one I love like that.

But I hate the way he is now, does he think he can turn back?Is he still entitled to ask for forgiveness?I have long been exhausted by him to the extreme, and I have also exhausted myself to the extreme.

He has always been incapable of dispelling such words, and it is his progress to keep his mouth shut and not argue with me, "I'm sorry, I know you hate me, but..."

"Enough." I got angry when I heard this, "You don't know."

He stopped talking, let go of his hand, and looked at me with a helpless expression on his face.

I didn't say anything, trying to suppress my anger.

However, Fanyin still wanted to light the fire, "Lingling..."

I ignored him.

"Dr. Li said you last time..." He said cautiously as if he was afraid of hurting me, "There is a problem."

I glanced at him, understood what he meant, but didn't want to speak.

"I want you to see it," he said cautiously. "If you don't like him, get someone else."

I retract my gaze and look out the window.It seemed like I should contradict him, but I felt empty inside, without that anger.He attributed all my words to "sickness", so I am not equal to him, how can we talk about equal communication?As long as he regards the parts he disagrees with as my "sickness".

In this way, I will never be able to tell him clearly.

Fortunately, today, I finally see through him.

After returning, I didn't go to the auditorium. I only knew that although my aunt was not dead, she was seriously injured.Fanyin went to watch the surveillance video, and frankly speaking, I think it’s terrible for a family to kill each other, and they only have ties, so you can imagine how terrifying it is.I don't have such strong nerves, and I was very tired, so I decided to sleep for a while.

When lying on the bed, as soon as he closed his eyes, he felt drowsy first, then suddenly he couldn't help opening his eyes, thinking of the cloth book in his mind.

I don't have that book in my memory at all, so I can't help but guess, maybe my adoptive father really did like Fanyin did to Niannian, put me on his lap, hugged me, and taught me to read. Look at this boring little book with only flowers and plants.But I also feel that maybe I think too much, I have long been unaccustomed to fantasizing about everything related to fatherly love, because I will always be disappointed.

Judging by Fanyin's attitude when he came back, my adoptive father's situation may be much better, right?Otherwise he would not be in the mood to tell me this.

It's ridiculous, I didn't know my adoptive father, but I chose a man like him, so that my adoptive father first let me understand that "I don't deserve love", and Fanyin helped me consolidate this point.

I had a dream that day. I suddenly sat up from the bed and found that I had become younger. In the dream, I still felt that all this was a nightmare.Then in my dream I got out of bed and went outside, the sky was bluer and clearer then than it is now.I walked around outside, but I didn't see any people, only some animals, they seemed to live in a cloth book, stuck in the nature still.I went back to my room, turned on my computer, and received an acceptance letter in German and English.

I looked it over and hit the delete button.

When I woke up, I looked at the familiar room and felt lost for a moment.

Unfortunately, this is just a dream.

The sky outside the window was full of stars, I was not hungry, I sat on the bed in a daze, always felt that some important things were forgotten by me, but I couldn’t remember them for a while.

Suddenly, the door in the corner was opened.

Maybe it was because the room was too quiet, I was so scared that I shivered.

It is a multi-tone.

He was wearing a bathrobe and his hair was half damp.He has never liked to use a machine to dry, he likes to wipe with a towel and get water everywhere.

I watched him come over, stood by the bed and asked, "Are you awake?"

"Hmm..." I kind of wanted him to go to another room, but thought it was too much?After all, he is going to be used now.

He smiled, bent down and pressed my shoulder.Naturally, I wanted to hide, but he was quicker. He pressed his cold lips to my forehead, and said, "Get up at five tomorrow morning, and sleep for a while."

After saying that, he turned to leave.

I hurriedly asked: "Where are you going?"

"Smoking a cigarette." He looked at me with a half-smile and pointed to the balcony.

I was disappointed for a while.

Thought he was going to another room.

He observed my expression and asked, "What?"

"Remember to brush your teeth." I admit that I didn't have such an aversion to the smell of cigarettes before, but I have become more and more averse recently.I know this because the smell represents him, and it has caused me physical discomfort.

However, he was taken aback for a moment, raised his brows, and showed a malicious expression on his face.

I was uncomfortable being watched by him, and I tightened the quilt.Sure enough, he turned over and climbed onto the bed, held down my only movable leg, and began to feel inside.

It's hot now, and I'm wearing pajamas with shorts and shorts. The pajamas are loose. He touched like this, and naturally he touched the bottom very quickly.

I finally woke up and squeezed his hand.He glanced at my hand, and then moved his eyes to my face, like a raging male wolf.

I know that the probability of my loss is more than [-]%, but I still want to struggle, "I haven't woken up yet, I'm not in the mood."

He seemed to think that I would say something wise, and when he heard this, he laughed, twisted his wrist, broke away from my hand, tanned all the way in, and began to twiddle.

I had to shrink back desperately, but soon reached the pillow.My legs were useless, so I had to use my hands.I couldn't catch him, so I had to twist and scratch, but he was unmoved, and he pulled open my sleep pants, opened my legs, and lowered his head.

The feeling of electric shock made me tremble involuntarily, but the sense of humiliation surged. I didn't even know why I was so angry all of a sudden, and I clenched his hair tightly with my hands.

He was taken aback for a moment, then pinched my wrist, raised his head, his eyes full of threats.There was a burst of pain, and it stands to reason that I should let go, but somehow I didn't, and instead pulled even harder.At the same time, I saw a cold gleam in his eyes, grabbed my two arms and twisted them to the sides fiercely. I still didn't want to let go, but it hurt too much, and they let go by themselves.Afterwards, he let go of his hand, and quickly arched his body, like a leopard preparing for battle.

(End of this chapter)