Qingben beauty

Chapter 348 Let Brother Zhi Go
Zhige's world.

The world of monkeys...

My eyes were distorted for a moment, and in the vast expanse of whiteness, the monkeys I saw in Xiangcheng, the monkeys under the plane tree, and the monkeys I saw at the police station flashed in my mind again...

"Brother Zhi is embarrassed to tell you these words, he endures everything, but I'm not Brother Zhi, and I'm not Xiao Lu either, that brat keeps worrying about Brother Zhi and dare not say anything, as for me, I'm a straightforward person , If they don't say it, I will say it! If, if you are like what Xiao Lu said, you are not completely using Brother Zhi, but have a little love for Brother Zhi."

My thoughts were interrupted by her words.

I don’t know when, she stood up, she said, and took out a bunch of keys and shook them in front of me. After I saw clearly that they belonged to monkeys, and belonged to monkeys’ house keys, she took them off. The big sunglasses exposed her face.

She always spoke to me with a domineering attitude, and her voice was extremely low and threatening, but when she took off her sunglasses, she looked like a forest elf.

So beautiful, so pure, so charming.

Those upturned red phoenix eyes are just like the stream water in early spring, clear and bright, lively and bright, people can't help but be addicted to it just by looking at it.

With such an appearance, even if she has a bump on the bottom and a small crew cut on her head, it still has a distinctive flavor that cannot be taken away.

Unexpectedly, strangely reminded me of monkeys.

The thought that crossed my mind at the time was that the two of them really looked like the same kind of people.

I looked up at her in a daze, at her eyes that were somewhat similar to monkeys, and at the corners of her lips turned up, revealing the expression I saw on monkeys' faces in Xiangcheng.

I watched her smile at me with that look, shaking the monkey's bunch of keys in her hand, turned around, and walked out Shi Shiran.

When the door closed, there was a bang.

Slowly, what she said just now echoed in my mind.

She said: "If you still have a little bit of conscience and a little bit of love for Brother Zhi, then I hope you don't use your kindness to trap Brother Zhi anymore. I hope you let go and let Brother Zhi go. I hope you let Brother Zhi go." Can live a life that truly belongs to him! I hope, you can let Brother Zhi live with dignity!"

live with dignity...

I covered my face with my hands, and finally couldn't help crying.

Even if I have countless words to refute what this woman said, even if I can refute her saying that I didn't use kindness to entangle monkeys, I don't believe what she said that monkeys don't like women but only men.

But I can't argue with that.

Indeed, when he was at the police station, the monkey was indeed arrogant and undignified.

Even in the eyes of Lawyer Xu, I gave up the 65 and kept the monkey.

I can't refute even more, the monkey is now cooking for me, driving, and even managing the damn restaurant, it's all because of me.

And while I was enjoying all this, when I only considered not wanting the monkeys to be in danger, I never thought about whether this is the life the monkeys want.

The man in the cartoon apron with putty floating in his hair, and the man under the plane tree who could make the breeze escape with just one look.

In fact, as long as I think about it with my heart, I should know which one is the real appearance of the monkey.

I asked myself in my heart: You have hurt him once self-righteously, then, are you going to continue hurting him, or let go...

I rubbed my face hard and stood up from the sofa.

I walked back to the study, picked up the phone, and pressed the power button.

As soon as I started this phone, the phone rang.

I stared at the monkey's phone for three seconds, then before I could react, I cut off the phone and pressed the power off button.

After watching the screen go black, I sat down on the chair and covered my face again.

I remembered the key in the woman's hand, and I remembered what she said, the monkey dared not say it. She said, I thought, I know what the monkey called me.

I also clearly know what I should do, but I don't want to answer the monkey's call at this time, and go to the monkey to ask me if he can go?Can I go with Lu Yao?When you answer him, yes.

I can not do it.

And I don't want to face him until I can.

After sitting on the chair for a few minutes, I stood up again. I picked up the phone and put it in the bag, and then went out the door with the bag.

I walked aimlessly along the road in front of the community with my bag on my back, and walked into Zhongshan Park just like that.

It was almost dark, but the park was bustling with activity.

In addition to those who went out for a walk after dinner, those who came out to cool off, and those who came out to play, there were also many young people who had just got off work and sat on stone benches with various fast foods.

I looked at those old men and women who practiced at night, those who turned on the stereo and sang, those who played balloons with darts, those children playing on the path, and those who leaned together and just ate box lunches A young man with a happy face.

There was a faint fragrance of flowers in the air, and all kinds of voices mixed together, lively and with a kind of cheerful intimacy.

I sighed softly and sat down on a stone bench by the side of the road.

I watched a pair of young couples holding hands and talking and laughing while kissing each other, just walking past me with impunity.

My mind went blank, I obviously had no idea, but tears welled up in my eyes.

When the tenth pair also walked by, I stood up and walked out of the park quickly.

I blocked a car, and when the driver asked me where I was going, I casually gave the address of Lu Li's villa.

The car arrived at the place soon, I paid the money in a daze, got out of the car in a daze, and then walked to the door of the villa with a daze.

Instead of taking the key to open the door, I banged the door with my fist.

At that time, my heart was full of sadness, and my mind was full of images of being evoked by those couples. Monkey and I were in Huangshan, Jiuhuashan, and in those ancient towns, walking hand in hand and having fun together.

I didn't pay attention to the surroundings at all, so I didn't see it at all. The monkey Santana stopped under the shade of a tree tens of meters in front of the villa.

I just knocked on the door vigorously, trying to find a way to squeeze those scenes out of my mind.

Those scenes that make me feel extremely happy just thinking about them.

I can no longer rely on those and hold them to restrain monkeys.

The door swung open the tenth time I pounded on it.

Lu Li appeared in front of me. With just one glance, his face changed color. He almost rushed out, hugged me with both hands, and asked, "What's wrong with you? What happened?"

I cried out, I burst into tears, I hugged Lu Li, put my forehead on his shoulder, and said incoherently while crying: "What should I do? Lu Li? I'm so worried, I'm worried that something will happen to him, It's because I'm worried about him, I want him to be safe, I really don't mean anything else, I just want him to be safe, did I do something wrong, I shouldn't be like this..."

I shouldn't because of my worry, because of my own selfishness, because I think he can always be with me.

So restrain him, restrain him.

So, want to break his wings.

Let an eagle enter my cage in the name of love...

In this regard, it is impossible to spread its wings, unable to fly, unable to rush into the sky, unable to attract people to look up and only look up.

Did I, because of my own selfishness, let him fall into the dust, thus disappearing his original brilliance.

if so.

I'd rather let him go.

Let him fly, let him soar.

Even if, he no longer belongs to me.

For this reason, you are separated from me in two worlds, and there is no intersection...

(End of this chapter)