Who do you think of when you are alone

Chapter 2

In the express mail, it was indeed a text message and a key to the gate.

Ye wrote in the letter: "Xiao Yi: I'm going on a business trip to study in Beijing for a month. I leave the key to you so that you can use the computer and feed my little pet. Also, take care of yourself."

I'm going on a business trip for a month.

Such an understatement.

Looking at the letter, Xiao Yi felt sad, and finally couldn't help it, sobbing on the table.

She didn't understand whether Ye was really ignorant or not. In these days when she couldn't get affirmation and was left in the cold indefinitely, she couldn't bear it for even a minute.

"It's okay." Lan grabbed the letter and glanced at it, patted her on the shoulder to comfort her and said, "Are all men so careless? One month will pass in a flash. By then, Xiaobie will be better than a newlywed. I'm afraid It's too sweet for you to bear."

"If you're tired, just cut it off, why bother?" Xiao Yi said angrily with tears in her eyes.

"I'm not Ye, it's useless for you to get mad at me and act like a spoiled child!" Lan laughed, "Stop crying, Xiao Yi, tonight weekend, I'll take you to the DUCK rehearsal, their show will be at the New Year's party Performed."

DUCK is a well-known band in the school. Xiao Yi always remembers the lead singer, who has the same clean and pure voice as Pu Shu, one level higher than Xiao Yi and the others. His name is Liu Chang. Taking such a name seems to be born Exist to sing.

Liu Chang is quite handsome, and many girls in the department are his followers.

"I decided to pursue Liu Chang." On the way to breakfast, Lan announced to Xiao Yi.

Xiao Yi was startled: "He has a girlfriend."

Liu Chang's girlfriend is from a foreign department. She is a very good girl. She is the bass player of DUCK. I heard that she is the most foul-speaking girl in the school.I also heard that Liu Chang was quite afraid of her.

"Fair competition." Lan said, "So, tonight, you're going to cheer me up and fan the flames, and praise me to the fullest, remember?"

"Don't, don't, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it." Xiao Yi quickly evaded, "I'm not in any mood right now."

"Yeah." Lan said angrily, "You will lose your soul if you leave Ye."

"Really?" Xiao Yi raised her eyebrows and said to Satisfied Lan with the sadness that crossed her heart.

Ye's cell phone was blocked, and the ancient literature class was lackluster. The old man's saliva splashed out on the podium, and Xiao Yi, who was sitting in the fifth row, could see it clearly.Lan handed over a gaudy magazine and asked Xiao Yi to do a test game on it: ten questions to see if you have already fallen in love with him?
"Bai." Xiao Yi whispered.

"What?" Lan didn't understand.

"Idiot." Xiao Yi added.

Lan shouted loudly: "No way, no way, it's really effective, you try it?"

The professor's eyes followed.

Lan didn't dare to argue anymore, Xiao Yi buried her head and smiled lowly.

Lan made things worse and said, "So you still know how to laugh."

Xiao Yi ignored her and continued to look at the phone with her head down. It is estimated that Ye should be on the plane at this time and has not turned it on yet.Five short messages have been sent since the beginning of class, and none of them have returned.

Lan draws in a notebook. The long-haired boy looks like Liu Chang.Xiao Yi looked at Lan, and Lan was painting with gusto, like a nympho eager to taste love.

It seems that just a month ago, Lan was still hesitating whether to meet that netizen in Hainan, but now, she has focused on Liu Chang, and as long as her love is not finalized, she can change freely.

It's a pity that my love is already a bad cold, and Ye's care and love are the only good medicine. Without these, I can only be in a trance and waver all day long.

During lunch, I finally received a short message from Ye, five words: I'm here, don't read it.

Xiao Yi couldn't help calling, Ye said: "What's the matter, Xiao Yi, did you receive the express mail?"

"Why does it take a month?" Xiao Yi said, "Why didn't you make a phone call before leaving?"

Ye was silent for a while, as if he didn't know how to answer.Xiao Yi's heart softened immediately, and she said in a low tone: "Come back early, and have a good time outside."

"Good" Ye looked relieved.

"Then I'll hang up." Xiao Yi said.

"Okay," Ye said, "I'll call you when I'm free."

In the afternoon class, Xiao Yi escaped.She went to Ye's apartment.

Ye is the kind of clean man, and his apartment is as spotless as the others.The sheets should have been freshly changed, and they smelled of fresh soap soap.Xiao Yi leaned her face on the pillow, as if she could smell Ye's familiar smell, it was the man she loved deeply, he was crazy at work, and when he fell asleep, he breathed sweetly like a baby.

I remember that at the hottest moment, Ye asked her to move in with him more than once. Zhu Xiaoyi never agreed, because she didn't want to move everything too quickly.But it seems to be too fast, like a long novel written by a novice who is holding his feet. The story has just reached its climax, and it ends inexplicably.

Xiao Chong is a yellow goldfish with a golden yellow body.After Ye bought it back, he stared at it whenever he had time, for fear that it would die, and took care of it meticulously.The name Xiao Chong was named by Xiao Yi, and Xiao Yi said sourly: "Ye loves you so much, you should call him Xiao Chong."

"Every pet is pet." Ye laughed, hugged Xiao Yi and said, "Xiao Chong, what a good name."

At this moment, Xiao Chong, whose owner is not at home, is still swimming happily in the water. Xiao Yi gives it fish food, thinking, it is better to be a fish like Xiao Chong, so that there will be no pain and sorrow of lovesickness up.

Ye has a laptop, but he basically doesn't use it. He said that he is always facing the computer at work, and when he sees the computer after work, he will feel that he is still at work, so Ye does not play QQ.Many Sundays, Ye sleeps late, Xiao Yi opens QQ to write, writing makes Xiao Yi feel free, and some imaginary twists and turns of the plot seem to make her love moist and full of expectations.But Ye seldom reads Xiao Yi's stuff, and only occasionally asks, "Did the hero write about me?"

Xiao Yi held the magazine and asked with a smile, "What do you think?"

"Of course I have." Ye said confidently, "Who else can I write about if I don't?"

Sometimes, Xiao Yi uses the royalties to buy gifts for Ye, such as a Gillette razor that looks good, or a dark blue tie, a wallet that is very convenient to use, and Ye will hug her exaggeratedly Said: "Wow, Xiao Yi will also make money, and I can enjoy myself."

"S said, in fact, you can earn a lot of money by writing. You can buy a house or a car..."

"Who is S?" Ye asked.

"An editor," Xiao Yi said, "I often publish articles in his magazine, and he always pays me the highest manuscript fee and is very generous."

"Haha." Ye said while drinking the coffee that Xiao Yi made for him, "Could it be that he's in love with you?"

"Are you jealous?" Xiao Yi tilted her head and asked, hoping he would answer yes.

But Ye said, "No, no, hehe, not at all."

Xiao Yi lay on Ye's shoulder and asked, "Ye, don't you love me too much?"

"What are you talking about!" Ye said, rubbing her hair, "You silly girl is talking stupid things!"

At this moment, the laptop is lying quietly, and Ye Wu's home looks extraordinarily empty and deserted.Fortunately, there is an S that is always online.

He and Xiao Yi have the same habit of hanging up QQ as soon as they go online.But I seldom go to see it, because I am busy with other things.

When Xiao Yi wrote about [-] words in his new novel, he suddenly said, "Don't you date on weekends?"

"No meeting." Xiao Yi said, "S, I suddenly want to write something today. If I don't write, I'm afraid I will float up like a piece of paper."

"It sounds scary." S said, "What do you want to write?"

"Writing about falling in love." Xiao Yi said.

"You fell out of love again?" S joked, "It's pretty fast."

"He went on a business trip and left without a word. It took a month to leave. Now we are in the same city as you, the heart of the motherland." Xiao Yi said.

"Well, let him call me and I'll buy him a drink."

"No, you slap him for me."

"Okay, left cheek or right cheek, you have the final say."

"I really want to slap someone in the face today." Xiao Yi said viciously, "I hope no one who is unlucky will meet me, whoever meets me will be unlucky."

"Xiao Yi hit someone?" S said, "Hahahahaha...does she want to hit her love rival?"

"S, tell me what is the meaning of life?"

Uncharacteristically, S stopped laughing and said seriously: "Xiao Yi, you must know that most of the time, we live for ourselves, not for anyone else."

"I will try my best." Xiao Yi said, "I will try my best to accept some facts."

"If you're not happy, just write something. With your support, I'll at least work less overtime in January."

"Are there not enough manuscripts for this month?" Xiao Yi asked.

"I almost jumped off the building." S said, "The first phase has just left the factory, and the other phase will follow one after another. There is no chance to breathe."

The magazine made by S is very beautiful. Xiao Yi originally thought that there would be dozens of people working hard for it. After getting to know S, she realized that there are only three editors. S is the editor-in-chief.There is also a boss at the top who does not work and is only responsible for shooting manuscripts.Three people support such a sky, and the magazine is still selling quite well. It is not an exaggeration at all for S to describe himself as "hard work".

Just then, the phone rang.Xiao Yi rushed to the phone excitedly, but her hands froze in mid-air, it couldn't be Ye, he wouldn't know that he was at his house at this time, so he definitely wouldn't call back.

Xiao Yi never answered Ye's private calls.

A few seconds later, Ye's voice came out: I'm champ, I'm not at home now, please leave a message for me.

"I'm Lian, when you come out to play, call me."

Over there was a cheerful girl who hurriedly finished speaking and then hung up.

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Xiao Yi didn't remember that Ye had such a friend.Seeing the little pet happily swimming up to catch prey in the transparent fish tank, he desperately comforted himself in his heart and said, "Xiao Yi, you can't be jealous."

Who knew that the phone rang again just as I sat back in front of the computer.

"Champ, the photos from the outing have been developed, when will you come to get them? Or I'll drive them to you before you come back."

It was still a female voice, and she didn't report her family name, it must be because she knew who she was without reporting Ye.outing?When Ye is free for an outing, doesn't he always shout that he is getting busier and has no time to smoke?Xiao Yi found that she really didn't understand Ye's life more and more. Such an unexpected distance made her feel discouraged and desperate.

"I'm leaving." Xiao Yi said to S, "It's almost night, I have to go back to school."

"En." S said, "Send the manuscript to me as soon as it's finished, and I'll wait for it to save my life."

In fact, Xiao Yi knew the reason why she really wanted to leave. She was afraid of another phone call, afraid of hearing the voice of a strange woman in Ye's room again.She grabbed her backpack and ran out of Ye's house as if fleeing. Just as she went down the stairs, her cell phone rang after being silent for a day. Xiao Yi picked it up in a panic. Come back soon, didn't you agree to listen to Liu sing at night?"

"I want to sleep at night." Xiao Yi said weakly.

"Come here if you're a friend!" Lan said without any discussion, "I'll wait for you in the lecture theater, come anyway you say! Otherwise, I'll turn my back on you!"

After Lan shouted, he hung up the phone.

When Xiao Yi arrived, the rehearsal had already started, and Liu Chang was singing a song that Xiao Yi had never heard before. That song had beautiful lyrics that Xiao Yi couldn't bear to listen to:

I am this dazzling moment
It's an instant flame across the horizon
I'm looking for you i'm desperate

I will go out and never come back
I'm here

right here

Shocking is short-lived

gorgeous like summer flowers

This is such a beautiful and sad world
We're holding each other with smiles and tears

Lan applauded vigorously, shaking with the music.

Xiao Yi stood there in a daze, the music was strong, but when the love gradually and unstoppably faded away, who would say to himself full of love: I am here, right here
Who will stand still and never leave?

"Does it sound good?" Lan turned her head and asked Xiao Yi.

"Whose song is it?"

"Life is like Summer Flowers by Pu Shu." Lan said, "Life is as brilliant as summer flowers, and death is as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves. How wonderful."

"I'm going back to the dormitory." Xiao Yi said suddenly, "I'm very sleepy."

"Listen!" Lan grabbed Xiao Yi's shoulder and said, "How can such a good music be missed!"

"I said I'm going back to the dormitory!" Xiao Yi raised her voice and said, "Don't always force others to make things difficult for you, okay?"

"NND." Lan was so angry that she uttered foul words, "What's the matter with you? Could it be that you can't live without a man? Look at yourself dead, what's the difference between dead and dead!"

The two quarreled so badly that the music on the stage stopped.

Lan raised her hands in a gesture of apology, and shouted loudly, "Hey hey hey, the two sisters were joking, don't mind."

The bass player's hair was dyed very red, and she should be Liu Chang's girlfriend. She said with a tiger face: "Everyone who comes to listen to the music, please be quiet. If you are arguing like this, let's arrange it." ?”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lan continued to apologize, looking quite obedient.

"It's not good to look at it!" The woman made an inch of it.

"Hey, sisters don't talk like that, right?" Lan started to get a little angry.

The girl suddenly threw Bess on the ground, and she jumped off the stage of the lecture theater amidst a loud noise, and jumped in front of them aggressively: "You teach me how to speak, ah, you teach!"

Seeing that something was wrong, Liu Chang also followed, dragged the woman along and said, "Sister A Sen, what are you fussing about with the little sisters, come on, continue to line up."

The one called Sister Asen angrily shook off Liu Chang's hold on her hand and said, "KAO, you've got a younger sister sitting underneath, are you excited? Look at your kitsch look when you sing!"

"Hey, big sister." Lan said, "You can just scold me, but there is no reason for you to scold brother Liu Chang."

"Brothers and sisters are very affectionate." Asen looked at Lan, then at Xiao Yi, and hummed, "What kind of lady do you want to be, I tell you, men like you won't really like you, and in the end it's all about him." Mother will be the life of an abandoned wife!"

"What did you say?" Xiao Yi stopped Lan who was about to jump up, and asked her with a cold face.

"Are you deaf or something?" A Sen also looked at Xiao Yi coldly.

Xiao Yi raised her hand and slapped her without saying a word. The slap was so fast and sudden that the one named Asen couldn't stand still for a long time, and the blue eyeballs were about to fall out.

Asen came back to his senses and rushed towards Xiao Yi, but was blocked by Liu Chang.

"Run!" Lan grabbed Xiao Yi and was about to run outside.

"What are you running for!" Xiao Yi yelled angrily, "Fighting, who is afraid of whom!"

"Hahaha..." Liu Chang and the boys on the stage may have never seen girls fight, so they couldn't help laughing, Xiao Yi picked up a chair next to him and threw it on the ground: "Whoever laughs again, whoever laughs again Laugh at me and hit someone!"

"I always say don't let people in during rehearsals, look at the crazy things you put in!" Asen pointed at Liu Chang's nose and cursed: "Your fucking brain is broken or something!"

Liu Chang also got angry, and he pushed Asen and said: "You are shameless for giving you face, aren't you? If you don't want to do it, you can get out!"

"Hahaha." This time it was Lan's turn, laughing like convulsions.

As a result, Lan got his wish, A Sen ran away in anger, and the rehearsal was ruined.Liu Chang said respectfully: "I'll invite my two younger sisters to drink coffee."

They walked out of the lecture theater, and the winter wind blew hard.Lan poked Xiao Yi's waist excitedly and said, "Hey hey hey, it's so smooth, it's all thanks to your slap."

Xiao Yi suddenly remembered what she said to S on QQ just now, and she could only blame A Sen for being unlucky.

"So you are the best." Lan Xin said convincingly, "Big sister."

Xiao Yi said in a low voice: "Please, I won't go for coffee, you don't want me to be a light bulb, do you?"

"Hey hey." Lan said with her hands clasped, "You are such a good and understanding girl. Thank you for your fulfillment."

"I wish you success soon." Xiao Yi said sincerely.

When turning around, Xiao Yi heard Liu Chang asking Lan: "Hey, why doesn't she go?"

"Oh, she has a cold and needs to go back to the dormitory to rest." Lan lied without thinking.

On weekends, there is no one in the dormitory, and everyone is either enjoying youth or love.Xiao Yi felt cold, and then her stomach started to hurt again.I lay on the bed for two hours without falling asleep. I was afraid that I would be too hungry to fall asleep at night, so I put on my coat and prepared to go out to eat a bowl of noodles. When I walked out of the girls’ dormitory, I saw someone smoking a cigarette in the corner, the red cigarette butt flickered on and off. .

Nowadays, there are not many boys who are willing to wait so infatuatedly.

Xiao Yi walked past emotionally, but the man grabbed her sleeve.Said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Hi, finally waiting for you."

Xiao Yi was taken aback because that person was none other than Liu Chang.

(End of this chapter)