Qingben beauty

Chapter 349 What is love?
While stroking my back gently, Lu Li half-supported me into the iron gate with his arms vigorously.

When the iron door sounded behind me, I seemed to wake up a bit, and subconsciously looked back.

There is only a black iron door behind him, and nothing else.

That sound, the heartbreaking sound that sounded in my ears as the iron door closed, was just my hallucination.

Or, it was the voice of my heart.

When I said to myself in my heart, I would rather let him go.

The sound of my heart breaking.

When I realized this, I cried again without realizing it, and burst into tears without any image.

If it wasn't for Lu Li's strong arms to support me, I'm afraid I would just sit on the ground, like a village woman I saw when I was a child, and cry loudly.

Lu Li strongly supported me into the door of the villa, then supported me into the small living room, and put me on the sofa.

After seeing that I was sitting firmly, he let me cry, sat down opposite me, slowly brewed Kung Fu tea, and then slowly took a sip from his own teacup.

He was just like that, with an elegant posture, looked at me with a calm expression, drank slowly in one gulp, then poured another glass, finished drinking again, poured another glass...

When he poured the fourth cup, I reached out and snatched the cup of tea from him, raised my head and drank it in one gulp.

This bastard!
I've been crying for so long, and you don't even pour me a glass!
"What's the matter?" Lu Li asked quietly after I finished drinking the water in one gulp.

I put the water glass on the table forcefully, and really wanted to use that force to speak out loudly.

But when I opened my mouth, I found that I couldn't express it in words.

what's up?

What happened to me?

I can say that it is because a man named Lu Yao came to me yesterday, and today a woman who looks like a man and is a goblin at her core, who doesn't even know her name, came to me today.

Then they all said that I delayed the monkey, I bullied the monkey, it was me...

And I, after thinking about it, really feel that what they said is not wrong!
I have a 100% hunch that if I say that, Lu Li will definitely think I'm a fool.

I let out a long breath, and after wandering around in my heart for a few times, I said in a very long and melancholy tone, "Lu Li, tell me, what is love?"

While I was thinking about what to say, Lu Li reached out and took the teacup from the table, poured another cup of tea, and took a sip.

When I asked the question, it was estimated that his mouth was just about to swallow.

Then, it was sprayed directly on my face.

Now I can't be depressed anymore, I stared at him and said angrily at the same time: "You!"

Lu Li didn't know where to take out a handkerchief and handed it to me, then took out a tissue and wiped the corner of her lower lip.

Then...then he took out a copper from nowhere...

Well, that's an antique copper-backed mercury mirror.

He put the other side of the mirror in front of me.

I looked down at the mirror.

Looking at the woman whose eyes were swollen from crying, but seemed to be on fire, with a resentful, or rather angry face, the woman...

I think, I can understand him spraying water.

I sighed, pushed the ghostly mirror away, covered my face with the handkerchief and wiped it, and then woke up with a runny nose.

I sorted out my mood, guessed that my complexion should have recovered a bit, and then said to Lu Li very seriously: "Lu Li, what is love? It's reckless, it's love to tie the other party together, or let go, so that the other party can live To get better and let go is love?"

Lu Li frowned slightly and looked at me.

I sighed again, thinking about this, I asked him what to do?
I'm still a divorcee anyway, I'm afraid he hasn't even talked about a serious relationship.

I asked him for advice. Isn't this asking Yu Blind?

Lu Li looked at me and smiled lightly, he said: "If you love someone, of course you must sincerely do her best. You don't want to grow old together, but you only want her to be healthy and prosperous forever."

I groaned, and looked at him with some incomprehension.

Lu Li lowered his head slightly before pouring tea, and at the same time continued in a low voice: "Sometimes, love doesn't necessarily mean being with you. If you love, you have to think about making the other person better and have a better life. And don't be an obstacle on the other side's way forward, otherwise, even if the other side sacrifices for love now, they will resent in the future."

My heart skipped a beat, and I murmured, "Will you be resentful in the future?"

Lu Li took a book casually, then turned a page casually, and said to me: "This sentence, you read it aloud."

I looked at the part where his fingers passed, and murmured softly: "When you come out of the spring, the fish are in the same place as you are in the land. If you get wet with each other, and get wet with each other, it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes."

After reading it, I looked up at the eyebrow note on the page, and said in a low voice, "This, is this what Zhuangzi said?"

"Yes." Lu Li nodded and said: "The spring water is exhausted, and the fish under the spring have nowhere to escape. The two fish have a deep relationship. They breathe water vapor on each other and wipe their own water on each other's cheeks, but this still can't resist it." Living in death, if I knew it earlier, it would be better to forget each other and live happily in our own rivers and lakes."

In his eloquent explanation, my heart throbbed with pain.

It seemed that the woman's voice sounded in my ears again, saying over and over again, we hope Brother Zhi will return to his own world.

After being in love with each other, it turns out that it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes...

Sadness arose from my heart, and my eyes were red again, and tears dripped down, and they were about to drip onto the pages of the book.

The hand that Lu Li tapped on the word spread out to catch the teardrop, and with the other hand, he pulled the book back.

After the book was taken away, he also took back his hand. He put down the book, brushed his fingers lightly over the place in his palm that was wet with my tears, and said slowly: "The sadness is only temporary now. As time goes by, it will naturally fade away.”

I sobbed and sniffed, "No, I won't forget, I won't forget."

How could I forget the monkey?

I can let him go for his freedom, his world, but I don't want to forget him.

How could I forget him?
Lu Li hooked the corner of her lower lip.

I think he probably wanted to laugh, but he just showed a bitter expression.

He probably realized it too, so he lowered his eyes, covered up his expression, and said in a low voice: "Silly girl, if you can't forget it, wouldn't it be more painful? If you really love, you won't let the other party still hold you." Fantasies, but also learn not to forget."

His voice was very low, so low that I had to crane my neck to go in his direction if I wanted to hear clearly.

But when I moved my head closer, he had finished speaking.

I was a little uncertain whether what I heard was what he said, so I said to him: "Say it again."

Lu Li really laughed this time. He picked up the book, patted my head, and said with a smile, "Besides, how many times do you want to hear this kind of thing."

I groaned, and when I came back, I caught a flash of light on the corner of the table over there with my eyes.

I turned sideways again, and took out a somewhat familiar object from the corner of the table.

No matter how you look at it, it looks a little like that monkey gadget.

I looked at Lu Li suspiciously.

Lu Li glanced at it lightly, and said softly: "This is what you left with me last time. I wanted to return it to you, but I kept forgetting it. Well, since you have cried enough, come and help me with something." Bar."

He said, got up and walked to the study.

I glanced at the tool and threw it into the bag.

At that time, I was stupid and stupid, I didn't doubt Lu Li's words at all, and I didn't think about it at all. The tool monkey took it away at that time, how could I leave it behind!
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