Who do you think of when you are alone

Chapter 1

Lan's favorite sentence is: Xue Xiaoyi, you are a happy child.

Once upon a time, Xue Xiaoyi's happiness was visible to many people.She has a handsome boyfriend who works in the IT industry. He picks her up at school every weekend and sends her back with a large bag of snacks.

She is the envy of many girls.

On Saturday, Lan yawned and sat up from the upper bunk. She leaned forward, patted the side of the bed curiously and said, "Xiao Yi, what's wrong with you, did you quarrel with Ye?"

"No." Xue Xiaoyi sat at the table reading while biting a biscuit, and said vaguely, "He's busy recently."

"You have to be careful." Blue said.

I don't know from which day, Ye became more and more busy. When we went to the movies together that day, his mobile phone kept ringing. He kept calling and calling apologetically, and finally had to go outside the theater to pick it up.The movie is "Go Left, Go Right" that Xiao Yi has been looking forward to.On the screen, Takeshi Kaneshiro is playing the violin, and white pigeons are walking and flying tirelessly under his feet.Stefanie Sun sang with her incomparable voice: Hearing the departure of winter, I woke up in a certain month in a certain year, and I thought I was waiting for the future, but I couldn't arrange it...

When he came back, Xue Xiaoyi bit the popcorn and said, "Look, look, Takeshi Kaneshiro's eyes are really charming."

"I'm sorry." He leaned down and whispered to her, "Xiao Yi, I have something urgent to leave."

"En." Xiao Yi nodded.

"Either I will take you back first, or you can go back by yourself after watching the movie?"

"Myself," Xiao Yi said with a smile, "it doesn't matter."

He stroked Xiao Yi's long hair and walked away.

Gigi Leung on the screen laughed happily, but Xiao Yi's tears fell on the popcorn, making a loud noise.

I didn't have time to accompany her for a month, and finally came, but I didn't expect it to end like this.

He sent her a short message in the taxi: "I'm sorry, it's getting late, good boy, I'll go back to school after watching the movie."

She didn't reply to him because she didn't know what to say.

But he sent again: "Are Takeshi Kaneshiro's eyes really charming?"

Ye doesn't like to send short messages, it's too troublesome.But two came over at once, is it compensation?
Xiao Yi still didn't reply, the phone was already warm in her hand.

I don't know if it's because I ate too much popcorn, but my stomach suddenly hurts sharply.The movie became dull, and Xiao Yi took the bus back to school alone, without a seat, holding the ring with her thin fingers, and two female middle school students kept staring at her blue bracelet.It was a gift he gave her when he came back from a business trip to Qingdao. The blue jacket with two blood-red hearts hanging on it was very special.Xiao Yi quietly pulled down the sleeves of her clothes to hide it.The female middle school student was not angry, but cooed.One of them hit the other on the head and said loudly: "I like to ask your boyfriend to give you a ride."

The other said indifferently: "I've already blown it up, can I ask your boyfriend to give it to me?"

The two laughed haha, completely ignoring the eyes of the people in the car.

Xue Xiaoyi got off the bus at the next stop. She didn't have such a flamboyant youth. When she was sixteen or seventeen, she had been studying hard, tearing up the notes written by boys and throwing them into the trash can.I ran all over the city to buy a reference book, my eyes were red and swollen from memorizing English words, and I cried so hard every time I failed a test.

When I was 19 years old, I met him on a train, in a soft sleeper.I fell ill during the Spring Festival, and the high fever had just subsided. My father put him in the car and told him worriedly: "Find a classmate to pick you up at the station. This is medicine. You have to take it every four hours."

Said the same thing about four times.

Xiao Yi nodded and said yes.

Dad said: "Then I'm leaving, and if I have anything to do, I will ask the conductor."

Xiao Yi shyly pushed her father away: "Hurry up, hurry up, the car is about to start."

After her father left, Xiao Yi started to read.Ye is sitting opposite her, he is also reading, Xiao Yi is watching Baby Anne, and he is reading "Fred the Postman".She noticed that he looked at her occasionally, but didn't speak.Until the fourth hour, he suddenly reminded her, "You should take your medicine."

Xiao Yi took the medicine in her hand, looked at it, and put it back again.

He said, "Are all girls afraid of taking medicine?"

"If you want to take it, take it!" Seeing his eager eyes, Xiao Yi handed the medicine in front of him mischievously.

"I'm not sick," he said helplessly.

"You are sick!" Xiao Yi raised her eyebrows.

He held up the book in both hands in a gesture of surrender.

For the next ten hours, the two were silent again.When the conductor came to change the ticket when she was about to arrive in Nanjing, she couldn't find the small red sign. He smiled and pointed to the small pocket on her jacket, and when he took it out, it was indeed inside.

This man really started to pay attention to her secretly from the moment he got in the car.

The two got out of the car together, he was empty-handed, and she struggled to carry a big box, which contained the clothes she would wear for a semester and the books she liked to read.He held out his hand to her and said, "I'll come."

Xiao Yi put the box on the ground, biting her little fingernails, and said with some embarrassment: "It's quite heavy."

He smiled and said, "So I'll come."

That day, he kept sending her to the gate of the school and asked her, "Are you alone in Nanjing?"

"Yes."

"Learn what?"

"Department of drama and literature," she said, "a useless major."

"Where," he said, "human spiritual food is provided by you."

Xiao Yi already has a crush on him, and she blinked mischievously: "How do you know if you are being sarcastic?"

He reacted quickly and said: "Then the male lead in the next play will write about me, so satirize me!" After finishing speaking, he took out his business card and said, "I'm lonely in Nanjing, you can come to play with me when you have nothing to do. "

Judging by his accent, he should be a native of Nanjing.

"Okay." Xiao Yi said, "Let's go take the train again when we have nothing to do."

He laughed, and then said: "If you are sick, you have to take medicine, and you are a good boy who takes medicine."

After speaking, he left.

Xiao Yi looked at his business card. His surname was Ye, and he worked in a communication company, so he should have a good job.

Ye said affectionately: "You are a flower, and Ye's job is to protect flowers."

Of course, this is the case of falling in love later on. After the new semester started, Xiao Yi almost forgot about this person, and the business card was also thrown away by Lan like waste paper during the dormitory cleaning.But I didn't expect to meet a few months later when I was shopping in a bookstore. It was a small private bookstore. It was so hot that I was going crazy. Xiao Yi was holding an ice cream in his hand. The owner reminded her not very happy: " Don't get it on the book, be careful!"

She turned to leave very unhappy, someone behind her held her back and said, "It's you?"

It was him.

Where in life do not meet.

He invited her to Haagen-Dazs.Xiao Yi buried her face in the expensive ice cream and laughed.He said seriously: "Why are you laughing, you girl, I always thought you would call me."

"I lost my business card," Xiao Yi said.

"Missing things!" he said.

"I really didn't expect to meet Ai." Xiao Yi said with a smile, "You are more handsome than in winter."

"Haha." He also laughed, and said seriously after laughing, "You are thinner than in winter, I thought about it for a long time, and decided to call you."

He was wearing a light blue shirt, and he looked at Xiao Yi with eyes full of love and affection.

No boy has seen herself like this, Xiao Yi turned her face away and blushed.

Then he made up his mind and said: "I can't live up to this fate."

"What?" Xiao Yi turned her head and asked him.

"I mean..." he paused, "I mean it's good to have you as my girlfriend, I've always wanted a girlfriend like you."

Xiao Yi's heart was beating wildly, and she used a spoon to pound the ice cream back and forth. After a long time of pounding, she said, "You thought you were writing a script?"

He said confidently: "You can think about it for 3 minutes."

Three minutes later, Xiao Yi pushed the ice cream, which had been smashed to shame, in front of him and said, "Eat it, and I will agree to think about it."

He ate without saying a word, wiped his mouth with a paper towel after eating, and said, "Look, I'm really not that picky man, haha."

The way he smiles is a bit like Luo Jialiang, a Hong Kong actor that Xiao Yi likes more.But Xiao Yi's liking for Luo Jialiang has nothing to do with his appearance, she just likes the way he loves girls in every play, never speaks out when he is wronged, and is always stupid to the end when he meets someone she likes.

I don't know if Ye is also like this?

"Fantasy." Lan scolded her when she found out, "Be careful of being cheated of money and sex by others!"

"I don't have any money, so I'll just settle for sex." Xiao Yi said, "Maybe he's the one who lost money."

Love is such a sudden thing. From the beginning to the slow progress, every detail is incredible.In Ye Xiaoxiao's apartment, he hugged her, put his chin against her long hair and said, "Xiao Yi, I have been waiting for you for so long, we will be together forever."

Xiao Yi tilted her head and asked him, "How long is a lifetime?"

"As long as you want."

"Yeah, how much do you love me?"

"You little girl who likes to ask questions," Ye sat upright and said, "You are a literati, or I will tell you a fairy tale."

"Okay, okay." Xiao Yi put her head on his knee.

Ye said seriously:
The little rabbit was going to bed; it held the big rabbit's long ears tightly, and wanted the big rabbit to listen to it well.

"Guess how much I love you?" asked the little bunny.

"Oh! I probably can't figure it out." The big rabbit said with a smile.

"I love you so much." The little bunny opened his arms as far as they could go.

Big Rabbit has longer arms. He opened it up and said, "But, I love you so much."

The little rabbit moved his right ear and thought: Well, this is really a lot.

"I love you, it's as high as I lift it, it can't be higher." The little rabbit said, pushing up with both arms.

"I love you as high as I can lift, as high as I can lift," Big Rabbit said too.

Oh, thought Little Rabbit, that's too bad, and he's taller than me.

The little rabbit had another good idea. It put its feet on the tree trunk and stood upside down.He said: "I love you to the tip of my toes so much."

Big Rabbit grabbed Little Rabbit's hand, threw it up higher than its head, and said, "I love you to your toes."

Little Rabbit cried out, "I love you till I cross the path, far beyond the river."

Big Rabbit said, "I love you all the way across the river and beyond the mountains."

The little rabbit thought, that's really far away.It rubbed its red eyes, and began to feel sleepy, unable to think; it looked up at the big black night behind the bushes, and felt that there was nothing further than the sky.

The big rabbit gently hugged the yawning little rabbit. The little rabbit closed its eyes and murmured, "I love you from here to the moon" before falling asleep.

"Oh! so far," said Big Rabbit. "It's really, really far away."

The big rabbit gently put the little rabbit on the bed of leaves, bowed his head, kissed it, and wished it good night.

Then, the big rabbit lay down beside the little rabbit, and said with a small smile, "I love you from here to the moon and... around and back."

When Ye was telling the story, his voice was slow and steady, and Xiao Yi's tears flowed down like that, which startled Ye. Ye took out a tissue, wiped away her tears with a smile, and asked knowingly: "Why? Will you cry?"

"Where did you find this story, you villain?"

"I saw it on the Internet." Ye said honestly, "Try to write it down and tell you."

"It's very long." Xiao Yi said, "I wouldn't necessarily remember it."

"I want to please you." Ye hehe smiled, hugged her a little tighter and said, "I am a big rabbit, and you are a little rabbit, so I must love you more than you love me."

Later, this story became Xiao Yi's "bedtime story".If you stayed at Ye's place on the weekend, Ye would pat her on the face and say, "Go to sleep, I love you, from here to the moon, and then... around back."

It's only a year.

Giving has become so reserved.

Xiao Yi pushed open the door of the Internet cafe and walked in. The Internet cafe was full of people. After finally waiting for a computer, Xiao Yi went online. On QQ, she said to S: "S, I have failed."

"It's snowing in Beijing." S said, "the first snow."

Because of work, S is always on the Internet. He has known Xiao Yi for many years, and he is the best listener. No matter what Xiao Yi says, he has the ability to talk about it, as if he didn't hear it.

"I feel like we're breaking up."

"It's so fucking cold, I'm already wearing big cotton pants, the green ones."

"earth."

"I was originally a bumpkin."

"Is it because I don't feel new about him anymore?"

"Xue Xiaoyi, are you crying?" S asked suddenly.

"I'm not crying now, I've cried before."

"You must look good when you cry, don't you?"

"I don't know. I never look in the mirror when I cry."

"Okay. I guess it must be pretty. I just like watching girls cry..."

"S, hello BT."

"kindness."

"I failed, you BT."

"En. Are we a match made in heaven?"

After talking nonsense with S, the depression in my heart eased a lot. S played a song for her on the Internet. It was a male voice who sounded very lonely: "The wind blows down the last leaf, and the snow is floating in my heart. Love can only Falling into memories, in this lonely season... I want to say goodbye to the past, but I still have a little less determination, in this lonely season..."

Xiao Yi snorted and said: "S you are uneasy and kind, you will make things worse."

"I add Dabao SOD honey. It is good to use it."

With tears in her eyes, Xiao Yi laughed haha.

S said: "By the way, your last manuscript was banned by our boss. The writing is fine, but he said it was too decadent."

"You tell him I'm broken in love."

"Long live broken love, long live, long live."

"I don't seem to be able to write anymore."

"Okay, take a break."

"It will be useless if you rest."

"I'll give it." S said.

"S, actually I just want someone to love me like he used to. I'm a person who needs a lot of love."

"It hurts you." S said.

"S is a good man." Xiao Yi wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes and said, "I will write a good manuscript in the future, so I will give it to you."

"It's vulgar, isn't it?" S said, "It makes me feel like selling myself for a manuscript!"

"Hahaha." Only S can make Xue Xiaoyi laugh uncontrollably.

In the middle of the night at two o'clock in the morning, why do you suddenly think of the man outside Ye?Xiao Yi felt that she shouldn't do it, so she lay down and forced herself to count sheep.

One, two, three, one two three four five.

Watch the sky slowly brighten up.

Waking up early in the morning, Lan brushed her teeth and said to Xue Xiaoyi: "Look at you, you must have suffered from insomnia last night, are you angry at Lao Ye again?"

"No." Xue Xiaoyi rubbed his temples and said, "It's not like you don't know that insomnia is a common occurrence for me."

"Oh." Lan laughed, "That's right, did I forget that insomnia is the specialty of love animals?"

Just as I was talking, someone knocked on the door.It was the old lady in charge of the dormitory. She held a courier in her hand and said, "Xiao Yi, your courier arrived yesterday."

Xiao Yi took it and found that the signature was actually Ye.Thin, it should be just a letter.

In the same city, what express delivery?
Lan joked, "Hey, the love delivery came early in the morning?"

Xiao Yi hesitated to tear it apart, a certain ominous premonition made her heart sink.

(End of this chapter)